The Legend of Nanshan Jun
Chapter 72
A dark figure suddenly appeared in the bright room.
After I got used to the light outside for a while, I finally saw many people standing inside the room clearly.
"Mr. Nanshan, why are you in there?" Fang Shengze looked at me in surprise, but my gaze passed through him and fixed on the person in the bright yellow dragon robe behind him.
Li Zhenrui's body froze, and he raised his head to look at me in astonishment.
I walked towards him slowly, and everyone around me consciously backed away.
"Your Majesty." I stood still in front of him without saluting or greeting him.
"You know." It wasn't in a questioning tone, he had already guessed everything in just a moment.
While other people don't know why, our atmosphere at the moment is extremely delicate.
"Your Majesty, forgive me." Shangguan Wenya knelt down in front of Li Zhenrui, following closely behind.
"Are you telling the truth?" I looked at Li Zhenrui and asked seriously.
Li Zhenrui moved his body, seemed to have a thousand words, but finally nodded, "Yes."
I continued to ask in disbelief, "You... only love Bai Yunxi?"
Li Zhenrui responded almost without a pause, "Yes."
"Because of that oath?" I finally couldn't help it.
Is that vow really that important to you?
I am not reconciled, really not reconciled.
"Now that you know, I don't want to explain anything more. Although I can't treat you like Yunxi, I will treat you well, isn't that okay?" Li Zhenrui thought for a long time before finally responding to me, but it wasn't what I wanted of.
I shook my head, "That's not what I want."
"What exactly do you want?" Li Zhenrui asked.
"You know." I almost pleaded.
However, Li Zhenrui did not satisfy me.
I took a step back, heartbroken.
Seeing the surprised and inexplicable eyes of the people around, and the lonely and desolate figure of Shangguan Wenya with his head down.
Li Zhenrui said in a tone of compromise in his helplessness, "I have given you everything I can."
I don't know how to tell Li Zhenrui that I don't want anything, all I want is his only love.
But some words are not convenient to say in front of everyone. I swallowed thousands of words and felt that I had nothing to say.
Slowly regaining my calm state of mind, I raised my head and said to Li Zhenrui, "Your Majesty has worked hard, and from now on, you don't have to worry about your humble minister."
The wide sleeves fluttered slightly, and I saluted one last time, "The emperor forgives my sin, and I will take my leave first."
"You..." His voice followed closely, and I didn't hear the words behind until I left the gate.
On the way back, a fishy sweetness hit the throat, staining the handkerchief Dieyi handed over red.
Seeing her frightened face, I had no choice but to comfort her with a smile, "I'm fine, I'm just a little tired."
Dieyi's worries didn't dissipate, and tears welled up in her eyes, "Your Majesty, I'm going to ask Imperial Physician Mu to show you now, Your Majesty."
I quickly waved my hand, "It's so late, Doctor Mu is probably asleep, so don't bother him."
"But you..." Dieyi was about to say something, but I stopped him, "Follow me somewhere, let's go."
"Where are you going?" Dieyi asked.
But I took her by the hand and took her to a place that no one had ever been to.
"Who is it?" Outside the Xiling Pavilion, two rows of guards blocked the way.
Dieyi took out Nanshan Jun's token and showed them.
"See Your Majesty, I don't know why your Majesty came to Xiling Pavilion at such a late hour?" one of them asked.
"Do I still need to report to you where I am going?" I glanced at him coldly.
"But Xiling Pavilion is an important place, no one can enter without the emperor's order." Another guard said in a business-like tone.
"The emperor allowed me to freely enter and leave the palace, do you know?" I said lightly.
The two looked at each other, but still refused to back down.
And I have lost the patience I used to have, and my face turned cold, "No one can stop me from entering where I want to go."
I stopped chatting with the guards, recruited a few shadow guards, and marched into Xiling Pavilion under Dieyi's shocked gaze.
The Xiling Pavilion is less than half of the Nanshan Pavilion, and it has been sealed for a long time, and it is dilapidated everywhere. Only the main hall is different, as bright as day.
The doors and windows of the sealed main hall were locked, and I ordered the shadow guards to break the seals and locks, and entered the main hall directly.
The gate was opened, and the main hall was resplendent.
