Fog River

Drinking a little out of control.

Chi Shu hasn't been this crazy for a long time. Zhou Guocheng couldn't stand it until the second half of the drink. He was still jumping on the dance floor. When he was in the car, he had a premonition that there would be pain in his legs and waist tomorrow.

I called a substitute driver, it was quite stable, and it was very comfortable to drive all the way back to Chi Shumi.

After paying the payment, Chi Shu walked towards the apartment with his head floating. The cold wind that rushed over made his mind a little clearer, so when he turned around the flower bed, he could clearly see Bian Yan sitting on the steps.

The light in the corridor shines through the glass automatic door on Bian Yan's arched back, his face is turned from the light to the darkness, and his expression cannot be seen clearly.

But there is an indescribable fragility.

When Chi Shu saw it, he knew that Bian Yan hadn't had a good time, and he might even have been wronged.He clenched his hands tightly in the bag, stood there watching for a while, and let out a groan before the lights went off automatically.

bark.With a slight beep, the lights automatically turned off.

Bian Yan tilted his head in the dark, without light, but his eyes lit up the moment he saw Chi Shu.He put his hands on the ground, stood up and stomped his feet.

The sensor sensed the movement, and it lighted up again, and it was disgusting to get out of the semi-darkness and be in the gentle light.

"Teacher Chi." There was no expression on Bian Yan's face, but there was a broken light in his eyes, which looked extremely bright.

Chi Shu lowered his eyes and walked over, didn't ask anything else, just swiped his card and walked in with Bianyan.It's quite cold outside, and no matter what you say, you shouldn't put people in the freezing environment.

Looking at the backs of them going in together, a car that had been staying outside was lit up, turned a corner, and drove straight away.

After entering, Chi Shu was not in a hurry to press the elevator, but tilted his head and asked, "Are you going up?"

"Go." Bian Yan turned back quickly, and leaned towards Chi Shu, with half of his body touching his back shoulder, like a half-hugging movement.

Even though he was drunk, he could still notice Chi Shu approaching so obviously, he didn't stop but didn't respond, he reached out and pressed the elevator.

The floors above the head show that they are descending, one floor at a time, and the speed is very fast.It's very similar to the recent relationship between the two of them.

The atmosphere between the two was very tense and quiet, this was the first time since they knew each other.Bian Yan was not used to it, because Chi Shu would never let such a situation happen.

All along, it was Chi Shu who took the initiative.

Bian got tired of taking a deep breath, and reached out to touch Chi Shu's knuckles: "Mr. Chi, did you drink today?"

"Well, I had two drinks with my friends." Chi Shu looked at the slowly opening elevator door and walked in.

The temperature of the fingertips disappeared, and along with the fragrance beside him, he pursued it uncontrollably, and followed Chi Shu into the elevator.

Chi Shu's attitude is very calm. If you haven't seen his sly smile, you will feel very comfortable.But Bian Yan is different. He has seen too many different inner feelings of Chi Shu, and this way of handling it makes him angry.

But Teacher Chi was angry and very gentle.It also made Bian Yan feel more guilty.

Chi Shu took Bianyan back home, brought him a pair of winter slippers from the shoe cabinet, and changed into summer sandals by himself.

"Maybe a little small." Chi Shu put the shoes into the shoe cabinet, "You can wear them as you go."

Bian Yan glanced at his feet, his heart softened suddenly, and he handed over the slippers: "Change it, it's cold."

"You wear it. The heater will turn on later." Chi Shu didn't answer, and turned into the room wearing slippers to turn on the heater.

Bian Yan didn't refuse any more. Putting it on, it was indeed a bit small, with a little heel exposed, but it was very warm and soft, like stepping on the belly of a stuffed dog with bare feet, and even the toes were filled with warmth. .

This is the first time Bian Yan feels the real warmth in these days.Warm to the bottom of my heart.

Bian Yan lowered his head and felt it for a while, until Chi Shu called out to him with water before he came back to his senses and walked over with his shoes on.

Chi Shu's house is a bit full of things, but not to the point of being crowded and messy. The colors are also very mixed and there is no uniform style, but it looks like home.

With anger and warmth.

"Drink something hot," Chi Shu dragged the chair away and put the water on the table.He sat across from him with another cup.

The chandelier above his head was shining with a warm yellow light, which enveloped Chi Shu's face. His outline was very soft, but it couldn't dispel the coldness inside.

Bian Yan could see clearly that he didn't sit across from Chi Shu, but walked over and squatted in front of Chi Shu, just like Chi Shu squatted in front of him that day.

"Chi Shu." Bian scratched his knee in disgust, "I'm sorry."

Chi Shu looked down at him, his beard was unshaven, but not dirty, and he put on a messy and embarrassing beauty, like a wandering frontier poet, with the fragility and loneliness between his eyebrows and eyes, it made people feel distressed.

This kind of fragility is hard to see, it doesn't seem to be disgusting.It's not like Bian Yan in Chi Shu's impression.

Chi Shu didn't move, and replied without emotion: "You've already said it."

"But I didn't get Teacher Chi's forgiveness." Bian Yan lowered his head and kissed Chi Shu's knee, not daring to get too close, rubbing his lips against the denim fabric, and said sorry again.

The temperature is transmitted through the fabric, and the airy friction is especially obvious on the shallow skin.

In this way, who can harden their hearts.

Chi Shu's anger that had accumulated for several days disappeared at this moment. He stretched out his hand and rubbed his browbones: "Where have you been these days?"

