Sad Jiangnan

One day left.

Fujida Nayan's body suddenly improved, although the wound still hurts, it is much better than the previous few days.The pink skin on my legs floated up and itched again, and the pus almost stopped flowing, which is incredible.You Wei said that this is a good thing, and it will definitely get better.I silently recited the words "I will definitely get better", as if I had already recovered from a serious illness.

In the afternoon of Ning He, screams suddenly came from the main hall, and it was on this day that his brother's body had an extra condition.Then, there began to shout "Dingguang! Dingguang!"

It was my brother's voice, and I rushed over with You Wei.

"What happened?"

"Itchy, itchy! Itchy, itchy. I can't take it anymore..."

The trembling maid who had already climbed far to the door completely forgot to avoid suspicion.Seeing Teng Da Nayan coming, he muttered, "He, he..." tremblingly glanced at the counter.

Teng Da Nayan arranged for the right captain to disperse the crowd, while he carefully got into the account step by step.Dingguang Dajin went in to have a look just now, but at this time he stood outside speechlessly.

What the hell happened?On the arm where the elder brother's clothes were lifted, he seemed to be different from ordinary people.At first I thought it was covered with another layer of gauze, or some medicine powder got on it and I didn't wipe it off.After a closer look, it turned out that the dirty things there grew out of the meat.

tumor.

Uncountable sarcomas, off-white.They grow in a patchwork pattern, like the back of a toad, like caviar on algae, like the petals of a vine flower.Once my brother breathes, the round grains will tremble slightly, and the vine flowers will sway in the wind.

During the day in Lichun, the wind was a bit cold.His hands trembled unconsciously, as if someone had poured a jar of cold water on his head.

The elder brother was still whispering, "Dingguang, Dingguang! Oh, Dingguang!"

"What's the matter, what's wrong?" Fujita Nayan asked.

"Itches, itches to death, what are you doing?"

The nausea when he touched the golden carp's lips flooded into his mind again.Touching those round grains is hundreds of times more terrifying than seeing them.It's like something born in hell, the outer shell is hard but the inside is soft, and my body seems to be itching.

"It's still itchy, so itchy, really uncomfortable..."

Not only on the arms, the moving brother kicked the quilt aside, and there were also dots of white shoots on the bare legs.

"Brother, brother," I tried my best to maintain my composure, but my voice was still bouncing like water in a bucket during transportation, "Where does it itch? Where is the most uncomfortable?"

"Back, back."

Climbing out of the tent by himself, he pulled the motionless Dajin over.Da Jin asked in a low voice, "Is...is it pea sores?"

"No, don't talk nonsense."

Together, the two unbuttoned their brother's clothes and turned him over.

The round grains on the back are denser than those on the arms, and they grow stronger.Seeing this scene, Da Jin couldn't help scratching his back twice.

"Here?" His hands had already reached out to his elder brother's skin, and Dajin looked at him nonchalantly.The elder brother buried his face in the pillow and snorted twice.

Teng Da Nayan grabbed the rugged spine, and under the rubbing, the round grains were like camphor flowers falling in the wind.

"Is it alright?"

My brother was silent.Da Jin and himself hurriedly dressed him.My brother's expression calmed down, and the deep black gully between his eyebrows disappeared.

"Where else?"

Brother shook his head.Sitting silently on the edge of the beach bed.after awhile.The brother suddenly stretched his arms.Fujita Nayan thought he was feeling sad again, so he hurriedly leaned over to check.The elder brother's lips were tightly closed, and his two hands seemed to be scratching something. He pushed the sleeves rolled up to the elbows to the wrists of each other, and after confirming that the toad-like skin was firmly covered by the clothes, both arms burrowed into the in the quilt.

The sadness in my heart watching this scene can't even be explained by the departure of any relative.The elder brother lay obediently in the middle of the bed, stretched out his hand and lifted the quilt a little around his neck, and then vibrated the sleeve on the outstretched arm very seriously.One finger tightly pinned the sleeve hem, and then hid the arm back on the bedding.

"Brother, are you asleep?" I asked softly.

"Dingguang, Dingguang." My brother responded in a low voice.

"I'm here, I'm here." Fujida Nayan replied loudly.