There are paintings hanging on the three walls of the hall, candles arranged differently under them, yellow talismans hanging on the beams, and an ice coffin in the center, which is eye-catching.
I walked slowly to the ice coffin and looked down. It was the beauty depicted in these paintings——Bai Yunxi.
Bai Yunxi closed her eyes, her face was pale, she was clearly dead, but she seemed to be asleep.
She has a beautiful appearance, but she is heroic and not at all coquettish. It can be imagined that when she was alive, she must have been a heroine.
I have to admit that she and Li Zhenrui are a good match.
However, I see more dazzling.
Bai Yunxi is so cruel, such an oath bound Li Zhenrui, and also bound me.
I raised my head and scanned the main hall, only then did I realize that I was in Bai Yunxi's formation.
This formation is called "Death Sworn Formation".
The formation master is the eye of the formation, and the formation master sacrifices his life for this formation method, and the formation begins when the life is broken.
This formation has no harm to the living people, but only affects the people after death. If the formation is broken, the souls of the people after death will be destroyed.
No wonder Li Zhenrui wanted to seal the Xiling Pavilion and send heavy troops to guard it.
However, although I have learned the art of Feng Shui, I don't know that there are really ghosts and gods in the world, so I don't know whether the soul will die after the formation is broken.
But the White Fox Kingdom originally advocated faith, and setting up this battle shows that Bai Yunxi has a clear intention of death, and her mind is different from ordinary people.
Thinking of this, I somehow feel sad for Bai Yunxi, what kind of woman is this?
It's a pity that I didn't get to see it.
It's just that even if they met, the white fox and Tianlin were feuds, so maybe they met each other at war, right?
Some people are destined to be enemies for life.
I took one last look at this weird formation, and left with a sense of emptiness and loneliness.
Looking up at the starry sky, the sky is bright and clear tonight, the stars are shining, only one star is different, it is an unprecedented decline.
Maybe it's doomed somewhere, everything is fate.
I waved my hand, and the shadow guards behind me immediately knelt in front of me, "What do you want me to do, Master?"
"Your whereabouts have been exposed, leave the palace immediately"
Several people looked at each other in blank dismay, unwilling to move, "Then who will protect the young master?"
I waved my hand, "Don't worry, I have made arrangements."
They left one after another.
The shadow guards were summoned in a hurry today, and Li Zhenrui will doubt and investigate thoroughly. I am afraid that the palace will not be peaceful in the next period of time.
Back at Nanshan Pavilion, I finished washing and was about to fall asleep when I heard hurried footsteps, followed by Mr. Wan's hurried "The emperor is here."
And Dieyi's greeting after seeing Li Zhenrui, but was kicked away by Li Zhenrui.
I put on my coat, and as soon as I got up, the door was pushed open by Li Zhenrui.
"Huang..." Before I could say anything, Li Zhenrui slapped me on the right cheek.
Li Zhenrui has never hit me, and although he and I are on and off, he is never willing to do anything to me.
At this moment, I was stunned by his beating, and the pain that followed gradually poured into my skin, clearly reminding me what happened.
"What did this humble minister do to make the emperor so furious." I covered my red and swollen face, but my tone was extraordinarily calm.
"Don't you know what you did?" Li Zhenrui's voice was colder than ever, and he also disdain and mocked me from the bottom of his heart.
Only then did I realize why Li Zhenrui was so angry.
"Xiling Pavilion?"
My three words made Li Zhenrui even more angry, "Why are you going to Xiling Pavilion?"
Li Zhenrui's voice gradually tightened, "Who told you to go to Xiling Pavilion?"
"Why do you want to break the formation?"
"Why did you burn down the Xiling Pavilion?"
I was a little confused by his series of questions, but Li Zhenrui approached him step by step, not allowing me extra time to think.
Suddenly, he grabbed my left hand and slammed it against the wall behind me.
I was pulled against the wall by his force, and my hand was being slammed into the wall again and again by him.
The pain in my heart mixed with the dull pain in my hands made me almost faint, but my consciousness was very clear to perceive all this.
I really want to say, I didn't move the formation, I didn't burn down the Xiling Pavilion, someone framed it.
But would Li Zhenrui believe it?
He's now convinced with all his heart that I did it.
It's hard to imagine that for Bai Yunxi, Li Zhenrui would treat me like this...
