Ten years in love with GL

Embrace me in my critical moments,

These are in the Holy Sepulcher or in the wine cart,

......"

Jiang Yanling read silently and said, "Teacher, is this poem a love poem?"

A gentle smile flashed across the face of the teacher, and said: "The meaning of the rose is multi-layered and uncertain. It may not necessarily be written to your lover, but it may also be a tribute to suffering. Of course, you can also think that This love poem."

"I've read his "When You Are Old". Is he singing about aging?"

The teacher was noncommittal. Poetry has always been able to understand but not express. He wanted to hear the students' opinions rather than pretending to be preconceived.

"After reading it, how did you feel?"

"Since aging is so beautiful, why do we have to wait to grow up? Do aging people have to be mature?"

Teacher Zihua is pushing the glasses. It is not unreasonable for the students in the first grade of secondary school to have such an understanding ability, but it is too easy to be confused at this age, and it is too easy to fall into the yearning for love.

"Of course aging is a kind of physical maturity, but it does not mean mental maturity. It is also wrong for people who have love to stay young forever. Love is not all pink fantasy, but more the impact of reality and ideals. confusion."

"Is it wrong to have love then?"

"Mistakes are man-made definitions. If you don't care what others think, what's the difference between right and wrong?"

She pinched the copy paper and remained silent.

Members came in and broke the deadlock.She quickly categorized the producers and nailed them together, and she was very firm at each step, as if she wanted to disinfect all the wrong love among them.

Chapter 9

She came home a little late that day. Cheng Shi was a member of the volleyball club and trained very late every day, but once her long-term companionship home schedule was disrupted, she would feel panic and uneasy walking on the road, so she had to wait patiently. Cheng Shi dismissed class.

"I'm sorry, the school has to participate in the volleyball competition for middle school students, and the team training is relatively late recently."

"It's okay, the activities of our Poetry Club are also very cumbersome."

Cheng Shi had a towel hanging on his shoulders. Although he had changed his clothes, the traces of his sports bra were still obvious.Jiang Yanling was talking to her, but his eyes slipped unconsciously.

Zihua said that wrong love is produced because he deliberately cares about others. If he ignores other people's eyes, is it correct because of love itself?

Jiayi was in it, but she didn't admit her relationship with Guoxing at the beginning, because she really met such a boy and left herself. Although it has been so long, she has become accustomed to blaming Ah Fa's death .Will Jiayi leave her?

God, she actually started thinking about Guoxing's safety!

"You're staring at my chest... why are you in a daze?" Cheng Shi whispered, afraid of disturbing Jiang Yanling's meditation.

"Ah? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

Cheng Shi smiled, hot sweat rolled down his forehead.

"I just told you that if we reach the final, we may go to Phuket."

"Phuket?"

Jiang Yanling's mind came up with the image of an islander in a grass skirt, and Cheng Shi's action of hitting back a volleyball in a grass skirt.

"Well, if you make it to the finals. The teacher said that you can bring friends, but you can only bring one, and the time is during summer vacation."

"Oh, that's great, but Jiayi is with Guoxing, so maybe she will take Guoxing with her."

"No, I'm talking about you."

"Me?" Jiang Yanling was puzzled, "Are we friends?"

A trace of disappointment flashed in Cheng Shi's eyes.

Jiang Yanling thought they were just partners, going home together, making seats at dinner, or borrowing homework to copy, and doing project activities together.

Is this a friend?

"Lingling, what is your definition of a friend?"

"You can talk heart-to-heart, can't you?"

The phrase "I'm not a friend" blurted out, really very carefree, even Jiang Yanling noticed Cheng Shi's loneliness.But Jiayi is the only friend of hers so far, if she agrees to Cheng Shi's invitation to go to Phuket, she might be betraying Jiayi.

Zhenxin has already left, she doesn't want to lose Jiayi again.

"I'm going to help my uncle take care of business, goodbye."

It was still some distance away from Cheng Shi's house, and she ran away with her satchel on her back.She seemed to be angry, but Jiang Yanling didn't understand where her anger came from.

A week later, Cheng Shi went to the competition, and she was not seen for two or three days.Jiayi turned down Guoxing's date and went home with Jiang Yanling, and it was on foot, no one would pick her up after school.

Jiayi couldn't hide the joy on her face, and said, "I've been to Guoxing's house, and I even met her grandma."

"Why did you go to his house?" "He bought medicine for grandma, and I will go back with him."

"Oh……"

"Did you know, we kissed!" Jiayi said excitedly, "It's not the kind of lips on lips, it's deepkiss! It's like in French movies."

