throbbing for you

"Ah, don't apologize, I didn't mean to blame you." Yin Fanlu quickly explained, "I just think it's uncomfortable for you to be so stiff. If there is a misunderstanding, it may not be that Luhe and I can help you. Sometimes Some things are just so close to a chance."

Fu Sitian looked at her, the smile on his lips was stained with bitterness, and he said softly: "Thank you. But, maybe not."

She knew too well that there was no going back between her and Shi Yi.The closeness of two hearts may depend on the cooperation of the right time, place and people, but the distance between two hearts can be decided by Shi Yi alone.

She didn't want to spoil the atmosphere, so she changed the subject: "This paper is all blurred, should I ask the waiter to change it?"

Chen Xizhu answered immediately: "Yes, change another one, let's clear out all the meat in this pot." She picked up several pieces of meat that were grilled black and put them on Yin Fanlu's plate, and took another piece of tender meat Put the beef into Fu Sitian's plate.

The difference in treatment was too obvious, Yin Fanlu gritted his teeth: "Hey, you're about the same."

The two of them started bickering again, and Fu Sitian was so teased that he smiled again, as if nothing happened.But it was obvious that she hadn't eaten anything.

Chen Xizhu has been secretly paying attention to her, feeling astringent in his heart.

After returning, Fu Sitian reported her safety and said that she had arrived at the dormitory.Chen Xizhu chatted with her for a few words, and wanted to care about her, but he didn't know how to say it properly. The status of "typing" was displayed for a long time, but nothing was sent.

"I'm fine, don't think too much about it." Fu Sitian thoughtfully sent it first.

She's really fine.Every day, she lives as hard as she did in the past, studies hard, works hard, and strives to become a better person.Even work harder.

Holding a class meeting for the first-year class who is serving as a class assistant, assisting the remaining staff in the heart association department to recruit new students, participating in training institutions to work part-time in the evening, and translating a large number of manuscripts. .

Apart from being unable to sleep all the time, she was really fine.

Yin Fanlu explained the situation to Jian Luhe that night, saying that Fu Sitian was unwilling to say more, and there was nothing he could do to help.Jian Luhe murmured: "Forget it, let's observe again. If it doesn't work, there is nothing we can do." She couldn't imagine that a person with Fu Sitian's personality would do something that made Shi Yi so angry.

On the third weekend of September, the college organizes a non-sports physical test for all the people in the college.Sophomore classes are arranged on Saturday afternoon.

Fu Sitian's class schedule is 02:30, and Gao Yipei, the class monitor, asked everyone to gather in front of the gymnasium at [-]:[-], trying to start early and finish early.

Fu Sitian, Yin Fanlu and Jian Luhe arrived early and hid in a place where there was no sun above.

At [-]:[-], far away, Fu Sitian saw Shi Yi holding an umbrella and walking towards the gymnasium side by side with a tall and handsome boy.They seemed to be chatting happily, and the boy was gesticulating with his hands from time to time, and Shi Yi responded from time to time.

Fu Sitian's heart trembled, and a feeling of panic and panic permeated the air.This semester, it wasn't the first time she saw Shi Yi walking away with this boy.

Shi Yi had already approached, closed the umbrella and looked up, looking for the location of the class.

Fu Sitian turned his eyes away, trying hard to restrain himself from looking or thinking.

At [-]:[-], they entered the gym early to start the physical examination.The physical test teacher said that he needed the help of two classmates, one to read the grades and the other to record the grades. Gao Yipei and Shi Yi took the initiative to take over these two tasks as monitors and party secretary.

The first item is to measure height and weight.This project has always been the most feared by girls, and everyone has already moaned before it is weighed.

Shi Yi stood next to the weighing scale and was about to look at the meter, but found that several girls had been staring at Gao Yipei.After thinking about it, she talked to Gao Yipei and asked Jian Luhe to come over and record the results.

According to the student numbers, everyone weighed in one by one. Jian Luhe stood beside Shi Yi to record. Shi Yi reported the results in a very soft voice. Except for the person involved and the first two people in the team, the people behind could not hear them at all. Everyone I feel relieved.