It felt like my heart seemed to be dug out by him, dripping with blood.
"Why don't you speak?"
"Say it!" Li Zhenrui's eyes blazed like crazy.
He stopped hitting the wall, and only grabbed my hands and pressed them tightly against the wall behind me, looking straight at me, "Do you know that doing this will make Yunxi never reborn?"
I lowered my head in pain, but Li Zhenrui grabbed my chin and forced me to look directly at him.
"Xie Lingxi, I didn't expect you to be so cruel!" Li Zhenrui's eyes lingered at me like knives.
I really didn't expect that Li Zhenrui thought of me like this.
I smiled wryly, "Bai Yunxi deserves to die, but I didn't break the formation."
There was a moment of hesitation in Li Zhenrui's eyes, but then there was fire again, "No one has entered the Xiling Pavilion tonight except you."
He sneered, "Xie Lingxi, I didn't expect you to have so many helpers in the palace. Are you forcing me to clean them up one by one?"
After Li Zhenrui finished speaking, a black figure appeared in front of the room.
Li Zhenrui took my hand and pulled me in front of that black figure. The black mask was taken off, and it was a familiar face, but at this moment, his body was covered with scars. He must have been tortured and was dying.
"Xiao Shunzi, I really can't see that you still have two masters..." Li Zhenrui sneered.
I lowered my head and stared at Xiao Shunzi who was kneeling on the ground, "Why don't you go?"
There was still blood on the corner of Xiao Shunzi's mouth, but he raised his head with difficulty and smiled at me, "I... can't worry about you, Young Master."
I knelt down and looked at him calmly, "I'm afraid you are going to lose your life now, do you have any regrets?"
Xiao Shunzi tried to touch me with trembling hands, but before he could reach me, he spat out a mouthful of dirty blood, and exhaled his last breath, "No... regret it later."
I reached out to touch his eyes and closed his open eyes.
Li Zhenrui sneered behind me, "You guys really have a deep relationship between master and servant." Then he said to the guards outside, "Drag out."
Soon, Xiao Shunzi's body disappeared, leaving only a bloodstain on the ground.
I stood up, feeling more tired than ever.
His legs were numb, and he was almost unable to stand, so he could only lean on the pillars to support himself.
"I didn't burn down the Xiling Pavilion." I emphasized again.
"Li Zhenrui, why don't you believe me?" I looked at him disappointedly, "In your heart, am I really that unbearable?"
Li Zhenrui's expression finally calmed down, but he still frowned, "Even if you didn't do it, you are still to blame."
Seeing Li Zhenrui's remorseful look at the moment, I sneered and said, "Sometimes in life, there must be something, and there is always time in life. Don't force it. Bai Yunxi is looking for her own death, so she has nothing to do with others."
Li Zhenrui glared at me angrily.
But I continued to sneer presumptuously, becoming more and more reckless, "Li Zhenrui, let me tell you, even if I did it, so what? If you have the ability, kill me!"
My arrogant and ignorant attitude ignited Li Zhenrui's anger again.
He slammed me against the wall and grabbed my throat, "Xie Lingxi, do you think I really dare not?"
"Then you do it!" My eyes shot more fiercely.
Li Zhenrui stared at my face, with more and more complicated emotions gathered in his eyes, and a strange expression on his face that I had never seen before. His anger and hatred were brewing, and he was about to explode.
I closed my eyes and waited for the last moment.
I never thought that one day Li Zhenrui and I would be where we are today.
Just in the early morning we were still a loving couple, but now we have turned against each other.
The world is impermanent, and I can't guess the ending.
The unexpected pain did not come, but Li Zhenrui punched hard on the wall beside me with his right hand.
Then he punched and punched until the wall where the fist passed was covered with blood, and he didn't stop.
Seeing him like this didn't make me feel good at all, but felt sad without words.
I grabbed his hand and wouldn't let him continue.
After tit for tat for so long, I still can't help Li Zhenrui.
Seeing him in pain hurts me more than he does.
Things are already like this, no matter how you do it, it will not help.
I put his hand on my cheek, looked at him seriously, and said, "The formation was broken because of me, and it has nothing to do with you. If there are eighteen layers of hell, I will come down, and the soul will be scattered, and I will bear it."
What you owe Bai Yunxi, I will pay it back for you.
