The Legend of Nanshan Jun

After seeing him in the imperial garden that day, I made up my mind never to go to the imperial garden again.

Otherwise I really don't know if I can control myself.

I still hate Li Zhenrui, I hate him every moment.

Hate him for his ruthlessness and indifference, hate his half-heartedness, and even more hate that he has no affection for children.

How could I fall in love with him blindly at the beginning, and love so blindly, it is really ridiculous now that I think about it.

How is this ending different from being with Li Xuruo?

Thinking of him, the depression in my heart is hard to get rid of.

It has been almost two years since Li Xuruo was sent to the frontier by Li Zhenrui, when will he come back?

In a blink of an eye, it is January again, and this month, my belly is much bigger than before.

I also feel tired every day and don't want to move.But Mu Bin advised me to exercise more, because in the future childbirth will require a lot of physical strength, if I don’t exercise myself every day from now on, I will suffer in the future.

I have always followed Mu Bin's words.

It's just that although my body is a bit plump now, my calves are very thick, and walking is much more difficult than before.I usually take a walk near Donghua Pavilion, and it is already a bit strenuous to go to other places farther away.

But today I don't know what happened, I received an imperial decree early in the morning, asking me to meet you at Nanshan Pavilion after dinner.

It's true that the sun came out from the west, and Li Zhenrui asked me to meet him, and he was still in Nanshan Pavilion.

Isn't Nanshan Pavilion already in ruins?

Does he want to bury me again?I can't help thinking maliciously.

The imperial decree did not limit when I would arrive, but only allowed me to go there after eating, so I took my time to prepare before going out.

Nanshan Pavilion is far away from the other three pavilions, and the place is still very remote. I don't know why Li Zhenrui asked me to go there suddenly.

But it's useless to think too much, you'll know when you arrive.

To my surprise, there were many people there when I got there, both male and female concubines, which surprised me.

Is it impossible to have a banquet at Nanshan Pavilion today?

But if you take a closer look, this Nanshan Pavilion is really different from the original one. It is not repaired, but newly built. The pavilions and pavilions are well arranged, and it looks like a fairyland from a distance.

But I was already late, and I didn't dare to be too appreciative. I just glanced at it hastily, and with Die Yi's support, I walked up to Li Zhenrui and bowed slightly to salute him, "Long live the emperor."

His hand quickly and carefully stopped my bent body, but his tone was indifferent, "You are here, let's take a look at the newly built Nanshan Pavilion with me."

"The Nanshan Pavilion is really finished..." I muttered unconsciously.

I am Mr. Nanshan, will this Nanshan Pavilion be the place where I will live in the future?

However, I am no longer favored.

While Xiling Pavilion has been sealed for many years, Shangguan Wenya still lives in Yongqing Palace. He is now the most favored concubine, and it is possible that Li Zhenrui bestowed it on him.

Thinking about it this way, I don't know why he called me here, maybe it was to let me see with my own eyes how he bestowed Nanshan Pavilion on Shangguan Wenya, so as to take the opportunity to humiliate me again?

He has humiliated me many times anyway.

While I was thinking wildly, Li Zhenrui walked forward slowly holding Shangguan's gentle hand.

Fortunately, they walked very slowly. I ignored the soreness on the tip of my nose and started to keep up with them.

Nanshan Pavilion is surrounded by mountains and rivers, and the main palace is located at the foot of the mountain. The left and right wings are the East Hall and the West Hall, which surround the main palace in the shape of wings.There is a large garden in front of the hall, and at the end of the garden is a clear lake, above which is a pavilion across the water, leading to all directions.There is also a cruise ship outside the pavilion, which is exquisite in workmanship.

But what fascinates me the most is that there is an attic on the mountain. The upper floor has not been furnished yet, but I already know what it should be used for.

This is really the ideal residence that I have been thinking about. I tried my best to suppress the excitement in my heart. It was a regret in my life that I could not have it. I could only let myself take a look to feast my eyes.

