The Legend of Nanshan Jun

On the second day, I didn't wake up until the sunset.

But my body felt very unwell, and I vomited up after just a few mouthfuls of porridge, so I had to call Brother Mu to take a look for me.

As soon as Mu Bin heard that I was drinking, his complexion became a little bad, and he advised, "Xiaoxi, don't drink anymore."

I nodded and agreed, "I will drink less in the future."

"You can't drink less, you can't drink any more." Mu Bin's rare and unnegotiable tough tone.

I was surprised, "Why is this?"

Only then did Mu Bin tell the reason, but it left me stunned for a long time.

"Xiaoxi, you... have been pregnant for nearly three months."

"I didn't want to add to your worries, but I still tell you now, and give you more hope."

"Brother Mu, are you kidding me?" I couldn't digest what he said.

When Li Zhenrui and I were strangers, I actually had his child?

"Xiaoxi, you are indeed pregnant, it's just that you have been depressed these days and your fetal breath is unstable."

Mu Bin sighed, and assured me, "But don't worry, I will try my best to keep your child."

After getting Mu Bin's confirmation, I still couldn't help being a little excited.

But then he thought that this was an unwelcome child, and he was full of worries.

"I'm afraid I can't keep this child, his father doesn't want him."

If Li Zhenrui knew about it, he might give me another bowl of Hongsu soup, right?

Mu Bin shook his head, "The emperor already knew about it, but he didn't object."

"Really?" I was slightly surprised by his "benevolent deed".

Mu Bin nodded again, "The emperor also ordered me to protect your pregnancy, if there is any delay, come and see me."

My hand drinking tea stopped for a moment unconsciously. I didn't expect Li Zhenrui to ask Mu Bin to protect my pregnancy. It's unbelievable.

But whatever his intentions are, it's all very well for me.

I admit that my hopeless heart is indeed relieved by this news, and my life suddenly has hope.

God has treated me well, with this child, the long palace in the future should not be lonely anymore.

With the company of this child, my body recovered quickly, and the power of a father's love is like a panacea.

I know that I can't let myself be sad anymore. For the sake of my child, I want to get better soon. My child must be healthy and healthy, and I can't be as sick and troubled as I am.

In the past few months, she has been suffering from severe morning sickness, and she does not think about eating and drinking every day. Fortunately, Mu Bin has been by her side to take care of her.Every day, I eat and drink medicine very obediently, work and rest regularly, and take good care of my body.

I refused to see anyone except Mu Bin who checked my pulse every day. I really kept my ears shut and read only the books of sages.

In his spare time, he would often talk to the child in his arms, "Rong'er, father Jun gave you a small sachet, okay?"

Dieyi covered her mouth with a smile and said, "Your Majesty, the birth of the child is still far away, and there is still time to do it."

"Really?" I finally realized it, but I was only five months pregnant, so it seemed a bit early.

However, it is not too much to make dried flowers for a year or two.

"Your Majesty's intentions, the little prince will definitely understand in the future." Dieyi smiled and reached out to touch my stomach.

The belly of five or six months has already appeared. Although I am thin and weak, it is not easy to walk with such a belly. Fortunately, Dieyi supports me every day, which makes me feel more comfortable.

I let Dieyi caress my stomach indulgently, seeing her fresh face, I laughed and said, "You will have some when you get married in the future."

"I... I won't marry, I want to be by Junshang's side all my life." Dieyi blushed and muttered, "As long as you don't find me annoying."

"How could I find you annoying." I smiled, "It's just that you are destined to have a marriage, and it's almost time to calculate."

Dieyi stuck out her tongue in disbelief, "Your Majesty has started to chatter again."

I shook my head helplessly and smiled.

Dieyi was amazed at the accuracy of my other predictions, but I didn't believe it when I said marriage.

I am no longer obsessed, yes or no, I will know in the future.

While talking, Luo Feng, the gatekeeper, hurried in.

"Your Majesty, the Chief Steward is here."

"Here we come again." Dieyi murmured, and quickly went up to meet him.

"See Mr. Nanshan, you are a thousand years old." The head of internal affairs smiled and saluted me, very respectful.

I waved my hand to get him up, but my eyes still stayed on the book, and I didn't speak.

"Your Majesty, seeing spring is here, the emperor's special servants have prepared some Jinling silk and satin embroidery for the East and West Palaces. Please take a look at them."

I flipped through the pages of the book and asked, "Have you sent it to the other palaces?"

The head of internal affairs nodded quickly and wiped off his sweat, "Yes, yes, please don't blame me, Your Majesty."

