Prosperous White Lotus Planting Manual
Chapter 104 Let each other go
Zhuo Wen's heart was beating like a drum, and he carefully picked up the thick outdoor thermal blanket, his teeth trembling from the cold: "Brother Xu, I'm causing you trouble again."
Xu Hanchang said angrily: "Can you come in, or I will close the door if you don't come in."
As soon as the words fell, his eyes blurred, and Zhuo Wen had quickly moved to the other side of the door.
He hugged the blanket and looked at Xu Hanchang like a little homeless stray dog.
Xu Hanchang frowned, and closed the door as quietly as possible. He was afraid of disturbing his grandfather, so he brought Zhuo Wen back to his room in the dark.
Zhuo Wen followed Xu Hanchang into the house like a thief, and closed the door, both of them heaved a sigh of relief.
He adapted to the darkness, and looked at Xu Hanchang's room calmly.
It's bigger than I imagined, with a bed, two desks, and a cabinet.
At the foot of the bed was an old washstand that Zhuo Wen had never seen before, with a basin on it, and a towel of a different color on each end of the shelf.
"If I don't go out, are you going to stay there all night?" Xu Hanchang's words interrupted his observation, and made him focus on the person himself again.
Xu Hanchang put on his coat, scooped out a ladle of water from the white plastic fertilizer bucket on the ground in the corner of the room, and poured it into the washbasin.
Zhuo Wen smiled awkwardly, the laughter echoed embarrassingly in the quiet and dark room, and finally hit his head on the wall to death.
Xu Hanchang took the big red thermos bottle to heat the water while testing the temperature with his hands, and when he felt that it was almost done, he called Zhuo Wen to come over.
"We don't have a water heater in our house, so you can wash it while you're alive." Xu Hanchang casually shook the water off his hands and greeted Zhuo Wen.
Zhuo Wen threw the blanket in his hand on the ground, and quickly walked over: "This is very good, thank you Brother Xu."
Xu Hanchang took a step back, sat on the edge of the bed, quietly watched Zhuo Wen standing there, bent over, scooping up water from the basin to wash his face.
The moment Zhuo Wen splashed warm water on his face, tears mixed into it.
He pinched his palms to restrain himself.
Because I was too excited last night, I forgot to bring medicine when I set off, so Zhuo Wen already owed two meals of medicine and didn't take it.
He splashed water on his face a few more times, and didn't stop until he felt calmer.
Zhuo Wen picked up a towel and wiped it on his face.
Xu Hanchang was meditating next to him, but before he could stop him, he could only watch silently as Zhuo Wen finished wiping his face with a foot cloth.
Fortunately, this foot cloth was just washed before he left home last time, and he didn't walk much today, so he washed his feet twice.
Zhuo Wen didn't know anything about it, so he set up the towel and turned to look at Xu Hanchang.
The two were too close, Xu Hanchang felt uncomfortable.He didn't know what medicine he had taken by mistake just now, so he insisted on going to the door to take another look.
I don't know what medicine Zhuo Wen took wrongly. If he sleeps at the door overnight, he will be bitten by wild dogs in the village if he doesn't freeze to death tomorrow.
Now with a hot head, they brought people home, but they didn't know how to face each other.
Xu Hanchang stood up annoyed, went to the cupboard and took out another thick quilt.
"Here you are." Xu Hanchang stuffed the quilt he took out into Zhuo Wen's hands, walked to the bed by himself, took off his coat and got under the quilt.
Zhuo Wen stood on the ground hugging the quilt, at a loss.
"Brother Xu, I, why don't I just play the floor." Zhuo Wen thought that Xu Hanchang was very kind to let him in, and he shouldn't be ignorant of good and bad, and push his feet.
Xu Han sat up impatiently: "How dare you, this is a new quilt just made this year, how dare you spread it on the floor!?"
Zhuo Wen didn't dare, he didn't even dare to speak like this.
After a long period of silence, Xu Hanchang's defensive line slowly loosened, and finally it was useless.
"Come up and sleep, there is still room inside." Xu Hanchang moved back, leaned on the head of the bed and said to Zhuo Wen.