Li Zhenrui glanced at me seemingly unintentionally while joking with Shangguan Wenya.

I quickly lowered my head to hide the envy in my eyes.

"Does Ya'er like this Nanshan Pavilion?" Li Zhenrui asked casually.

Although I guessed it early, I still feel a little dark in my heart. Li Zhenrui, a heartbroken man, promised to rebuild the Nanshan Pavilion for me at the beginning, but now he gave it to someone else.

I felt aggrieved in my heart, as if I had been stabbed by him again, the pain was unbearable, and I couldn't help covering my chest.

"Your Majesty, are you alright?" Dieyi asked softly in my ear.

"It's okay." I shook my head, took a deep breath, and tried to calm down as much as possible.

But to my surprise, Shangguan Wenya glanced around, without much joy in his eyes, he just shook his head and said, "Your Majesty, I don't like it."

As soon as his words came out, some were shocked, and some were indifferent.

The former is like me, and the latter is like Cui Minglang.

"Why?" Li Zhenrui asked.

Shangguan Wenya sniffed, as if feeling a little uncomfortable, "This garden full of withered lotuses is really not a beautiful sight."

I couldn't help answering secretly in my heart: It's autumn now, so there are naturally dead lotus branches, but when it comes to summer, the scenery must be pleasant.Besides, doesn't this dried lotus have a special flavor?

Fang Shengze also agreed, "It's really ugly." Then he glanced at me again.

I said: ugly is ugly, what do you think I am doing?

Seeing that I didn't answer, Fang Shengze pointed to a few plum blossoms in the garden and said, "There are too few types of flowers, except for peach blossoms and plum blossoms. It is monotonous and boring. We men are really feminine."

Several others nodded in agreement.

I secretly clenched my fists, these people... fortunately, only Li Zhenrui knows about my liking for peach blossoms and plum blossoms, otherwise wouldn't I be laughed at by them?

But obviously I mistook Li Zhenrui for a good person, he also joked, "It's really feminine."

"Last year and today in this mountain, the peach blossoms on the human faces are red. The human faces don't know where to go, but the peach blossoms are still smiling in the spring breeze. Peach blossoms are sentient things." I started and walked towards them slowly, seeing their surprised eyes, I said lightly, " How can you get the fragrance of plum blossoms without going through a bit of cold. Plum blossoms are also proud flowers. With these two flowers together, there are countless victories and prosperity."

Li Zhenrui gave me a deep look, no teasing in his eyes.

The others stopped talking.

Only I blushed, regretting my own strength.

But despite this, there are still many people who criticize this Nanshan Pavilion.

Cui Minglang also became a member of the pickpocketing army. He pointed to the attic on the top of the mountain in the distance and asked, "That attic is so high, isn't it convenient for people to live in?"

Shangguan Wenya nodded and said, "If there are guests visiting, even though there are steps, it's rude to live so high."

Where is it used for living, this mountain has been filled and repaired and has become the highest place in the entire Daming Palace. If you observe the starry sky from here at night, you will definitely be able to see the most complete constellations.

I lowered my eyes and couldn't help curling my lips: these fools.

However, finally there are people who agree, Wang Guifei pointed to the swing in the center of the garden and praised, "This swing is quite unique, it uses flowers and plants as ropes."

Concubine De couldn't help laughing, "Sister, do you dare to sit on this flower swing? Just don't fall off."

When she said this, Wang Guifei had no choice but to wave her hands and stop looking at it.

I couldn't help being angry. Regarding this issue, I once explained to Li Zhenrui that although the surface is made of flowers and plants, the inside is still tethered. They are just dyed in the color of flowers and plants so that they cannot be seen, so it is novel and unique, and it is safe. , there is absolutely no danger.

Seeing everyone pointing out the flaws in the pavilion, Li Zhenrui was noncommittal, and asked in a deep voice, "Doesn't anyone like this Nanshan Pavilion? Then I don't even know who to give it to..."

