The Legend of Nanshan Jun

After this incident, Li Zhenrui and I went back to the past, and our love was even stronger than before.

Every day, he would watch me get up and put on with interest, staring at my increasingly visible belly and casting admiring glances.

It is also because of being stared at by him every day, and I have gradually noticed many changes in my body.

For example, the skin of the body is becoming more and more delicate, the skeleton of the body is much rounder than before, and even the chest has changed...

Every time I see this place, I am always very worried, wondering if I will become a monster who is neither male nor female after giving birth to Rong'er in the future.However, thinking that Mr. Beichen didn't change much after giving birth to Ling'er, and he was still a normal man, he felt a little relieved.

After I put on my clothes, I saw Li Zhenrui's unsatisfactory eyes, and I couldn't help but think of a question, "Zixuan, do you prefer women or men?"

Li Zhenrui thought about it carefully, and then said, "I still like women."

When he said this, I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed, but the next sentence made me smile again.

"But I like you more."

I blushed and leaned into his arms, "Really? Do you only like me?"

Li Zhenrui nodded, "Really, I only like Xi'er."

Regardless of whether it is true or not, I am very grateful for Li Zhenrui's answer.

We are tired of being together again every day, and the tit-for-tat confrontation for more than half a year has made us miss each other to the extreme. We often kiss each other without saying a few words, whether it is deep or shallow, it makes us very nostalgic.

Li Zhenrui would come to Nanshan Pavilion every day after handling the government affairs, and stayed in my room at night, and never went to the residence of other concubines.

The teenagers in the Liyuan disappeared at some point.

It was also heard that Shangguan Wenya contracted a cold while taking care of Mr. Beichen, and was ill for many days.

I have been raising my baby in Nanshan Pavilion peacefully, waiting for the baby to arrive...until one day.

"Your Majesty, this is a letter from Lord Xiling."

I was a little surprised when I took the letter in Dieyi's hand.

No matter how seriously ill Shangguan Wenya was, she still wouldn't be able to write a letter. What kind of things couldn't be conveyed by an attendant instead of a letter?

Shangguan Wenya's handwriting is beautiful and small, it doesn't look like a man's writing.But I know that it was written by him with his own handwriting, and it is sincere, with hatred for me and unwillingness in his heart between the lines.

I didn't expect the gentle Shangguan Wenya to have such a time, it was really unexpected.

He asked me to let Li Zhenrui take a look at him, he missed him very much.

Since I ran into that scene in Shangguan Wenya's bedroom that day and vomited blood, Li Zhenrui never went there again.

Shangguan Wenya looks too much like me, and Li Zhenrui already has a physical relationship with him, and it is not impossible to have a relationship for a long time, so I don't want him to have too much contact with Li Zhenrui.

After hesitating for a long time, I decided to go see him in person before deciding whether to let Li Zhenrui see him.

When I came to Shangguan Wenya's bedroom and saw him lying on the bed, I couldn't help being a little moved.

Dressed in white, with a thin face, he was originally soft and weak, but now he looked sick, and his condition was indeed not good.

"Why are you here?" He was a little surprised, disappointed in a flash.

He turned around, his back was depressed and lonely, "I don't want to see you."

"Why do you have to be like this, your body should be more important than anything else."

He raised his head, and there was a mockery in his sad eyes, "Since you know this, why were you sicker than me? Don't do to others what you don't want to do to others, don't you understand?"

I was speechless.

I have also been emotionally hurt, and I know everything he is going through right now.

But between me and Shangguan Wenya, Li Zhenrui can only choose one, this is the bottom line that I cannot compromise.

There is not only a desire for monopoly, but also a layer of fear that I don't want to admit...I am deeply afraid that Li Zhenrui will really empathize with him, and he will never need me again.

"Why didn't Mr. Nanshan speak?" My silence made him feel even more uncomfortable.

"The emperor said that he wants me to leave the palace." He stated calmly, but his voice was choked with sobs.

