[Comprehensive] One Punch Man

"Miss Marina?!" Under Sawada's surprised expression, I nodded stiffly, "I'm sorry, I just didn't expect you to come to me, after you said that, I didn't expect you to come—— He paused, shrugged his shoulders, "find me."

"Well...can we talk?"

Blocking people on the way home from school, this should be the most shameful thing I have ever done.

When I sat with him in the coffee shop, I was silent for a while before letting my arrogance drop and I spoke up, "As you said," I took a deep breath, "I seem to be getting more and more excessive."

"I'm not blaming you." He laughed, but the expression clearly told me that I was right.

"To be honest, I really don't know." Rubbing my long loose hair, I wanted to find a mild word to describe myself, "I once asked myself why I became like this, and I also tried to find a way Blame it on someone else."

"But in fact, I just lost to that greedy self."

I really want to say that it's all because of your doting on me too much, and it's all your fault.

But that's not right.

"...You used to not speak ill of others casually." Sawada looked at the coffee in front of him, seemingly in a daze, "You would also worry about your friends' feelings, and you would not let others down."

I listened to his words silently, and gradually recalled the previous situation. At that time, I was really a perfect girl, but I was a little poor.

"I'm glad you came to me, it proves that you don't want to be degenerate anymore." He smiled at me embarrassedly, "Sorry, I used the word degenerate."

I think he did it on purpose, but at this time I'll have to be patient, otherwise I will continue like this, "I don't know what to do, I will not be reconciled to what I am asked to do now, even if I do it patiently, But I still feel very uncomfortable.”

"I understand. When Bourne appeared in the beginning, I was in the same mood." He nodded, "But you have to do it. What you lack is someone who pushes you."

Sawada stared into my eyes, and suddenly said something that surprised me, "Can you punch me?"

"Ah?" I didn't react for a while, and looked at him with your faulty eyes.

"Just wanted to confirm something." He narrowed his eyes and smiled very sweetly, I don't know why I used that word, but it was sweet. "Remember to use all your strength."

"Are you serious?" Looking at his indifferent attitude, I was a little anxious, "It will kill me, this is not a joke!"

"I'm serious, can I trouble you, Miss Marina."

He really looked very serious, he clenched his hands into fists and raised them up and down. I hesitated to hit him several times back and forth, after all, I don't see many people who are so eager to beat him.

And I'm even more afraid that if something happens, Bourne will kill me.

"Miss Marina, do you only have this bit of courage?" Sawada said such provocative words for some reason, I couldn't close my mouth in surprise, as if something was stirred in my heart, I stood up and threw my fist directly.

I thought that Sawada would be pierced by me, but he easily intercepted my fist and squeezed me.

I was in tears before he let go and nodded affirmatively, "I'm sorry, I said something rude just now, but I can be sure."

"Huh?" I stopped blowing my fist, sniffled, and looked at him wonderingly.

"I didn't realize it when I first saw you, but I gradually realized it." He pointed his index finger at my eyes, "That power seems to be gone."

I subconsciously touched the corners of my eyes.

"Of course, the strength of your body is also gone. This can be proved just now."

Is that why you said such provocative words... I really want to beat you to death!

I hit the table hard, wishing I could kill myself just now, because I felt that I was ashamed.

"Are you all right, Miss Marina?" He stretched out his hand worriedly to stroke my bangs, and heaved a sigh of relief after seeing that it was all right, "You seem to have something more you want, so the previous strength has disappeared."

Want something more?

I pursed my lips, feeling very ashamed. Although I didn’t want to say it, Sawada kept looking at me encouragingly. It’s even more embarrassing to be encouraged by a high school student, “I, I want to be the same as before…”

I said this sentence very lightly, and my whole face turned red after I finished speaking.

Ahhh!I don't want to say such embarrassing words like admitting mistakes a second time!

I thought Sawada would laugh at me, but he showed a very relieved look, "Miss Marina, I am not denying your growth over the years, everyone makes mistakes, I just hope you can correct your shortcomings, not completely return From the very beginning." He propped his chin with his hands, looked at me and raised the corners of his mouth, "After all, Ms. Zhennai is a good woman now, isn't she?"

He said that I don't know how to describe his final expression, but I felt my heart flutter for a moment.

The feeling was so fast that I didn't catch it for a moment, and the residual heat left behind made me dare not look directly at him.

I was strong and calm, but I spit out awkward words, "Ha, ha! You have learned how to tease people, and you haven't learned it well in the past few years!"

If I want to slap myself, can't I say thank you to those who praised me like before!Truth, you are a big fool, didn't you just see that he was a little handsome just now, you are so anxious!

Different from my anxiety, Sawada pressed the bridge of his nose helplessly, and seemed to disagree with my words, "You have to know, there is a teacher who is told to treat women gracefully every day, and will hit you if you don't do it right, and you will also subconsciously Be classy."

Use elegant words to replace my teasing, you've been fucked quite well, kid Sawada.

I looked at his helpless face, and I couldn't help laughing. The tightness in my chest seemed to dissipate at this moment.

As if infected by me, he laughed with me.

It's the first time I've done it so easily.

I lost my power once before. At that time, although I didn't care much, only I knew that I was not happy. I wanted to be watched, and I wanted to get something that others didn't have.

But over time, what I gradually accumulated made me lose more and more important things.

And I gradually realized what I really wanted.

I am 22 years old.

Sometimes no matter how willful you are, you can't forget that you are already an adult in charge.

But I forgot.

Hope it's not too late now.

Rather than relying on strength to win everyone's love, this time, please let me use my true self to win everyone's love.

I feel like I can do it, even if it's difficult.

The author has something to say: The final decision is to let Shinnai realize her mistakes and correct them

Want to leave her with good and positive things

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