I'm actually straight

Ye Shuwen happily returned to his hometown in Sichuan with his brother Xu, and Wei Wen also returned home.

On the day of the third day of junior high school, his parents went out early in the morning to buy a bunch of vegetables and came back. Grandma stood in the kitchen all morning to pick up the vegetables. , A table of meals was laid out.

Before eleven o'clock, the doorbell rang, Wei Wen went to open the door, and a family of three stood outside the door.

A middle-aged man with a good appearance and a tough temperament, about 1.7 meters in height, is the immediate boss of my grandmother, Yao Zhengguo, who is currently the deputy director of the General Administration of Sports of China.He was followed by a beautiful young woman about 1.7 meters tall who was wearing a white down jacket and was his wife.And behind, followed by a big tall man, walking up 1.8 meters, a young man with a normal appearance, but with very dark and eye-catching eyes. Star, Yao Ye, who was once called "the darling of water" by foreign media.

"Uncle Yao, Aunt Su, please come inside." With a smile on his face, Wei Wen took out his slippers and placed them at the door, inviting the two elders to enter.

Then his eyes met Yao Ye's.

The four eyes are facing each other, complex emotions are brewing in it, and there is quite a feeling that time goes by, things are right and people are wrong.

"How are you doing recently?" Yao Ye asked him while holding on to the door frame while changing his shoes.

"Okay."

"Is there another game in the team at the end of the year?"

"..." Wei Wen looked deeply at Yao Ye. He originally thought that Yao Ye would avoid this topic, but why would he bring it up today.

Back then Yao Ye retired for no reason, and left without a word of explanation. To this day, Wei Wen can still recall the frustration and unwillingness in Yao Ye's eyes when he saw Yao Ye for the last time in the team.But he still left.Although the two families are still walking around in the past two years, Wei Wen has never seen Yao Ye again. Today is the first time since then, but three years have passed. He has grown from a boy to a young man, and Yao Ye Ye is also about to graduate and find a job.

The darkness in Yao Ye's eyes was much clearer than that of the person in his memory, and he was in good spirits, which is a good thing.

Seeing that Wei Wen was in a daze, Yao Ye smiled and asked, "How are your grades?"

"good."

"How is it not bad?"

"Team first."

"You're still modest, that's because you don't have me, otherwise you'd be the second child of ten thousand years."

Seeing the smile on Yao Ye's face, Wei Wen's eyes suddenly turned red.

Yao Ye was taken aback, looked into the room in panic, and then looked at Wei Wen: "Why is this? I haven't seen you for a while, as for you?"

"Just tell me, why did you leave?"

Yao Ye's face changed, and his smile faded: "I don't want to swim anymore, I can't swim anymore."

Wei Wen pursed his lips, turned and entered the room.

The adults in the room were chatting lively. Although Yao Ye's retirement was strange, everyone did not shy away from the topic of sports.Yao Ye's father and Wei Wen's grandmother both work in the sports bureau and live in the compound of the sports bureau, so the topic can only go around in the sports circle.Swimming was mentioned, and other sports were also mentioned. For example, the team that won the championship in the Olympic Marathon Women’s Race Walking Competition a few years ago failed to compete in several international competitions this year. Fierce, advertising endorsements are broadcast in turn, and the common people already have slogans to deceive consumers.There is also men's football, and the country has to invite coaches to come over again, saying that the bureau has to spend a lot of effort to train it, so it must be sent to the World Cup, so that it can be worthy of the love of the common people.

Wait, wait, there are still many things that Wei Wen can't touch on weekdays. Today is a good day, and I have a lot of gossip.

After lunch, Wei Wen's parents and Yao Ye's parents continued to chat. Wei Wen's grandma and grandpa went into the house to sleep. Older people are used to taking a nap. Although it is important to accompany guests, they go back and forth on weekdays. Those who walk around don't have to be too polite.

The conversation between the parents was somewhat short-lived by the elders of the host family. Wei Wen and Yao Ye were bored listening to it, and the adults also felt that they were an eyesore, so they jointly drove them away.

Wei Wen asked Yao Ye if he wanted to go to his room.

Yao Ye shook his head, and asked him if he wanted to go to his home. Last month, he bought a computer at home, which can play motorcycle games.

Wei Wen nodded, and the two hit it off.

Yao Ye's house is also in this yard. You can go down the stairs and walk two buildings back. It has the same layout as Wei Wen's house, but the decoration is more trendy.At least as soon as you enter the house, you will see mahogany furniture everywhere.

