Sad Jiangnan

"Why does he want to obstruct what he likes? It's because there are people like you in this family that my brother's illness will not be cured!"

As soon as the words were finished, both Fujita Nayan and Dingguang Daijin were stunned.Teng Da Nayan obviously didn't think so in his heart, when he saw this low love letter, he almost burst into tears.But why do you say that?The mouth seems to grow on someone else, and there is no way to control what to say.My heart skipped a beat, and I could hardly breathe just by saying such low words.

Fujida Nayan thought, since when did I become like a pot of boiling water that would explode at any time?Just the description of boiling water made him think of the boring tea and uncle.

Uncle, who looks glamorous on the outside, is actually worse than his father.Hold on to yourself and speak ill of the dead behind their backs.How dare he still have the face to ask him to do the same dirty thing.Send people here and there to ask how the matter of exposing my brother was going.Just thinking about that mouse-like messenger makes me unable to eat. Do I still expect to open his letter and read it?

Uncle's letter, brother's letter, there is nothing you can't hate.Fujida Nayan picked up two bundles and came to the yard, grabbed a handful of pine mushrooms, and lit the two bundles of love letters.

Dingguang Dajin rushed over screaming, "What are you doing!" Then he stretched out his foot, trying to stamp out the fire, but his finger was dangling around his ankle like a horse's tail, so he had to bend down and put his trousers legs together. Keep it.When I stepped on the fire again, there was only a small ball left.

Da Jin stepped on it twice, then squatted aside and watched it finish burning, "Why burn it?"

Fujita Nayan stared at Dingguang Dajin with a straight face, Dajin's tears flowed down like a stream, and he repeated, "Why burn it?"

No reason, just wanted to do that.

Fujida Nayan thought so in his heart, but he was still speechless.Turning back to the miscellaneous room, he took out more love letters in one go.Dingguang Dajin rushed forward, the two of them fell together, one roll fell to the ground, and scattered to various places in the courtyard like butterflies.

Fujita Nayan put aside those love letters, and pulled Dajin up.Both of them didn't stand up straight, and Fujinanayan's slap landed on Dajin's face.Dajin lowered his head, tears falling into the ground drop by drop.Fuji Da Nayan picked up the scattered letters on the ground, put them one by one on the pine light and burned them, and the flowers of the fire bloomed one after another in the wind.The ones that were not picked up turned into fingertip-sized pieces and flew away like snow.

Dingguang Dajin wailed loudly and kept repeating that sentence, "Why burn it?"

"When he's happy, he invites a doctor. If he's not happy, he doesn't. It's fine if he's happy. Could something happen to such a minor illness?

But when he said these words, it seemed that his brother had already been decided to die.A premonition quickly rose in my heart that my brother would die soon.

Thinking of this, it doesn't matter whether it's those beautiful flame flowers, butterflies or snowflake-like love letters.Fuji Da Nayan could no longer be indifferent, he hurried to the east, the corridors in the yard, plum blossoms, maple trees, mirror pools... quickly retreated in front of his eyes, like a faded memory picture of more than ten years ago.Come like the wind, go like the wind.

After the death of his father, the east hall was vacated for the servants to live in, and the main house was separated to store clothes that were out of season.Dongzhi didn't change the old layout at all. In the suitcases piled up everywhere, there were clothes of his father and brother.

All kinds of robes are gorgeous and dazzling like bridges in the land of beauty.Some are low, and my brother has never worn them in my impression.Where it came from, no one knows.There is an anviled white straight dress, which is very lightly woven. This is a summer casual dress, but it is actually worn out. Compared with other straight clothes, the sleeves are also a bit shorter.There is also a robe of Su Fang color, which is worn in autumn. At this time, it starts to rain continuously in the capital, and various banquets will not be equipped with dancers and musicians like temporary sacrifices.The reluctant performances of ministers and ministers are naturally very boring.

There are still many pieces stacked in the box, but the maid's words are sent outside the house.Fujita Nayan seemed to be about to discover something shady, and the movements of his hands were flustered.He only pressed the Su Fang robe in his hand into a ball and stuffed it into the clothes.There was no time to tidy up the rest, so they was hastily pressed into the suitcase.I hid behind the screen for a while, but when I heard the sound of people far away, I quietly came out from the main house. The words "I will die soon" linger in my heart, and I can't erase it.The robe I brought out for myself, although it brought out nasty memories.At this time, it is like a magic weapon to maintain the underworld.Every few steps Fuji Da Nayan took, he had to touch the interlayer of his clothes.If even this robe is lost, I really don't know what to do.