Li Zhenrui pulled out my hand, but moved away from me.
"Forget it, I'm sorry for her, and it has nothing to do with you."
He said slowly, with a hint of regret in his calm tone.
I could hardly help blurting out: You are not the only one who is sorry for her.
Li Zhenrui turned around and walked slowly outside, his back was extremely lonely.
"Xie Lingxi, we're done."
Li Zhenrui's voice came from my ear, and I raised my head in shock, I could hardly believe it came from Li Zhenrui's mouth.
Is he really going to break up with me?
Regardless of my heavy and tired body, I took a step forward and asked, "Are you serious? Just because of Bai Yunxi?"
I never thought that I would lose to someone who had been dead for eight years.
"Yes." Li Zhenrui's straightforward answer made me even more confused.
"She is dead, she can no longer hinder you and me, you still want to break with me?" I was more persistent than ever, and continued to ask.
Li Zhenrui didn't say a word, just continued to walk forward, as if he didn't listen to my question.
"Li Zhenrui!" I yelled, "Did you really never love me?"
This is my last pride, the last trace of persistence.
If Li Zhenrui is still abandoned like a shoe, then I really don't have the courage to persevere.
"Yes, no."
Li Zhenrui's unusually clear and straightforward answer finally broke my last thought.
I gave up the chase and stopped in front of the door.
Li Zhenrui let it go as soon as he said it, so free and easy.
Everything turned out to be a dream.
It's been my one-man show all along.
I poured out my feelings for him and allowed myself to be a person who lost himself, and is now really lost.
Breaking through his own principles time and time again, forgiving his actions time and time again, but in the end he was still treated like this...
It turns out that he never loved me from the beginning to the end, which is really ironic.
My thoughts gradually drifted away, and I remembered many things. The soreness at the tip of my nose was unbearable. I lowered my head and leaned against the cold door frame and wept silently.
Recalling the first time in the Palace of Eternal Life, I was separated from him by a curtain.
"If you are such a beautiful woman, why don't you fall into your arms early?"
"Pengmen is overlapping again, and now it is opened for the king."
There is a painting in the Palace of Eternal Life that I can't understand, but now I understand it.
The inscription poem is now clearly imprinted in my mind, and I recited it unconsciously, "Officials in Yun's office are not like officials when they are idle. Xianxi Biqi passes on the love of lamps. I accept my lord's benefits and forgive me, and I will leave you in the city." Love is unparalleled."
A very ordinary poem, but it contains so much emotion, it hangs in the Hall of Eternal Life and misses it every day.
I love Yunxi, I love Yunxi.
It's funny that I don't really know until now.
I wanted to ask him: Husband, when you told me outside the palace that day, did you really mean to pick chrysanthemums in the future?
I also want to ask: Husband, on the wedding night, the red candle weeps, and we agree to hold hands with each other, will we grow old together?
I want to say: Husband, I don't want much, you know.
However, I still can't get what I want after all.
At that time, it was lingering and affectionate, but now Huang Liang is a dream.
Bet on my life, in exchange for his match.
"I lost." There was a smile on the corner of my lips, and I spoke to Li Zhenrui's back with difficulty.
Li Zhenrui turned around, looked at me calmly and indifferently, without saying a word.
"I take back my love for you."
"It's my failure not to make you fall in love with me, but I'm willing to admit defeat." I continued to smile.
I have exhausted all means, devoted myself physically and mentally, and am even willing to conceive and give birth to you. What I long for is nothing more than the ordinary love of husband and wife.If you can't get it, you can't get it. I, Xie Lingxi, don't force it.
I didn't make noise, didn't lose my temper, didn't show pear blossoms and rain, and didn't show any other expressions except smiling. From this moment on, Li Zhenrui and I were really and completely over.
That's all for this.
The fate is also here.
I raised my head and took a last look at the stars in the sky. This astrology is just like this scene, and it seems that it is also doomed, and I cannot escape.
Withdrawing my gaze, I no longer looked at Li Zhenrui, walked back to the room slowly, closed the door, and lay quietly on the bed alone.
I didn't fall asleep that night, and I went through all the pictures of Li Zhenrui from acquaintance, acquaintance, love to the present, and then I analyzed and discarded them one by one.
From now on, I will bury it.