He didn't forget what kind of person Zhuo Wen was, nor did he forget for a moment how Zhuo Wen had teased and insulted him.
He will never forget it in his life.
Poverty, suffering, and having no parents, none of these left their mark on Xu Hanchang.
He is willing to work hard, willing to believe in hope, and wants to change his life by himself.
He firmly believed that he could overcome all of this and get rid of all of this, so all of this caused him pain, but none of it really hurt his bones.
Only what Zhuo Wen had done left a mark on him forever and ever.
On that night two years ago, in the high-end club where the lights were feasting, the feasting and the drinking were intertwined, Xu Hanchang had never seen a luxurious and luxurious fan.
The person he loves the most, the person who wants to give the other party all the warmth and love he has left, said to him in front of everyone: "Xu Hanchang, you have to be ashamed."
There are still many things to say, but Xu Hanchang has not thought of them for a long time.
The unwillingness and pain in his dream were all dust-sealed in his heart, and layer after layer of boring and cruel reality was pressed on it.
But Zhuo Wen appeared in front of him today, violently tore open his locked box, and immediately filled the sky with his memories.
But Xu Hanchang couldn't ignore him, no matter what, he just had an intimate relationship today.
Xu Hanchang thought, after all, he did that to Zhuo Wen a few hours ago.
Whether it is letting him freeze outside or laying a bed on the ground, he can't bear it.
"Come on, get a good night's sleep, and leave tomorrow."
Zhuo Wen obediently climbed onto the bed, spread out the quilt, and lay down beside Xu Hanchang.
He knew very well that this was a little bit of sweetness stolen from him by the absurd incident in the afternoon, but it was all he could get now.
"Brother Xu, I'm sorry." Zhuo Wen suddenly said in the darkness.
His voice was still hoarse, but it was much better than in the afternoon.
Xu Hanchang smiled wryly, sorry, what are you sorry for?
"Zhuo Wen, I don't know why you came this time..." Xu Hanchang thought about it, "But in the future, I hope we won't meet again."
Zhuo Wen had expected this knife for a long time, and when he was actually stabbed, it hurt more than he imagined.
"Brother Xu, I know I was wrong." He whispered, "I shouldn't have lied to you, I shouldn't have doubted you. I regret it. After you left, I have been looking for you for a long time..."
Xu Hanchang looked at the dark night sky outside the window, and his heart gradually calmed down after a day of oolong.
When Zhuo Wen said these words in his ear, he almost didn't feel any emotion in his heart.
It's like applying ointment to the skin that has become a scar. It has long been useless, and it even makes people feel sticky and annoying.
"Zhuo Wen." Xu Hanchang interrupted Zhuo Wen whose voice was getting smaller and smaller, turned his head and looked at him.
"Zhuowen, you don't need to tell me this." He looked very seriously at Zhuo Wen's eyes in the dark. It is undeniable that Zhuo Wen is still very good-looking, and his face is longer than when he was in high school.
But it was no longer possible to make Xu Hanchang feel the throbbing that he had before.
Like a star who doesn't know much, like a handsome boy passing by.
"I was overestimated at that time, and I did like you. In fact, I knew at that time that I was poor and I was not worthy." Xu Hanchang smiled self-deprecatingly, "But I think that I am with you not because of You have money, and I don't want to take advantage of you, I really tried to climb in your direction."
"I know it's very difficult to be with you, and your family alone probably won't agree." Xu Hanchang said lightly, every word made Zhuo Wen's little remaining blood ooze from the wound, "But I think, you're so lonely and need love so much. I want to give it a try, I think, let's call it a high climb, I think I have the ability to make you happy-do you remember when I asked you to teach me Reading English, in fact, I am learning English not only at night, but also every morning.”
"Do you know why?"
Xu Hanchang pulled the quilt up and covered his face: "Xu Xun said that homosexuals can marry abroad. I think that if I go to marry abroad in the future, I need to practice my oral English well."
Zhuo Wen bit the knuckle of his index finger, weeping silently beside him, not daring to make any movement.