"and then."

"Then he put his hands on my chest, through the clothes."

Jiang Yanling was dumbfounded, and said, "Did he do anything to you?"

"No, my menstruation came at that time, I said no rush, I will be your man sooner or later."

She seemed to be able to see the scene in front of her eyes, that Guoxing with parted hair wanted to take off Jiayi's bra!Not only bras, but also skirts, and panties!The rascal!

"Lingling... what's wrong with you, you look so scary."

"It's okay...Jiayi, did I say to protect myself?"

"...But I love him! A woman loves a man, isn't it just to give him the best thing?"

Jiang Yanling discovered a mistake of her own. She was too obsessed with the right and wrong of love itself, but ignored the possible right and wrong of love.

"Jiayi...I have a headache, let me go home first, thank you for accompanying me."

In the days that followed, she couldn't vent the confusion in her heart. Jiayi and Guoxing became closer day by day, and they were no different from other middle school couples.She didn't know where Jiayi and him had come, but it seemed like a matter of time before she undressed.When Jiang Yanling went to the video store to rent discs, or went to the bookstore to read books, he couldn't avoid those pink covers.

This is a step towards maturity, and Jiayi is obviously more qualified to discuss love than herself.

"Reading alone?"

Jiang Yanling turned around and said pleasantly, "Teacher Zihua!"

"Shh... don't get too excited."

Looking up at him in twos and threes, Jiang Yanling said in a low voice, embarrassed, "Why are you here?"

"My friend owns a bookstore. Come over to help me. What books are you reading... Let me see, oh, my lover, Duras, she is an amazing woman."

"I haven't finished it yet, teacher, why don't you go to the Poetry Club recently?"

"I need to help with some teaching work. There will be a new teacher to take over next semester. He is still a college student majoring in English and American literature."

"Why can college students come to Chenglan?"

"A corresponding teaching assistant project, Xiao Jiang, has he decided which school to take?"

"I want to study in the Department of Philosophy at CUHK, just like my teacher."

"Xiao Jiang likes philosophy, right? This is a very profound proposition."

The two found another place to sit down and chat. Jiang Yanling listened to him talk about Duras, Hegel, Kant and Nietzsche. Those are the names of great philosophers. On the Road, to the Beat Generation, it was a magical era, corruption made people stay out of it, she was obsessed, but she was a student after all.

In the end, Teacher Zihua said: "You are a very spiritual girl. It was a pleasure talking with you. It's getting late. I'll take you home."

"My home is nearby, thank you teacher."

Downstairs in the apartment, Teacher Zihua suddenly patted her on the head and said, "It's always like old friends when we chat with you."

hit it off?She immediately thought of the note Dong Qing left her, "Although we are more than ten years apart, we do hit it off. I think this is fate."She was already so familiar that she could recite it silently. As she read and read this letter, she seemed to be able to read it in her heart.

"Ah, by the way, this book is for you."

She took the book from the teacher, which was Duras' "Lover".

"The movie with the same name is also very good, you can find it and have a look... That's it, see you again!"

"goodbye!"

She rubbed the bronzing font on the page repeatedly, unable to let go of it for a long time.

The next day she went to the video store to rent the disc and watch it at home. It was a story of transnational love, about a French woman and a wealthy Chinese family. In the film, Liang Jiahui was very handsome, and his gestures were repeated in the film. She replayed it in her mind no less than ten times, as if she was Jane in the movie, but who was Liang Jiahui?

Cheng Shi is back, they didn't make it to the final, and they are only one step away from the final.Cheng Shi was injured and his thigh muscle was strained, so the affairs of the volleyball club can be suspended.

They returned to the days when they went to and from get out of class together, but they talked a lot more than before.Cheng Shi will take the initiative to talk about what happened in the team, the young coach who was crushed by many girls, the senior sister who couldn't continue her studies because of pregnancy, and the story of two girls in the team who fell in love.

Jiang Yanling listened to other people's stories, as if they were familiar to him.Senior sister falls in love with junior sister, her every move and smile is full of feminine charm, it is a feeling like water that silently surrounds her lover, as warm as jade.

"Is that senior sister like this? Does she have short hair like you?"

Cheng Shi pointed to a direction, and on the movie poster was Wang Zuxian's gentle smiling face, "It's a bit like her."

Jiang Yanling couldn't let go of that smiling face for a long time, she even stopped in the middle of the road, if Cheng Shi hadn't quickly pulled her to the sidewalk, she might have been hit by a speeding car and flew away.

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