Xie Lingxi is still the original Xie Lingxi.
After I got used to the light outside for a while, I finally saw many people standing inside the room clearly.
"Mr. Nanshan, why are you in there?" Fang Shengze looked at me in surprise, but my gaze passed through him and fixed on the person in the bright yellow dragon robe behind him.
Li Zhenrui's body froze, and he raised his head to look at me in astonishment.
I walked towards him slowly, and everyone around me consciously backed away.
"Your Majesty." I stood still in front of him without saluting or greeting him.
"You know." It wasn't in a questioning tone, he had already guessed everything in just a moment.
While other people don't know why, our atmosphere at the moment is extremely delicate.
"Your Majesty, forgive me." Shangguan Wenya knelt down in front of Li Zhenrui, following closely behind.
"Are you telling the truth?" I looked at Li Zhenrui and asked seriously.
Li Zhenrui moved his body, seemed to have a thousand words, but finally nodded, "Yes."
I continued to ask in disbelief, "You... only love Bai Yunxi?"
Li Zhenrui responded almost without a pause, "Yes."
"Because of that oath?" I finally couldn't help it.
Is that vow really that important to you?
I am not reconciled, really not reconciled.
"Now that you know, I don't want to explain anything more. Although I can't treat you like Yunxi, I will treat you well, isn't that okay?" Li Zhenrui thought for a long time before finally responding to me, but it wasn't what I wanted of.
I shook my head, "That's not what I want."
"What exactly do you want?" Li Zhenrui asked.
"You know." I almost pleaded.
However, Li Zhenrui did not satisfy me.
I took a step back, heartbroken.
Seeing the surprised and inexplicable eyes of the people around, and the lonely and desolate figure of Shangguan Wenya with his head down.
Li Zhenrui said in a tone of compromise in his helplessness, "I have given you everything I can."
I don't know how to tell Li Zhenrui that I don't want anything, all I want is his only love.
But some words are not convenient to say in front of everyone. I swallowed thousands of words and felt that I had nothing to say.
Slowly regaining my calm state of mind, I raised my head and said to Li Zhenrui, "Your Majesty has worked hard, and from now on, you don't have to worry about your humble minister."
The wide sleeves fluttered slightly, and I saluted one last time, "The emperor forgives my sin, and I will take my leave first."
"You..." His voice followed closely, and I didn't hear the words behind until I left the gate.
On the way back, a fishy sweetness hit the throat, staining the handkerchief Dieyi handed over red.
Seeing her frightened face, I had no choice but to comfort her with a smile, "I'm fine, I'm just a little tired."
Dieyi's worries didn't dissipate, and tears welled up in her eyes, "Your Majesty, I'm going to ask Imperial Physician Mu to show you now, Your Majesty."
I quickly waved my hand, "It's so late, Doctor Mu is probably asleep, so don't bother him."
"But you..." Dieyi was about to say something, but I stopped him, "Follow me somewhere, let's go."
"Where are you going?" Dieyi asked.
But I took her by the hand and took her to a place that no one had ever been to.
"Who is it?" Outside the Xiling Pavilion, two rows of guards blocked the way.
Dieyi took out Nanshan Jun's token and showed them.
"See Your Majesty, I don't know why your Majesty came to Xiling Pavilion at such a late hour?" one of them asked.
"Do I still need to report to you where I am going?" I glanced at him coldly.
"But Xiling Pavilion is an important place, no one can enter without the emperor's order." Another guard said in a business-like tone.
"The emperor allowed me to freely enter and leave the palace, do you know?" I said lightly.
The two looked at each other, but still refused to back down.
And I have lost the patience I used to have, and my face turned cold, "No one can stop me from entering where I want to go."
I stopped chatting with the guards, recruited a few shadow guards, and marched into Xiling Pavilion under Dieyi's shocked gaze.
The Xiling Pavilion is less than half of the Nanshan Pavilion, and it has been sealed for a long time, and it is dilapidated everywhere. Only the main hall is different, as bright as day.
The doors and windows of the sealed main hall were locked, and I ordered the shadow guards to break the seals and locks, and entered the main hall directly.
The gate was opened, and the main hall was resplendent.
There are paintings hanging on the three walls of the hall, candles arranged differently under them, yellow talismans hanging on the beams, and an ice coffin in the center, which is eye-catching.
