Sad Jiangnan

The nightmare has only just begun.

One night in the winter of this year, the former left minister passed away at his home.

Not long ago, another incident happened.He Dian Yaotou once came to Ono Palace to look for his brother.

"Your illness is far from being cured." Saying this, the pair of eyes that seemed to be able to see through darkness made my brother extremely uncomfortable.

"What's wrong?" The elder brother's tone was mixed with the utmost tolerance.If things like medicine, witchcraft, and medicine are mentioned on weekdays, my brother will become a different person and lose his temper.Only the elder brother at this time is the real embodiment. 42 In Xida's main hall, the hoarse cursing back and forth was like a cold slap on his face.One stroke is not enough and another stroke, no matter what kind of dream is dissipated.

"It's hard to say clearly. It looks like he's healed, but his body hasn't healed yet. Why is this happening? I don't know. Just keep taking the medicine?" He Dian Yao looked at his brother carefully, asking for his advice. Opinion.Dingguang Dajin muttered to the side, "If I knew this, I might as well not hire a doctor."

My brother's face turned cold in the dim light, and he remained silent for a long time.As a result, He Dian Yaotou was embarrassed to stay at home any longer, and went back soon.

"How did Lihu's female room get her to explain?" Teng Da Nayan couldn't hold back anymore, and asked his brother such words.

My brother will show his fangs and insult him viciously.But there was only a very calm answer, "The previous Changqiao Bureau knew about her dirty affairs with Zuo Matou. When I asked the Changqiao Bureau if she knew anyone from Lihuyuan, she told me like this."

ah!This is really a cruel method.The elder brother seems to be self-taught, and he can naturally blend into this unsightly world, but the elder brother in front of him is clearly incompatible with the world, and he still has a clear and flawless expression on his face.

"However, the disease must be cured." I said very carefully, "You can't just say no to it just because you don't like it."

I thought my brother would ignore it as usual, but today, my brother was very angry when he heard it, "Don't worry about my business!" He yelled at himself.

Compassion for my brother was born in my heart.

Because he was worried about his brother's fear, he always took the initiative to pick and kill the farmers who had placed orders, and cut off his face and brought it back.But gradually, my brother said that he wanted to go with him.Whether it was out of concern about leaking secrets or regret for himself, Fujita Nayan still hasn't figured it out yet.

Although recently started crying about it less frequently.At night, my brother still couldn't sleep, and often had a high fever, and couldn't eat much.A few nights ago, my brother managed to fall asleep in the middle of the night. After a while, he yelled in his dream, "Dingguang... Dingguang! Dingguang!"

Dingguang rushed over, only to hear his brother say again, "Meat, meat."

"what?"

"I want to eat meat..."

Last night, my brother coughed very badly. He coughed all night and vomited blood.

"Have you become more and more craving for meat recently?" Fujita Nayan asked again.My brother ignored it.As long as my brother is at home, he doesn't just sit silently.It is to ask the servant to grind the ink, while he himself is writing on the desk, writing something non-stop.Fujida Nayan thought of those love letters that he had burned.In the room where the debris was piled up recently, there were no new letters piled up.My brother probably knew the whereabouts of those letters, and the things I wrote now are secretly hidden in places I don't know.

At the time of the mourning of the former Minister of the Left, the elder brother went to the palace, embellishing the ugly behavior of himself and his uncle on the head of the great companion, General Zuo.

Daban Zuo was furious, and rushed to Ouchi immediately when he heard about this incident.The elder brother did the same thing, and blocked General Zuo from the palace on the grounds that those in mourning were not allowed to go to the palace.

I really can't tell what kind of mood this incident brought to me.Before and after the incident, my brother looked very ordinary, and he had a rare appetite for breakfast.Fujita Nayan ran to the room opposite to his west, and opened the Chinese-style double-layer cabinet again.The cabinet was reorganized by myself, and the unused incense balls, shellfish and other trivial things were thrown away.

