I'm actually straight

*********************I am the dividing line of [the previous life]********************

The scar between Wei Wen's eyebrows was completely settled, and the blood scab fell off little by little, but the missing piece of flesh did not grow back.Ye Shuwen blamed himself very much, he restrained his temper carefully, and tried his best to cooperate with Wei Wen, as well-behaved as a little daughter-in-law.

Ye Shuwen wanted to see the scar again, but Wei Wen refused to let him see, so he nodded.

Ye Shuwen wanted to go skiing, but Wei Wen said he was busy, so he didn't say anything more.

Ye Shuwen said he wanted to go to the tooth festival, but Wei Wen said he didn't have time, so he endured it.

There was another heavy snowfall in the early morning of this day. When Ye Shuwen woke up early in the morning and saw it, he was excited!

He still remembers that when it snowed for the first time, he and Wei Wen built a "snow dog", and he and Wei Wen even took a photo with that "snow dog".The two girls from the diving team gave him the photos they had developed a few days ago. Two copies of the three photos were developed and handed to him.The camera was quite expensive, so it took very clear pictures, and he could clearly see his smiling big teeth and Wei Wen's crescent eyes.

He clearly remembered that Wei Wen said that there is a trick to building a snowman. You have to start with a small snowball, roll it on the left and right, and then the snowball will be big and round, and this skill cannot be used without thick snow.So from that day on, Ye Shuwen was thinking about the snow.

Ye Shuwen got up quickly, got dressed, not forgetting to put on those big fluffy cotton shoes, and knocked on Wei Wen's door.

"It's snowing! Wei Wen! It's snowing!"

It took a while before Wei Wen's answer came from the door, and he simply said "hmm".

"Let's go!" Ye Shuwen didn't hear Wei Wen's passive coping, or rather, he heard it, but was covered up by the excitement of the heavy snow.

"I'm not feeling well, so I won't go."

"Ah?" The smile on the corner of Ye Shuwen's mouth restrained a bit, "Are you uncomfortable? Where are you uncomfortable?"

"My head hurts."

"Fever again? You open the door, I'll touch it."

"Go and play, I'll sleep for a while, I'm fine."

"Really okay?"

"Well, just sleep a little longer."

Ye Shuwen hesitated for a while, stopped knocking on the door, brushed his teeth and washed his face lightly, and then walked out slowly.Without Wei Wen's company, he actually didn't want to play in the snow, but he was already up, and it would be good to step on the thick snow.

When we got downstairs, there was indeed a thick layer of snow from the entrance of the corridor. There was a series of footprints that should have been left not long ago. When we reached the intersection, we turned to the left.

The sanitation workers haven't swept here yet. The snow is heavy today and the road is not easy to clean. I don't know where they are still working hard.

One of the street lamps was broken, but it was still very bright, and the silver-white snow that illuminated it turned orange-yellow, and inexplicably, there was a trace of warmth in my heart.

Ye Shuwen put his hands in the pockets of his coat, stepped forward, and stepped on the snow.It's like stepping on cotton, it's fluffy and soft, and the instep is gone in one go, and the creaking sound is a bit sour.When he reached the intersection, he chose the right side, walking forward, backward, and diagonally, leaving a series of footprints on the snow.

Although the novelty is enough, I still can't be happy, without the company of my friends, it's really boring.

Ye Shuwen looked up at the window of his dormitory... Out of the corner of his gaze, he saw that the curtains in Wei Wen's room seemed to have moved, but when he looked carefully, there was not even a ghost.

Withdrawing his gaze, lowering his head, he stepped on the snow for a while, and then slowly returned to the dormitory.

Wei Wen watched Ye Shuwen walk back into the dormitory building, and heard the sound of the door opening. He sat on the bed, looked at the wall panel close to the bed, and imagined what Ye Shuwen was doing at this time.

During this time, emotion and reason were forced to divide into two parts.As much as his reason wanted to drive Ye Shuwen away, his heart wanted to keep Ye Shuwen by his side.

It was a young man who made him feel extraordinarily beautiful just by looking at it.So cheerful, yet so powerful, as if he just exists, the world is extraordinarily colorful, making people get close to him unconsciously, greedily absorbing the ray of sunshine in the cold winter.

Moreover, Ye Shuwen is very good-looking, not overly masculine, nor feminine, and his well-defined facial features have a pure oriental boyish handsomeness, which makes people feel pleasing to the eye.

What's more, because of his long-term swimming, his figure is simply outstanding.

Ever since he realized his longing, Wei Wen felt that he couldn't take his eyes off Ye Shuwen's body. From the broad shoulders, to the thin waist, to the slender legs, he always kept his eyes on Ye Shuwen's body. The feeling of those legs twisting around him kept echoing...

"Boom boom boom——"

The sound of knocking on the door startled Wei Wen, and the beauty in his eyes disappeared instantly. He subconsciously pressed his hand on one place, and even through the quilt, he could feel the heat there.

