throbbing for you

A soft and clever response made Fu Sitian's whole heart numb.

Pedestrians passing by all looked at him appreciatively, Fu Sitian was extremely ashamed, but he was reluctant to break away from Shi Yi.

"Everyone is watching us." She lowered her eyelashes and reminded in a low voice.

Shi Yi teased her, "Are you embarrassed now?"

Fu Sitian blushed even more.She raised her eyes to look at Shi Yi, with an unknowing coquettishness.

Shi Yi's throat moved, and he suddenly wanted to kiss her eyes.But out of season.

She closed her eyes, and as soon as she calmed down, she heard the announcement that Fu Sitian's train was about to start ticket checking in the waiting hall.

Obviously Fu Sitian heard it too.

"Ah, I have to go in."

Shi Yi let go of her, "Can I still go in after coming out?"

Fu Sitian had no confidence: "It should be possible."

Shi Yi was surprised, and immediately let out a laugh from his nasal cavity.This little rabbit, obviously looks so shy and timid, but sometimes it is really bold and exciting.

"It's okay. If you can't, just change the ticket. I'll wait with you."

Fortunately, you can actually get in after another security check.

Stepping into the waiting hall again, Fu Sitian's mood was completely different.With Shi Yi's words "I will do it too", she seemed to be floating above the clouds.

The bullet train to Ningcheng was running as usual, and soon entered the tunnel, entering the darkness that she feared most.Fu Sitian looked directly into the darkness, but in his mind was still the image of Shi Yi standing outside the hall.

Her girl stood in the sun, in the bright place, watched her leave, and waited for her to go back.

Like a lighthouse shining in the dark, guiding her way back.

Fu Sitian touched the invisible red thread on his wrist, and slowly smiled.

After an hour and a half drive, she got off at Ningcheng Station.

The temperature in Ningcheng seems to be lower than that in Shencheng, the sky is cloudy and cold, and it is raining lightly.Fu Sitian walked across the covered bridge, put on his hat, and was just about to step into the rain when his phone vibrated.

Take it out, it's Shi Yi's text message.

"Is it there? Is it raining?"

Fu Sitian was slightly surprised, and typed with his frozen fingers: "How do you know? There is a little rain."

Shi Yi came back quickly, didn't say how he knew it, but told him: "Usually there are umbrella sellers in Tianqiao. If you don't have any, buy one, don't catch a cold."

Fu Sitian pursed his lips and replied, "Okay."

She promised nicely, put away her mobile phone, and looked back at the stalls selling umbrellas and charging treasures on the overpass, still reluctant.She pulled up her hat, dragged her luggage and ran quickly into the light rain.

Yu Si ruthlessly greeted her face and hands, Fu Sitian thought about Shi Yi's text message, but felt warm in her heart.

While still on the bus, the rain suddenly became much heavier. After getting off the bus, Fu Sitian waited for a long time, and finally couldn't wait to trot back in the rain.No matter how thick the coat is, it will still get wet after a long time of showering.The dampness and coldness infiltrated and invaded in layers, and Fu Sitian felt more and more uncomfortable as he walked, and finally reached the door of Fu Jiantao's house.

The key was inserted into the lock, and the door was turned open. As soon as the suitcase was lifted into the anti-theft door, Wang Meifen's voice came from the kitchen: "Is Tian Tian back?"

Fu Sitian closed the door, his voice trembling from the cold: "Yes, Auntie, I'm the one who came back."

Wang Meifen asked, "Is it raining outside?"

"Yes, a little."

"Don't bring the suitcase in, it's wet, the floor was just mopped yesterday."

Fu Sitian was wrapped in wet clothes, and in an instant, his heart, which had been warm all the way, suddenly turned cold.

Not a word of concern, the aunt only cares that her floor will not be stained.

In fact, it has always been like this, and it's nothing.Fu Sitian quickly adjusted his mentality and warned himself that he shouldn't be spoiled by Shi Yi.She can't ask others to do that.Wang Meifen has no obligation to care about her.

She answered "OK", obediently put the suitcase by the door, took out the clothes and pants to be changed, put on the summer sandals worn by the guests, and rolled up the wet trousers before stepping into the living room.

In the end, Fu Siyu didn't go to college, but went to the retake class of a key high school to repeat his studies. There is no holiday yet, so he doesn't go home for lunch.

After twelve o'clock, Fu Jiantao came back from his lunch break, and the three of them had a meal together. Fu Sitian greeted Fu Jiantao and Wang Meifen and said that she would go back to her hometown in the afternoon to accompany her grandma.

Fu Jiantao wanted to keep her at home to rest for two days. Fu Sitian was worried that meeting Fu Siyu at night would make her unhappy, so he declined saying that he was worried about grandma and wanted to go back to see her first, so Fu Jiantao didn't keep her.