It was Fu Sitian's turn. Fu Sitian took off his shoes and stood on the scale without looking sideways.Shi Yi raised his hand to press the tall pole, and Fu Sitian's white hand flashed past Fu Sitian's peripheral vision.Fu Sitian carefully peeked at Shi Yi, Shi Yi's jaw line was tense, and he didn't even smile at all.Fu Sitian lowered his eyes, his throat was astringent.

Soon, Shi Yi said plainly: "167, 45."

"Wow! Si Tian, ​​you are too thin!" Jian Luhe was shocked while recording.The girls who heard it next to her were also amazed and envious.

Fu Sitian stepped back neatly, smiled shyly, and quickly left Shi Yi's eyes.This is the case for every project, she never stays too long in front of Shi Yi.

After finishing the last project, she greeted Jian Luhe, "Luhe, I'll wait for you outside."

Shi Yi finally couldn't help raising his eyes to look at her back, his eyes were so obscure that even he couldn't tell.

Jian Luhe found out, and asked her deliberately: "What are you looking at?"

Shi Yi retracted his eyes and read the grade as if nothing had happened: "3100."

It's too subtle.Jian Luhe bowed his head to write the grades, and became more and more certain in his heart that something terrible happened between Shi Yi and Fu Sitian.

The whole curiosity will be hoisted.

On Sunday night, she made an appointment for Shi Yi, and on the pretext that she wanted to swim because it was too hot, she brought her swimsuit and went back to the villa where Shi Yi and her mother used to live in high school together with Shi Yi.

The villa has its own outdoor swimming pool.When she was in high school, Jian Lu and her family were close to here, and she often came to swim in the swimming pool, to escape the heat when it was hot, to play wild when she was in a good mood, and to relax when she was in a bad mood.Shi Yi looks like a cold person, but he is actually a very talkative and reassuring person.Pool has heard countless little secrets she told Shi Yi, and very occasionally, she can pry out some of Shi Yi's little secrets here.

The two of them changed into swimsuits after showering, and stretched their hands and feet before going into the water. Jian Luhe stared at Shi Yi's long legs and slender waist, and thought of it and said, "I wanted to ask you when I measured my weight yesterday, but I forgot to tell you something else later. Why do you seem to have lost weight recently?"

She used the word "also" unconsciously, but Shi Yi clearly thought of something.

Her throat moved, and she was about to utter a word of concern, but she finally suppressed it rationally, "You probably sweat a lot in summer," she said perfunctorily.

She put on her swimming goggles and jumped into the water, sinking herself into the breathless cold.Don't ask, don't pay attention, don't care.she warned herself.

After struggling to swim back and forth a few times, the two sat on the edge of the pool drinking a drink and enjoying the breeze.Jian Lu and his feet dangled in the water, as usual, he took the initiative to talk to Shi Yi about his recent minor troubles, most of which were related to Deng Yiran.

Just fell in love, but also in a different place, there are always many bumps and bumps.

Shi Yi is not good at comforting others, but he has always been a good listener.But rarely, Jian Luhe notices that Shi Yi's mind is obviously distracted.

She stopped talking and cared about Shi Yi: "What's wrong?"

Shi Yi returned to his senses and stared at her, his eyes were gloomy and foggy, "It's nothing."

What kind of existence is liking?Maybe it's just an illusion that can be corrected.

Jian Luhe thought about it and asked, "Are you in a bad mood recently?" She didn't smile much in the first place, and it's even rarer recently.

Shi Yi was silent and did not deny it.

"Is it... related to... Fu Sitian?"

The three words "Fu Sitian" fell into my ears, like a needle piercing my heart.The girl's pale face reappeared in her mind, so clear and clear.Obviously, obviously, he has tried so hard not to pay attention to her.

"Lu He, I don't want to talk about this matter." She pressed her eyebrows, her tone was extremely low.

Jian Luhe was stunned for two seconds, raised a smile, and eased the atmosphere: "Okay, I know, I really, never ask again, okay?"

Shi Yi looked at her, and after a while, sighed softly, "En."

