throbbing for you

His vision disappeared, Fu Sitian's whole body went limp, and all his senses seemed to be concentrated on the tip of his nose and the center of his body, which were moved by Shi Yi's breath.

She knew that in the next second, or even without the next second, all the stars in her life would be lit up by Shi Yi.

But before the longing for Wen Ruan landed, the driver's cough, whether intentional or unintentional, rang out a second earlier, exploding between the two of them like a thunderbolt.

Shi Yi quickly backed away and murmured, "Sorry, I drank a little too much."

Fu Sitian didn't have time to take his hand away from Shi Yi's head, and it fell on Shi Yi's shoulder.She withdrew her hand in a panic, and sat upright, blushing up to her neck.

Huge joy, excitement, and tension filled her chest, and every breath of air became hot.Even though the air conditioner was still on, Fu Sitian broke into a thin layer of sweat.Although he didn't kiss her, Shi Yi just now... clearly wanted to kiss her.

With a shy smile, she couldn't help turning her head to peek at Shi Yi. Shi Yi's waist was straight, and he turned his head to look out the car window.During the flickering, Fu Sitian glanced at, in the reflection of the glass, between Shi Yi's exquisite eyebrows and eyes, there was a heavy haze that was about to rain.

In an instant, Fu Sitian's heart plummeted from the sky.

Shi Yi looked sober, sober and low.There is no trace of shame, let alone a trace of joy.

The eagerness and confusion just now were like a dream.

Fu Sitian felt uneasy.The air suddenly cooled down, and the fine sweat sticking to the back was blown by the air conditioner, making it icy cold to the bone.During the dog days, she shivered.

The atmosphere was so tense that it was hard to breathe.Suffering, the driver stopped the car, said the destination has arrived.

Fu Sitian didn't move, Shi Yi opened the car door, without looking at her, and said the first sentence after the interrupted intimate contact: "Get out of the car."

Faint, no emotion can be heard.

Fu Sitian's eyes darkened even more.

The two walked side by side from the parking lot to the elevator. Fu Sitian plucked up the courage to ask, "Shi Yi, do you feel dizzy? Do you want me to help you?"

Shi Yi said concisely: "No dizziness, no need."

The air fell into silence again, until they entered the house.

Fu Sitian was still changing his shoes, Shi Yi said, "I'll take a shower first, you should go to bed early."

Fu Sitian squeezed out the bitter "good" from his throat, and his heart sank to the bottom.Shi Yi still didn't look at her.

Is Shi Yi unable to face her, or is he unable to face them who almost kissed just now?Shi Yi really never thought about liking herself.

The sensor light in the porch was off, and she sat quietly in the dark, feeling as if a hole had been dug in her heart, feeling empty and aching.

Let her desperately want to make up for it.

As far as the gift on Valentine's Day, so close to the confusion just now, even the rabbit who is still in the room at this moment, these tenderness and affection that I have really felt are all due to drinking too much, are they all self-indulgent?

Maybe, maybe Shi Yi is just wandering?Waiting for your own initiative?

She suppressed her fear, took a deep breath, stood up, poured honey water with trembling hands, and brought it to Shi Yi's door.

After knocking on the door twice, the room was very quiet, so quiet that Fu Sitian suspected that Shi Yi had already entered the bathroom, or that he didn't want to respond to him.

Shi Yi's footsteps sounded, and the door was opened: "What's the matter?"

There was no smile on Shi Yi's face.

Fu Sitian stretched out his hand, tried to pretend to be normal, and said, "I made honey water for you, you might feel better after drinking some."

Shi Yi's eyes fell on her feet, "No, I've already brushed my teeth."

Fu Sitian stared at Shi Yi's face with nostalgia, his throat choked, his fingertips holding the glass turned white, and he said softly, "Shi Yi, didn't you ask me what I wanted to tell you at night? I... ..."

"It's very late now, I don't want to hear it." Shi Yi interrupted her, with a rare impatience in his tone.

From the beginning to the end, she didn't want to look at herself more.

Fu Sitian's last bit of luck was defeated, and he could no longer deceive himself and others.She backed away hastily, not daring to obstruct Shi Yi's eyes, and said with difficulty: "Ah, I'm sorry to disturb your rest. Then... good night."

Staggering trot away.

The honey water was sprinkled all the way, but she didn't dare to stop, and she didn't dare to turn back, until she was completely thrown into the darkness of no one.

She leaned against the closed door and slowly squatted down.Tears rolled down, she covered her eyes and tried to hold back, but there was nothing she could do.

What are you doing, crying like this in someone else's house.She raised her head and didn't dare to blink her eyes. Her breathing was trembling, and she didn't let out a whimper.The taste of rust in the throat.

The best thing to do is not to think about it.But Shi Yi's indifferent expression and cold words were repeatedly replayed in his mind uncontrollably.

The rejection of adults is often done quietly.

She is not someone who can't read her face.Shi Yi had already given her the last bit of decency.

She pinched herself hard like her grandma pinched her when she was ignorant and couldn't help crying when she was a child. After the sharp pain passed, she endured the crying reflexively.

She wiped away her tears, went out with wet wipes and paper towels, knelt on one leg under the reflection of the light in the guest room, and wiped off the spilled honey water floor by floor.

Carefully, as if wiping some important treasure.

She is going back to her place.What was here before, she should let it return to what it was.

Shi Yi was good enough to her, she shouldn't cause her any trouble.

She went to the bathroom to take a shower, and after the shower, she did the hygiene that the bathroom could do silently.Back to the guest room, the room was also tidied up.In the end, there was nothing to do, holding the rabbit in my arms, watching how the night turned into day with treasure.

At dawn, the dream completely woke up.

She put the rabbit on the neatly folded quilt, and went out of the room to prepare breakfast for Shi Yi.

Shi Yi woke up later than usual on weekends, at 09:30, the door was still closed tightly, motionless.

Fu Sitian kept his breakfast in a pressure cooker to keep warm. After thinking about it, he went to the study to find a post-it note and wrote on it: "Shi Yi, I think you haven't woken up yet, so I didn't bother you. I have something to do at home, so I'll change the ticket." It's noon.

Breakfast in the pressure cooker.

During this time, thank you for your care. [smile]"

She put the post-it note under the door of Shi Yi's bedroom, went back to the room, picked up the suitcase and walked out, trying not to make a sound to affect Shi Yi.

Speaking of the door, the door was already opened, and the whole person had already stood outside the door, when Shi Yi's voice suddenly sounded.

"I'll take you to the station." She looked at her through the hallway, she was dressed neatly, obviously she had been up for a long time.

Finally saw her eyes again.

Clear and cold, like the first time I saw it.

Fu Sitian smiled slightly: "No need, go and have breakfast."

Shi Yi didn't speak.

Fu Sitian said, "I'm leaving, goodbye."

She closed the door, turned and walked towards the elevator.

When the elevator came up, she stood there without moving.The elevator went down, and the elevator came up again.

Fu Sitian laughed, and a tear suddenly rolled down.

What are you thinking about again?She scolded herself, dragged the suitcase into the elevator, and sank with the elevator into the endless deep sea.