The first kiss was given to fake slag Gong

【Wei Yiming's Perspective】

The year my mother found out that I was gay was the first time I returned to China.

She always told me to stay abroad and wait for the Chinese New Year, and they will pass by.

But I couldn't do it, I wanted to burn.

I'm really annoyed by the puberty thing, there's always an unreasonable competitive edge.In a cold war, whoever speaks first loses.

After being admitted to university, there was another cold war without warning. It seemed that every time we parted, there would be a cold war to test whether the relationship between me and him was qualified or not.

This time I conceded defeat. From the day I kissed him forcefully and watched him run away from my house in a panic, I knew that I couldn't let him go.

I thought it was just a prank when I kissed him.

When I kissed, I suddenly felt that I should have done this long ago.

I admit, I like him, the kind of love I want to marry him.

Some things that you expect so much will always backfire. It's not that you bow your head, things are as beautiful as you think, and that person will come back to you as before.

Ju Ran has a girlfriend.

What followed was the longest cold war between us, without any news from the other side.

For seven years, I sought knowledge and pursued his dream in a blank void.

Later, we met again.

In order not to be so embarrassing, I took that nominal girlfriend with me.

Ju Ran just sat there indifferently with his head up, not even willing to lift his eyelids to look at me.

With shyness, he took out a photo of his girlfriend, which made me panic. He said that they had been in love for seven years, and I was desperate.

Although we have been together since we were young, it didn't take seven years to really develop that feeling.

Uncontrollable anger, didn't he promise to be together in the future?I put everything on him and he broke his word.

I had a dark idea that I would rather be broken than whole, pull him out of seven years of happiness, and let him be with me.

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This article is the main subject, and Ju Ran's perspective is in the main text.