Well, this matter is over.Jian Luhe quickly turned over the old score, "You were so fierce just now, you scared me."

A smile appeared in Shi Yi's eyes, and he asked, "Then what do you want?"

Jian Lu and Cunning: "Change to a question that is easy to answer, and you must answer it!"

Shi Yi raised his eyebrows.

Jian Luhe looked ambiguous: "What's going on with you and Xia Ke recently? I've seen you come to the academy with him many times."

Shi Yi's smile faded again, she stared at the ripples in the swimming pool without any shyness or joy on her face.

After being silent for a long time, she turned her head to look at Jian Luhe, her lips trembling, just when Jian Luhe thought she was going to answer her, she suddenly took off the bath towel on her shoulder, slipped into the water again, and swam away.

"Wow! Shi Yi, you're playing tricks!" Jian Luhe felt that he was being tricked, kicked the water angrily and amusingly, then jumped into the water, and swam to chase after him.

"Don't run away, speak clearly."

After the National Day, Shen University will hold a school-level sign language exercise competition, and the School of Business Administration will naturally also participate.Sign language practice is affiliated to the Psychology Association, and Fu Sitian is a cadre of the Association and one of the main persons in charge of this project.

After Jian Luhe saw the movements they choreographed, he thought it was quite interesting, so he signed up for it.

On Friday night, all their competitors were rehearsing on the long steps in front of the gymnasium. The time was almost up, and everyone was about to leave. The weather was not good, but suddenly it rained heavily. Everyone didn’t bring an umbrella, so they had to run up , Hiding under the eaves at the entrance of the gymnasium.

Fortunately, the rain in Shencheng is always like this, and it may come and go quickly. After 5 minutes, the rain gradually subsided.The junior sister in charge of teaching and training suggested: "Let's go straight away if we are younger later?"

Everyone has no opinion.

After a few more minutes, the rain tended to stop.The person standing in front stretched out his hands to feel the raindrops, "Okay, it seems like we can go."

"Really, let's go, so as not to fall again later." Everyone ran down impatiently.

Fu Sitian and Jian Luhe also walked down together.

Just after going down two steps, Jian Luhe suddenly grabbed her hand and said excitedly, "Si Tian, ​​look at those boys in uniform basketball uniforms over there!"

Fu Sitian subconsciously followed her gaze to the road ahead to the left.

In the deep rainy night, a few boys wearing Shen Da red basketball uniforms walked in the drizzle talking and laughing.Xia Ke was among them, holding the basketball, looking back at his teammates from time to time, with a confident and bright smile on his young face.Like the only bright color in the night.

Jian Luhe said, "Did you see that boy who is obviously more handsome than others?"

Fu Sitian had an ominous premonition in his heart, and murmured with trembling throat, "En."

"What do you think?" Jian Luhe laughed, "He confessed to Shi Yi the day before yesterday."

"Shi Yi promised him..."

Fu Sitian's head was buzzing, he stepped on the ground, and his whole body fell sideways.

Jian Luhe heard the sound, turned his head and saw Fu Sitian fell from her eyes.

Everything happened in the blink of an eye.Fu Sitian's thin body stopped on the last two steps, motionless, like a lifeless doll.

"Si Tian!" Jian Luhe was scared out of his wits, and ran down tremblingly.

Fu Sitian was unable to get up, and the sky was spinning, and his eyes were dark for a while.

Shi Yi lied to her.The stars never belonged to her, neither did the beauty.

She thought she was already numb from the pain.

But it turned out that it wasn't that she lied to herself that she was fine, so she was really fine.

If you lie to yourself that it won't hurt, it won't hurt.

She was dying of pain.

Shi Yi...

Shi Yi...

She whispered the name again and again in her heart.

Jian Lu and his worried cheeks came into view, and Xia Ke's concerned voice reached his eardrums: "Classmate, classmate, are you alright?"

She tried hard to smile.

Strings of crystal clear tears rolled down his cheeks and into the dirty water all over the place.

"Shi Yi..."

She let herself call out the name.

The sound was so faint that no one could hear it.