After being indifferent to people for half an hour, I completely lost motivation, and now I can't wait for someone to talk to me.

But everyone in the class is working hard, and no one pays attention to me at the counter.

Damn, I regret it, if I knew I would not be so pretentious when I signed in, now even if I deliberately put on a wronged face, no one can talk to me.

This is what happens to cute girls in the workplace.

Bai Lan has never appeared. Although he may want to conquer the world again, as long as he doesn't bother me, I won't care. After all, Sawada and the others are still there.

Thinking about it for the past few years, I have been living a mediocre life. Since there have been more powerful heroes, I have nothing to do. I have become a vampire who is omnipotent and kicks a second disease. thing.

The most exasperating thing is that now I don't even have a date, and my parents don't even want to introduce one to me.

I reached out to take the banknotes from a man who was full of love, and smiled back at him. Looking for a male banknote on the side of the road like this makes me feel unwilling. After all, no matter how much girls despise true love, they are still looking forward to.

With my chin propped up, the table was facing the door, and the sight of people coming and going outside the door made my mind go blank. Can I accept that hasty way of life?Although I always change jobs, after all, I have been working for others all the time, and I always feel that I can't continue like this.

When I got off work, I called Sawada to inquire about Bailan's situation. Unexpectedly, he flew back early in the morning.

……

I thought he was going to be tough on me again.

It is undeniable that there is a trace of disappointment in my heart, but I know very well that I am not important to him. It would be better to say that no one thinks that I am important without my ability.

I like this kind of power. It makes me feel that the world needs me and that everyone will love me. If I want to be self-willed, I can actually be unscrupulous.

Thinking about it this way, I felt that I was quite reasonable, so I started to speak ill of Bai Lan to Sawada, and vented all my dissatisfaction.

"Ms. Marina, this kind of words may not be appropriate for me." Before he could hang up the phone in a hurry, Sawada on the other end seemed not to have any plans to hang up, "However, Miss Marina."

"Did you forget something?"

It was a positive tone and full of confidence.

I froze for a moment, not understanding what he meant.

"We've known each other for several years, and I still can't forget the first time I saw you." The voice sounded like he was recalling some good things, "It's so gentle, and... so unwilling."

I didn't understand what he wanted to express, and when I was about to ask, he said something before me, "Of course, I'm not saying that you are not good now, but, you know, people always change after they change. That makes people feel sad.”

"...I haven't changed." I bit my lip and remained silent for a while, I was not reconciled to his preaching words, Mingming is younger than me, he is really too much, and why should he criticize me, "I am a little Nothing has changed."

"Hehe." The chuckle on the other end seemed a little helpless, even though we were separated by two places, the feeling of sadness was transmitted to me through the phone.

"I haven't changed at all!" I couldn't help shouting out.

"It's not up to me, is it?"

I hung up the phone immediately and quickly, my body trembled a little because of his words, my nose was sore, and my eyes were hot, I couldn't help but want to cry.

It was fine, but was messed up by a phone call, what a nasty guy.

I don't admit it.

I constantly rely on my own strength, and my will is completely defeated by the convenience of omnipotence.

I'm not such a degenerate guy, I can do what I want to do, but I am--the omnipotent truth.

***

I squatted in the corner of the room, my mind was full of Sawada's words.

I admit that I have indeed become no longer the same as before, and even started to become a disgusting guy, but my self-esteem makes me unable to admit it easily.

If I admit it, it means that I did something wrong, and I admit it in my heart at most.

I began to think about the excessive things I did recently, and I gradually became proud of my ability because I didn't seem to worry about other people's feelings in anything I did before.

As long as I am happy, it doesn't matter what others do. I have begun to become the type I hated the most at the beginning.

Standing up and moving my stiff body, I suddenly wanted to eat popsicles and walked out with my wallet.

But I happened to meet an acquaintance, "Long time no see, ikki." I greeted him, and he was a little surprised when he saw me.

"It's been a long time, how are you doing?" He nodded, and I pursed my lips thinking about how to answer him, although I wanted to say that I was not good at all.

He chuckled and did not ask further, "You seem to have changed a lot."

"Ah...en." Unexplainably guilty, I nodded hesitantly, because it was too embarrassing, I immediately changed the subject, "Did you come to the supermarket to buy dinner ingredients?"

"Yeah, my girlfriend is coming over tonight, so I have to get ready."

I forgot to mention that ikki has made a good girlfriend. Although he only met once, she is a very cute girl. In fact, I really mind that he chased me before, and I also want to be so affectionate when he chased me. In the end, he got another girlfriend.

However, people can never stop at the past, and I can't bind him for a lifetime, can I?

...By the way, I am such a person, I am secretly happy because of other people's admiration, and I am proud of others' maintenance.

"What's the matter?" Noticing my silence, Ikki asked softly, "You seem to have something bothering you."

"Yes, you are right..." I shook my head, hesitating whether to tell him or not.

To be honest, ikki has very little contact with me now. I am not sure if it is correct to tell him my troubles, although I also have ideas to restore our relationship to the way it was before... If it was me in the past Here, you will hit me hard.

I couldn't help raising the corners of my mouth and laughing.

Shaking my head, I raised my smiling face, "Thank you, it's not important, ikki, you have to get along well with your girlfriend, or I'll snatch her away!"

"This is terrible, I have to guard against your words seriously." He was amused at once, but he deliberately pretended to be thinking seriously.

I waved to him, and I left first, with the popsicle I just got in my mouth, a little frustrated.

In fact, I can be a bad person at this time, but seeing such a happy face, I can't do it.

I might... Maybe I could change myself again.

Because deep down in my heart there is still a belief that I want to make myself better.

It keeps telling me,

I can not,

Let's go on like this.

The author has something to say: there are probably one or two chapters left, and it will be over, as long as the truth is cleared up.

She and her mother have gone down the same path of paranoia - you all deserve to be nice to me, I just want to spoil you all have to pamper someone like me

From ikki, I think it’s normal for him to have a girlfriend. After all, he is not affected by power, and it is impossible for a rational person to tie his feelings to a place where there is no response for the rest of his life.

Yes, the truth is nasty!

I don't know about Zhennai's personal ending, can you see it? I imply that she doesn't care about anyone, and even started to fool people.

This pit was ruined by me, but everyone who has supported me all the time, thank you! ! !

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