He took a few steps in annoyance, and slowly glanced at the concubines with his breathtaking eyes, but surprisingly, all of them shook their heads and refused to accept it.

This scene really made me unbelievable. If it wasn't for the faint sweat on my forehead, I even suspected that I was in a dream.

Such a beautiful palace and pavilion, are they all blind?

"Is there really no concubine who wants this Nanshan Pavilion?" Li Zhenrui asked the crowd again, but seeing that no one answered, he could only sigh, "Then I can only destroy it and rebuild it."

"Your Majesty!" As soon as he uttered the word ruin, I knew that I was fascinated by this Nanshan Pavilion, and I could no longer stay out of it.

I hurriedly said, "The emperor please give Nanshan Pavilion to me, I like it."

Quiet, surprisingly quiet.

With so many people present, there was no sound at this moment.

Did I say something wrong?

I raised my head in a daze, and saw that Fang Shengze's face was flushed a little, Cui Minglang turned his face away, and the other concubines pursed their lips and snickered.

Seeing that Li Zhenrui didn't respond much, I boldly continued, "I feel that the scenery in Nanshan Pavilion is very beautiful, and every part is very satisfactory. I also ask the emperor to make it happen."

Li Zhenrui coughed and turned his head away.

Cui Minglang looked at me and agreed, "Since Mr. Nanshan likes it, the emperor might as well give it to Mr. Nanshan."

"Yes!" Shangguan Wen Ya also agreed, "It is only natural that Mr. Nanshan lives in Nanshan Pavilion."

But I don't know who whispered, "It's really hard."

Li Zhenrui turned around, glanced at me casually, and said lightly, "Since that's the case, I will give it to you. The furniture and objects have not been set up yet. You can design it yourself by then, and you can live in it within half a month."

"Yes, thank you, Your Majesty." I couldn't help but smile brightly at him.

His breathing was stagnant, his eyes flickered, and he quickly looked elsewhere.

But my heart was occupied by surprises, and I didn't pay attention to other things. I was very happy thinking that I could live in Nanshan Pavilion in the future.

The most important thing is that I can also set up furniture objects by myself, and I immediately have a blueprint in my mind.

When I was elected as a servant, I complained to Cui Minglang that the furniture and objects in the palace were too single and boring. Now I can design my own design, which is really exciting.

After returning from Nanshan Pavilion that day, Li Zhenrui sent many people to ask me for instructions, and all the items were added according to my selection. At the same time, he arranged for a wet nurse to prepare for my next delivery.

After visiting the furniture in the pavilion and cleaning the Nanshan Pavilion thoroughly, I finally moved in.

I have lived in Donghua Pavilion for so long, and I am also very reluctant to stay here, but after all, Donghua Pavilion is Cui Minglang's place, and it's really not good for me to occupy it for a long time. After saying goodbye to him, I finally left.

Xu Shi moved to a new place and faced the new environment, his mood was no longer as gloomy as before, and his appetite improved a lot. Looking at the plates of exquisite dishes in front of him, he also had the desire to move his chopsticks.

However, even after the period of pregnancy and vomiting, it is still impossible to eat too greasy dishes.

"The emperor is here." The eunuch screamed outside the door, I raised my head in surprise, and saw Li Zhenrui coming in hurriedly.

"See the emperor." I got up from my seat and bowed to him with some difficulty.

He walked over quickly and stretched out his hands to support my body, letting me off the hook.

I took a few steps back to distance myself from him before I sat down and continued eating.

I don't know why he came today, I clearly remember that he said he would never see me again, the sun came out from the west today.

He coughed and said solemnly, "I passed by here to see if you still need anything."

As Li Zhenrui said, he inspected the room very seriously, from the vase to the tea table, he rummaged through it one by one, but he still hasn't left, which made my lunch very unnatural.

