throbbing for you

Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu originally came up to care about Fu Sitian's mood, but they didn't expect to hear such explosive good news, and they were almost stunned by the surprise.They wished they could just follow Fu Sitian and Shi Yi's instructions and let them explain all the twists and turns, twists and turns, but seeing that Shi Yi was still wet all over, and Fu Sitian's back was also wet, It's better to let them go first, let them all be washed honestly, and be prepared to be skinned and cooked later.

Both Shi Yi and Fu Sitian were a little shy, they just smiled and said nothing, which was a tacit consent.

Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu stopped bothering and went downstairs to ask the boss to prepare dinner.After they left, Shi Yi tilted his head, stared deeply at Fu Sitian, and smiled quietly.

Fu Sitian's face became hot when she looked at her, and the small dimples on the corners of his lips appeared after a long time, faintly visible.

Shi Yi stretched out his index finger and poked lightly, like teasing a beloved kitten.

Fu Sitian's ears blushed, he held her mischievous finger, and reminded softly, "Go take a shower." She touched her finger up, and the back of Shi Yi's hand was already icy cold.

"Okay." Shi Yi held back his hand in a measured manner, and stood up: "Then I'm going to take a shower. You also go change your clothes and dry your hair."

"En." Fu Sitian responded.

Shi Yi looked at her, couldn't help but lowered his head and pecked her nose again, then turned around with a smile on his face and eyes.

Fu Sitian was caught off guard and watched her back disappear into the aisle in a daze. He raised his hand to touch the lingering warmth left by Shi Yi on the tip of his nose, and couldn't help smiling. With one hand, he slowly gripped the bed sheet tightly.

It was so tight that it was numb and painful, and then she twitched her eyes, vented the strength in her back, stretched out her hand to caress the place where Shi Yi had just sat, and slowly lay down on her stomach, like a survivor after a catastrophe.She buried her face on the back of her hands, with her forehead resting on her fingertips, seeming nostalgic and grateful. She whispered reverently to Shi Yi and fate, "Thank you... thank you... thank you for giving her back to me."

Tears flowed down the gap between the fingertips, soaking the white sheets.

In the aisle, footsteps sounded again. It should be that Shi Yi had finished his change of clothes and was about to come out.Fu Sitian put away his emotions, sat up, turned his back to the door, and quickly walked to the sofa chair by the window where the backpack was placed to get the hair dryer.

As expected, it was Shi Yi in the aisle.Fu Sitian heard her footsteps getting closer, and then stopped, and then, there was a sound of closing the door.

Shi Yi went in to take a shower.

Fu Sitian breathed a sigh of relief.She looked at the star shadows swaying on the river outside the window, and a soft smile appeared in her eyes.She wiped away her tears, took out the hair dryer, sat in front of the dressing mirror, and dried her hair meticulously, blowing it back into soft curls, then changed out of her nightgown, and put on a fresh and stylish one that she would wear out at night. One-shoulder floral dress with suspenders.

Just about to put on makeup, the phone placed on the bedside table vibrated.

Fu Sitian covered the lid of the lotion, and turned sideways to get the phone.

What was displayed on the screen was actually Shi Yi's mobile phone number.

"What's the matter?" Her voice softened uncontrollably.

Shi Yi asked: "Did you bring your own hair dryer? The wind power of the hair dryer provided here is too low, and my hands are sore."

Her tone is very flat, her voice is still a bit hoarse, low, and has a different kind of pleasant sound.

The corners of Fu Sitian's lips curled up.

Shi Yi was acting like a baby, she heard it.It's been like this from the past, Shi Yi's acting like a baby is always quiet.

"I brought it, and I brought it to the bathroom for you?" She followed Shi Yi's words.

Shi Yi said "hmm" and hung up the phone.

Fu Sitian picked up the hair dryer and went out.

Shi Yi has already opened the bathroom door and is waiting for her.

In the bathroom, the fragrance of shower gel filled the air. Shi Yi turned his back to her, wearing a nightgown, with wet black hair, revealing a large area of ​​white shoulders and icy bones, like Aphrodite who just stepped out of the water goddess.

Fu Sitian's heart beat heavily.

When Shi Yi heard the voice, he turned around and smiled at her.

Fu Sitian's throat moved, and his whole body became hot.

Shi Yi seemed to sense something, a cunning flashed in his eyes, and his heart became more stable.She stretched out her hand to signal Fu Sitian to give her the hair dryer.

