Rihu's Pit Brother's Journey

Ji Guoyansheng fell into the cycle of killing ghosts day and night.

No matter when you work, you can effectively adjust people's feelings, but before you were a city lord, now you are killing ghosts.

To his embarrassment, he found that he was living in the world, but there was nothing he wanted to pursue and was eager to pursue.This is probably the reason why he easily fell into the quagmire and was trapped by the last memory of that hateful black mud spirit.

——I want to be the best swordsman in the world!

He himself forgot what he said casually when he was a child, but Yuan Yi still remembered it.

Then choose the sword.

In fact, other things are the same, he just needs one thing to persevere, to support the self that is struggling on his own.

At this point, he had to admire Yuan Yi.No matter what he loses, his younger brother can persevere. In comparison, his elder brother seems too psychologically fragile.

After killing many ghosts, and after another desperate fight, spots appeared on Ji Guoyan's face.

Obviously, his fighting power has become stronger.

He wasn't the only one, among the other swordsmen of the Ghost Killing Squad, there were also several markings on their bodies, and their combat power became stronger after that.

Is it a side effect of breathing?

Yansheng thought of the spots on Yuanyi's face, and had a guess in his mind.

No, this is the completed state of breathing.It turns out that, as expected of Yuan Yi, he has stood at the top of everyone since he was born.

Before and after the stripes are opened, they are at completely different levels. He has a transparent vision. Although the duration is not long, he can still see a transparent world.

...So that's the case, this is the world in Yuan's eyes.

For a moment, Yan Sheng suddenly felt that his hard work and persistence all the time were pathetic and ridiculous.

When you are running hard, some people are already standing at the finish line.You run ten steps, and the other party will cross the line in one step.

Is it talent, talent?Talent... is that what it is?Because when you were born, you were born with stripes, and your fate was doomed at that time?

At this time, he would think of Dazai Osamu's remarks about fate being difficult to change.Just thinking of this made him feel sick to his stomach.

At this moment, there is no doubt that he hates Ji Guo Yuan Yi.

Because of the existence of Yuanyi, it seems that the theory of "fate" has been confirmed.

Immediately afterwards, in the column of the Ghost Slayer Squad, the oldest one died, only 25 years old.

—Brindles are not proof of talent, but the result of burning life force, which will eventually lead to premature death.

This is the conclusion drawn by the medical staff of Butterfly House after investigation.

All of a sudden, various discussions within the Ghost Killing Squad were raging.Most of the pillars of the ghost killing team dedicated their lives to the cause of killing ghosts, so most of them dismissed it. As long as they can become stronger, whoever cares about the length of life, anyway, dying sooner or later is death. Just kill more ghosts.

But another group of people have secret indignation and disgust for this.

——The breathing method will lead to markings, and markings will lead to early death, why didn't you mention it when teaching us?

——Could it be that the people at the upper echelon knew about it, deliberately kept it from us, and treated us as a one-time consumable for killing ghosts?

——Jiguo Yuanyi, who developed the breathing method, what is he thinking?Did he already know and drag us to die together?

Human nature is complicated. Not everyone has the idea of ​​dying with ghosts. Everyone wants revenge and kills ghosts, which is not contradictory to their own desire to live.

If you know that there is a risk of premature death from getting stripes, not every column will be impulsive to get stripes.

After all, you can beat most ghosts without markings, so why use markings?The ghost king's whereabouts have not been found yet, if they died early and the ghost king reappeared, wouldn't it be too late?If they knew that markings lead to early death, they would not be so impulsive, but wait for a while, and wait for the right time to do it.

As a result, within the Ghost Killing Squad, doubts about Ji Guoyuanyi once again arose.

Yan Sheng said coldly: "If he really knew that he would evolve to this point, he would not let me develop stripes at all. He is not an omnipotent god who knows everything."

This argument convinced everyone. After all, everyone knew that Yuanyi was a brother-controller. If he knew that this would endanger his brother's life, he would definitely not let his brother get his stripes.

Although Yansheng said this to others, in fact he had another idea in his heart.

Yes, his stupid brother probably didn't expect that this would cause people to die early, because to his stupid brother... this level is nothing at all.

As early as when he was learning the breath of the moon, he understood the fact that Ji Guoyuan should not be regarded as a human being.

The giant dragon taught humans how to soar into the sky with their wings. Will it understand that if humans reach its flying height, they will freeze and become ice lumps and fall to death?

That is something the dragon cannot understand.

Can humans blame dragons?madness.Who made them not see clearly from the beginning, they are completely different creatures from the giant dragon.

He Ji Guoyansheng, even if he has the same appearance, is only a mere human being.

Yan Sheng didn't stop practicing swordsmanship, but he felt that the time was more urgent. If he didn't reach the ultimate level of swordsmanship before his life was completely burned, it would be a mockery of the end of his life, which was really meaningless.