He heard Xu Hanchang say: "Zhuo Wen, I've tried it, but unfortunately it failed. It's not your fault alone, it's because the gap between us is too big, no one can bridge it."
"I'm not telling you these words to blame you, but I hope you can understand. I really don't want to climb up on you anymore. "
Zhuo Wen was very thankful that his voice was hoarse, he forced a "huh" sound from his jaw, but he couldn't hear the crying at all.
"What's wrong with you?" But he ignored Xu Hanchang's meticulousness, and the other party approached him suspiciously, "Why are you still eating your fingers?"
Zhuo Wen was so frightened that he stopped crying, he tried his best to hold back his crying, and said in a normal tone: "Ah, it's a strange habit, go to sleep, Brother Xu."
Xu Hanchang suddenly touched the corner of his mouth: "Does it still hurt?"
He touched the tears with one hand.
Zhuo Wen quickly turned over, hid his face, and said muffledly under the quilt: "It doesn't hurt anymore, I'm fine, Brother Xu."
Xu Hanchang's heart trembled, and he suddenly had a feeling that he was a particularly scumbag.
What's the matter, I made my mouth like this in the afternoon, and my voice is still hoarse.
Then at this time, they turned over the old account again, stabbing someone in the heart, and clearing the relationship.
He regretted it a little, and should have waited until tomorrow morning.
"That, Zhuo Wen." Xu Hanchang patted him on the back.
It was fine if he didn't cry, but when he was called, Zhuo Wen, who had been sobbing silently while hugging the quilt, suddenly sobbed softly, crying convulsively.
Xu Hanchang doesn't have much experience in love, and he doesn't know how to coax others. Even in the short time with Zhuo Wen, he has never seen Zhuo Wen cry like this.
"Don't cry." He could only say this several times dryly like every straight man, and finally he had no choice but to hug Zhuo Wen from behind comfortingly.
Zhuo Wen didn't want to do this either, but he really couldn't control himself.For some reason, after hearing Xu Hanchang's words, he suddenly felt very hopeless.
I am more desperate every day than the two years when I couldn't find Xu Hanchang.
He threw away the quilt, turned over, threw himself into Xu Hanchang's arms, and burst into tears.
Xu Hanchang said angrily: "Can you come in, or I will close the door if you don't come in."
As soon as the words fell, his eyes blurred, and Zhuo Wen had quickly moved to the other side of the door.
He hugged the blanket and looked at Xu Hanchang like a little homeless stray dog.
Xu Hanchang frowned, and closed the door as quietly as possible. He was afraid of disturbing his grandfather, so he brought Zhuo Wen back to his room in the dark.
Zhuo Wen followed Xu Hanchang into the house like a thief, and closed the door, both of them heaved a sigh of relief.
He adapted to the darkness, and looked at Xu Hanchang's room calmly.
It's bigger than I imagined, with a bed, two desks, and a cabinet.
At the foot of the bed was an old washstand that Zhuo Wen had never seen before, with a basin on it, and a towel of a different color on each end of the shelf.
"If I don't go out, are you going to stay there all night?" Xu Hanchang's words interrupted his observation, and made him focus on the person himself again.
Xu Hanchang put on his coat, scooped out a ladle of water from the white plastic fertilizer bucket on the ground in the corner of the room, and poured it into the washbasin.
Zhuo Wen smiled awkwardly, the laughter echoed embarrassingly in the quiet and dark room, and finally hit his head on the wall to death.
Xu Hanchang took the big red thermos bottle to heat the water while testing the temperature with his hands, and when he felt that it was almost done, he called Zhuo Wen to come over.
"We don't have a water heater in our house, so you can wash it while you're alive." Xu Hanchang casually shook the water off his hands and greeted Zhuo Wen.
Zhuo Wen threw the blanket in his hand on the ground, and quickly walked over: "This is very good, thank you Brother Xu."
Xu Hanchang took a step back, sat on the edge of the bed, quietly watched Zhuo Wen standing there, bent over, scooping up water from the basin to wash his face.
The moment Zhuo Wen splashed warm water on his face, tears mixed into it.