I walked slowly to the ice coffin and looked down. It was the beauty depicted in these paintings——Bai Yunxi.
Bai Yunxi closed her eyes, her face was pale, she was clearly dead, but she seemed to be asleep.
She has a beautiful appearance, but she is heroic and not at all coquettish. It can be imagined that when she was alive, she must have been a heroine.
I have to admit that she and Li Zhenrui are a good match.
However, I see more dazzling.
Bai Yunxi is so cruel, such an oath bound Li Zhenrui, and also bound me.
I raised my head and scanned the main hall, only then did I realize that I was in Bai Yunxi's formation.
This formation is called "Death Sworn Formation".
The formation master is the eye of the formation, and the formation master sacrifices his life for this formation method, and the formation begins when the life is broken.
This formation has no harm to the living people, but only affects the people after death. If the formation is broken, the souls of the people after death will be destroyed.
No wonder Li Zhenrui wanted to seal the Xiling Pavilion and send heavy troops to guard it.
However, although I have learned the art of Feng Shui, I don't know that there are really ghosts and gods in the world, so I don't know whether the soul will die after the formation is broken.
But the White Fox Kingdom originally advocated faith, and setting up this battle shows that Bai Yunxi has a clear intention of death, and her mind is different from ordinary people.
Thinking of this, I somehow feel sad for Bai Yunxi, what kind of woman is this?
It's a pity that I didn't get to see it.
It's just that even if they met, the white fox and Tianlin were feuds, so maybe they met each other at war, right?
Some people are destined to be enemies for life.
I took one last look at this weird formation, and left with a sense of emptiness and loneliness.
Looking up at the starry sky, the sky is bright and clear tonight, the stars are shining, only one star is different, it is an unprecedented decline.
Maybe it's doomed somewhere, everything is fate.
I waved my hand, and the shadow guards behind me immediately knelt in front of me, "What do you want me to do, Master?"
"Your whereabouts have been exposed, leave the palace immediately"
Several people looked at each other in blank dismay, unwilling to move, "Then who will protect the young master?"
I waved my hand, "Don't worry, I have made arrangements."
They left one after another.
The shadow guards were summoned in a hurry today, and Li Zhenrui will doubt and investigate thoroughly. I am afraid that the palace will not be peaceful in the next period of time.
Back at Nanshan Pavilion, I finished washing and was about to fall asleep when I heard hurried footsteps, followed by Mr. Wan's hurried "The emperor is here."
And Dieyi's greeting after seeing Li Zhenrui, but was kicked away by Li Zhenrui.
I put on my coat, and as soon as I got up, the door was pushed open by Li Zhenrui.
"Huang..." Before I could say anything, Li Zhenrui slapped me on the right cheek.
Li Zhenrui has never hit me, and although he and I are on and off, he is never willing to do anything to me.
At this moment, I was stunned by his beating, and the pain that followed gradually poured into my skin, clearly reminding me what happened.
"What did this humble minister do to make the emperor so furious." I covered my red and swollen face, but my tone was extraordinarily calm.
"Don't you know what you did?" Li Zhenrui's voice was colder than ever, and he also disdain and mocked me from the bottom of his heart.
Only then did I realize why Li Zhenrui was so angry.
"Xiling Pavilion?"
My three words made Li Zhenrui even more angry, "Why are you going to Xiling Pavilion?"
Li Zhenrui's voice gradually tightened, "Who told you to go to Xiling Pavilion?"
"Why do you want to break the formation?"
"Why did you burn down the Xiling Pavilion?"
I was a little confused by his series of questions, but Li Zhenrui approached him step by step, not allowing me extra time to think.
Suddenly, he grabbed my left hand and slammed it against the wall behind me.
I was pulled against the wall by his force, and my hand was being slammed into the wall again and again by him.
The pain in my heart mixed with the dull pain in my hands made me almost faint, but my consciousness was very clear to perceive all this.
I really want to say, I didn't move the formation, I didn't burn down the Xiling Pavilion, someone framed it.
But would Li Zhenrui believe it?
He's now convinced with all his heart that I did it.
It's hard to imagine that for Bai Yunxi, Li Zhenrui would treat me like this...
It felt like my heart seemed to be dug out by him, dripping with blood.