At night when there was no one around, Teng Da Nayan folded the robe.But I have never folded clothes before, and no matter how hard I try, I can't fold them into a square shape.I was sweating profusely, but I just folded it into a flat fan shape and put it in the Chinese-style double-layer cabinet.I actually thought this behavior was ridiculous, but the Chinese cabinet just looked at me seriously.Although I was very careful when I put the clothes in, the diary in the cabinet still fell out.

Fujidai Nayan picked up the diary, those feathers, the cherry blossoms with written words, and the bamboo leaves that were sandwiched in at some point later, scattered on the ground with a clatter.The little dog named Mei Jun at first, because no matter what name it is called, does not respond, and later changed many names.In the end, only Mei Jun can be remembered.In fact, it died after only two years of raising it.

Before Mei Jun died, her skin turned yellow.My stomach was so distended that I couldn't walk a little bit.To touch its body, it screamed miserably with a small voice.Soon shed tears and died a very painful death.

For some reason, this scene is still clearly imprinted in my mind until now.

A few days later, I heard that Dingguang Dajin's mother was dying, so I asked my brother for leave to go home.Many relatives who came to Dajin's house also returned to Youjing.In winter nights, it is very rare to have people on duty who do not sleep.It's been very quiet at home these days.The mouse-like servant visited Fujida Nayan's bedroom again in the dark.Its behavior is also uninvited like a mouse, as if it has built a nest here, and it is already familiar to come quietly.Ye Li urged very gently, "Hurry up, my master can't bear it any longer. We must give an answer tonight."

"Is this a business of strong buying and strong selling? That matter is really difficult to handle. If you can do it at home reciting poems and drinking tea, even if you let him not do it."

"I'm really sorry, but it's been more than ten years. Don't say that we met in the past, even if we haven't replied to a letter. What are you going to do?"

"Give me some more time." Passing by the maid's room today, the maids are taking out the clothes to be worn in spring from the box.After finally seeing how to fold clothes, he was about to learn how to fold clothes. When he came back, he opened the cabinet and folded Su Fang's robe, which was still a bit clumsy.

"No!" As he said, the uncle's servant pinched his wrist, the pain made him clench his teeth, "Master is in the car outside!"

"It's enough to meet once, isn't that right?"

"Anyway, I'll take you out first."

"We agreed to meet up, and then I'll come back here."

"It is possible."

"Don't say anything ambiguous, yes or no?"

While talking, the curtains were pulled open, and the uncle in the black hat bent his head and went inside.Teng Da Nayan groaned in his heart, his Chinese-style cabinet was placed in the back room!

"It's very uncomfortable just to listen to the backstory. Zhengrong, what do you think?"

Fujita Nayan shook off the mouse's hand and held his uncle, "Let me show you something, you will definitely like it."

"Okay, what is it?"

What I have is nothing more than the ability to repeat old tricks.Will uncle believe his nonsense again this time?

"Whether it's true or not, you can tell at a glance." Teng Da Na said calmly, "The place to go is also very far away, I'm afraid you won't dare to go there."

"You'd better not use such words. What tricks are you playing this time?"

"I'll go out with you."

"That's right, what else?"

"I don't have the habit of bringing any precursors anymore. This time, I will solemnly tell you my brother's secret. I don't even have evidence at hand, so there is no need to say sincere lies."

The uncle who was pacing in the room stopped, "Is it settled?"

"Go now."

"Okay." Uncle opened the tents again with a fan, and the two masters and a servant walked out to the corridor together.Fujita Nayan looked around, and his uncle patted him on the shoulder, "Let's go, no one's there."

"In the past few days, I have something on my mind. I woke up when the moon was still hanging on the zenith. Even if I fell back to sleep, I would still see the moon when I woke up. Will uncle do this?"

"At my age, no matter what time of day it is, it's easy to wake up from the night."

"How do you say that, uncle is still young."

"If you're really young, I won't bother you to say such flattering words."

While speaking, Ximen was right in front of him, "Where is the car?"

"It's just outside the door, will you ride with me?"

"Although this is very good, I have to go home myself."

"There's no need to bother, I'll take you back later."

"That's what I call trouble, let me ride a horse."

"What does it look like to ride a horse in front?" Uncle's reproachful tone was more like coquetry.The fragrance of his body enveloped him, and the delicate face of Heyuanyuan seemed to be faintly visible in the night——the uncle's face also shone softly under the faint moonlight.

"It really shouldn't be like this." What Fujita Nayan said, he could hardly even hear himself.Uncle led the front without hesitation and got into the car.I didn't know what to say, so I just followed my uncle.

The cart was led by the mouse servant, and the wheels were whirling, and the night seemed to become quieter.Although it was pitch black in the car, I always felt that my uncle was looking at me and could see it clearly.There is no way to keep silent like this.Teng Da Nayan said to the outside, "Go straight to the south until you see the Luocheng Gate."