He pinched his palms to restrain himself.
Because I was too excited last night, I forgot to bring medicine when I set off, so Zhuo Wen already owed two meals of medicine and didn't take it.
He splashed water on his face a few more times, and didn't stop until he felt calmer.
Zhuo Wen picked up a towel and wiped it on his face.
Xu Hanchang was meditating next to him, but before he could stop him, he could only watch silently as Zhuo Wen finished wiping his face with a foot cloth.
Fortunately, this foot cloth was just washed before he left home last time, and he didn't walk much today, so he washed his feet twice.
Zhuo Wen didn't know anything about it, so he set up the towel and turned to look at Xu Hanchang.
The two were too close, Xu Hanchang felt uncomfortable.He didn't know what medicine he had taken by mistake just now, so he insisted on going to the door to take another look.
I don't know what medicine Zhuo Wen took wrongly. If he sleeps at the door overnight, he will be bitten by wild dogs in the village if he doesn't freeze to death tomorrow.
Now with a hot head, they brought people home, but they didn't know how to face each other.
Xu Hanchang stood up annoyed, went to the cupboard and took out another thick quilt.
"Here you are." Xu Hanchang stuffed the quilt he took out into Zhuo Wen's hands, walked to the bed by himself, took off his coat and got under the quilt.
Zhuo Wen stood on the ground hugging the quilt, at a loss.
"Brother Xu, I, why don't I just play the floor." Zhuo Wen thought that Xu Hanchang was very kind to let him in, and he shouldn't be ignorant of good and bad, and push his feet.
Xu Han sat up impatiently: "How dare you, this is a new quilt just made this year, how dare you spread it on the floor!?"
Zhuo Wen didn't dare, he didn't even dare to speak like this.
After a long period of silence, Xu Hanchang's defensive line slowly loosened, and finally it was useless.
"Come up and sleep, there is still room inside." Xu Hanchang moved back, leaned on the head of the bed and said to Zhuo Wen.
He didn't forget what kind of person Zhuo Wen was, nor did he forget for a moment how Zhuo Wen had teased and insulted him.
He will never forget it in his life.
Poverty, suffering, and having no parents, none of these left their mark on Xu Hanchang.
He is willing to work hard, willing to believe in hope, and wants to change his life by himself.
He firmly believed that he could overcome all of this and get rid of all of this, so all of this caused him pain, but none of it really hurt his bones.
Only what Zhuo Wen had done left a mark on him forever and ever.
On that night two years ago, in the high-end club where the lights were feasting, the feasting and the drinking were intertwined, Xu Hanchang had never seen a luxurious and luxurious fan.
The person he loves the most, the person who wants to give the other party all the warmth and love he has left, said to him in front of everyone: "Xu Hanchang, you have to be ashamed."
There are still many things to say, but Xu Hanchang has not thought of them for a long time.
The unwillingness and pain in his dream were all dust-sealed in his heart, and layer after layer of boring and cruel reality was pressed on it.
But Zhuo Wen appeared in front of him today, violently tore open his locked box, and immediately filled the sky with his memories.
But Xu Hanchang couldn't ignore him, no matter what, he just had an intimate relationship today.
Xu Hanchang thought, after all, he did that to Zhuo Wen a few hours ago.
Whether it is letting him freeze outside or laying a bed on the ground, he can't bear it.
"Come on, get a good night's sleep, and leave tomorrow."
Zhuo Wen obediently climbed onto the bed, spread out the quilt, and lay down beside Xu Hanchang.
He knew very well that this was a little bit of sweetness stolen from him by the absurd incident in the afternoon, but it was all he could get now.
"Brother Xu, I'm sorry." Zhuo Wen suddenly said in the darkness.
His voice was still hoarse, but it was much better than in the afternoon.
Xu Hanchang smiled wryly, sorry, what are you sorry for?
"Zhuo Wen, I don't know why you came this time..." Xu Hanchang thought about it, "But in the future, I hope we won't meet again."
Zhuo Wen had expected this knife for a long time, and when he was actually stabbed, it hurt more than he imagined.