Under the warm touch, the hard brow bones were softened in an instant, and while disgusted with the touch, she reached out and clasped Chi Shu's wrist, raised her head and kissed his palm.

The smell of alcohol hit Chi Shu's unique body fragrance and hit the tip of his nose, rubbing the softness of his palm in disgust, closing his eyes and saying the heavy sorry.

Bian Yan seems to be the only one to say this.But this was the last thing Chi Shu wanted to hear.

Chi Shu took a deep breath, and there was something suppressed in his voice: "Bian Yan, I haven't seen your person for twelve days. Although we haven't reached a formal relationship, it's not like that."

After finishing speaking, Chi Shu added in a low voice: "It can't be like this."

"I know, I can't." Bian Yan grabbed Chi Shu's hand uselessly, but the veins on the back of his hand bulged, revealing his suppressed emotions.

At this moment, all words were useless, Bian Yan could only repeat the sentence "I'm sorry" dryly, trying to steal Chi Shu's half-hearted softening from these three words.

But some words are too superficial to poke into the heart, and cannot break the gap.

Chi Shu's eye sockets were a little swollen, and he scraped his tired eyelids with his backhand, then immediately got up and said, "It's late, you should go home."

The temperature disappeared, and Bian Yan's heart was empty. Before he could react, Chi Shu's next words smashed the ground under his feet.

At this moment, a thought flashed through Bian Yan's mind, and he put it into action. He grabbed Chi Shu's wrist and said with his head down, "Mr. Chi, I don't have a home."

In the current situation, there are too many meanings behind the phrase "I don't have a home". Chi Shu couldn't be ruthless to refuse, but he didn't dare to deal with the heaviness behind him. The temperature and strength on his wrist were still there, reminding him all the time disgusting existence.

Chi Shu's heart trembled fiercely. If it was twelve days ago, when Bian hated to say this, Chi Shu could quickly answer him, I will give you a home, but now, Chi Shu can't.

"Bian Yan," Chi Shu rolled his Adam's apple, pulled him up by his wrist, without looking at him, "have a good night's rest."

Although such a result was not what Bian Yan wanted in the end, it was enough to make him happy and satisfied. As soon as Chi Shu finished speaking, he immediately responded and followed Chi Shu into the bedroom.

The flowered sweater I changed last time is still there, but it's not suitable for sleeping. Chi Shu found an oversized long-sleeved cotton sweater and drapey wide-leg pants from the closet, and he took it apart again. A set of grooming kit brought back from the hotel, which contains everything from towels to toothbrushes.

Chi Shu's apartment is not big, and the design is different. The bathroom and the bedroom are installed together, and the toilet is taken out separately to repair another one.

After Chi Shu took the clothes, he took Bianyan into the bathroom directly, pointed him to shower gel, shampoo, etc., and then pulled the laundry basket: "After changing, hand it out, the weather is humid recently, wash it early Give it more time to dry."

"Okay," Bian Yan held Chi Shu's clothes in his hand, his palm slightly damp.After Chi Shu went out, he immediately changed his clothes, took out the smashed mobile phone, pulled a plastic bag and threw it into the trash can.

Then he took out his pocket and handed out the laundry basket after confirming that there was nothing else.

Chi Shu, who was standing outside the door, took it. Without saying anything, he took the clothes and went to the bathroom, and threw them in one by one. Looking at the familiar clothes, Chi Shu's heart sank.

These were the clothes they hated to wear when they went to the station, and the sweater inside was still stained with the liquid he accidentally got on it.

Dried and dusty.

What this represents is self-evident.Chi Shu couldn't think of what happened, but he knew that Bian Yan must have suffered a lot.

Chi Shu's heart was sore, and his helplessness and anger mixed with each other poured into his blood and flowed all over his body. He looked at the stirring machine, his cold fingertips trembling.

I can't feel any warmth.

I don't know how long he stood like this, until he heard the sound of Bian Yan's footsteps, he came back to his senses, blinked and walked out of the bathroom.

"Teacher Chi, I'm done washing." Bian Yan tidied it up, and it was very clean, "Hurry up and wash."

In fact, to be honest, Bian Yan is a bit obedient now, but Chi Shu still hardened his heart, hummed lightly, took his clothes and went into the bathroom.

Originally, after being so drunk and having another carnival, Chi Shu should have taken a good bath, but when he thought that Bian Yan also took a bath here, standing under the shower head and letting the water flow across his body, Chi Shu would A little inexplicably ashamed.

Chi Shu shook his head, took a battle shower, didn't even apply cream, simply blow-dried his hair, and walked out.

Hearing the sound, Bian Yan who was sitting by the bed got up and turned around, his face was still expressionless, but his hands and feet revealed his embarrassment.

Chi Shu hung the towel in the dryer and said, "You sleep in the master bedroom, and I'll go outside on the sofa."

"No, I'll go to the sofa." Bian Yan refused quickly, but after realizing it, he was a little disappointed and repeated, "I'll go to the sofa."

"No," Chi Shu walked over and pressed him onto the bed, held him down by his neck, and covered him with a quilt, "Go to sleep, the bed is very soft, and the quilt is also very warm."

At the moment of the depression, Bian Yan felt a warm enveloping feeling. He lost his mind for a moment, but soon woke up and grabbed Chi Shu's hand to get up.

Chi Shu directly pushed him down, knelt down by the bed, held his hand and kissed his knuckles: "Boss Bian, go to sleep. I don't know what this fucking world has done to you, but I I know you must have been wronged."

"I'm a little angry if you don't tell me, but that doesn't stop me from loving you."

"So, sleep well, I can give you the tenderness that the world doesn't give you."