"What?" The voice outside the car was extremely sharp.

"You have to see the Luocheng Gate!" His voice became sharper, and he didn't look like himself.

"What?" The voice was like a long fishing line, shaking faintly in the wind.

"Start from here and go all the way south..." I suddenly didn't want to say it.The wheels whirled.The "what" outside the car was repeated several times.

"The fellow is a fool," said the uncle softly.

Fujida Nayan didn't know what to say, just remained silent like that, and the car drove on for a while.Uncle still didn't say anything. "Then, let me go out and talk." As he said this, his uncle didn't stop him.

Fujida Nayan opened the curtain of the car, and the cold wind poured into the car like a river.The uncle behind urged, "Hurry up."

Go down to the ground by yourself and close the curtains again.The mouse servant yelled "Ah", and Fujita Nayan was really worried that the sound would alarm people on both sides of the road, "What's wrong with you?"

"I said just now, keep walking like this until you see Luocheng Gate."

"Yeah, I heard it until I saw Luocheng Gate, what's the matter?"

I was really fed up, and I couldn't even say the words.

"Ah, did you hear that?"

"Go south and see the Luocheng Gate. I can hear it very clearly. I just want to ask, and then?"

The wind on the road was suddenly extremely cold.

"Go there first, then..."

The mouse attendant said loudly again, "You are cold! Get to the car quickly."

Fujida Nayan couldn't say the word "Ukyo", so he walked back and climbed back into the car.

Uncle asked, "Have you made it clear?"

"Probably."

Uncle didn't bother to ask any more questions, the wheels were spinning, and after an unknown amount of time, they suddenly stopped.

"I saw Luocheng Gate!"

I don't know when my eyes have adapted to the night, and the appearance of my uncle sitting upright in the car is clearly visible in front of my eyes.He and his uncle sat silently facing each other in the dark carriage, and his uncle's face was motionless towards him.

Teng Da Nayan got out of the car, and the mouse servant said, "Why bother to get down, it's fine if you don't give orders in the car."

"Then go through here." He pointed to the front of Luocheng Gate.

"where?"

"Just drive the car to Youjing directly."

"Go to Youjing?"

"Let's go west for a while, and then I'll tell you how to go."

"Are you going to Ukyo now?"

"Hurry up, it will be dawn by then." I returned to the car.After going in and out like this, the finally warm air in the car was as cold as a pinprick.

The sound of "tick tick tick" was sent, and unfortunately it started to rain.

"What were you talking about just now?" asked the uncle.

"It's nothing."

"I've heard words like Youjing, is there any need to deceive your uncle?"

"Are you afraid?"

"nor……"

"If you're afraid, just say it straight, what's the point of going back now?"

Uncle said nothing more.The man outside the car was making a lot of noise, it was shameful, "Youjing! I really don't want to go to Youjing at this time! Om mani padme hum, it's good to go anywhere, and I'd like to go out of the city, but why don't you Why don't you bring more attendants? That's all right now, we've made a lot of trouble ahead, and we're going to Youjing, so it's better to go to Mount Anma. It's all right now, all right now!"

The car didn't move for a long time, so my uncle took out a fan and slammed it on the car body, "Hurry up and go!"

"Otherwise, go home and find some people before coming here together."

The car started rumbling away, and my uncle sat back across from him without saying a word.The complaint from outside the car came intermittently, "If you say that it is far away, it is to trick you to go to Youjing. It is really unthinkable. What do you want to trick people into Youjing? I also have a family, oh what? Padme Hum! You must go back safely tonight..."

Fujita Nayan said deliberately, "Is it not convenient at home?"

For some reason, the uncle seemed to have a gloomy face, and said solemnly, "You should talk less."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, covering the sound of the wheels.The sharp voice outside the car seemed to be separated by a layer of veil, "Follow the instructions of Master Da Nayan, drive the car to the place!"

Fuji Da Nayan stood up slightly and shouted to the outside, "Please go further north!"

"what?"

"Please go north—and please find a hexagonal Buddhist hall."

At this time, the carriage became extremely bumpy, and everyone felt unspeakable pain in their hearts.The car stopped again, and the hexagonal Buddhist hall was like a metasequoia reaching to the sky, gloomyly inserted in front of the eyes of the three of them.

My uncle and I went into the Buddhist hall to shelter from the rain. After the mouse attendant tied up the cow, he rushed over with "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh".

"This place is very cold, even colder than the rain outside. How can there be such a cold place? If you say cold place, I'm afraid it's a cold hell. It means that there are ghosts here." The mouse servant said while speaking. , there were whispers incoherent, my uncle must be more disturbed than myself, but he endured it and didn't say a word.

