Prosperous White Lotus Planting Manual

Xu Hanchang knew that he shouldn't be soft-hearted at this time, so he leaned on the head of the bed, let Zhuo Wen cry in his arms, and warned himself not to touch him.

Zhuo Wen felt that it was a gift that he didn't push him away.So even though his shoulders were shaking from crying, he kept suppressing his voice, not daring to let it out, for fear of disturbing Grandpa Xu in the east room.

For more than 600 days, he has been looking for Xu Hanchang for more than 600 days.

Finding a person with the same name and surname in the sea of ​​people is like digging out a buried glass with bare hands on top of ruins.

More than 600 days, dripping with blood.He is very tired.

He was numb, he didn't feel sad, and he didn't feel joy anymore.

But the psychiatrist and Luo Pan who have seen him advised him not to be too sad.

Sadness was really nothing at that time.They didn't know that this knife would really hurt only when Xu Hanchang stabbed him personally.

"Brother Xu..." Zhuo Wen sobbed, clutching the hem of Xu Hanchang's pajamas.

"I was wrong, Brother Xu. I was wrong, I'm sorry." He apologized indiscriminately, "I figured it out, I've been looking for you for two years...don't drive me away, I won't dare again, Brother Xu .Give me one more chance, please, please."

He raised his head and clung to Xu Hanchang's chest, tears flowed down his face and dripped onto Xu Hanchang's clothes.

It was an old white sweater, Xu Hanchang gradually felt that Zhuo Wen's tears had wet the fabric and burned it on his heart.

He opened his mouth with difficulty and looked at this already unfamiliar face: "Zhuo Wen..."

Zhuo Wen looked at him full of begging and hope, even when Zhuo Wen pretended to be pitiful and lied to him when he was in school, he never acted so well.

It's hard for anyone to say no to such a face, except Xu Hanchang who has suffered enough.

He considered his wording, then shook his head firmly: "Zhuo Wen, I beg you too, I really don't deserve you."

"Let me go."

When he said these words, his heart was extremely calm, and he was not as happy as he imagined.

He was also very aggrieved and wanted to question him, even thinking about it when he came back became more and more angry, so angry that he wanted to fight Zhuo Wen.

He had thought about the scene of meeting Zhuo Wen again countless times.

As time passed, he thought about it less and less.

Zhuo Wen could neither spend money nor eat.

The things he wanted to say to Zhuo Wen, and the things he wanted to ask, gradually lost the need to speak for a long time.

Now he just wants to live a good life, be a doctor, and never fall into the situation where his grandfather was desperate for 10 yuan and was wantonly humiliated.

Zhuo Wen is no longer the person who can carry his love and trust and make him feel at ease.

His suffering was not caused by Zhuo Wen, nor did he deserve his help.Only by persuading himself in this way can Xu Hanchang accept being treated like that by Zhuo Wen.

While no longer having any expectations of Zhuo Wen, all his hatred and disappointment towards Zhuo Wen, and all negative emotions disappeared.

Zhuo Wen seemed to be choked suddenly, although he was still crying, but the sobbing had stopped.

He looked at Xu Hanchang quietly in the dark, smiled wryly, and said, "Brother Xu, it's my fault, I'm sorry."

He gently and tentatively stretched out his hand and hugged Xu Hanchang: "Brother Xu, hug me again, okay?"

Everything is blurred in the darkness, and the ugly and pure are only outlines.

Xu Hanchang hesitated for a while, and finally put his hand on Zhuo Wen's back lightly, and patted him comfortingly.

This posture can awaken some memories for both of them. On too many nights in the second year of high school, the two embraced each other and slept like this.

Young people don't care about the numbness of their arms, and they can endure a lot of discomfort for the sake of romance.

Xu Hanchang thought, for the last time, this is the last time he was so close to Zhuo Wen.

Then give him a hug, and tomorrow we won't owe each other anything.

The next morning, Zhuo Wen woke up in a daze in his sleep. His eyes were swollen from crying for several days, and now it is more difficult to open them.

Xu Hanchang was not around.

Zhuo Wen was lying under the quilt in a daze for a few seconds, then sat up with his messy hair.

What about Xu Hanchang? !

Were you dreaming yesterday?

Zhuo Wen got out of bed without putting on his shoes, and stopped suddenly when he saw Xu Hanchang's faded primary school certificate stuck on the wall, and returned to bed shivering in his unlined clothes.

Taking advantage of the little heat from the quilt, he took the phone and looked at the time tremblingly.

It's already nine o'clock!