"Wei Wen, are you better, go to eat."

Wei Wen woke up and said, "Go, I'll sleep for a while."

"Is it serious? You open the door."

"Don't worry about me, you go and eat."

"Open the door."

"I'm not going." Wei Wen pulled up the quilt, covered it up to his neck, and closed his eyes.When he thought of the things in his fantasy before going to bed every night, he became very anxious.If possible, he even wished that he didn't know Ye Shuwen.Like a man, what a terrible thing...

Ye Shuwen knocked outside for a while, but Wei Wen didn't open the door in the end, so he had no choice but to leave.

When I went downstairs, the snow downstairs had been swept away. Half of the road was piled with snow, and half of it was for people to walk on. Some scattered snowballs rolled on the road. Ye Shuwen kicked them flying. The ground is torn apart.

Just like the shattered snowball, Ye Shuwen's mood was mixed and extremely uncomfortable.

Wei Wen is alienating him, he can feel it.

He didn't even know where he had offended Wei Wen.

He came to the national team alone. In this unaccompanied place, it was Wei Wen who made him get used to this northern city. He took care of himself with chilblains on his feet, and also accompanied him in training and taught him how to make snowmen.Wei Wen is not only his senior brother and bedmate, but also his good friend and brother.

The fact that the person he has always trusted and liked doesn't actually like him makes Ye Shuwen want to cry.Isn't it just digging out a piece of meat and rubbing it on a wooden board?As for being so stingy?The big deal is that I won't watch AV together anymore, and if I'm not satisfied, I'll give you back a piece of meat!

Ye Shuwen ruthlessly wanted to dig a piece of flesh off his own face, but couldn't do it for a while. He always felt that he must be stupid to do so, maybe it would be better to dig the flesh in front of Wei Wen?

While eating, Ye Shuwen stuffed buns into his mouth while thinking about which piece of meat would be more suitable.

Although he doesn't care much about his appearance, being handsome is always better than being ugly, so digging meat must be done in the right place.After much deliberation, Wei Wen's injured brow is the best place. Not only does it not look disfigured, but it also adds a bit of color.

So... Wei Wen is really angry with himself because of this?

When Ye Shuwen swallowed the last steamed stuffed bun, he thought that it was caused by what happened that night.But the question is how do you talk about it?Is it possible to say that you will never masturbate through a wooden board again? ==|| Does not masturbating through the door mean face to face?Ye Shuwen felt that this matter... should be nothing, right?It's just hard to say.

After all, Wei Wen is a thin-skinned, like a little girl, what a big deal, I haven't recovered from being shy for so many days!

Gee!

Ye Shuwen flicked his tongue impatiently.

The sudden pride quickly swelled in his chest, confirming that he is still the most manly man!

The man Ye Shuwen brought Wei Wen breakfast when he went back, but unexpectedly, the building was empty.

While he was eating, Wei Wen actually ran away! ?

Ye Shuwen was so angry that he threw the steamed stuffed bun and porridge on the table, packed his schoolbag, and went to school.

For the next period of time, Ye Shuwen didn't pay much attention to Wei Wen, and Wei Wen didn't seem to want to break the ice. The two maintained a superficial friendship. Communication is invisible.

In a blink of an eye, Christmas is coming. In the past few days, the team has been ranking in the team. Ye Shuwen won No.100 in the 4-meter butterfly. Ye Shuwen is not satisfied, and Huang Jiao is also a little disappointed. As for the butterfly swimmer, he swam No.4, and his results were really not that good.

The No.1 player in the butterfly stroke was Xu Han, who also came from the Sichuan provincial team. The national team that came with the former head coach of the Sichuan provincial team, Luo Xinhua, also came here when he was 100 or [-] years old. Became the leader of the national team's butterfly stroke, and won the [-]-meter butterfly championship at the World Championships in August this year.You know, when the overall strength of the Chinese men's swimming team is sluggish, Xu Han is definitely the hope of the Chinese swimming team!

Ye Shuwen was three years younger than Xu Han, and he joined the provincial team when Xu Han was about to enter the national team. In addition, one was in the youth group and the other was in the youth group. Taboo.

In the provincial team, Xu Han is the former butterfly king, and he is the new butterfly king. Everyone in the team is comparing him with Xu Han, so when the team ranks, he secretly made up his mind to compare and see who the butterfly king belongs to. .

Unexpectedly, it was such a result in the end.

He was five seconds slower than Xu Han.five seconds! 100 meters was pulled away by three positions!simply……

After the match, Ye Shuwen sat in the locker room in a daze for a long time. He was as distraught as an eggplant beaten by frost, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

Inexplicably want to cry.

He felt that he was not that vulnerable, but he just felt sad.

After arriving in the national team, everything was different from what I thought.He is no longer the high-profile young butterfly king Ye Shuwen in the provincial team.There is a big generation gap between his seniors who are more than kind to him but not close enough.The Wei Wen in his dormitory is still mentally ill, he gets better and worse, gets cold and hot, and can't get along normally at all.