Meaningless.

This is what he fears the most.

He who chose to survive instead of Dazai must prove that his life is meaningful.

He has never thought of surpassing Ji Guoyuanyi, but at the very least, he should be worthy of the title of Breath of the Moon.

——If the moon is too far away from the sun, how is it different from those inconspicuous stars?

He practiced the sword non-stop, even until he vomited blood.

During this period, Yuanyi did not appear in front of him.

Most likely after hearing the rumors about Dapple, his stupid brother was finally cowardly.

…Did not dare to see his elder brother, afraid of being accused, afraid of being asked why he didn't know that stripes would lead to short life, why he didn't warn in advance.

In fact, Yan Sheng didn't blame him at all, because he knew that Yuan Yi really didn't know about it, and his younger brother was not that smart.

Yuanyi didn't come, but someone else came.

"It's really an excellent swordsmanship, so dazzling that it's hard to look away."

That is……

...a ghost.

A familiar ghost he had seen before.It's just that at that time, this ghost looked different.

His internal organs were burning and churning, and Zebra was shortening his lifespan. Yan Sheng covered the blood from his mouth, and said the ghost's name: "Wu Mi!"

Smiling lightly, she walked up to him.

"It's Ghost Mai Tsuji. I've been watching you, Iwakatsu. As I said, no one in this world can understand you, no one except me."

Yan Sheng wiped off the blood and stood up with the support of his sword. He knew that he might not be able to fight against the ghost king in this state.But even so, he had to stand when talking to this ghost.

Even if he has abdicated, he is still the patriarch of the successor country, the former city lord.

"Is this the last words you want to say?"

He said coldly, if he risked his life, at least he could cause Wu Mi to be hit hard again. In this era, I am afraid that the ghost king will never be able to make any waves again.

Wu Mi said patiently: "No, what I want to say is... don't you want to try and change your fate?"

——! ! !

Ji Guoyan was shaken, he was surprised that Wu Mian really understood his obsession.

Wu Mi looked at him and said with pity: "I understand you because you are very similar to me. I confirmed this after meeting you for the first time and talking to you. I... a long time ago, only I can lie on the sickbed, wander between life and death, and look at those fireflies. I am just like them. Do you ask me what hopes and desires I have? In fact, I have no vision or ambition. I am just not reconciled, that is I am not willing to die like this!"

... Ji Guoyansheng didn't have any self-prayers or longings, he was just unwilling to die in such an emptiness.

Wu Mi stretched out his hand, as if going back a long time ago, when the woman in the shop met the successor.His hands caressed Yan Sheng's face, the cold temperature was unexpectedly reassuring.

—of the same kind that associates with death.

"I just want to live, no matter what the cost, no matter what means. I don't care about any other life, no matter whether human beings hate me, hate me, treat me as a monster, I just want to live! Yansheng, Do you understand? I know you understand. To give up everything, to be desperate, to trample on everything to get something, such feelings are only understood by you and me."

He should have pushed the man away.

He should have scolded him for his nonsense.

However, he heard the man say——

"Changing fate with me, Ji Guoyan Sheng. I know, this is what you want to do. Only I understand how you feel, only me."

Only I know that you don't want to die.

It's not that I'm just trying to survive, but that I'm not reconciled, not reconciled to submit to fate.

Then come help me, help me, and change your destiny with me.I know you hate the word fate as much as I do.

Iwakatsu's grip on the handle of the knife was finally relaxed.

He knew that he had been caught by the ghost, had caught him, and could no longer escape.

Yeah, he actually... hated fate.

Hate everything that has to do with fate.

Including Ji Guo Yuan Yi.

Including his own life.

He hated Osamu Dazai for being so incomparably correct all the time, even at the last moment, Osamu Dazai was not unexpected.

The fact he refused to admit was... Osamu Dazai knew that he would not reach out, so he chose him, chose to invite him at that time, and chose to do it in front of his eyes.

——Why, you are so determined!

And abominably, the facts cannot be changed.

——In that book, someone told Dazai, since it’s the same everywhere, let’s go where there is light!So Dazai walked into the sunlight.

But he thought, since it is the same everywhere, why not go to the dark side?Anyway, it's the same either way.

"I've got to think of a new name," he said, looking up. "Everything from the past . . . is unnecessary. Meaningless."

No more laughing.

"Okay, let's call it Hei Si Mou. I hope you will become the most important first-quarter moon to support me."

The author has something to say: The Warring States chapter is finally over, and it has finally reached the place where the copywriting began, sigh.

Brother Yi was the first to wind up, and his breath is called the breath of the moon. Obviously, the title of December was originally derived from his breathing method.

——Yes, it's all Wu Mi's fault, taking advantage of Brother Yi's pain, Wu Mi deserves to be beaten.