Zhuo Wen hurriedly got dressed, because he was afraid of being discovered by Grandpa Xu, he hid in the house and did not dare to go out, so he squatted down next to the washstand.

"What are you doing?" Xu Hanchang was coming in from outside with a laundry basin, but he didn't react when he saw Zhuo Wen.

Zhuo Wen smiled awkwardly: "I'm not afraid, afraid that grandpa will find out."

Xu Hanchang let Zhuo Wen get out of the way with disgust: "Grandpa got up early to go to the market."

Zhuo Wen stood up embarrassingly, and made room for Xu Hanchang: "Oh."

Xu Hanchang stood up the basin and put it in the corner of the wall. Where Zhuo Wen was squatting just now, he unceremoniously chased away the guests: "Grandpa is not here, so hurry up and leave."

"Brother Xu." Zhuo Wen called him.

Xu Hanchang stood a few steps away from him vigilantly: "Why? I told you very clearly yesterday, you should take care of yourself."

Zhuo Wen really had no reason to stay, he could only be kicked out of Xu's house holding the thermal blanket under Xu Hanchang's urging.

"Brother Xu, please wait a little longer, the driver is coming soon, I have nowhere to go." Zhuo Wen stood at the door begging.

Xu Hanchang locked the door indifferently: "No, Grandpa will be back in a while. I have something to go out for a while, you go to the entrance of the village and wait."

Zhuo Wen watched helplessly as the iron lock snapped shut and ruthlessly swayed in front of him, he could only hug the blanket and follow Xu Hanchang, the leather shoes he had just put on were covered with mud.

"Don't follow me." Xu Hanchang said to him at the entrance of the village, "Just wait here, your driver will see you when he arrives."

After Xu Hanchang finished speaking, he got into a roadside van and drove off.

Zhuo Wen was helpless, took out his mobile phone and made a call: "Xiao Song—oh, are you on your way? Don't come, go back and change to a big car."

Xu Hanchang was sulking while sitting in the van, he was angry with himself.

He shouldn't provoke Zhuo Wen again, not at all.

How could he not be able to control his lower body, and owed Zhuo Wen such a big favor.

He sighed angrily, thinking that Zhuo Wen should be leaving soon, and he would just avoid seeing him in the future.

Not long after Xu Hanchang left, the loudspeaker in Guogang Village rang, and the voice of the village party secretary rang out: "All villagers pay attention, all villagers pay attention! There are people from this county today, the big boss. The whole village, ah, 55 Villagers over the age of [-], get one free medical examination, and one free medical examination! This bus stops at..."

Xu Hanchang followed a few young people from the village to the town to seek an explanation from the developer. After a day of dealing with various departments, they were sent back without even having a meal.

Several people were very frustrated. When they were about to reach the village, the elder brother who was driving looked at the desolate road in front of him and said with emotion: "Or, let's move."

Although Xu Hanchang is an adult, he doesn't have much social experience, and he was pulled up just because he looked imposing and made up the numbers.He didn't say a word, looking out of the window at a large piece of land that didn't even have a street light.

"The terms of the opening are too outrageous." Xu Hanchang's neighbor's elder brother grimaced, "I moved, so where will the money I gave be enough? Don't talk about buying a house, even if I build it myself, it's not enough to buy tiles. "

"Didn't I say it last time, if they don't move, they will start working as usual, and they will pay less money in the future, or they won't pay any more." The big brother who drove the car cursed, "This group of sons of bitches, if it's anything else, forget it , opened a chemical factory, really @#￥%... & Hanchang, you have studied, you think you can go to court for this kind of thing, right?"

"Brother, go back and discuss it with the branch secretary." Xu Hanchang didn't know what to do, he persuaded, "Litigation also costs money."

The elder brother who was driving stopped talking and drove all the way to the entrance of the village. Several people parted ways hungry.

When Xu Hanchang returned home, he was very depressed.

Afraid that his grandpa would be worried, he adjusted his mood at the door, regained his energy, and shouted, "Grandpa, I'm back."

Then I walked inside, and when I passed the small kitchen, I found that there was a light on inside.

"Why are you still cooking at this hour... What the hell are you doing here?!"

Xu Hanchang seemed to have seen a ghost, staring at Zhuo Wen, who was curled up with a pair of long legs and sitting on a small bench picking beans.

He was almost done picking, and there was a small handful of beans in the basin at hand.

Grandpa Xu scooped water from the water tank behind the door, and threw the scoop when he heard the words, and said unhappily, "How can you curse people, Hanchang!"