toxic roommate

It has to be said that Zhen Shuang easily accepted this casual remark, which was unexpected by Tao Mengzhu.

What kind of experience is it like to like a person with a slightly weird brain circuit?

No matter when and where, no matter how anxious you are, no matter how many answers to a question you have conceived in your mind, you still can't guess what that person will say next second.

Obviously, the screenwriter thoughtfully wrote the multi-line script in his heart, and made all kinds of preparations for the actors' free choice, but the actors didn't even look at it, and went directly to the plot of another play.

Seeing Zhen Shuang's suddenly enlightened yet dazed look, Tao Mengzhu suddenly felt that the person who should be most confused at this moment should not be Zhen Shuang, but herself.

So?

What kind of decision did the roommate who suddenly realized but had a halo of confusion make?

Tao Mengzhu waited with ten thousand seriousness.

Zhen Shuang looked at her, the half-understanding look in her eyes gradually began to intertwine and blur, turning into a struggle.

The cognition and self deep in her heart are wrestling frantically.

Facing this confession, she was terrified and didn't know how to respond, but besides that, there was still a touch that surprised her very much.

Ever since she faintly noticed Tao Mengzhu's strangeness, she asked herself two questions in her heart more than once.

Do you like Tao Mengzhu?

The answer is: I like it, of course I like it.

Is this love feeling love?

The answer is: no, she doesn't know.

She thought about moving to escape, but after looking at the house for several days, she still couldn't make any decision.

It's not that he cares about the rent or the location, but that he's afraid that after he leaves, Tao Mengzhu will spend his days alone in the dark bedroom like he did at the beginning, day and night.

On the day Xiao Ritian was lost, Tao Mengzhu said something to her, and she could see the fragility inadvertently revealed.

She knew that this landlord, who seemed to be used to being alone, was actually extremely afraid of being alone.

She didn't want to leave Tao Mengzhu alone in this home without family because of timidity.

But is this evidence of emotion, or pity from the bottom of my heart?

Zhen Shuang couldn't tell. Apart from knowing that she didn't want to leave here, she couldn't tell anything.

She felt that she should be very open-minded. After all, she talked about male and female cp during the live broadcast, and female and female jq on Weibo. Whether it is homosexuality, heterosexuality, bisexuality or facial sexuality, in her heart, no distinction is made between high and low. Even, every time she sees someone anti-gay, she will say angrily: "None of your business?"

Because liking is liking, what is the difference between male and female?There are so many cross-race couples on TV who love each other so much that they are praised for generations. Is there anything wrong with cross-genders of the same race?

It seems that there is nothing wrong.

However, when things really happened to her, she was dumbfounded.

Nothing is right anywhere, very, very and particularly wrong.

She can't imagine many things, for example, there is a very important point...

"I don't quite understand... I've read novels, and I know that when two men need to achieve great harmony in their lives... both of them are chrysanthemum sexes, but they have something to do... two girls together, yes Is it the legendary platonic love?" Zhen Shuang asked subconsciously.

Tao Mengzhu was stunned by this question.

She didn't know what mood and expression to use to explain this to Zhen Shuang. She stretched out her hand a little uncontrollably, and then put her forehead in embarrassment in a second.

How could this plot evolve in this direction?No... It's clear that she was still confessing her love just now, why has her painting style changed to such an extent now!

How can she answer this question!

"..." Seeing Tao Mengzhu's shocked and embarrassed expression, Zhen Shuang couldn't help but tapped his head, and said, "I'm living in a dream. I was sleepwalking just now, so just pretend I didn't ask."

"..."

"That... I, I'm a bit messy, can you give me some time to think about it?"

"Okay." Tao Mengzhu didn't bargain at all. For her, Zhen Shuang's failure to refuse directly was already the biggest victory.

Consideration means that there is drama, otherwise what are you thinking about?

If you really don't like a person, is it okay to just refuse directly?

Tao Mengzhu heaved a sigh of relief, stood in the distance awkwardly for several seconds, then pursed her lips, and said, "Then I... I'm going back to the next door."

"Oh..." Zhen Shuang nodded, but couldn't help asking in the next second: "If I move out, will you refund my rent?"

"No retreat." Tao Mengzhu answered almost instantly, with a stubborn tone like a child's at that moment.

After finishing speaking, she couldn't help laughing bitterly twice.

As soon as she heard the word move away, the heart that she had just let go hung up again.

He said that it was best to prepare, but he was extremely anxious in his heart.

She couldn't tell herself how scared she was, so scared that she would try to use the rent to keep someone who might leave at any time.

"I'll just ask..."

"Yeah." Tao Mengzhu quickly fled back to his room, threw himself on the bed, embraced the pillow and entered a semi-standby state, completely forgetting that he left the bedroom to ask how long it would be for dinner.

Zhen Shuang got up and locked the door that she never locked, and buried her face in the palm of her hand with a broken face.

Recalling the stupid things she said just now, she wished she could dig a hole and bury herself in it.

What kind of single seedling, what kind of platonic love, what kind of consideration, this gesture of refusal and welcome is too strange and stupid!

"Are you an idiot? Are you an idiot!" She questioned herself, desperately trying to escape, but at the same time couldn't help but want to discern the truest thoughts in her heart.