"Fixed light! Fixed light, fixed light."

"It's right here." With a shake of his hands, he almost touched his brother's arm under the quilt.

"Ah, my mouth is so dry..."

Fuji Da Nayan went out from the tent again and called Da Jin to come over with water.After tossing and tossing for a while, the water was placed in the large bowl like a kettle on the table, and finally wobbled into it.

"Sit up and drink?" Before the words finished, my brother's upper body was already propped up, and the quilt rolled off his neck.

"Ah, ah, it's so cold."

Dingguang hurriedly lifted the quilt to his shoulders, while he struggled to hold the water, his brother's mouth could not be aligned with the edge of the bowl, and the water spilled out more or less.Looking at the darkened spots on the quilt, Fujida Nayan's sense of anxiety rose sharply.

"Okay, okay." It was his own voice urging his brother.

The bowl was taken aside, and my brother's mouth froze for a while in mid-air.

"Where's the water, my mouth is dry!"

"It's already a bowl."

"Mouth is dry!"

Can my brother still think clearly now?Da Jin was signaled by his eyes, and ran out of the room to fetch water.While waiting for a while, my brother was neither noisy nor fussy, and seemed to be seriously thinking about something with his tightly closed eyes.

At this time, there was a sweet smell in the air, which was different from the stench and the smell of medicine.Is that the scent of sumi?After smelling the smell for a long time, there will often be a hallucination, linking that smell with another smell.

In an instant, I wanted to eat Su Mi very much.I don’t know if it’s the sweetness similar to milk that radiates in the air, reminding me of the long time I haven’t eaten Sumi, so that I want to fill my appetite, or I really want to eat it suddenly .In short, the sweetness of milk and honey seems to be looming in the mouth.His mouth also became dry.

The water was served, and my brother drank three bowls in a row.It's not like people are drinking water, but evil spirits are drinking water.I was really worried that he would keep drinking like this until he died. Have you said the word "death" too many times in your heart?It's a sin, a sin, it's better not to think about such an unlucky thing.

After drinking, my brother immediately fell asleep again.Asleep like a dead man, unable to wake up.Isn't today the last day of the promise with the four princesses?How can I sleep like this.

...Did I mention "death" just now?

Sometimes my elder brother would suddenly regain consciousness, as if awakened from a nightmare, and an anxious voice would echo in the room, "Dingguang, Dingguang, Dingguang! Dingguang! Dingguang, where is Xiao Rong?..."

The elder brother who only has a beautiful face has nothing to do with beauty.

"elder brother."

"I want to eat..." My brother held his hand tightly, afraid that he would let go, "I'm hungry..."

"Want to eat meat?"

"Ah, ah."

"What do you want to eat?"

"Meat, ah... I really want to eat meat." The round grain on the arm trembled, and his cheeks itched again, as if he had eaten a bug in his mouth.

"...Where can I get you meat at this time?"

"I just want to eat. I have important things to do later. If you don't have the strength..."

"Is it okay to eat my meat?"

Brother opened his hand, "Don't be kidding."

"Understood, I will come back before Haishi, until then, if you can wait for me..."

My brother seemed to be asleep, but his head was biting, and he muttered repeatedly, "Meat, meat..."

As soon as night fell, the servants in the family fell asleep one after another, and after a whole day of tossing, everyone was very tired.

Fujida Nayan tried to walk back and forth in the yard, but the ugly walking posture of dragging his legs was barely enough. As long as he bent his knees, the pain would rush from his legs to the top of his head.Youzi's clenched upper and lower jaws would become unbearably painful, and within a few steps, he couldn't walk no matter what.Tears were about to fall from the pain, but when I turned around, I realized that I was only about ten feet away from where I was.

There was no other way, I couldn't go out at all, not even riding a horse.

Most of the servants and retainers slept in the hermitage or the hut attached to the dormitory, like dogs on the street, huddled together in twos and threes, one here and one here, and there seemed to be people everywhere as far as the eye could see.When I walked around during the day, I didn't feel that there were so many people. Once I lay down, the number seemed to increase suddenly.Fujida Nayan had the illusion that there were a lot of idlers in his family for no reason.Look carefully at every face, and you are familiar with yourself.I have seen every face, where are there so many people?