I haven't been here for three years, and nothing has changed in the room. Wei Wen followed Yao Ye to his room as he knew the way.As soon as the door opened, a piece of "Fen" written on iron and silver hooks came into view.On the corner table, there is a fifteen-inch computer monitor.

Yao Ye turned on the computer, clicked on the game, played it by himself, and then gave it to Wei Wen.

Now there are computers sold in all major shopping malls, but the price is not low, the price of six or seven thousand, in Beijing where the per capita salary is one or two thousand, many people only dare to look at it but dare not buy it, and in most people’s minds, computers are Use it for work, whoever buys it if it’s okay!

Wei Wen got into it all at once, and the villain on the motorcycle on the screen was galloping on the track with complicated road conditions. From time to time, a motorcycle would overtake him and kick him aside. Various roadblocks, full of fun.But Wei Wen finally remembered that this was someone else's house. After playing for two rounds, he restrained himself from chatting with Yao Ye without saying a word.

"What have you been doing lately?"

"Reading."

"What to read?"

"Computer programming and design."

"!?" Wei Wen turned his head in surprise, and the villain on the screen hit the wall, "Did you change your major? You don't plan to be a coach anymore?"

"No." Yao Ye shook his head with a smile, but the smile didn't enter his eyes, "I think computers have a bright future, and I heard some reports about computer studios when I went abroad for competitions a few years ago. This area is still blank, and I can use my fists when I graduate."

"Better than winning the world championship?"

"..." Yao Ye looked at him deeply, "It's all over, it's meaningless to talk about it now, it's been three years, Wei Wen."

After the voice fell, the room fell silent, the villain in the computer was dead to the point of losing the last drop of blood, "gameover" was written in red letters on the pitch-black screen, and blood was still flowing down.

For a long time.

Wei Wen said: "...But why? It's been three years, you should have said it, right?"

"Are you that curious?"

"Yao Ye!" Wei Wen was really angry.Yao Ye is his senior, his friend, his brother, and his most respected senior in swimming.Such an outstanding person, who was destined to win the world championship, chose to retire at the peak moment of his life. He couldn't figure it out, and it almost became a heart disease.

Facing Wei Wen's anger, Yao Ye chose to remain silent.

After a suffocating silence, Yao Ye smiled wryly. He pointed to his head and said, "I was sick at that time, and here...something is not right, it affects me too much, I swim not going down."

Wei Wen's eyebrows twitched, and he looked at him cautiously: "Spirit...?" He didn't dare to say the last word.

"Well, mental illness."

"You are not well, what kind of mental illness?"

"How should I put it... I don't know how to explain it to you."

"I can understand, you say."

"It's just..." Yao Ye pondered for a while before raising his head, "It's the kind of person who falls in love with someone who shouldn't be, not a woman... Anyway, it's not normal."

Wei Wen felt like being struck by lightning. He suddenly remembered the image of himself pressing Ye Shuwen in his dream. He even felt that he also had that place, which represented the symbol of pure masculinity. The hard and hot place was extraordinarily beautiful... …Wei Wen swallowed his saliva, maybe he was sick too.

Xu Shi Yao Ye said it, his face became relaxed, and it was much easier when he spoke again.

"I struggled, and I didn't want to give up, but it really affected my brain. I felt like I couldn't even swim for a while. Then I went to the Sichuan team. You know, my uncle was there as a swimmer. Head coach, I want to say that it may be better to leave the national team for half a year, and everything can return to normal. Unfortunately, I don’t know the reason, maybe it’s a mentality problem. My grades have been regressing. Joining hands with Huangjiao is not enough, and everyone gave up in the end."

"Who do you like?" Wei Wen asked, only to realize that his throat was dry.

Yao Ye shook his head: "It doesn't matter who it is, but it turns out that it is an illusion. It only takes some time to distinguish between confusion and true liking." Having said that, Yao Ye paused for a moment, and said to Wei Wen Laughing, "I don't like him now, I'm sure."

Wei Wen didn't want to ask anymore, he felt that he had already got the answer.If he didn't wake up not long ago, he might not understand what Yao Ye was saying, but now he understands.Thinking back now, when Yao Ye was still in the team, something was really wrong. For a while, they got a little sticky, just like himself and Ye Shuwen some time ago.

So is it time to go again?

Wei Wen looked away from Yao Ye's face, glanced at the computer in front of him, then panned to the rows of computer-related books on the bookshelf next to him, and finally looked up at the " Fen" word.

long silence.

then.

He thought he had the answer.