Therefore, the cabinet was emptied, and on the top layer was the robe of brother Su Fangse.I only looked at it for a while, and a voice in my heart said that the cabinet door must be closed.It's really strange, it seems that if it is opened for a while, it will fly into the sky and disappear at any time, like Princess Kaguya discovered by the people of the Moon Palace.

Thinking of the story of Taketori Monogatari, my heart was shocked.With a real "bang", he hurriedly closed the cabinet, not daring to open it easily.

Before the ceremony of chasing Nuo in Neri, it was decided that Otomo's left general would be exiled to Chikushi.Although this plan was not realized, but because of the inextricable relationship with the four princesses, the emperor almost wanted to kill General Zuo, and even had a bad attitude towards his brother.

Hearing this, Fujita Nayan's heart would still be pounding wildly.If I or my elder brother accept the punishment, I really don't know what will happen.So much so that since then, I dare not think about it again.

The trend of pursuing the four princesses became more and more intense, and the reason was that the over-dressed princess was still firmly guarding the boudoir, unwilling to meet anyone.Before Emperor Suzaku succeeded to the throne, some people suggested that the princess should be placed in the Ise Zhai Palace.The emperor never agreed to this.After Lihuyuan was vacated, the emperor arranged to live in the main hall there.All kinds of treasures and utensils of the female emperors and princesses of the previous dynasty were given to the fourth princess.But until now, it is not clear who her mother is.Such a pet is really no small matter.This kind of situation whetted everyone's appetite, and they all wanted to be the "His Majesty the Emperor" who would kiss Fangze one last time.

The elder brother is still a Da Nayan, his status is very low, and he is not called a princess.Now he is finally valued as Guan Bai, and his talent is beyond the reach of the princes.There is a tacit saying everywhere that the beloved of the fourth princess is none other than Guan Baigong.Even though such a status is not extremely noble, the fourth princess only tacitly allows her brother to face her across the curtain.Perhaps it was the brother's sincerity that moved the emperor, so he allowed to enter the fourth princess's boudoir.

Even if there is a rule that princesses do not marry, it is too pretentious!In Teng Da Nayan's view, the princess who was just too arrogant and indulgent now made even harsher demands.But once I see that charming face, I have to visit her for a hundred days, rain or shine.This is really absurd.Thinking back now, if my brother wasn't such an honorable person, he probably wouldn't have looked at him too much.

I don't know how many days have passed, my brother just visited normally, but his body is already crumbling.As soon as I came in and got home, I fell asleep and lost the mind to write letters.It is clearly winter, but there is less and less food to eat.I had no choice, so I invited He Dian Yaotou to come over again.Maybe it's because my brother has a concern in his heart, this time, he is finally willing to take some medicine.My brother's health is getting better day by day.

One evening, the sky was as clear as a pool of mirrors, and the clouds were slightly glowing with amber light. I have seen such a magnificent scenery like today, but I have never seen it as beautiful as today One cannot look away.

It was as if the clear wind sent from the rosy clouds brushed over the main hall of Onomiya, and the bamboo curtains made a rustling sound.The elder brother said softly, "Zheng Rong, write a letter for me."

"Okay, what do you want to write?" Fujita Nayan ran to his brother, "Today's sunset is so beautiful."

There was a faint smile on the elder brother's face, "Have you heard?"

I couldn't help laughing, "What's the matter?"

The elder brother tilted his head and said, "The two bureau ladies from Hongmeidian are going to move to Zhuzi Kingdom."

Hearing this, I felt a "thump" in my heart.

"is it?"

"So write her a farewell letter."

This is really very special, even if the two have no children, every once in a while, my brother will send someone to check on her parents.Now her father is dead, but her mother is still alive.

"I heard that her mother became a nun. Is this true?"

"When a person reaches that age, he doesn't have any thoughts. And if he does something bad, he will become a nun." My brother's voice did not have any emotional ups and downs.

