Fog River

Bian Yan slept on Chi Shu's bed, and Chi Shu finally slept on his own bed. Bian Yan couldn't stand it, and was coaxed into it in the middle of the night.

He didn't do anything, he simply slept in his arms, and when he woke up early in the morning, Chi Shu clearly noticed the difference.

The temperature in the bed was different, it was scalding hot.The smell surrounding the tip of the nose is different, with a bit of tobacco aroma sprinkled in the aroma of white flowers.

If Bian Yan stays here for a while, the temperature will be higher and the tobacco aroma will be stronger.

Maybe it's not just temperature and aroma, there will be more things blending.The blend that is exclusive to the two of them can be smelling of alcohol or smell of fishy and salty body.

In a word, no matter how you think about it, it is downright beautiful.

Chi Shu's face was a little hot. He gently raised the hand on his waist by his side, and slowly got out of bed. Just as he put on his slippers, he put them up again with a warm weight.

"Can you sleep a little longer?" Bian Yan pressed his forehead against his tailbone, his breath sprayed on the fabric, and seeped into his skin, "Mr. Chi seems to have no class this morning?"

Chi Shu's breathing fluttered, and he didn't turn around, but reached out and touched the top of his head, and didn't follow the words: "If you're tired, go to sleep again."

Heartache is heartache, and the suffocating barrier is another matter. Chi Shu may not be able to separate it from other people, but Bianchi is different, and he can't let go of that heart.

The person who hates the side just looks confused on the surface, and doesn't understand people who don't like it. In fact, don't feel too clearly in your mind and heart, and poke at the soft ground.

The cloth rubbed against each other for a while, and Bian Yan hugged Chi Shu from behind, wrapped his thin and powerful arms around him, and kissed him carefully from the top of his head to the tip of his ears, and said in a low voice, "Just sleep for a while." for a while."

The blackout curtains were not drawn, and the room was a little dizzy, but basically it was still dark.In the dark, people's sense of touch becomes extremely sensitive, and all contacts are infinitely magnified.

The part of Chi Shu's left back was a little burned by Bian Yan's beating heart.

One after another, the sparks ignited and joined together, melting the ice wall that had just been built.

Chi Shu didn't say anything. He took off his shoes and turned on the bed. The two of them returned to the original posture of hugging their backs and lying on the bed.

They said they would sleep for a while, but neither of the two of them fell asleep with their eyes closed, and it was not that they didn't understand each other, but they didn't expose it. In the end, the short moment was dragged into more than three hours, and when Chi Shu got up, it was obvious I felt a numb pain in the left arm.

They were all grown men in their thirties. Even though it happened in the morning, they didn't feel too embarrassed when they woke up. They washed up together and went downstairs to have breakfast, and then Chi Shu drove Bianyan to school.

In fact, in this ordinary period of time, it is easiest to get involved in a comfortable situation without feeling embarrassed, but I don't know if Chi Shu is deliberately stiff or just tired of the inexperienced wood, the atmosphere is very strange.

From the moment I got up, I felt an inexplicable sense of alienation and low pressure.

Bian hates this person, but he really can't speak, and he can't figure out Chi Shu's attitude now, so he doesn't seem to be angry, but along the way, he is obviously not talking and showing anger The appearance was vague, which made him even more unsure how to speak, who was not good at speaking.

Moreover, Chi Shu was driving, and Bian Yan couldn't touch him physically, using the method he learned to soften and test his emotions.

Chi Shu didn't deliberately tease him to find a topic like before. After playing the radio, he drove silently all the way to the cigarette shop. He parked the car on the main road outside and didn't drive into the parking space at the front door.

Chi Shu pressed the lock button and said calmly, "Here we are."

The car door lock by his arm popped up, and Bian's tired heart sank in the opposite direction. He turned his head to look at Chi Shu, and asked, "Why don't you go in and sit for a while?"

"No," Chi Shu shook his head and smiled, "If you want to go, you won't be allowed in, and if you refuse too much, you won't have the energy."

Both of them understood what the words were referring to, and their hearts were heavy and cold with disgust, and they subconsciously grabbed Chi Shu's hand, with sourness in their throats: "I didn't reject you, how could I reject you. I just... "

In the middle of speaking, Bian Yan stopped abruptly, looked into Chi Shu's eyes, squirmed his lips but failed to utter a single syllable.

Chi Shu looked at him and suffocated suddenly, but he couldn't hold it back, so he raised his voice slightly and asked, "Just what."

just nothing.

The things behind this are too complicated and dark, and while facing the hard-won tenderness, it is the first time in my life that I feel cowardice and loathing for myself.

All kinds of miscellaneous balls with thorns got stuck in the throat cavity of the side, and the blood was dripping.

Faced with Bian Yan's silence several times in a row, Chi Shu's last patience ran out, and he wanted to get angry, but when he looked at Bian Yan's eyes, the anger that had just arisen was cut open again, and collapsed little by little .

While he was tired of talking, he just looked at you like that, and looked at you with that kind of forbearing and suppressed eyes, and tears of apology leaked from the end of his eyes.

With just such a look, Chi Shu's heart softened.

"Bian Yan," Chi Shu stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, his fingertips were wet with the corners of his eyes, and felt a little cold, "You really make my heart hurt. But... this time I have to be ruthless, I I can't stand it for another twelve days. Of course, you don't have to say it, but this barrier prevents us from getting far."

"No one has to tell the truth about the past, but the minimum peace of mind must be given."

In fact, the past is something that doesn't need to be understood, at least not here with Chi Shu. He lives casually and pays attention to the present and the future, but when the past blocks the present, he has to pay attention.

Chi Shu could see that he didn't want to talk about it, but there were some things that would not be solved naturally if you didn't want to talk about it. If there was no reasonable explanation for the twelve days that disappeared for no reason, it would be a thorn in the end.

If Bian Tien wants to lie, Chi Shu can also play dumb, but the end result will definitely not be good.How to continue, Chi Shu has already handed over all the options to Bian Yan. This is the last tenderness he can give Bian Yan at this stage.

After finishing speaking, Chi Shu turned his hand, held Bian Yan's face and moved towards him and kissed his eyelids: "You always want me to take it easy, so let me ask you to take it easy again. Bian Yan, take it easy, I'll give you time."

The temperature is just right, the touch is gentle, and it lifts the heart that is tired of sinking.

"Okay," Bian Yan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and his voice was hoarse and low.He reached out to touch the back of Chi Shu's hand, turned his head and kissed his fingertips, sniffed the last scent, rubbed the tip of his nose, breathed out "work well", opened the door and got out of the car.

He didn't say goodbye, he didn't dare to say, he didn't dare to say any words that meant parting.I'm afraid to say it, it's the last sentence.

With the evacuation of the tobacco incense, and the dissipation of the scalding heat, Chi Shu was stunned for a moment. He was about to turn his head to follow the figure that flashed past his eyes, but he was forced to stay where he was just as he made a move.

You can't look in your eyes, and you can't look at your back.Once you see it, you will soften your heart, and the bottom line principle becomes no longer important.

Chi Shu gritted his teeth, started the car with his eyes downcast, stepped on the accelerator, the car broke through the rain curtain, and disappeared the last taillight at the corner.