I was stunned, I did have the idea of ​​letting Shangguan Wenya leave the palace, but I never told Li Zhenrui, I never expected...

My reaction made his emotions that had been brewing for a long time finally burst out, "You were neglected by the emperor back then, and I never treated you harshly, and I often said hello to you in front of the emperor. Now you monopolize the emperor, preventing us from getting close and even letting us Leaving the palace...why are you so narrow-minded?"

"Everyone is a concubine in the harem, why are you so intolerant? I don't want the emperor to treat me like you, I just hope that I can see him often and be satisfied. Is this too much?" Tears rolled down his cheeks, There is unresolved sadness in the eyes.

Apparently Shangguan Wenya thought it was me who asked Li Zhenrui to drive him out of the palace, but I didn't bother to explain.

Faced with his accusation at the moment, I asked myself: Are people in love so vulnerable?Was it the same for me back in the day?

No, I won't.

"If he doesn't have you in his heart, why bother to feel sad for him? If he has you in his heart, he will never stay away from you." I replied calmly.

Although I feel pity for his grief, I don't agree with it. If I love someone again, I shouldn't beg for mercy like this.

Changing places, if Li Zhenrui has no intentions for me, I will never feel sorry for him, no matter whether I love him or not.

Love should be a matter between two people. If there is only one person's lovesickness, it is not love, but bondage.

"How do you know that he has no self in his heart? Why do you say that he has no self in his heart?" Shangguan Wenya instantly raised her willow eyebrows and looked at me angrily.

This is the first time I have seen him lose control of his emotions, but I must let him face the reality, so that is the best relief for him.

"If he really has you in his heart, how could he not come to see you because of me." I glanced at him indifferently, then paused, "He only treats you because of me."

Shangguan Wenya heard the words, but seemed to hear some particularly funny joke, and the branches of laughter trembled uncontrollably.

After laughing for a long time, he finally stopped, "Xie Lingxi, I know you are lonely, but I didn't expect you to be so self-righteous. Do you really think he loves me just because of you? Or do you really think he loves you?" I'm annoyed, but I'm curious why he's still so obsessed with it.

It's ridiculous, how could Li Zhenrui not love me.

I couldn't help asking a question in my heart, but I couldn't be happy.

He said to me himself... like me, yes, liking is not love.

I'm a little annoyed, I've never heard Li Zhenrui say he loves me personally, but why should I be obsessed with this word difference?It's just that Shangguan Wenya's question made me unable to refute it confidently.

My thoughts can't help but drift farther and farther... Does Li Zhenrui really love me?If he really loves me, why would he serve me red sausage soup?If he really loves me, how can he favor other people?

No, I can't be swayed by Shangguan Wenya's few words, so I fell into his trick.

I want to calm down, calm down.

It is rare for Li Zhenrui and I to reconcile as before, so I should no longer speculate and suspect him.

Perhaps the way I bowed my head in thought made him see hope, Shangguan Wenya said calmly and a little proudly, "There is one thing, Mr. Nanshan, you must not know."

"What's the matter?" I raised an eyebrow slightly.

"About the answer you've always wanted in your heart, I can help you answer it." He smiled, and suddenly felt a little sad, "That answer is exactly what I want to know."

"I don't have any questions in my mind that need to be answered." I said lightly.

"Then what about the Xiling Pavilion that has been sealed for many years?" Shangguan Wenya asked.

I turned around and replied coldly, "Not interested."

"No, you have. Your reaction just now speaks for itself." He said firmly, "This answer can only be solved if the emperor tells you in person. If you want to know, I will tell you when the time comes."

I didn't agree to him immediately, but it really made me irresistible. Until I left his bedroom, my mind was still circling what he said.

In the end, I persuaded Li Zhenrui to go to see him.

The matter of Shangguan Wenya leaving the palace was also shelved.

It's not that I'm soft-hearted, it's just that I still need to solve a mystery.