Soon the paper, pen and ink were placed on the square table, ready to be delivered.Fujita Nayan moved forward a few times, "What should I write?"

"Please tell that lady to take care of yourself."

"Is that enough?"

"Well," the elder brother tilted his head and thought for a while, his oval face looked even paler under the sky, "Let her go find a good family."

"do you have anything else?"

"No more," my brother shook his head, "I have nothing else to say."

"Is that all?"

"What?" Brother was a little upset. "We've been married for eight years" was already on the verge of his lips, he stared at his brother's face, but swallowed it back.

"Then where will the people in Hongmei Palace go?"

"What's the matter? What does it have to do with me." My brother's tone became stiff, and it sounded like someone else was talking.

"No, I always feel that the second Miss Bureau will also become a monk with her mother. She is now a helpless person."

This is a very self-defeating statement, and my brother really didn't say anything.After a while, the sky darkened, and the flickering lights printed the words on the letter.

"Then, can I send it over there?" I folded the slip of paper, but saw my brother leaning against the pillar and falling asleep.

On this very tired night for some reason, Fujita Nayan had a dream about his uncle.

Both my uncle and myself were in the night in the Hexagonal Buddhist Hall.But different from my own, my uncle only has one head left, and he can see strangely clearly in the dark.

I couldn't help thinking, is that pale face because of the smearing of hu powder or because of being dead for a long time?All in all, the head is not supported by anything, but hangs in the air.

The red lips opened and closed, "Zheng Rong! Zheng Rong!"

I was a little scared in my heart and didn't answer this.He shook his head and kept shouting, "Zheng Rong, Zheng Rong."

It's too noisy. What's the matter with him?

Teng Da Nayan was terrified, but his feet took root in place, and he refused to run away.

Uncle's head was almost touching his forehead.

"Got it, you little bastard!"

I was so startled that my heart almost jumped out.

"What, old bastard!" He said without any confidence, and his voice began to tremble.

"It's just that you, a little bastard, have the same virtue as your father. I should have thought of it."

"You are just like him. I don't even recognize my father."

"When he died, flies, mice, centipedes, everything came. He was the most honorable person, and he was not much more decent than me. He was rejected by his own son even after death! How pitiful."

Why is it that when people are dreaming, they are not aware that it is a dream?These are all things that I have seen with my own eyes, and my uncle has no knowledge of them.Through the mouth of the uncle in the dream, the old things are just brought up again.But I got scared myself.

"What's the matter, aren't you the same?"

"What, I don't really treat you as a nephew at all."

Is this the truth from my uncle?

"I think so too."

"Actually, you are the most pitiful." The uncle suddenly yelled, "You are trapped by your brother. You have never lived for yourself, so pitiful."

That's not the case, what nonsense is this man talking about?They don't understand anything at all, and they just say what's in their hearts without authorization. Rumors and the like are specially spread for this kind of people.

I was a little angry and wanted to say something, but my uncle's head flew into the sky, and he yelled, "Help! Someone help me!"

Then, the dream woke up.

That absurd and vulnerable dream was quickly forgotten by myself.But the uncle's head flying in the sky was firmly imprinted in his mind like Mei Jun before he died.The head jumps around like a kick, which is very funny.It is said that the origin of Cuju is that after people's heads are cut off, they scramble to snatch them.But that kind of rumor is very unreliable, and the person who wants to write this story is really too much.

The letter must be sent.

On this moonless night, Fujita Nayan took action in a car.There is actually no need to take a car to the Hongmei Temple, which is close at hand.It was as if the wheel turned a few times symbolically, and the waiter said, "It's already here, what should I do?" After Ruojun was crowned, he is now Captain Uemon.

What to do, I don't know.The letter written by me and signed by my brother was like a letter of excuse[8], and it was getting hotter and hotter in my stomach.Fujita Nayan had to hold it in his hand.