Fujita Nayan dragged his injured leg, wandering around the corridor round and round.It's so lamentable that these cowardly house servants can't find anyone who dares to sleep alone.Where have all the pioneers who used to show their teeth and claws gone?In the main hall, in the west hall, in the east hall, and in the miscellaneous houses, there is not a single one.

I don't know when I started, my stomach hurts very badly.As a last resort, I can only lean against the railing, rest like that for a while, and then continue to go around the house.I don't know what the purpose of this inspection is, but once it stops, something terrible will happen.I walked faster and faster, my legs seemed unable to feel the pain, and it seemed that they were no longer my legs.

In front of the house where my brother's letters were stored, there is a small section of wooden floor in front.On the eaves opposite the wooden floor, hung a dim lantern.The door of the wife's house under the pale light was tightly closed.Fujida Nayan suddenly had an abnormal expectation.Pushing the door open, the room opened naturally.The room can only be seen clearly by the lights under the eaves.There was no inner screen in front of the house, and someone was leaning on the tatami mat casually, using clothes instead of a quilt, and fell asleep casually.

Upon closer inspection, it seemed to be a new face.This old woman is wearing an ancient hairstyle, her hair is shining a little, and she is probably getting old.At the same time, there was an indistinct smell coming into his nose, and Fujita Nayan felt a little unhappy.If You Wei is by your side, you can still ask who this person is.I don't know if it's because of the lighting, but the clothes covering the woman's body are also extraordinarily dirty.Perhaps the stench was due to the dress.No, there was also the stench of an old man's body in that smell.It is estimated that some of the toilet cleaners or the toilet cleaner's servants accidentally discovered this treasure land.

Fujida Nayan stood upright for a while, then quickly let go of his right hand pinching his nose, and took out the short knife from his bosom.

It took such a long time, maybe three quarters of Haishi have passed, right?Being late is really a terrible word in my heart, of course it is also due to the unbearable experience when I was young.So much so that I am still terrified by it.

My legs hurt even more than before, and my ankles felt sour like unripe fruit.But the strange thing is, as if returning to the light, my pace is getting faster and faster, and it is getting more and more chaotic.In front of the steps near the main hall, the left foot that was about to step forward was a beat slower than the right foot, and the right foot was evilly lying far ahead, and I almost fell to the ground because of this selfish right leg.

In the main house inside the wing, the lights are more dazzling than the moon.I got a little joy in my heart.Before he even entered the house, he called softly, "Brother!"

The room was silent.No, he must be waiting inside.The lights coming out of the gaps in the tents became brighter at this moment, as if welcoming myself who had returned from victory.But I was clumsy and almost fell down.After finally standing still, he made a loud noise on the floor, and his legs suddenly ached.For a while, my mind went blank.Alas, why is there a level difference between the wing room and the zizi?The damp season, though, benefits greatly from this design.At night, when you can't see the road clearly, it becomes a trouble that can almost kill people.

The elder brother under the lamp stared at him, and his eyes were fixed on himself.I walked forward and found that he was in the posture of straight back in the afternoon.The elder brother's face was frighteningly thin, with extremely protruding cheekbones, and the lower half of his face was buried in the shadows, just like a ghost.The hands on the stomach, skin covered bones, were so pale that the light could be reflected.

Fujita Nayan was taken aback by his brother.During the day, it obviously didn't look like this. Although the arms were full of terrifying things that had never been seen before, the palms were indeed a little plump, and the translucent skin reflected the blue-red meridians.But now the entire palm bone can be seen very clearly.

He threw himself in front of his brother, and quickly handed over the things wrapped in paper in his arms.My brother was like a dog who smelled meat, his eyes became enlightened, and he immediately gobbled it up with his hands, the wrapping paper rustling.

Even so, I was still burning with anxiety, "Hurry up, hurry up..."

After a while, I lightened my hands, and the paper was empty, and mottled blood-stained peonies hung on it.Fujita Nayan hurriedly put the paper on the lamp stand, and the bloody paper turned into flame flowers in a short while.

"Is there any more?" My brother asked himself cautiously, his face finally turned a little rosy, his lips were somewhat stained with blood, and he looked extraordinarily healthy.