After a while, he put down the teacup in his hand, walked in front of me, took a table of lunch, and said casually, "I'm a little hungry too... Dieyi, add another pair of bowls and chopsticks."

Hearing this, Dieyi happily ran out to fetch the bowls and chopsticks.

I lowered my head and twitched the corners of my mouth slightly, "Hasn't the emperor had lunch?"

Li Zhenrui sat next to me, looked at me, and said with a smile, "You have good news."

I calmly swallowed the soup, "It's not that Weichen is well informed, the imperial dining room first sent lily and lotus seed soup to Lord Xiling."

"Why did you go to Lord Xiling's first to know that I was eating there too?" Li Zhenrui asked with his wrist lazily propped on the table, pretending to be puzzled.

"You can see the whole leopard at a glance." I turned my head slightly to avoid his gaze.

Lily and lotus seed soup is what I use every day, and on weekdays, the imperial dining room will deliver it as soon as possible - Li Zhenrui is the only one who may have an accident.

Li Zhenrui smiled and praised, "Xi'er is really smart."

I ate the last mouthful of food expressionlessly, but I thought to myself: Am I smart? In fact, I am dumber than anyone else.

While talking, Dieyi had already entered the door and laid out the bowls and chopsticks for Li Zhenrui.

Li Zhenrui was about to eat, I quickly put down the bowl and chopsticks, wiped my mouth, and got up to leave.

"Wait." Li Zhenrui took my hand, "How can I feed my baby with such a small amount?"

"I can't eat anymore." I said calmly.

In fact, I have eaten too much in the past few days, and I really lost my appetite a few days ago, but in Li Zhenrui's eyes, it seems that it is far from enough.

I was pulled by him and sat down again without any explanation, and he put another piece of braised pork into my bowl.

I looked at the braised pork in the bowl, and my stomach started to overwhelm, no matter how much he persuaded me, I would not move my chopsticks.

Finally, he put another piece of tender fish into my bowl, "Xi'er, try this, eat more fish, the future children will be more intelligent."

Seeing what he said, I had to reluctantly eat some more.

Li Zhenrui never mentioned the past this time, as if nothing happened between me and him, so I can no longer dwell on the past.

It's just that every time he approaches, I can't help but back away, not daring to be too close to him.

Because I know that every minute of intimacy requires me to lick the wound inch by inch in the long night, it hurts too much.

Although I was still sarcastic, Li Zhenrui didn't seem to mind. Every meal time, I would "inadvertently" pass by Nanshan Pavilion, and then came in to eat. The servants also consciously prepared two sets of tableware, and their enthusiasm for Li Zhenrui was far greater than to me.

Li Zhenrui also ordered people to send all the clothes, jewelry and other items needed by many children to Nanshan Pavilion.

In the end, I gradually figured it out, and finally stopped rejecting the things he sent.

In this harem, everything is his.No matter how much I refuse, I can't change this fact. It is obviously impossible to keep away from him some time ago.

One day I couldn't help joking, "Didn't the emperor say he would never come again?"

Li Zhenrui looked at me with a smile, "Yes, I have never been to Donghua Pavilion again."

I had no choice but to stop talking.

Every time Li Zhenrui came, he would talk to Rong'er in front of my belly, hoping that the baby in my belly would respond.Seeing his focused and serious face, I really couldn't bear to refuse.

It is more important than anything else that the child can get the love of the father, especially the growth of the child in the future.I didn't stop him from coming to see the baby, and I even liked it.I don't want to see him, but I can't deprive him of the right to see his children.And he finally didn't bring his Yingyingyanyan with him, otherwise I would definitely not have a good face.

During this period of time, my abdomen gradually became heavy. I lay on the grand teacher's chair and basked in the sun every day, but I felt more and more lazy, and I didn't want to move anymore.

Li Zhenrui came in quietly, put his hands on my shoulders lightly, "How is Xi'er today?"

"Well, it's good." I closed my eyes and replied.