Captain Youemon thought he didn't hear, "We've arrived at Hongmeidian, do you want to go in and report?"

I handed a letter to the right captain, "Send it in quietly," it was a letter from my brother who hadn't burned it before, "I said I wanted to find a woman named Fengqian."

Fujida Nayan followed Youwei and met Fengqian as he wished.

I don't know if it's my own psychological effect, but in this house where people have died, there always seems to be a burning smell.

The woman in the room seemed to be covered in a veil, "There is no one at home today."

"This is a letter from the young master to you."

"Just put it there."

After a while, it was probably stuffed under several tents, but the woman didn't even look at it, "What else is there?"

"Can I see you?"

"Come back tomorrow."

"why?"

"I'm not in good health." The voice was indeed weak, and it was very familiar to him, as if he had heard it somewhere before.

"Really, then you should rest a lot!"

"Miss and the others went to the Kurama Temple today. I really can't bear to make a fuss about it. I have to stay here."

Why didn't she open the letter and read it?

You Wei couldn't capture his heart at all, he just said loudly, "Oh, okay! Then I'll go back."

Then came the sound of footsteps.I couldn't bear it anymore, and ran out from the bushes, "Please wait a moment!"

Fengqian was taken aback, and she seemed to stand up with a few thuds behind the tent, her voice trembling, "What's going on?"

"Don't be afraid, I'm not a bad guy." In fact, bad guys often call themselves this way, "I'm from Onomiya..."

"You are from Onomiya..."

"Please at least open the letter and read it."

Fengqian hesitated, but after a while, the rustling sound of paper came over.

Fujita Nayan's heart skipped a beat, "Can I come in?"

Fengqian couldn't speak, tears were all over the letter paper, and the handwriting had long been ruined.He walked in so recklessly, Fengqian's heart was completely messed up.I didn't even know to hide in the wing room.

The oil lamp was kicked to the ground, and it spun around a few times, crouching like a firefly.Something strange ripped open his heart like a bug and burned there.

"Why do you want to come here?" The voice was as thin as paper, and there was a crying tone.When I was spending the spring night with a servant in Lihuyuan, I actually heard the same Jiaoyin as this one.In my own heart, I can't clean up.

"I just miss..." When I deliberately lowered my voice, it was very similar to my brother's voice.

"Now that things have come to an end, don't say such things again!" The woman who was probably pretending to be the fourth princess rustled the letter paper away.

"But, say a hundred days..."

"If you are fine, Bodhisattva bless you, it is really great."

"Why do you say that?"

"Nothing, nothing." Fengqian's excited voice gradually calmed down, and then said softly, "I hate you."

Fujita Nayan's heartbeat stopped.

"Why, why are you here now? If only I found out a day earlier. My days are almost at an end!"

It was a sincere promise, the most touching love words in the world.The thin paper-like voice spoke, as if it was about to float away at any moment.Fengqian hugged herself and wept silently, this poor woman couldn't even distinguish her brother from Yixiang.

Fujita Nayan also asked, "Why..."

"I don't know……"

"I also do not understand."

Fengqian broke his tears into a smile, Fujita Nayan pulled her thin body like a child, her hands were as cold as a live fish.

"I heard that your appearance has recovered, but I still don't quite believe it."

"Please take good care of me..."

She didn't even say "yes".

"Can you light up the lights again?" The "fireflies" on the ground just now went out.

"But, I'm afraid."

"I'm even more scared. Once I stay in this darkness, it's like a boulder is pressing on my chest, and I can't breathe. I'm going to die, I'm going to die."

Fengqian lit the lamp again, and the flames stuck to the faces of the two of them.

"It's so strange, I don't seem to know you." Toyomae held Fujida Nayan's face in his hands, her beautiful face looked haggard under the light, and her lips seemed to be purple.

There was also a short knife hidden in her arms, but she didn't know it.

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