Disgusted by herself for a long time, she suddenly raised her head like an electric shock, looked at the computer, and typed a sentence in the browser search bar.

——How to distinguish between love and friendship.

There were countless answers to similar questions, and an hour later, Zhen Shuang realized that she was completely confused.

She seemed... really fell in love with a woman, but all this seemed so child's play... She suddenly felt that she urgently needed an emotional mentor who would not sell herself.

Three bad teeth 21:07:33

Xiaoge, are you there?

Are you there?

Are you there? Are you there?

*you sent a window jitter.

Ge Shengjun21:08:49

I'm live.

Three bad teeth 21:08:55

What is the live broadcast, the rivers and lakes are emergency, shut down for a few minutes!

please please!

Just 5 minutes, I ask a question and I'm done!

Ge Shengjun21:09:11

What is so urgent, just ask.

Zhen Shuang just wanted to ask, but after thinking about it, she felt that something was wrong, so she quickly opened the webpage and poked into Ge Sheng's live broadcast room.

On the live broadcast screen is a q/q chat window, and the bullet screen is full of words: "Don't turn off the live broadcast, qaq!" "Please don't turn it off!" "If you have any questions, let's solve them together!" Dirty girl, dirty girl!" "What's the little secret!"

Three bad teeth 21:10:25

I rely on!Fortunately, I am smart, so I took a look at your live broadcast room first!

"Hey, you have to give me some time to say goodbye, don't you? Look at me, don't I turn off the screen now..."

Seeing that there was only pure black left on the live broadcast screen, Zhen Shuang breathed a sigh of relief.

Three bad teeth 21:11:51

What would you do if a man confessed to you?

"If a man confessed his love to me, what would I do?" That damned man just read the words out!

In the next second, the bullet screen exploded in an instant—"Promise!" Call a man."

Embarrassing, embarrassing, embarrassing!

Three bad teeth 21:12:11

I rely on!Why do you still need to read it!Can you turn off the mic?

Ge Shengjun21:13:01

I'm off, off.

Why are you asking this question all of a sudden?

Three bad teeth 21:13:11

Don't ask, just tell me what to do when you encounter this situation.

Ge Shengjun21:13:15

If you are not familiar with it, black it out.

Three bad teeth 21:13:19

What if that person knows you well and has a good relationship?

Ge Shengjun21:13:29

[meditation]

If you don't like it, just decline it, and then alienate, it should be like this.

So, should she decline and alienate Tao Mengzhu?

If she could, she would have done it long ago.

Three bad teeth 21:14:05

Well, then, what if, you seem to like him, maybe you also like him, not sure which kind you like, but do you really like him very much?

Or, if you suddenly found out that you might be gay, what would you do!

Ge Shengjun21:14:54

[I'm a little nervous] Wait.

[Scared me so much] What do you want to do?

[My little friend and I were stunned] What do you want to ask?

[Confused face] Don't use me as an example, I panicked, someone asked you to confess?

[Confused look] The leader?

Three bad teeth 21:15:11

[Confused] Surprised!

I didn't say anything, so you know everything!

Zhen Shuang instantly felt that she was all right, and the little secret in her heart was exposed, like running naked/running at home without clothes, and said something so cool, but it was as if someone wore it all at once!

Ge Shengjun21:15:24

Don't point too clearly please!

A confession from the same sex, the relationship is very good, and you like it very much, except for the landlord next door to you, I really can't think of the second one.

Three bad teeth 21:16:01

[covers heart and falls to the ground] Then what should I do?

Should I reject her?

Ge Shengjun21:16:14

So how do you feel about the leader?Are you afraid of her?

Three bad teeth 21:16:19

I seem to be a little scared (#°Д°)

Ge Shengjun21:16:22

Oh, then refuse

Three bad teeth 21:16:27

Yes, I should refuse!But I just can't say it!I doubt that I really like her!The love between men and women!

Ge Shengjun21:16:33

oh, accept it

Three bad teeth 21:16:38

But she is a woman!

Ge Shengjun21:16:41

then refuse

Three bad teeth 21:16:49

But what if I really like her!

Ge Shengjun21:16:52

[sweating] accept it

Three bad teeth 21:16:57

I'm going crazy! ! !Can you give me some useful advice!

Ge Shengjun21:17:11

I'm not you, and I don't know how you feel in your heart. I really don't know what to say or what advice you want to hear. Give me the script and I'll read it to you?

Three bad teeth 21:17:33

[Grass mud horse, my heart hurts]

Ge Shengjun21:18:00

As a friend, I can only say that if you finally make up your mind to reject her, please don't use the reason that you can't accept homosexuality to reject her.

First of all, you have to figure out one thing, you should entrust your life to a person, not a person's gender.

Zhen Shuang read these two sentences over and over again with a blank face, and typed another question thoughtfully.

Three bad teeth 21:22:42

I think what you said is very reasonable, and I think you understand it very well.

Come and help me analyze and analyze whether I like her or not, I mean the kind of like between couples.

Ge Shengjun21:23:09

I'm a single dog, and I'm not an emotional expert on the emotional line. It's only 5 minutes, and it's been 15 minutes. The number of people in the live broadcast room is evaporating, and Ruanmeibi is waving goodbye to me, big sister (#°Д°) !