"Is it feeling better? What else is uncomfortable?"

The elder brother looked a little dull, and immediately got up from the bed, "Where did you come from?"

"Just like before, don't worry, that person will definitely have a good pregnancy."

"You ran so far away..."

"So it took a while, alas, what time is it?"

Not at all, not at all.When he killed that woman, his whole body was shaking, and the knife almost slipped to the ground.What to do with that body afterwards?I was anxious and annoyed, wishing I could give myself two punches.At this time, the dog named Weng Wan ran over, and he quickly cut off his fingers and toes and threw them to it.I ate a lot quickly, and kept eating like this.Anyway, there is only a little big piece of meat left, and I can't stop cutting it, what should I do?Onmaru should call more friends over.But after this stupid dog was full, he wagged his tail and rolled.There is no other way, there is no other way, just tie the stones and sink into the pool of mirrors.A new question popped up again, where did the stone come from?Where can I find stones in such a dark day?If you have it, you can just tie it to the furniture and use your own Chinese cabinet.So what's inside... what's important is what's inside, wouldn't it be good to just take it out?Crackling, everything poured out in one go, I'm afraid there is no time to sort it out.I took the cabinet there by myself, but the cabinet was so heavy that my feet almost cramp.I couldn't even move a cabinet by myself.Almost on the verge of crying.Can't cry can't cry.I am such a fool...

But my brother didn't know anything about all this.

My brother lowered his head and walked straight outside, "I still have something very important..."

"It's okay, there's still time." Fujita Nayan held him while wiping his mouth with a paper soaked in water.He also stopped suddenly, and in the flustered movement just now, the sleeves of the single shirt were turned up.The crystal round grains can be clearly seen between the two.

"Ah! Ah!" My brother groaned in a low voice, "How could this happen? It's so ugly!"

"This is also a small problem, as long as you take a little medicine..." I kept patting my brother's shoulders lightly, and his shoulders also showed a sharp inverted triangle because of his weight loss.The touch of the round grains on the back was as clear as vision, and my heart was beating.What should I do?There must be a way, send someone out by car tomorrow during the day, and ask Dian Yaotou to come back immediately.It will take less than two days...

My brother sat back on the cot again, his bone-like hand was moving back and forth on the other arm.Ah, he's pulling those things!Fujita Nayan didn't care about his leg injury, and quickly sat aside, "What are you doing!"

The elder brother took a deep breath while pulling out the thing one by one.The ones that had been pulled out rolled on the quilt like crumbs from a pastry.

"No, no!" He yelled first, and snatched his brother's hand. The broken part was red, and there were blood under the skin in one or two places.

My brother pulled his hand back and pushed himself, almost falling to the ground again.What happened today, the road is not stable.Isn't your illness almost cured?

"You look like this, the more you make it, the more ugly it is. The old maid at home will find it disgusting!"

As expected, my brother's face changed drastically, and he was at a loss, "What should I do, what should I do?" As he spoke, he stopped suddenly and lowered his head to pick up something.I followed my brother's movements, and at some point, the short knife in my arms fell on the quilt.

"Cut them all off, is that okay?" When my brother begged, I was really confused by that look.

After all, this appearance is too ugly, the experience has reached the point of creeping, even the servants are scattered like birds and beasts, let alone the fourth princess?

Fujida Nayan pulled out the knife from the knife case, took his brother's arm and cut one, and the small tumor rolled down from the bamboo pole-like arm.My brother let out a small cry, and his palms were sweating.

Shaving off all those boil-like things hurts a lot.Just one or two, the elder brother groaned/groaned again and again, commanding himself wantonly, demanding harshly.

"Don't move."

"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts!"

"Just a little bit."

"But, but... too painful, too painful..."

"You do it yourself! I don't care."

Brother whimpered and cried.

"No...to make it look better..."

Why can I get so angry so easily?Although I feel sorry for my brother, I feel troubled from the bottom of my heart.No matter whether he advances or retreats, my brother is not satisfied.What is he wishing for?I am really tired.

The round grains rolled down slowly, like ripe camphor fruit, and two hillocks were piled up at their feet.My brother's entire arm became red and hot, and his cheeks also shone with a strange red color.