I nodded calmly, glanced at the box of silk and satin, and a maid next to me was still holding a few gold-bound books in her hands.

I turned my face to Die Yi and said, "Pick two horses that are suitable for Rong'er and keep them, and take the books away."

Upon hearing this, the head of internal affairs asked quickly, "Don't you want these books, Your Majesty? These are rare orphans..." Before he finished speaking, he covered his mouth and patted his face again, "These book slaves They were also randomly searched from the library, if your majesty doesn't like them, I will pick some better ones and send them to you next time."

"No need." I stopped him, "Go back and thank the emperor for me."

The head of internal affairs then left in dismay.

I naturally like these books, but I will never easily accept what Li Zhenrui gave me again.

I haven't seen Li Zhenrui since that night, but I still receive a set of supplies from the Ministry of Internal Affairs from time to time: everything from small gadgets to large furniture.

But I didn't look too much before I withdrew, and only received the basic quota required for this position.

Except for Rong'er, I don't refuse.

Regardless of my relationship with Li Zhenrui, Rong'er needs his father's favor, and I cannot deprive him of it.

Dieyi sighed, seeming to be very regretful, "Your Majesty, this servant just saw the title of the book, it is the "Book of Stars" that you have been looking for for many days."

"So what?" I said indifferently, "I don't need his gift."

Die Yi asked incomprehensibly, "Your Majesty, you are still thinking about the Emperor, why are you thousands of miles away from him? Isn't this an opportunity for other male concubines... Do you know that now..."

Dieyi was about to say something, but my face turned cold, "I have already broken up with the emperor, don't mention him again."

She knew my temper well, so she stopped talking too much.

It's not that I'm thousands of miles away from him, it's just that I've lost the ability to accept him after going through so much.

It's not that he didn't give him a chance... But Li Zhenrui doesn't seem to need it. He already has a new beauty by his side, so why do he need me?

I thought with some self-deprecation that the reason why he gave me these should be the compensation he said.

It's just these compensations, I'm not rare.

When Mu Bin came to ask a doctor, he saw my slightly frowned eyebrows and couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?"

I didn't want to worry Mu Bin anymore, so I shook my head and said, "Maybe I didn't sleep well today."

Mu Bin no longer doubted him, and only warned, "Xiaoxi, you will give birth in a few months, you still have to go out frequently every day, otherwise it will be bad for your delivery."

When Mu Bin said this, I looked a little nervous. I didn't expect so many things to pay attention to during pregnancy.

Mu Bin patted me on the shoulder to signal me to relax, and explained it to me, so I was relieved.

In order for the baby to be born smoothly, I had no choice but to walk around Donghua Pavilion every day, and then go back to my room to rest.

The weather was very good that day, so I was so excited that I decided to go to the imperial garden to pick some flowers to make dried flower sachets.

Since Mu Bin saved my pregnancy, I also indirectly learned some medical skills.For example, the sachet I'm wearing around my waist at this moment was prepared by Mu Bin himself. The scent is fragrant and comfortable, and it's very good for pregnant women to calm their minds and fall asleep.

But as soon as I walked into the garden, I regretted it.

I forgot to read the almanac when I went out today, it must be written that it is not suitable to go out... Otherwise, how could I have met Li Zhenrui?

Moreover, he was playing with a group of male concubines, and seemed to be having a great time.

I saw two teenagers in his arms, the other two were kneeling beside him, one was playing the qin, and the other was dancing.

And the clothes of the two male concubines in his arms were half-undressed, lying on him with their slender waists twisted, they were even more posing than the female concubines, which amazed me.

Li Zhenrui tilted his head and bit off the grape that one of the male concubines handed over, and then kissed another male concubine deeply, as if no one was around.

Encountering such a beautiful scene in summer, others may feel blood spurting when they see it, but it is like the twelfth lunar month of winter for me, the taste is unspeakably bitter.

I used to think that he had feelings for me, he had me in his heart and eyes, and he would respect other concubines at a respectful distance, even if he occasionally called them to bed, he would not really do anything.

But this situation is obviously something that can only be achieved by extremely close people, but he is in front of the public...

I turned my head and didn't want to watch this scene again.

Li Zhenrui is indeed capable. When I was still struggling to get out of my emotional pain, he turned around and had fun, and he didn't put me in the slightest.

I was his leftover toy, that's all.And he really has too many toys, many of which are mine.

However, knowing these facts, I still feel heartbroken.

When I think of him doing what I did with other male concubines, I go crazy with jealousy and hate him to the core.

It's ridiculous that I thought he really regarded me as the only one.

