When the double black penetrates the if line

Zhongyuan Zhong also eventually became the top cadre.

Osamu Dazai immediately had a reason to pile all the high pile of documents on the desk to Chuya Nakahara's desk, and in the name of the leader and the top cadre, justifiably asked Chuya Nakahara to protect him all the time.

Probably Osamu Dazai and Nakahara Nakaya will never really sit down and have a peaceful conversation—nor can it be like Osamu Dazai sometimes imagines, when two people hold hands and talk, they develop into Intimate lover relationship.

No, Osamu Dazai corrected his thoughts almost immediately.

This is impossible.

For Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuya, there is no so-called peace, no so-called "sweetness" between them, there are only silent gunpowder smoke and battlefields, and a struggle that always refuses to admit defeat.

It's not that Osamu Dazai didn't think about telling Chuya Nakahara all his feelings, but he immediately rejected this option.

Dissect all of yourself in front of one person, peel off all layers of cover and camouflage, cut out the heart that is still full of hot blood directly from the chest cavity and place it in front of another person, let that person People choose...it's too passive.

There is a saying that the one who falls in love first loses, Osamu Dazai is unwilling to lose all his initiative, let alone take a gamble.

He didn't dare to bet whether Zhongyuan Zhongye also had the same feelings for him, and whether Zhongyuan could be tolerant of him enough to accept everything about him.

No, Osamu Dazai didn't dare to gamble.

He dared not and was unwilling to put everything about himself in front of Zhongye, and put the balance in Zhongye's hands with his own hands.Chuya's attitude is like a bargaining chip. It is his joy to weigh it, but his calamity to weigh it lightly.

Osamu Dazai felt that he was essentially a coward. He obviously would not back down when facing Mori Ogai, and his heart would only be filled with the idea of ​​immediately executing his plan to pull Mori Ogai off the horse... But Once he arrived in Zhongye, Central Plains, he was like a tortoise that has been shrunk in its shell for a long time. He only dared to poke his head out and touch it gently, and then immediately retracted his hard shell that isolated everything. in the shell.

He was afraid that Zhong Yuan Zhong would see clearly what kind of dirty and dark thing his essence was, and he would stay away from him, fearing him like so many other mediocre people in the world, and pulling away from him distance.

...When did I become so indecisive?

Osamu Dazai shook his head in a self-deprecating manner, only feeling that he was hopeless.

"What are you doing recently?" Nakahara Nakaya raised his head and glanced at Osamu Dazai. The attitude of the young top cadre was not at all good, but presumptuous and irritable. You look like you are planning something again, right?"

Heh... what are you planning...

Isn't it because of the person standing in front of me, otherwise, with my own mentality, how could I still show such uneasy emotions?

Osamu Dazai looked at Chuya Nakahara, who had no clue what was going on, and couldn't help but roll his eyes in his heart.

Central Plains is also really...

The current leader of Hong Kong and Heiress gritted his teeth and squeezed out such a sentence in his heart, but he couldn't continue for a long time, so he raised his head with a sigh and said, "...you stare at me here all day, how can I have time to go?" What are you planning?"

"Didn't you ask me to protect you all day long?" Zhong Yuanzhong also pretended to be surprised and raised his eyebrows, and his words were disguised with respect that was as fragile as bubbles, "I don't want to protect you now." Just doing my job?"

"Still... you are really planning something." Nakahara also narrowed his eyes, obviously he already understood Dazai Osamu's ability to deceive people, "Even when you were a partner before, you Didn't you still successfully hide it from me and did everything you wanted to do?"

"... Chuya really wronged me!" Osamu Dazai yelled with some dissatisfaction, "I didn't do anything at that time, and you were forced to become the leader in order to save Chuya."

"What?" Nakahara Chuya's expression turned a little off for a moment, "You said...how did you become the leader?"

"No, wait." Nakahara also took a deep breath, obviously running through his thoughts in his mind, and then said again, "I think my information on this has been a bit incomplete... Dazai Osamu, in What happened to the port mafia during my overseas business trip and coma?"