Fujita Nayan put down the dagger, "Otherwise, don't go."

The elder brother who was choking up suddenly showed a fierce look in his eyes, snatched his knife and slashed at the other arm.My own exclamation almost burst out, "I will fix it for you, and I will definitely fix it for you!"

"All, all!"

"Well, sure. Make it pretty."

My brother was ruthlessly scraped off by myself like raw meat on a chopping board.He stuffed a corner of the quilt in his mouth to prevent him from making a sound, so that he could take care of him with peace of mind.

After a while, all the things on my body were cleaned up.My brother put on his clothes in a hurry, while he picked up the hard shells one by one beside the bed.But after picking it up, what's the point?He took a lamp and came to the mirror pool, and threw everything that belonged to his brother into it.The carp that had been sleeping all floated to the surface of the water at this time, scrambling for those pellets.

My brother is about to marry the fourth princess.Just choose an auspicious day to welcome the four princesses to the Ono Palace.At that time, my brother was very inconvenient.I should also listen to my brother once and move out.How can a man who has a family and a career depend on the reason for staying at home?At such an old age, I still live in my brother's house, so many people must be making jokes behind my back.Hey, tomorrow is an auspicious day.It happens to be fifteen again, the moon must be beautiful.The moon last night was very round, like a snack made of glutinous rice.Seeing the moon like that makes me feel hungry.

Yesterday/about dawn, my brother just came back from the palace.I don't know if it's because of the "medicine" that I still don't lose my shape.But after a while, he gasped for breath.There was a particularly weird grunting sound coming from his mouth, as if some ghost was roaring in his body.Dingguang waited beside him with Teng Da Nayan in a serious manner, and told himself that this cannot be spread out, and his brother's time is probably approaching.Before my father died, he always made such a sound in his throat.

But what this guy said is completely unreliable, just talking nonsense.Although my brother had a hard time breathing at that time, he recovered completely after a while.I quickly went up to him and asked him, "Do you want to drink water?" His mind was also very clear.Instead, he clapped his hands and kept saying, "It's okay, it's okay."

After a while, my brother sat up and ate something.This guy Da Jin swept away his previous gloom again, and flattered him very graciously, asking his brother what he needed from time to time.Like a fly, Fujita Nayan drove him away.There were only two brothers left in the room.

"Are you going to get married?" Fujita Nayan looked at his brother calmly.

"Married? Yes."

"Great, when is the date?"

"tomorrow."

"tomorrow?"

"Ah, it's also agreed with His Majesty the Emperor."

"Okay, tomorrow. It's a pleasure."

The elder brother finally looked at himself, "What's the matter with you?"

Usually, I probably only go to people to say nice things when I have something to ask for.

"No."

"Really?" My brother gave up asking, but he didn't believe himself at all in those words.

"Although I'm happy, the days are too tight, and I don't have time to make arrangements."

"I have already ordered you to decorate the house before tomorrow, so don't worry."

"Okay, okay... I also want to say that I'm actually going to move out."

"So anxious?"

"In fact, I thought about it from the beginning. In the east of Guichuan, facing the Dongsi Temple in the capital, there is a separate residence for the former minister of the left. Now there is no one living there, so I asked the housekeeper to discuss the price there. Although I have not yet I went to see it. But the houses are all the same. You can live in it after some repairs. In fact, I don’t need to live in such a big house, there are enough eight towns. But I can’t just buy half of the house, so I have to buy the whole thing.”

"Is there enough money?"

"I'm not here to borrow money..."

"No matter how much, you can take it home."

The movement of the elder brother's jaw was exactly the same as that of a toad.In fact, everything will soon come to an end. When the incident between the fourth princess and himself happens that day, will they be imprisoned or exiled to a barren country?There is no doubt that great misfortune may befall him tomorrow.

The more people face despair, the more they look forward to the carnival of giving up everything.