Teng Da Nayan told the servant, "Behind the Buddhist hall, there is a place I marked, and there is a branch stuck in it. You can look for it. If you can't find it, come back and tell me."

"Let's talk together. What are you going to do when you find that place? You can't say anything clearly. Here and there, I can't do this kind of errand."

It's a disgusting sound.

"Then I'll go by myself." Fujita Nayan walked out of the Buddhist hall.Soon, my uncle chased after me.

"This idiot can't talk." Uncle finally said something decent.

"What, uncle thinks I'll be serious with the servants?"

"Oh." Uncle sighed for a long time, and the two people in the rain circled back and forth behind the Buddhist hall.

"It's really strange, it's here."

"What is it?" asked the uncle.

"Still here a few days ago, no, could it be last month?"

"Zheng Rong!" Uncle shouted sharply.

"Uncle, after a while, we will find it soon."

The uncle walked away, calling the servant's name loudly in the distance, and it took a long time to stop.The sound of footsteps came from far and near.

"Really, it's really disgusting."

"what happened?"

"That idiot, I don't know where he ran to," the uncle said in a very low voice, "I probably ran home."

"Oh... ah, ah. I found it, and it's here."

"What?" Uncle asked dully, his voice was a little trembling now.

Fujita Nayan dug up the soil on the spot.

"What? Why?"

"I won't bother you about this kind of thing, uncle. You can just watch it like this. It's a pity that you can't see anything clearly at night."

"What are you doing?" Uncle took a few steps back. The more he did this, the more disturbed he became.

Fujida Nayan stopped suddenly, and walked towards the Buddhist hall without saying a word.Uncle hurriedly followed and kept asking, "What are you going to do? What are you going to do?"

To be honest, such a voice is too annoying, and my uncle's voice is already ugly.The uncle's appearance was in his heart, and he gradually became equated with the mouse attendant.

"Pull the car over here."

"Pull it over for what?"

When did his uncle become a douchebag too?

"You wait in the car so you don't get caught in the rain."

"What were you doing just now? Even a little bit, tell me anyway." The uncle's tone was very anxious, "It was the same way before, why did you do those things without authorization? You have to at least discuss with me about what you want to do. Am I not your father?"

The word "father" exploded in my heart like a candle.Fujita Nayan stopped, and his uncle was almost touching him.

"The one who said he hated my father before was also an uncle."

"When did I say such a thing?" Uncle's tone changed, "What do you mean by saying such nonsense now? What exactly are you trying to say?" I can imagine that my uncle's eyebrows are twisted together like shriveled oranges .The rain had made both of them ashamed, and the uncle must have looked even more menacing.There was also an indescribable stench in the air.

"You did." Fujida Nayan's tone became as cold as rain.

Uncle grabbed his arm all of a sudden, and threw it out heavily for himself.The uncle was so angry that he jumped and scolded, "In the end, I'm still not familiar with it. Did I treat you badly? Did I treat you badly?"

He grabbed his uncle's wrist, turned around and walked back, "Do you want to know what it is? Okay, then come here together and see what it is."

"Let go, don't touch me!" The uncle screamed, like a mouse flipping in someone's hand.

"No, you must see it. You should see it yourself. There is a dead man buried there. I have never burned it for him, so I will take you to see it now."

Uncle screamed "Ah" and pushed himself, "The mud of that day... are you a mad dog, you actually killed someone..." While talking, he ran away.Teng Da Nayan hurriedly chased after him, grabbed his shoulders, and his uncle kept shouting, "Don't touch me, don't touch me!"

"You are insincere! Isn't it you who can't wait for a moment? Who do you think I am when you come to my house in such a grand manner? Well, let's go and see now, go and see that one now." dead."

The uncle slapped himself, his shoulders kept twisting, trying to break free from his restraint, "I have to tell the Lord, I can't do this kind of thing..."

The pain on the face was like a needle prick, which set Fuji Da Nayan's heart on fire, and he also freed up a hand, and swung his uncle's stomach.The uncle who fell to the ground pulled his sleeve with one arm, and the two of them rolled onto the swampy ground.

"Didn't you want to see it? Now that I brought you here, I said I don't want to. Why would a person who can't even tell the truth ask others to tell the truth?" Teng Da Nayan said while pushing his uncle away Holding the hand on his shoulder, the uncle kept saying, "I really didn't expect it, I really didn't expect it. The one who led the wolf into the house was me! If you give me another chance, I will never say 'be my son' to you." Such nonsense!"

Uncle's consciousness seems to be not very clear, but he is very sober.

"I came here, it was so cold that I lost half of my boots just now, but now you say don't read it, don't want to, you can't do this kind of thing. You, who are you, which one is true? ?”

The uncle gasped for breath, and suddenly screamed, "Help! Someone help me! I can give a lot of money, a lot of money—"