"Why don't you speak?"
"Say it!" Li Zhenrui's eyes blazed like crazy.
He stopped hitting the wall, and only grabbed my hands and pressed them tightly against the wall behind me, looking straight at me, "Do you know that doing this will make Yunxi never reborn?"
I lowered my head in pain, but Li Zhenrui grabbed my chin and forced me to look directly at him.
"Xie Lingxi, I didn't expect you to be so cruel!" Li Zhenrui's eyes lingered at me like knives.
I really didn't expect that Li Zhenrui thought of me like this.
I smiled wryly, "Bai Yunxi deserves to die, but I didn't break the formation."
There was a moment of hesitation in Li Zhenrui's eyes, but then there was fire again, "No one has entered the Xiling Pavilion tonight except you."
He sneered, "Xie Lingxi, I didn't expect you to have so many helpers in the palace. Are you forcing me to clean them up one by one?"
After Li Zhenrui finished speaking, a black figure appeared in front of the room.
Li Zhenrui took my hand and pulled me in front of that black figure. The black mask was taken off, and it was a familiar face, but at this moment, his body was covered with scars. He must have been tortured and was dying.
"Xiao Shunzi, I really can't see that you still have two masters..." Li Zhenrui sneered.
I lowered my head and stared at Xiao Shunzi who was kneeling on the ground, "Why don't you go?"
There was still blood on the corner of Xiao Shunzi's mouth, but he raised his head with difficulty and smiled at me, "I... can't worry about you, Young Master."
I knelt down and looked at him calmly, "I'm afraid you are going to lose your life now, do you have any regrets?"
Xiao Shunzi tried to touch me with trembling hands, but before he could reach me, he spat out a mouthful of dirty blood, and exhaled his last breath, "No... regret it later."
I reached out to touch his eyes and closed his open eyes.
Li Zhenrui sneered behind me, "You guys really have a deep relationship between master and servant." Then he said to the guards outside, "Drag out."
Soon, Xiao Shunzi's body disappeared, leaving only a bloodstain on the ground.
I stood up, feeling more tired than ever.
His legs were numb, and he was almost unable to stand, so he could only lean on the pillars to support himself.
"I didn't burn down the Xiling Pavilion." I emphasized again.
"Li Zhenrui, why don't you believe me?" I looked at him disappointedly, "In your heart, am I really that unbearable?"
Li Zhenrui's expression finally calmed down, but he still frowned, "Even if you didn't do it, you are still to blame."
Seeing Li Zhenrui's remorseful look at the moment, I sneered and said, "Sometimes in life, there must be something, and there is always time in life. Don't force it. Bai Yunxi is looking for her own death, so she has nothing to do with others."
Li Zhenrui glared at me angrily.
But I continued to sneer presumptuously, becoming more and more reckless, "Li Zhenrui, let me tell you, even if I did it, so what? If you have the ability, kill me!"
My arrogant and ignorant attitude ignited Li Zhenrui's anger again.
He slammed me against the wall and grabbed my throat, "Xie Lingxi, do you think I really dare not?"
"Then you do it!" My eyes shot more fiercely.
Li Zhenrui stared at my face, with more and more complicated emotions gathered in his eyes, and a strange expression on his face that I had never seen before. His anger and hatred were brewing, and he was about to explode.
I closed my eyes and waited for the last moment.
I never thought that one day Li Zhenrui and I would be where we are today.
Just in the early morning we were still a loving couple, but now we have turned against each other.
The world is impermanent, and I can't guess the ending.
The unexpected pain did not come, but Li Zhenrui punched hard on the wall beside me with his right hand.
Then he punched and punched until the wall where the fist passed was covered with blood, and he didn't stop.
Seeing him like this didn't make me feel good at all, but felt sad without words.
I grabbed his hand and wouldn't let him continue.
After tit for tat for so long, I still can't help Li Zhenrui.
Seeing him in pain hurts me more than he does.
Things are already like this, no matter how you do it, it will not help.
I put his hand on my cheek, looked at him seriously, and said, "The formation was broken because of me, and it has nothing to do with you. If there are eighteen layers of hell, I will come down, and the soul will be scattered, and I will bear it."
What you owe Bai Yunxi, I will pay it back for you.
Li Zhenrui pulled out my hand, but moved away from me.