Money, the most important thing is money.Everything in this world is driven by money and measured by money.Even so, he was penniless at all.Don't talk about buying that house, the salary in the middle of the court is not enough for my usual extravagance.Once you get something like real gold and silver, you will quickly reward your retainers based on your happiness or as entrusted rewards.Fuji Da Nayan seems to be a person with a pure heart and asceticism, but it is actually a disguise of not wanting to be in groups.If the rice is not made into Ji rice, or if it is cooled a bit, then I will never take a bite.Something like the sea rat sausage imported from the Song Dynasty, unfortunately, I let myself taste it once.The homemade ones feel unpalatable.Every meal at home, if seafood is missing.I would go on a hunger strike and rage silently at home.After the death of his father, this bad habit that cannot be changed is even more unrestrained.Just eating and drinking, almost spent most of his savings, and he had no idea where the income from the farm he inherited was used.

Not having a brother is the same as not having money.Once I leave this home, I am nothing, and I have no ability to make money.Even if it is an errand like copying books for the imperial court, you must be introduced to be eligible to participate.My own calligraphy is far from being unimpressive.

All these years, what I have done is dirty and shameful.Delicious, lazy, greedy, disregarding human life, all for himself.Even falling into hell cannot wash away these sins.Even so, he is still willing to believe that gods really exist for the rare happiness that exists only in fantasy.Just once, please give him happiness.Even King Ajatasatta could be forgiven, but he didn't have that chance.Even if the world says to him, "It's okay, we forgive you." He himself will not forgive himself easily.

He is the moth of fruit, the black maggot of corpses.

"What are you going to wear tomorrow?"

"Of course it's a dress." The elder brother was serious.

"You look good in red, choose one from Su Fang."

"Such a frivolous color is out of place."

"Get married, of course, just be happy. For my brother, this is the only time left? If you want to be beautiful, the fourth princess will be happy too." Once the fourth princess moves out, no matter how unreasonable the request is, the elder brother will obey Take it all.He really hesitated.

"Ah, speaking of it...she likes red." The elder brother frowned, "No, no, His Majesty knows about wearing red clothes."

It's so old-fashioned.Why is this man so old-fashioned?

"You are Guan Bai, so what if you only wear red clothes once."

The elder brother hesitated to speak, holding the quilt with both hands, "No..."

"Then, the wedding ceremony must have been a mess!" He revealed his fierce face, and his voice raised a lot.

"...How can you say such a thing?" The elder brother looked at himself in disbelief.

"Maybe the fourth princess suddenly broke the contract and ran back, saying that she would not marry anyone, or marry a good man like Yuanyuanben. Ah, there are not a few good men in the ban, right? Why did you marry me? Over the years, don't you Have you made any achievements? It’s useless to go to the party to harm people in other places! Toubian also wrote a lot of songs for her. Anyway, you didn’t fulfill the agreement with the fourth princess before. A dubious marriage."

My brother's hands were completely clenched into fists, and his eyes were very red.For a piece of clothing, he and his brother got into a fight again.It's so weird.In fact, I feel even more sad in my heart.The tears that I had endured from yesterday until now burst out of my eyes all at once.

For the first time in my life, I showed weakness, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. I was joking, how could it be like what I said. You are the most amazing writer. You are talented and beautiful, I am jealous of you, brother. I'm jealous of you."

It was too late to say anything, my brother covered his face with his hands and kept wiping his eyes.

"You're not wrong at all." My brother said softly.

In the evening, tragedy struck again.It was too cruel, why didn't any of the things I expected come true?

The redness of the elder brother's body has reached the point where it is difficult to hide.He was so hot that he seemed to be able to cook the food, but he kept murmuring, "I'm cold, I'm cold." The family didn't dare to cover him with too many quilts, for fear that his body temperature would be too high, so they just went there .

Dingguang brought a lot of ice cubes from the cellar, wrapped them in towels, and asked his brother to hold them, his hands were shaking all the time.In the middle of the night, Dingguang suddenly yelled, "It's grown!" The flesh on his brother's arm grew at a speed visible to the eyes.This time, a lot of white roots sprouted on other parts of the arm at some point, and my brother's red face suddenly turned pale.

A thought came to my mind:

Not enough, not far enough.

Brother needs to eat meat, a lot of it.Right now, Dingguang, the head maids outside, the maids left behind by his mother, and the retainers who followed his father.When Captain You followed him, he could always...

My brother's voice startled me all of a sudden, "Dingguang, Dingguang!"

Fujida Nayan hugged his brother's hand and said, "What do you want?"