In the afternoon, she dragged the suitcase by the door, took the umbrella, and took the bus again to go to another home that did not belong to her.

The bus drove out of the bustling part of the city, and there were fewer and fewer high-rise buildings on both sides. Behind the rows of low-rise storefronts, there were scattered rural self-built houses and farmland.

Lettuce is planted in the fields, which are lush and green, and they are in continuous stretches. It is a rare look of vitality in winter, and it makes people feel much brighter.

Fu Sitian took out his phone and took two pictures outside the car window, subconsciously wanting to share it with Shi Yi.

The dialog box can be opened, and after selecting the picture, she paused to press the send finger.The chat background picture is the snow scene picture that Shi Yi shared with her when she was traveling in Japan last year.Obviously just now, this piece of greenery is already very unusual.But when it was photographed and put into the chat background, everything suddenly faded away.Unremarkable, not worth mentioning.

Fu Sitian hesitated again and again, and finally pressed "Send".

This is the only life she can share with Shi Yi.

Fortunately, Shi Yi also found it novel, and asked her what kind of vegetable it was, and whether it could grow in winter without building a shed.Because he was worried that Fu Sitian would get carsick, Shi Yi didn't let her look at her phone more, and the two of them didn't chat a few words, but Fu Sitian was happy all the way.

In the evening, she arrived at the house where the old man lived alone.

Do a good job of psychological construction, she pushed open the courtyard door.Unexpectedly, the old man was not in the yard or in the hall. She felt a little uneasy, and called "Grandma" all the way in, and finally heard the old man's familiar voice at the door of the old man's bedroom: "It's called the soul."

Fu Sitian felt relieved, closed his mouth, and stepped into the threshold with a low eyebrow.

The old man was half leaning on the bed, his hair, which was always meticulously combed, was frizzy. Compared with half a year ago, his entire face was visibly older.

A feeling arose in Fu Sitian's heart, not to say it was distressed, but it was a little uncomfortable.She said dully, "Grandma, I'm back."

The old man looked her over and asked, "Have you eaten yet? There is food left for you in the pot."

Fu Sitian shook his head, thinking about his concerns: "Uncle said that you have been feeling unwell recently, is it... why are you feeling uncomfortable again?" It is not the old man's habit to go to bed so early.

"I can't die, my stomach hurts, I have an old problem. You should go eat first."

Fu Sitian was used to being obedient to her, so he didn't dare to ask any more questions, so he nodded and went first.

After eating, she went back to the old man's bedroom to accompany her, poured water for her, and peeled the fruit. Fearing that the fruit would be too cold, she cut it into pieces and put them in hot water to scald them first.Lying on the bed, the old man occasionally asked her a few things about going to school in Shencheng.

The glass keeps the howling cold wind out of the window, and the white lamp tube emits light and heat above the head.I don't know if it was because of his illness, but the old man's tone seemed to be calmer than usual.For a few moments, Fu Sitian almost thought that there was some warmth between them.

But soon, her illusion was shattered.

"Is the prison far from your school?" the old man asked suddenly.

When Fu Sitian heard the word "prison", his head buzzed, "I...don't know."

As soon as the words fell, an enamel cup hit her foot, making a loud noise.

The moment the severe pain came, the old man's furious voice sounded: "It's better to raise a dog than to raise you! Have all the books been read into the dog's stomach?"

"It's so close, you never thought of going to see your father!"

Fu Sitian's back was stiff, his throat was dry, and he could not answer a word with his lips pursed.

She's not one to argue.She admitted that she didn't.She knew that Fu Jianze was her father, and after he atoned for his sins, she should still take care of him filially.But she couldn't find her feelings for him.The kindness he gave when he was a child is already very vague, but when he was addicted to drugs, he smashed and scolded, and the way he punched and kicked his mother for money was her long-term nightmare.

For a long time, she couldn't sleep in a space with no light at all.Looking at the perfect darkness, she always felt that she was put into that safe, dark cabinet by her mother again, and then her mother's heartbreaking and frightening wailing would sound again.

But these are completely insignificant things to grandma.She didn't care about these things. To her, she might actually be a dog she raised to protect her son for the rest of his life.

That's the heart of being a mother.

Fu Sitian suddenly felt sad.

The cell phone rang suddenly, and Fu Sitian didn't dare to see who was calling, so he pressed it off in a hurry.

The old man clenched his teeth tightly, as if suppressing his anger.After the hatchback was silent for a long time, the old man spoke again, "I'm getting old. Your father's future depends on you."

"For so many years, I've provided you with food, food, and education. You know why. If your father is released from prison in a few years, if you are not filial," she paused, her eyes were cold and cold, "I will be dead." , even a ghost will never let you go."