"Brother Xu, I know I was wrong." He whispered, "I shouldn't have lied to you, I shouldn't have doubted you. I regret it. After you left, I have been looking for you for a long time..."
Xu Hanchang looked at the dark night sky outside the window, and his heart gradually calmed down after a day of oolong.
When Zhuo Wen said these words in his ear, he almost didn't feel any emotion in his heart.
It's like applying ointment to the skin that has become a scar. It has long been useless, and it even makes people feel sticky and annoying.
"Zhuo Wen." Xu Hanchang interrupted Zhuo Wen whose voice was getting smaller and smaller, turned his head and looked at him.
"Zhuowen, you don't need to tell me this." He looked very seriously at Zhuo Wen's eyes in the dark. It is undeniable that Zhuo Wen is still very good-looking, and his face is longer than when he was in high school.
But it was no longer possible to make Xu Hanchang feel the throbbing that he had before.
Like a star who doesn't know much, like a handsome boy passing by.
"I was overestimated at that time, and I did like you. In fact, I knew at that time that I was poor and I was not worthy." Xu Hanchang smiled self-deprecatingly, "But I think that I am with you not because of You have money, and I don't want to take advantage of you, I really tried to climb in your direction."
"I know it's very difficult to be with you, and your family alone probably won't agree." Xu Hanchang said lightly, every word made Zhuo Wen's little remaining blood ooze from the wound, "But I think, you're so lonely and need love so much. I want to give it a try, I think, let's call it a high climb, I think I have the ability to make you happy-do you remember when I asked you to teach me Reading English, in fact, I am learning English not only at night, but also every morning.”
"Do you know why?"
Xu Hanchang pulled the quilt up and covered his face: "Xu Xun said that homosexuals can marry abroad. I think that if I go to marry abroad in the future, I need to practice my oral English well."
Zhuo Wen bit the knuckle of his index finger, weeping silently beside him, not daring to make any movement.
He heard Xu Hanchang say: "Zhuo Wen, I've tried it, but unfortunately it failed. It's not your fault alone, it's because the gap between us is too big, no one can bridge it."
"I'm not telling you these words to blame you, but I hope you can understand. I really don't want to climb up on you anymore. "
Zhuo Wen was very thankful that his voice was hoarse, he forced a "huh" sound from his jaw, but he couldn't hear the crying at all.
"What's wrong with you?" But he ignored Xu Hanchang's meticulousness, and the other party approached him suspiciously, "Why are you still eating your fingers?"
Zhuo Wen was so frightened that he stopped crying, he tried his best to hold back his crying, and said in a normal tone: "Ah, it's a strange habit, go to sleep, Brother Xu."
Xu Hanchang suddenly touched the corner of his mouth: "Does it still hurt?"
He touched the tears with one hand.
Zhuo Wen quickly turned over, hid his face, and said muffledly under the quilt: "It doesn't hurt anymore, I'm fine, Brother Xu."
Xu Hanchang's heart trembled, and he suddenly had a feeling that he was a particularly scumbag.
What's the matter, I made my mouth like this in the afternoon, and my voice is still hoarse.
Then at this time, they turned over the old account again, stabbing someone in the heart, and clearing the relationship.
He regretted it a little, and should have waited until tomorrow morning.
"That, Zhuo Wen." Xu Hanchang patted him on the back.
It was fine if he didn't cry, but when he was called, Zhuo Wen, who had been sobbing silently while hugging the quilt, suddenly sobbed softly, crying convulsively.
Xu Hanchang doesn't have much experience in love, and he doesn't know how to coax others. Even in the short time with Zhuo Wen, he has never seen Zhuo Wen cry like this.
"Don't cry." He could only say this several times dryly like every straight man, and finally he had no choice but to hug Zhuo Wen from behind comfortingly.
Zhuo Wen didn't want to do this either, but he really couldn't control himself.For some reason, after hearing Xu Hanchang's words, he suddenly felt very hopeless.
I am more desperate every day than the two years when I couldn't find Xu Hanchang.
He threw away the quilt, turned over, threw himself into Xu Hanchang's arms, and burst into tears.
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