"Forget it, I'm sorry for her, and it has nothing to do with you."
He said slowly, with a hint of regret in his calm tone.
I could hardly help blurting out: You are not the only one who is sorry for her.
Li Zhenrui turned around and walked slowly outside, his back was extremely lonely.
"Xie Lingxi, we're done."
Li Zhenrui's voice came from my ear, and I raised my head in shock, I could hardly believe it came from Li Zhenrui's mouth.
Is he really going to break up with me?
Regardless of my heavy and tired body, I took a step forward and asked, "Are you serious? Just because of Bai Yunxi?"
I never thought that I would lose to someone who had been dead for eight years.
"Yes." Li Zhenrui's straightforward answer made me even more confused.
"She is dead, she can no longer hinder you and me, you still want to break with me?" I was more persistent than ever, and continued to ask.
Li Zhenrui didn't say a word, just continued to walk forward, as if he didn't listen to my question.
"Li Zhenrui!" I yelled, "Did you really never love me?"
This is my last pride, the last trace of persistence.
If Li Zhenrui is still abandoned like a shoe, then I really don't have the courage to persevere.
"Yes, no."
Li Zhenrui's unusually clear and straightforward answer finally broke my last thought.
I gave up the chase and stopped in front of the door.
Li Zhenrui let it go as soon as he said it, so free and easy.
Everything turned out to be a dream.
It's been my one-man show all along.
I poured out my feelings for him and allowed myself to be a person who lost himself, and is now really lost.
Breaking through his own principles time and time again, forgiving his actions time and time again, but in the end he was still treated like this...
It turns out that he never loved me from the beginning to the end, which is really ironic.
My thoughts gradually drifted away, and I remembered many things. The soreness at the tip of my nose was unbearable. I lowered my head and leaned against the cold door frame and wept silently.
Recalling the first time in the Palace of Eternal Life, I was separated from him by a curtain.
"If you are such a beautiful woman, why don't you fall into your arms early?"
"Pengmen is overlapping again, and now it is opened for the king."
There is a painting in the Palace of Eternal Life that I can't understand, but now I understand it.
The inscription poem is now clearly imprinted in my mind, and I recited it unconsciously, "Officials in Yun's office are not like officials when they are idle. Xianxi Biqi passes on the love of lamps. I accept my lord's benefits and forgive me, and I will leave you in the city." Love is unparalleled."
A very ordinary poem, but it contains so much emotion, it hangs in the Hall of Eternal Life and misses it every day.
I love Yunxi, I love Yunxi.
It's funny that I don't really know until now.
I wanted to ask him: Husband, when you told me outside the palace that day, did you really mean to pick chrysanthemums in the future?
I also want to ask: Husband, on the wedding night, the red candle weeps, and we agree to hold hands with each other, will we grow old together?
I want to say: Husband, I don't want much, you know.
However, I still can't get what I want after all.
At that time, it was lingering and affectionate, but now Huang Liang is a dream.
Bet on my life, in exchange for his match.
"I lost." There was a smile on the corner of my lips, and I spoke to Li Zhenrui's back with difficulty.
Li Zhenrui turned around, looked at me calmly and indifferently, without saying a word.
"I take back my love for you."
"It's my failure not to make you fall in love with me, but I'm willing to admit defeat." I continued to smile.
I have exhausted all means, devoted myself physically and mentally, and am even willing to conceive and give birth to you. What I long for is nothing more than the ordinary love of husband and wife.If you can't get it, you can't get it. I, Xie Lingxi, don't force it.
I didn't make noise, didn't lose my temper, didn't show pear blossoms and rain, and didn't show any other expressions except smiling. From this moment on, Li Zhenrui and I were really and completely over.
That's all for this.
The fate is also here.
I raised my head and took a last look at the stars in the sky. This astrology is just like this scene, and it seems that it is also doomed, and I cannot escape.
Withdrawing my gaze, I no longer looked at Li Zhenrui, walked back to the room slowly, closed the door, and lay quietly on the bed alone.
I didn't fall asleep that night, and I went through all the pictures of Li Zhenrui from acquaintance, acquaintance, love to the present, and then I analyzed and discarded them one by one.
From now on, I will bury it.
Xie Lingxi is still the original Xie Lingxi.
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