"I didn't expect it to be almost eight months..." He looked at my belly with surprise in his eyes, and perhaps it was still hard to believe that men can conceive and give birth.

If I hadn't experienced it myself, it would be hard for me to believe that men can also have children. What a miraculous thing it is!

"Yeah, Rong'er was chatting with me yesterday." Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing, "He can already understand what I say."

"Really?" he said incredulously, "how is this possible?"

"Really, why did I lie to you." In order to convince him, I also gently stroked my stomach and sang a song to it.

Very soon, there was a bulge in the belly, and that bulge could move, and it followed suit.

Li Zhenrui gently put his hand on my stomach in amazement, feeling the rhythmic rhythm, and his voice was a little excited, "Huanger, I am your father."

"Call Father, listen?" He put his ear on my belly and asked stupidly.

I couldn't help but chuckled, "The emperor is still young and can't speak."

"No, my emperor must be the best." He said proudly.

The child in the belly seemed to cater to his words, and bulged twice very cooperatively, which made me unable to bear his fuss.

"Is Xi'er all right?" He asked with concern, put his hand on my cheek lightly, and stretched my slightly frowning brows.

I turned my face away uncomfortably, but he didn't withdraw his hand, as if he was feeling the temperature of my cheek.

Over the past few days, these touches have become more and more inevitable.

At first I refused, but gradually I stopped competing.

It's just that his hand stroking my cheek did not go away today, and gradually turned to my neck, so I finally couldn't help standing up with difficulty, not letting him touch it at will.

"Xi'er want to take a walk? I'll help you." He took my hand too consciously, and put his other arm around my waist, making it too late for me to refuse.

My waist is no longer as slender as it used to be, but now it's as thick as a bucket. I guess it doesn't feel good to the touch.Presumably he was just doing it out of interest, and he wouldn't really have any thoughts about me.

Which one of Yingying and Yanyan in Liyuan is not better than me now?

"How did Xi'er sleep these few days?" He was always looking for something to say, and looked at me with burning eyes.

I turned my face away uncomfortably, "It's fine."

Li Zhenrui smiled happily, "That's good. Only when Xi'er has a good rest can our Rong'er grow up healthily."

I smiled wordlessly.

The sun is dazzling, and sleepiness is hazy.

The pregnant woman was drowsy, so I lay down on the Taishi chair again, and felt that my body and the Taishi chair seemed to be integrated into one.

"Our Rong'er..." I was still savoring the five words from his mouth.

Li Zhenrui seemed to see through my thoughts, and explained to me solemnly, "Xi'er, I was not good that day. But I really like you, so naturally I also like our child."

Li Zhenrui took my hand and put it on his face, smiling contentedly, "My bloodline with Xi'er will definitely inherit Xi'er's beauty and intelligence in the future, it is unparalleled in the world."

I dare not trust Li Zhenrui's promise easily, but I am really happy for Rong'er.

With the favor of the supreme being in this world, his future will definitely be bright.

"Xi'er..." Li Zhenrui gently put his arms around my waist, lowered his head, only an inch away from me.

"What's the matter?" My heart was beating like a drum, and I didn't have much confidence in asking.

"Xi'er, let's start again, shall we?" His eyes were so sincere that it was hard to refuse.

Perhaps this is my last chance to reunite with him.

But at this moment, I am hesitant like never before.

Hongsutang and Yingyingyanyan from the harem naturally made me angry, but I can see him approaching, bowing his head, begging for peace again and again...

If I had the temperament of the past, there would be no possibility of accepting Li Zhenrui.

But now that I am in the harem and I am pregnant, Li Zhenrui and I have been constantly involved, so it is really hard to just let it go.

Non-vegetation, ruthless Practice makes perfect?

My silence made Li Zhenrui a little excited, "Xi'er, how long are you going to punish me? As long as you say a word, I can do anything."

His eyes were full of tenderness and grievance, "Xi'er, being separated from you for more than half a year has really been a torment for me."