Ye Shuwen felt that it might be a mistake for him to come to the national team. He could not participate in the competition anywhere. Even if he participated in the international competition, he could leave the provincial team. Why did he come to the national team?

Not happy to find it?

The number of people changing clothes in the dressing room gradually decreased, and a new group of people was coming again. Ye Shuwen calmed down and stood up, not wanting to make himself look so distraught and so useless.

At this time, the curtain of the locker room was lifted, and a person walked in.

Ye Shuwen turned his head and looked over.

It's Xu Han.

Ye Shuwen is not familiar with this brother from his hometown, but based on his observations from the occasional meeting these days, Xu Han is a quiet person, and it is not the kind of cold and quiet, more like a kind of dullness.Just such a person who has no sense of presence can swim such a majestic butterfly stroke on the swimming pool!

Seeing Xu Han approaching, Ye Shuwen somehow came up with a thought, and for the first time spoke to this senior brother who came from the same place.

"Brother Xu, what did you forget?"

Xu Han looked at him blankly, then nodded: "I forgot to take something."

"Oh." Ye Shuwen glanced around the closet door, and then landed on one place, "Are you this closet?"

"Ah."

"Brother Xu, I've heard your name all the time in the provincial team. I'm Ye Shuwen, and we're both from the Sichuan team."

Xu Han stopped opening the cabinet door and turned to look at him.

Ye Shuwen smiled and said, "When I saw my fellow, my eyes were full of tears. Brother Xu, why don't you invite me to dinner? How can I say that, I am also your younger brother."

Xu Han nodded without hesitation: "Okay, what do you want to eat?" Actually, before Ye Shuwen came to the national team, he was contacted by the coach of the provincial team and asked him to take care of this junior from the same root, but he saw that Ye Shuwen was in the team He stayed well, especially with the old man Wei Wen of the national team, so he didn't have much trouble.But he still paid attention to this little junior brother.

Ye Shuwen's hookup went smoothly, and the mood that had been hazy for many days finally turned cloudy, and he suddenly smiled brightly: "Whatever you want, I'll eat whatever you want!"

"today?"

"can!"

Ye Shuwen stood by the side, watching Xu Han finish taking the things and closing the cabinet door: "Brother Xu, how do you swim so well in butterfly, teach me."

Xu Han looked at him with a slight smile in his eyes: "Is it because of this?"

Ye Shuwen understood the meaning of Xu Han's words in seconds, and smiled cheekily: "You are offended by what you said, I really think we should walk around frequently, at least we have some common language, right? I can give You gossip about what happened in the past few years after you left the provincial team. It’s enough to talk about it for several days. And when it comes to taste, you dare to say that you can find another person in this area who can eat spicy food with you. Me, me Okay, what do those Beijingers think is super spicy hot pot? In our eyes, it’s not even considered medium spicy. Looking for a place to eat hot pot later, let’s ask for super super spicy. I’m sure I can accompany you to eat from beginning to end !"

The smile on Xu Han's face became thicker, and the eyes that looked at Ye Shuwen became a little closer, and when he spoke again, he said directly: "If you are bored at night, come and train with me."

"Okay!" Ye Shuwen clapped his hands and smiled!

Xu Han didn't like to talk much, but Ye Shuwen could tell that the meal at night was not boring at all.And after eating a meal, the feelings of the two fellow villagers quickly warmed up, and they soon became close.

The next night, Ye Shuwen followed Xu Han to Jiaxun.

Xu Han had no secrets, as long as Ye Shuwen asked, he would answer seriously.He also asked Ye Shuwen to hang upside down on the parallel bars to do sit-ups, saying that butterfly strokes focus on the strength of the waist and abdomen. Although the training in the team is more than scientific, there is still a lot of room for squeezing the limit in order to protect the athletes.So if you are not afraid of being tired, you can definitely train yourself, and through his own experience, the degree of additional training will never exceed the limit of the body.

Although the extra training made Ye Shuwen feel more tired and his muscles ached for several days, he still ran to report every night.He wants to achieve his grades, and he also wants to have someone to talk to. Although Xu Han doesn't talk much, he is the best listener. In winter in a foreign land, it is always warmer to have someone to accompany him.

Ye Shuwen found a new friend, facing the gradually increasing smile on his face, Wei Wen became more and more silent, and even the almost instinctive smile gradually disappeared.

Wei Wen didn't know what he wanted anymore.

He wanted to stay away from Ye Shuwen, and wanted to bring himself back to normal.But he couldn't accept that there was another person walking beside Ye Shuwen. The feeling of being robbed of something important made him feel angry and scared. It will become more and more unable to extricate itself until it falls into the abyss.

Fortunately, such tangled and painful days did not last long. New Year's Day came after the team game, and the Spring Festival came soon after New Year's Day.

Spring Festival, the whole team is on holiday!