Maybe it was too much of an eyesore for me to stand aside, and several people who were looking for fun stopped to look at me, an uninvited guest.

These are all new faces, all of them are very handsome, and they can be regarded as extremely outstanding among men, but they are all weak, like sick children, I didn't expect Li Zhenrui to be so good at it.

"Your Majesty, who is he?" The boy next to Li Zhenrui's voice was soft, as if he was a monster to the bone, and he pointed at me with a curious look.

"He..." Li Zhenrui glanced at me casually, "I think his name is Xie Lingxi."

"Oh, Xie Lingxi!" The boy suddenly realized, picked up a grape and concentrated on peeling it. The name seemed to disappear, and no one knew it.

I slowly took a few steps closer, and said to Li Zhenrui calmly, "I never thought that the emperor would still remember me, it's really not easy."

Li Zhenrui didn't look at me, he just concentrated on eating the grapes peeled by the boy. The boy put his arms around Li Zhenrui's neck and leaned on him.

The other boy had to get out of his arms because of the occupancy of the person next to him, straightened up and looked at me.

Although the clothes were half untied, when I raised my head, it was bright and beautiful, which made me stunned, but the eyebrows and eyes were quite familiar.

"Can men get pregnant too?" the bright boy asked in amazement.

The others were also staring at my stomach. Seeing the boy asking questions, they all looked forward to waiting for an answer.

"Yes, men can get pregnant too." Li Zhenrui glanced at me, "I don't know who the father is."

His bland tone and casual demeanor didn't irritate me, but this sentence completely ignited my anger.

Who is the father that he should say such a thing?

Not yours or whose?

Am I going to make love with other men?

No, I have to calm down, I have lost my composure many times, and I can't be stabbed by him again.

After taking a deep breath for a long time, I suppressed the anger in my heart and said coldly, "This child is poor, his father died early, but as a gentleman, I will protect him well."

Li Zhenrui also lowered his face, "Is that so, then your father-in-law will have to worry a lot, I don't like this child."

I couldn't help but squeeze the corner of my clothes tightly, "Tiger poison doesn't eat offspring, the emperor should think twice."

After I finished speaking, I stopped looking at him, I bowed my head and said "Farewell, my minister", then shook my sleeves and left.

I thought Li Zhenrui would love Rong'er a little bit, but it seems I was overthinking it.

When he came out, he happened to meet Fang Shengze and Cui Minglang.

I haven't seen the two of them for a long time. When I think of the scene when I first entered the palace, it seems that it has been a long time ago.

Cui Minglang was pleasantly surprised when he saw me, and he pulled Fang Shengze towards me.

"Ling Xi." He glanced at my stomach, seemed to be full of words, but hesitated to speak.

On the other hand, Fang Shengze seemed to be in a good mood, "Long time no see Mr. Nan Shan!"

I calmly replied, "It's been a long time."

Fang Shengze stared at my belly, "Why do you always have a big belly every time I see you?"

I froze for a moment, and couldn't help being a little funny.

I seldom go out, the last time I saw Fang Shengze was half a year ago.

Fang Shengze took a few steps closer, and said with a light smile, "You just came out of the Liyuan? I heard that the emperor has recently favored many male concubines, who are singing and singing in the Liyuan every day, but us old people have been abandoned."

But he didn't look sad at all.

Cui Minglang's eyes fell back on me, and he asked with concern, "How are you... It seems that you have lost a lot of weight."

I nodded slightly, my body warmed up a lot because of his words.

However, Fang Shengze seems to like to see me like this, he can't hide the smile on his face, he turns around me, his eyes are very unhappy.

"Looking at you dead, out of favor, skinny and skinny, I heard that you vomited blood, and you can't leave the medicine jar every day, it's really satisfying."

It was too late for Cui Minglang to stop him.

I rubbed my forehead with a headache, is it really good to poke someone's scar like this?

When I opened my mouth, I actually bickered with him, "Hey, I'm still standing here, can't I say these things behind my back?"

"Do you think there are still few people who talk behind their backs?" Fang Shengze laughed loudly, "Besides, it's boring to talk behind the scenes, but it's more interesting to say it in person. Seeing that your life is worse than death, I will finally get my revenge."

I shook my head and sighed, "The Master said: Only women and villains are difficult to raise. The ancients never deceived me."

"Xie Lingxi...you!" Fang Shengze jumped in anger.

Cui Minglang smiled, and I couldn't help laughing too.

Fang Shengze looked at us and laughed himself.

For some inexplicable reason, the three of them couldn't help laughing.