The tip of my nose started to feel sour unconsciously...

You are suffering, why am I not?

Punishing you is not punishing myself.

But can we really go back in time?

My eyelashes seemed to be wet, and I blinked to get rid of the tears on my eyelashes, but my eyes were blurred instead.

"Xi'er, don't cry." Li Zhenrui hugged me, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes with his right hand.

Men don't cry easily, but this is more than one time I shed tears because of Li Zhenrui.

And once I cry, I can't stop.

"If you have me in your heart, why would you favor so many people? Go find your Ya'er, Liu'er, Hua'er, and Cao'er!" I pushed him away, expressing the anger I had held in my heart for a long time. .

But he hugged me really tightly, and I was too bulky, afraid of hurting the child with force, so I had to let him hold me.

"I only want Xi'er, if I have Xi'er, I don't want anyone." He kissed my lips forcefully, I shook my head and tried to break free, but he held the back of my head and couldn't move, so I had to let him kiss.

"You...you always... bully me like this..." I couldn't break free, and my eyes were red again.

He hurriedly stopped to ask for a kiss, carefully apologizing, "Alright, I won't bully you, I won't bully you again, Xi'er won't cry."

His desperate heart was crushed by his few words.

I knew in my heart that maybe he just suddenly became interested in me again, and he couldn't really love me, but I couldn't help but believe it.

The good agreement was broken, and with a few words from Li Zhenrui, I forgot the pain and cried without dignity.

He coaxed me patiently for a long time, and said many sweet words. I gradually stopped crying and said, "If you want to start over, you can't like others anymore."

"I promise." He should have no hesitation.

"You still have to be nice to our child." I continued.

"It's natural."

"You can't feed me Hongsu soup anymore, or I won't talk to you for the rest of my life." I said bitterly.

"I promise you, I will never do such a thing again." He also replied seriously.

"And... you, you have to come and see me often." I blushed slightly and said.

"Okay." He replied softly, lifting my chin and sealing my lips.

This time I didn't refuse any more, and let him kiss for a long time.

There are salty and sweet in the mouth.

We kissed for a long time until my legs were numb and I couldn't stand.

In my exclamation, Li Zhenrui carried me back to the Taishi chair.

Suddenly, I opened my eyes...

It was a dream.

Her legs were still numb, and the huge yard was empty except for Dieyi.

"The emperor is gone?" I asked.

Dieyi nodded and said, "Yes, the emperor saw that you were asleep, so he went back to the Ganlu Palace."

"Oh." I felt a little regretful, it turned out to be just a dream...

It turned out that in my dream I was so looking forward to getting back together with him, so looking forward to going back to the past with him.

Dieyi saw that I was thinking, and said again, "The emperor also said that he will come again tomorrow, do you still remember?"

I shook my head, no longer impressed.

Dieyi hesitated to speak, and left the yard without knowing what to do.

I looked up, the sun was about to set, and the afterglow was mild, with a hint of warmth.

Touching the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, there were still tears.

I sighed, feeling an indescribable loss in my heart.

I don't want to admit it, but I can't stop my heart.

Reason tells me that I should learn from a fall, but my emotions run counter to it.

Not far away, Dieyi was holding a book coming over, "Your Majesty, there is a sentence that I don't understand, please ask Your Majesty for advice."

I smiled, "It's rare that you still have such an eagerness to learn, show me."

Dieyi blushed delicately, and spread the book in front of me.

Pointing to the line of words, he said, "Please, Your Majesty, please explain to this servant what the meaning of this sentence is."

I stared at the line of words, but stayed for a long time.

People can not escape from doing wrong?There is nothing good in changing things.

I explained to her with difficulty, "All living beings are mortals, and no one can avoid making mistakes. If mistakes can be corrected, there is nothing better than this."

How can I not understand the meaning of Dieyi.

But do I really have to forgive him?

Can we go back in time?

I hesitated and lost.