Unknowingly, the cold wind came in through the crack in the window, and Fu Sitian was so cold that his heart trembled.The light brought back by Shencheng almost couldn't bear the haze here.

She came out of the old man's room, and for the convenience of taking care of her, she slept next to the old man, where Fu Jiantao and his wife used to sleep.

She leaned against the door panel and was in a daze for a while before she lowered her head to look at the place where her instep was hit.

A piece of black and blue.

Stretched, able to move, not in the way.She moved back to the bed and sat down, remembering to take out her mobile phone to check the incoming call just now.

It's Shi Yi's!

She couldn't tell whether it was more pleasant surprises or more annoyances, or even more inexplicable grievances.She called back, and soon, Shi Yi's reassuring voice sounded: "Are you done?"

For a moment, Fu Sitian's nose became sour.She restrained herself and replied: "Well, I was in grandma's room just now."

She was funny, how could she suddenly become so vulnerable.It's been the whole day today, not only becoming fragile, but also naive, to the point of having undue expectations for Wang Meifen and grandma.

Shi Yi was concerned: "Are you okay?"

Fu Sitian replied: "It's okay, but I'm quite haggard."

"Do you want to stay in bed tonight?"

"Need not."

"Then take care of her and pay attention to yourself."

Fu Sitian's gloomy eyes gradually brightened, and a smile crept up his cheeks quietly, "Yes. I will weigh you every day, and I won't give you a chance."

Before leaving for the station, Shi Yi asked her to go on the electronic scale once, recorded her weight, and said very domineeringly that if she came back thin, she would be punished.

Shi Yi knew what she was talking about and smiled.

Fu Sitian asked, "Did you go to Auntie's house?"

"Ah."

The two chatted aimlessly, and Shi Yi talked about her holiday arrangements. Next week, she would fly to the west with her friends, and then rent a car locally for a week-long self-driving tour.

Fu Sitian cared about her travel precautions, Shi Yi listened in a good mood, and invited them to go out for a walk together next time if there is a chance.

The two were still chatting freely, when the airtight space burst into the air suddenly, and the glass echoed with a "bang".

The door was flung open.

The old man stood at the door and asked sullenly, "What time is it? Who are you still calling?"

Fu Sitian's smile froze on his face, his lips trembled, and it took him a few seconds to find his voice: "Say something to your classmates."

The old man looked her over, frowned, and closed the door.

Shi Yi asked in a low voice: "Is it inconvenient?"

Fu Sitian's face was hot, and he squeezed out an "um" from his throat.

There was no sound of footsteps outside the door. The old man might not have left yet and had been standing at her door.

Fu Sitian clenched his fists tightly, his heart sank as if being pressed down by a boulder.She said with difficulty: "I'm going to hang up first."

Shi Yi replied in an unrecognizable tone: "Okay. Good night."

Fu Sitian hung up the phone, looked at the void, and remained silent.

After a long time, there was finally a slight movement outside the door.

The old man walked away.

Fu Sitian choked her throat and limp on the back of the bed, feeling powerless and suffocating swept her whole body.She stared at the dialogue interface on the phone screen, trying to explain something to Shi Yi, but she didn't know where to start, and... couldn't say it.

In the end, she just said: "Grandma came in suddenly just now. I have been sleeping next to her for a while now. The sound insulation is not very good, so it may be inconvenient to talk. [Embarrassing]."

Shi Yi replied in seconds, "It's okay, then text and WeChat."

The two chatted in text for a long time, Shi Yi was called by his mother to eat supper, and the two ended their chat.

After the end, Fu Sitian was reluctant to close the window, and looked back at the chat records several times before taking a deep breath, calming down, cheering up, opening the small table and notebook, and starting the translation work.

She translated quickly and with high quality. She also got a high score in IELTS this semester. The manuscript assigned to her was more difficult, but the unit price was also much higher.She has almost prepared the money for Valentine's Day gifts, but she still wants to save a little more during this winter vacation.

She has no time to waste in frustration.

No matter what, she has the incomparably precious present and even the future with Shi Yi at this moment. She doesn't want to drag Shi Yi down, let alone wrong Shi Yi.

She will always work hard for it.

The author has something to say: Sorry for being late.

Everyone is so fickle, do you want to abuse after only a few chapters?Mo Fang, haven't you counted the moles yet? [Manual dog head]

Fu Xiaotu cried very loudly: woo woo woo, what about counting moles?

Shi Yi felt distressed when he saw it: Don't be afraid, then we won't count the moles.

The little rabbit stopped sobbing, looked at Shi Yi for two seconds, and suddenly shook his long ears into waves, crying even more sadly.