Fang Shengze's nature is not bad, but his family background is superior since he was a child, so he is unavoidably proud, but he also has a rare true temperament.

He came over and patted me on the shoulder, "I have offended you so much, and thank you for your forgiveness."

I couldn't help joking, "Are you sure it was just once?"

Fang Shengze was so angry that his eyebrows stood on end again, and he grinned for a long time, but he couldn't seem to find any words to refute.

I smiled and helped him out, "Speaking of which, how did you know that my life is worse than death?"

I turned around slowly towards him, "Except for the morning sickness and weight loss a few days ago, life couldn't be more comfortable."

Fang Shengze hugged his chest and curled his lips, "Look at the ghostly appearance you came out of the Liyuan just now, if you didn't have a child in your stomach, you would have been bumped to death by now."

What he said seemed to make sense, but I was speechless.

I froze and couldn't laugh anymore.

If it weren't for the entanglement of my child, I might really have gone to hell.

But it's hard to be seen what's on my mind, even though I try to be as indifferent as I can.

Is my current expression written on my face?

Facing Fang Shengze's sharp point, I touched my forehead again helplessly, "Even so, can you modify it a little bit?"

I saw him pat me on the shoulder, and said earnestly, "You are a smart person, think about everything better, as a concubine, you will never be able to be alone, understand?"

Although his human words are not pleasant, they are reasonable.

But he didn't know where I was really hurt.

We talked a few more words, and saw Shangguan Wenya approaching from a distance.

"Mr. Donghua, Mr. Nanshan, what a coincidence!" He smiled lightly, and when he smiled, his whole body lit up.

I have to admit that his appearance is much more refined than those boys in Liyuan. Most importantly, his elegant and elegant demeanor is unforgettable.

Looking at him now, just like me back then.

"Mr. Xiling is polite!" Fang Shengze also saluted him.

Shangguan Wenya looked at my stomach in a daze, until I looked at him, and then asked shyly, "Mr. Nanshan, how many months have you been?"

I gently stroked my abdomen, "Six months."

"Oh..." He nodded, and there was a trace of pain in his eyes, but it disappeared quickly.

I was a little surprised, maybe he was envious of me being able to conceive and give birth to a child.

"It is said that it is extremely dangerous for a man to conceive and give birth to a child. There are only a handful of men in our Great Xia who can finally give birth to an heir. Isn't Mr. Nanshan worried?" Shangguan Wenya asked cautiously.

I smiled indifferently, "I don't have much nostalgia for life, if I have children with me, I can still get by."

Maybe my words were too negative. We were silent for a while, and no one spoke.

Shangguan Wenya smiled softly at us, "It's getting late, the emperor is still waiting for me, I will go ahead."

"Hey..." I wanted to stop him.

He looked at me suspiciously, "Mr. Nanshan has something to say?"

I thought about it, and finally said, "Young man from Liyuan...you..." I didn't know how to phrase it, but Shangguan Wenya understood what I wanted to say.

"It's okay, I'm used to it." He smiled and said to me, he really didn't mind, which made me stand in awe and had to admire his demeanor.

And I just can't stand it.

Not to mention when I was in love with him that day, even now, I can't see him flirting with other male concubines, I feel that if I look at him more, I can pierce a hole in my heart.

But I always feel that the phrase "get used to it" he said sounds very vicissitudes.

Li Zhenrui was not like this before, so why get used to it?

I watched him go, handsome.

Fang Shengze also looked at his back for a long time, and said to Cui Minglang, "Don't you think his back looks familiar?"

Cui Minglang nodded, "Indeed."

But I was a little puzzled, "Who does his back look like?"

Fang Shengze glanced at me, as if he was looking at something strange, "Others don't know, and you don't know either?"

I was even more puzzled, why would I know?

I think I have seen the backs of many people, and I don't think anyone is familiar with him.

Fang Shengze suddenly slapped his head, "Oh, I don't blame you, I really can't blame you."

Cui Minglang gave me a meaningful look, but smiled and said nothing.

The two of them played charades for a long time, which made me very dissatisfied, and even aroused my curiosity, "Who is it?"

Fang Shengze chuckled, as if he had succeeded in a prank, "Ha, I won't tell you."

I caught a glimpse of Dieyi giggling, and couldn't help but ask, "You know Dieyi too?"

Dieyi smiled slightly, then settled her expression and said something irrelevant, "In fact, the emperor still has feelings for the king, if the king is willing to turn around."

I looked at them inexplicably, and I didn't want to think deeply, and I didn't dare to think deeply.

Some things are not something you can turn back if you want to.

Li Zhenrui, I really can't forgive him.