Soon, the seven-day holiday for the Spring Festival passed, and Ye Shuwen returned to the national team with a suitcase of New Year's goods on his back.

The acquaintances sent them one by one, and finally went back to the dormitory, and Wei Wen also came back.

Ye Shuwen is not a grudge, besides, he and Wei Wen don't have any grudges, they are just a little bit suffocated.However, the anger in his chest was relieved by Xu Han at first, and after returning home for the next year, after watching "foreign language movies" with his cousin a few times, there was nothing left.What's more, in terms of relationship and environment, he and Wei Wen should be relatively close. It was the first time he thought of Wei Wen when he brought the New Year's goods.

Sausage bacon and two bottles of Yibin Wuliangye are very local.Although the sausages and bacon were not homemade, Ye Shuwen brought them all over after eating delicious ones, and left a few pieces to wait for a few meals in the dormitory.

Wei Wen accepted the gift with a smile. His attitude was unhurried, and he didn't see any changes. He just said that he would invite him to eat Beijing's special snacks later.

Hearing what Wei Wen said, although Ye Shuwen smiled, he was a little disappointed and angry.Until now, he was not sure why the two had a cold war.

So turning around, Ye Shuwen took the remaining share and went to find Xu Han.

Speaking of which, Xu Han also lives on the second floor, but at the other end of the corridor, there are also two people living in the room, both of whom are coach Luo Xinhua's players.Three years ago, Luo Xinhua was transferred back to the national team from the Sichuan provincial team and brought back two players, one is Xu Han and the other is Zhang Weijia.However, compared with Xu Han's glory, Zhang Weijia's performance in swimming is only average, and he was able to enter the national team because of the coach's credit.

Ye Shuwen knocked on the door, and it was Zhang Weijia who opened the door. Seeing him, he smiled and spoke a friendly Sichuan dialect: "Claw? Are you looking for Xu Han again?"

Ye Shuwen nodded, and picked up the bag in his hand: "The sausage and bacon from the house are cooked."

Zhang Weijia took the bag, opened it, took a look, and said happily, "It's all cut up."

"My mother cut it all afternoon, put a few slices on top of the rice when eating, it's delicious."

"If you want it, I'll eat it at night." Zhang Weijia was rude, opened the bag, took out a slice, and stuffed it into his mouth. "It's spicy, spicy, and delicious. I want this sausage!"

"Nonsense! If it's not good, I'll recite it with a bang."

While talking, Ye Shuwen had already entered the room, Xu Han stood up from the desk and greeted him with a faint smile on his face.For Xu Han, who is used to being expressionless, this is already a very intimate expression.

Ye Shuwen played in Xu Han's room until he went to bed at night, and even went to eat with them.They heated up the sliced ​​sausages in the hot rice, and the aroma of Sichuan-style sausages forcibly occupied a place in the canteen full of rice, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, and even acquaintances came to them and asked for a slice. eat.

The spicy sausage tastes very strong, and the impact is very strong. The athletes are all young people. It’s no problem to try something new. I immediately fell in love with this local characteristic. If you want to make friends, you and I will have a piece of it. Not enough to eat, Ye Shuwen and the three of them only ate three slices each, and the plastic bag was empty.

However, a bag of sausages opened up Ye Shuwen's way of making friends. Everyone couldn't leave immediately after eating the sausages. They chatted with each other one sentence at a time, and the lively Ye Shuwen's eyes widened and he smiled from ear to ear.

Wanting his friends to be greatly satisfied, Ye Shuwen whistled all the way back to the dormitory, thinking that since everyone likes to eat, let his mother send some more. No more loneliness.

After opening the door and entering the room, the warm heating came blowing in, Wei Wen sat on the sofa and turned to look at him, smiling like a spring breeze.

The scar between the eyebrows has completely turned into a beautiful Buddha mole, coupled with the crooked eyes, it is almost like seeing the Tathagata Buddha.

The author has something to say:

In fact, I don't like putting Wei Wen and Yao Ye together intellectually.No matter "Swimmer" or "Straight Man" or "Strive for the Top", they are all Shuang Jiewen.I even hope that their souls are pure.

Yao Ye is kind of prequel or something, although it's quite disturbing.But this is the most logical thing to say.

However, there is a kind of pseudo-homosexuality in medicine. This kind of situation is easy to happen to adolescent men and women. It does not need to be deliberately stopped.

I think Yao Ye is a kind of fake homosexuality, he can be BG, but unfortunately he went to the Sichuan provincial team, but bumped into the arms of the reborn Liu Yang, so... he succeeded in breaking himself completely.