"What happened between you and Mr. Sen?"

Oh, indeed.Chuya Nakahara was on a business trip overseas first, and when he came back to the arsenal, he was forced to turn on the dirt and fell into a coma. In fact, he was never involved in the incident, so naturally he didn't know what happened. What.

Not to mention those subordinates of the port mafia, it was useless for Zhongyuan Zhong to ask them, and he could not get any useful information.So in Chuya Nakahara's mind, the thing should be that he went overseas on a business trip, was called back urgently, and then fell into a coma immediately.

By the time he woke up, everything had been settled.Mr. Mori died in the hotel box for no apparent reason, Dazai Osamu suddenly became the leader, and he himself was given the title of the highest cadre...

Now it seems that Chuya Nakahara, who knows nothing, must have been confused all the time.

Presumably, Chuya must have guessed many times in his heart, asked all the people who could ask, and finally found no way out, couldn't bear it, plus the momentary truth revealed in Osamu Dazai's words before , That's why I came to Dazai Osamu to directly ask what happened at that time.

"Well... nothing actually happened." Osamu Dazai rested his chin, sitting very loosely behind the leader's desk, and said casually, "Probably... I have always wanted to kill Mori Ogai, Mori When Ogai was killed by me, he plotted against me. If I wanted to save Chuya, who had already opened up the filth, I had to become the leader and obtain the authority of the First Arsenal...so I am here. "

"You became the leader... for this reason?" Nakahara Nakaya stared at Osamu Dazai closely and asked.

"That's right." Osamu Dazai replied listlessly, "It's not that you don't know, I don't want to come to such a thankless and thankless position as the leader... If it weren't for the fact that Chuya just happened to be filthy and was forced to Trapped in the first arsenal that only the leader can open, I no longer know where to go in the world, eating canned crab meat and inviting beautiful women to die in love."

"...It's actually because of this reason." Zhong Yuan Zhong also murmured softly, almost to himself.

Having partnered with Osamu Dazai for such a long time, Nakahara Chuya can barely be regarded as having a little understanding of Osamu Dazai. Although it may not be said that he can really understand Osamu Dazai, he can already understand Osamu Dazai with some basic things brain circuit.

Nakahara Nakaya naturally knew that Osamu Dazai had never been willing to work hard from the past, and he only wanted to be lazy and fish every day. He could also understand why Osamu Dazai didn't want to be the leader.

Although the job of the leader seems to have a bright future and holds the power of the entire organization, it is actually not as glamorous as it looks on the outside.

The larger the organization, the more things the leader needs to worry about, and the more time and energy is spent on the organization.Individual time will be gradually encroached on, until finally, the organization and the individual are completely tied together, every move of the individual represents the movement of the organization, and there is no such thing as "self-personality" anymore.

When Mori Ogai was the leader, Nakahara already knew that this position was not so easy to do.Now, as the top cadre, he stays by Dazai's side every day, so he has a more intuitive understanding of how busy Dazai is.

People who used to like to lazily lie on the sofa and play games, or go out and find a river to jump in, now they rarely even have time to get out of the office.

Almost every day besides work or work, all kinds of endless affairs occupy every minute of Dazai Osamu's time, making people feel suffocated from the bottom of their hearts just watching from the side.

For someone like Osamu Dazai who longs for freedom and does not want to be bound... The position of leader is more like a silent punishment than a reward. It binds Osamu Dazai's life to the port mafia On the boat, Osamu Dazai was forced to work hard for it.

And all of this...is it because of me?

Zhong Yuanzhong also suddenly felt a little dazed.

He is well aware of Osamu Dazai's character, and it is precisely because of this that he feels so incredible about this fact, so——

touch.

"What's the matter with Chuya? Why didn't you speak suddenly?" Osamu Dazai raised his eyes and asked.

"...It's nothing." Zhong Yuanzhong also pursed his lips and turned away his face.

He seemed to hesitate for a moment, and then said word by word, softly: "Osamu Dazai, I will protect you."

"I will never let you die."