Ten years in love with GL

Make it clear to her. "

No girl is immune to romance, especially when they're young.

"Jiayi, don't go..."

"I'll return soon."

Jiang Yanling watched her leave, but she didn't come back that day.

That night Jiang Yanling had a dream. She dreamed that Jiayi and Guoxing were about to become husband and wife. In the dream, Guoxing also held a rose and stayed on the other side of the red carpet. She held Jiayi's skirt and accompanied her into the church. , the seats on both sides were empty, just as she thought in her heart, this is an unblessed love.Suddenly, a motorcycle breaks into the outside, and there is Zhenxin in the back of the car.

Her intuition told her that the owner of the car was Afa, but there was no road with a helmet on.The motorcycle broke through the wall all the way and rushed to the edge of the cliff outside.

She saw the bloody sincerity and said, "Lingling, you lied to me."

Looking back, Guoxing happened to put the diamond ring on Jiayi's hand.

In his hand, he was holding an urn.

Jiang Yanling woke up frightened from the dream, the sheets were wet with sweat, she touched her face, and cried for an unknown amount of time dry and wrinkled.

Grandma is fast asleep in her room, and the clock says it's 05:30 am.

She fell on the bed, closed her eyes but her eyes were full of the urn, and her bloody sincerity.

Fortunately, fortunately, the one who survived was the sincerity.

She couldn't sleep anymore, so she just washed up and went downstairs to eat breakfast. The sky was already pale, and the fishing boats in the distant harbor also started to go out to sea leisurely.Listening to the sound of the ship's whistle, there is a sense of ease.

It was still early to go to school, so she decided to walk.Because walking through a row of discos and nightclubs, the streets in the early morning will emit a foul stench of people's vomit and leftover beer cans. If you accidentally kick one, the whole street will emit sound.

The mother-in-law who got up early went to buy vegetables and exercise, and there were not many students in school uniforms.Jiang Yanling only saw one on the road, and it looked familiar.

"Hello." She called out to that person, and sure enough, it was Cheng Shi.

"Good morning." Cheng Shi responded politely.

"Why did you go so early?"

"You too."

"I'm different. I can't sleep today."

"I got up to help my uncle look after the store. He's in the Baozai restaurant business. I'm going to help him start the fire and collect the sausages."

"Oh……"

But the smell on Cheng Shi's body was very clean, without the greasy and sweet smell of sausage.

"So why go to the classroom so early?" Jiang Yanling asked her, "Reading?"

"Catch up with your homework, and you can still sleep before class."

She knows that there are many families in the local area where the father's business is passed on from son to son, and they don't value reading.I thought the same should be the case in Cheng Shi's family. Maybe before graduating from middle school, he would take over the Baozai restaurant business like his uncle. How would it be for a girl in her teens to take over the family business?She couldn't imagine it at all.These bits and pieces of information disrupted her original plan to get close to Cheng Shi. She wanted to know what life was like for homosexuals. Could it be that most of them took over the family business?

"I'll invite you to my house some other day for Baozi's meal. My uncle has a big business and it's a time-honored brand." Cheng Shi said, "It's delicious, don't hold it against you."

She thought Jiang Yanling's silence was disgust, but when Jiang Yanling looked up at her, her face turned red. "Okay, I'm not disgusted, I'm in a daze."

The two walked for a while in silence, and Cheng Shi suddenly asked, "Jiayi...is she with Guoxing?"

"No, Guoxing is still chasing her, but I advise Jiayi to ignore her."

"I went home yesterday and saw them shopping."

Cheng Shi spoke slowly.

"Guoxing must be pestering Jiayi to go shopping, Jiayi won't like him!"

"But Jiayi held her hand."

"That was forced!"

Cheng Shi was frightened by her tone, and Jiang Yanling himself was frightened, saying, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."

"No, it's okay, you don't want them to be together either."

"Ah."

Jiang Yanling hesitated whether to ask, but Cheng Shi said by himself: "I seem to like Jiayi."

"Like Jiayi? But you're a girl too."

"I...I don't know."

"Do you like all girls, or just Jiayi?"

"I...I really don't know, it seems...it's the first time I feel this way."

Jiang Yanling was also silent. She suddenly thought of something and said, "Do you remember that there was a movie this year about two men. You look a bit like the male protagonist in it."

"I look like a man? Is that the movie..."

Cheng Shi pointed in one direction, by the way, that movie is called Farewell My Concubine.

"You look like Cheng Dieyi."

"But didn't he die later?"

"That's in the movie!"

"It seems to be a story about two men in love."

"Aren't you and Jiayi girls too?"

"But... do people who like the same gender as me end up so miserable?"

Jiang Yan was silent. She had never considered this issue, and it was beyond her scope of thinking.