"Tomorrow morning, Chenshi..." My brother struggled to sit up, he himself felt abnormal in his body, he kept rubbing his arms against the quilt, and suddenly he cried, "Did I delay others..."

"..."

"I am like this, and I still want to marry the fourth princess. It's like a dream, what am I doing..."

"It's fine if you look like this." I couldn't bear to see my brother's face as thin as a corpse, so I hurriedly stopped talking.

"Cough, cough, cough..." My brother's hoarse cough sounded in the room.

"Oh, really, I'm saying such negative words again. It's about this time..." The elder brother said angrily, "Let's wear Su Fang's auspicious cloud pattern robe tomorrow."

Fuji Da Nayan tightly held the dagger in his arms, and his brother fell into a drowsy sleep.

The unspeakable bitterness boiled in my heart.Cut off those round grains again, can it be restored to its original shape?Fujida Nayan was so sleepy that he panicked, but he was afraid that after falling asleep, he would never wake up again.Even having nightmares and being extremely mentally fragile, I have no strength to resist.I beg you, as long as my brother is in good health, we can still live together, and he won't have any complaints, whether he is surviving in the mud like before.

How foolish of myself to be beautiful with burn scars.Ugliness is pure ugliness, and no matter how well-conceived the hypocrisy of that beauty is, it cannot change the essence of ugliness.

Why did he induce his brother in such a way that he ruined him?

On the one hand, he admires death, but on the other hand, he declines it.Suffering from life, but afraid of death.Even now, I still can't restrain the thought of running away.I am a bad person, and I don't want to pretend to be a good person.But he is afraid of the accusations of the world, and he will always be in the gap between death and immortality.He is no different from any member of the bottom of society who is struggling to survive and puts his limbs on the ground.No, more than them.To be born in such a world full of human traces is a kind of punishment.

Fujita Nayan sat quietly beside his brother for a while, pulled out his dagger, and stabbed Dajin who was sleeping beside him.I used a porcelain bowl to hold Da Jin's blood, and kept smearing it on my brother, and kept saying in a low voice, "Get better, get better."

The blood is like another creature, it just stays on the elder brother's body for a while.The blood on the round grains congealed, turned gray and black, and trembled slightly under my touch, like artificial raspberries.It's so ugly, it's disgusting to look at.

"Brother, get up quickly! There is meat."

The elder brother was in a daze and couldn't wake up. He put the meat in front of his face, but the elder brother refused to open his mouth no matter what.I slapped my brother fiercely, "Get up!"

The elder brother faltered, and a slit opened in his mouth, and Teng Da Nayan took the opportunity to crumpled that face into a ball and stuffed it in.

The elder brother sat up suddenly and vomited out.

"Don't throw up, eat quickly, eat quickly!" I hated that iron could not be made into steel.

"No, I don't want..." my brother said weakly.

"What about the medicine? There are two big bowls of medicine in Dianyao head, warming in hot water... what? What did you say?"

"No."

"Don't you have anything else to say? You must eat!"

……

Let's end it quickly.

The wedding ceremony has begun.The new house is located in the small living room to the east of the main hall. The entire main hall, the east hall along the way, and the main house in the west hall are all beautifully decorated.Guan Baigong is wearing a white dress, holding a wat board and standing under the middle porch.Looking from a distance, he is just a gentleman with all manners.But looking at it from the front, the face is white and thin, the lips are a little purple, and the face is smeared with beard powder, standing like a ghost.

I heard that he has been ill recently, so there is inevitably something wrong with his complexion.The appearance of a handsome man can still be discerned between the eyebrows.

The guards of honor for the four princesses to enter the Ono Palace all adopt the standard of female royals entering the palace. It is grand and grand, no less than King Zhai returning to the palace.The dowry for the princess came from Suzaku Yard.Passers-by surrounded the streets connecting the Imperial Palace and Onomiya in all directions.There are hundreds of guards escorting the four princesses.All efforts to disperse the crowd have had little effect.

When the car drove into the Ono Palace, Guan Baigong personally came out to help the fourth princess get off the car and usher in a new house.At night the room was as brightly lit as day.

Su Mi should be present at such a unparalleled banquet, right?Fujita Nayan hasn't eaten that thing for a long time