"You can go transgender. I heard that there are many ladyboys in Southeast Asia, and they appear in some nightclubs. You can consult them."

"Isn't transgender a man turning into a woman? How can a woman become a man? Will Jiayi like me after I become a man?" Cheng Shi kept asking, Jiang Yanling couldn't help it.

"forget it……"

Cheng Shi suddenly laughed, "Why did we talk about sex change!"

"Because you like Jiayi, Jiayi likes boys."

"Oh……"

Jiang Yanling looked at her a little sad, but he was a little relieved.It turns out that girls who like girls are the same as everyone else, and they don't have to change their gender.In particular, she understands that Cheng Shi is not a bad person, and she cannot be classified as a bad person just because she loves a girl.There is nothing wrong with love, Jiang Yanling thinks.

"It's better not to change your gender, you are a good person, I promise Jiayi won't hate you in the future."

"Does she still hate me now?"

"..."

When the two walked to the school, there was almost no one there.Jiang Yanling walked back to his seat, and fell asleep on his stomach when he felt sleepy.She closed her eyes and heard Cheng Shi's voice turning the pages of the book, salsa, like a lullaby.

Between Guoxing and Cheng Shi, if it wasn't for gender, she should choose Cheng Shi, right?

Jiang Yanling fell asleep, so Jiayi didn't wake up when she was beside her.Jiayi has a secret in her heart. She made an appointment to walk with Guoxing after school today, but she didn't know how to tell Jiang Yanling.

"Lingling, don't sleep and play pigs (sleep)~" Jiayi woke up Jiang Yanling, just as the head teacher walked by, she reflexively stood up the textbook.The teacher in charge came over and said, "Student Jiang, your book is upside down."

"Oh... oh, I'm sorry teacher."

Jiayi covered her mouth and smiled: "Didn't sleep at night? Do you have something on your mind?"

"No, I had a nightmare, woke up and never fell back asleep."

"Lingling... I, I may not go with you after school today."

Jiang Yanling paused for a second while flipping the book: "Why?"

"Because... because I have something to do after school."

"What about Guoxing?"

Jiayi stared: "You, how do you know?"

"My guess."

Jiayi looked at her worriedly: "You won't be angry, Lingling?"

"I'm not angry," she said evenly, "I'm really not, don't worry about me."

"Then you... do you have something to say?"

The teacher in charge coughed behind the two of them, and they quickly babbled and started studying.

During the break between classes, Jiang Yanling and Jiayi went to the bathroom together, and happened to meet Cheng Shi who came out of it. She and Cheng Shi looked at each other, as if nothing had happened.

"Seeing her again, I'm frustrated!" Jiayi said.

"Jiayi, did you just ask me if I was angry? I'll tell you. Don't be angry with me."

"You said."

"I came this morning and met her..."

Jiang Yanling recounted her conversation with Cheng Shi, saying that Cheng Shi might like a girl, and asked her what she thought.

"Why do you like girls?"

"Don't you accept? Girls who like girls?"

"It's not that I don't accept...it's just that it's hard to accept that she likes me, and...and I think Guoxing is also very good."

Jiayi must be in love, and there is a happy smile unique to people who are in love on her face, provided she doesn't even notice it.

Inexplicably, she witnessed Cheng Shi's broken love, but Jiang Yanling would not push her friend into Cheng Shi's arms, Jiayi herself could not accept it.Although Guoxing is not as dangerous and mysterious as Ah Fa, it is very capable of satisfying the fantasies of love for girls of this age.He was four years older than Jiayi, and he was handsome and striking. At that time, partiality was very popular, and he was a very good-looking person.

In short, the two of them will make people look sideways when they walk on the road. In the eyes of many middle school students, this is indeed a perfect love.

"Jiayi, you have to protect yourself... Guoxing is not a naive ghost, he is much more mature."

"I know, Lingling."

Since then, the two of them were tired of being together at school, and occasionally Cheng Shi would come over to borrow a seat or finish a project together, and Jiayi's expression was not as embarrassing as it was at first.After class, Cheng Shi and Jiang Yanling got out of school together after the club activities. At first, Jiayi reminded Jiang Yanling to be careful not to be abducted by Cheng Shi, because she liked girls.

Jiang Yanling didn't tell her that what she liked was the teacher of the Poetry Club, who taught reading. She actively reported to the club every day after school, and she was often the only student there, and of course the teacher was there too.

"Teacher Zihua!" She threw down her schoolbag and said shyly.

"Ah, Xiao Jiang came so early again, so let's help the teacher sort out today's materials." Zihua handed her a stack of photocopied materials, on which was a long poem by the famous William Butler Yeats.

"The distant, secret, inviolable rose,

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