Fu Sitian collected himself, and said softly, "Let me help you play."

Satisfied, Shi Yi smiled even wider: "Then go to my room."

There are no chairs here, and Shi Yi is taller than her, so it is inconvenient to blow up.Fu Sitian had no objection and followed her out.

They stood still in front of the dressing table, Shi Yi sat down, and Fu Sitian stood and helped her dry her hair, just like they used to do when they were dating when they were young.The mechanical noise of the hair dryer rang regularly in the air, Fu Sitian's slender long fingers ran through her black hair, Shi Yi's deep eyes lingered on Fu Sitian's clear face in the mirror.No one spoke, only occasionally they met each other in the mirror, and their eyes moved.

The air he breathed into his lungs seemed to be sweet.

Shi Yi's heart became softer and softer, and his body leaned further and further back. Finally, he completely leaned into Fu Sitian's arms, with the back of his head resting on Fu Sitian's heart.

Fu Sitian was astonished, turned off the hair dryer, put one arm around Shi Yi's shoulder, and put the hair dryer on the dressing table with the other.

Shi Yi grabbed her empty hand after putting down the hair dryer, pressed it against his lower abdomen, raised his head slightly, leaned comfortably in Fu Sitian's arms, and closed his eyes.

Fu Sitian's heart is as soft as water.

She found that Shi Yi became softer than before.Like a little milk lion without its majestic mask, it moved her heart and made her feel distressed.

She didn't break the silence, and silently adjusted her posture slightly to make Shi Yi lean more comfortably.

I don't know how long it took, maybe 30 seconds, maybe 3 minutes, Shi Yi touched her wrist, and said softly in her arms: "Did you always wear that watch?"

Fu Sitian naturally understood which piece she was referring to.She responded lightly: "Yes."

When they broke up, she almost didn't take anything Shi Yi gave her.Only that watch and that starry sky projector, she is really... reluctant to part with it.It was one of the few treasures she was lucky enough to leave behind in her life.She was afraid that Shi Yi would throw them away, just like throwing herself out of her life.

"Then why didn't you wear it later?" Shi Yi asked.

"I'm afraid you will find it troublesome." After all, times have changed, if Shi Yi has completely started a new life and has a new partner, and suddenly sees that his ex is still carrying the token of love she gave him back then, he will feel uncomfortable to some extent.

Shi Yi snorted from his nasal cavity: "Then why did you adjust the taste of the dishes?"

Fu Sitian muttered for a while, then replied softly: "I want you to eat more comfortably."

After speaking, she also knew that her behavior was too contradictory.While taking off his watch, thinking not to disturb Shi Yi, he adjusted the taste of the dishes, deceiving himself and knowingly committing crimes.But at that time, she was struggling and sinking in contradictions like this, she wanted to get close but dared not, wanted to stay away but couldn't, even the idea of ​​wanting to be nice to her and wishing her a good life felt like an exaggeration offend.

Shi Yi played with her tenderness and tenderness, and could feel the sincere affection in her words.She fell silent, and after a few seconds, she spoke again: "Can I ask again... Why did you break up with me in the first place?"

Fu Sitian's grasped hand froze for a moment, and his throat seemed to be blocked by something.

When they broke up that year, Shi Yi's angry words and Shi Yi's distrust of her once again set off a wave of pain in her mind like a huge wave.

She never blamed Shi Yi.It's just that the deep-rooted pain at that time is still unforgettable when I think about it now.

"Is it inconvenient?" Shi Yi's voice became softer, and he lifted his body a little away, as if he wanted to get up.

Fu Sitian hugged Shi Yi tightly, wrapping her around his waist and abdomen, and clinging her tightly.

"It's convenient, it's nothing inconvenient." She said in a low but soft voice. "Back then, on the day I went back to see my grandma, my sister had a car accident. I don't know if I can wake up or get better. It will cost a lot of money..."

Shi Yi's heart was astringent, and he tightened his grip on her hand. He heard Fu Sitian continue to say: "Besides, my father is about to be released from prison. I don't know how he has been reformed and what kind of person he has become. I can't see it." It's tomorrow..."

"I don't want to burden you."

She spoke very calmly.At the end of the sentence, Shi Yi could even hear a slight sense of relief in her tone.

For a split second, Shi Yi was in pain like piercing his heart out.She only guessed about Fu Siyu's point, but she didn't expect Fu Sitian to bear more than she guessed.She never thought about Fu Sitian's and her father's hidden worries. She always thought that behind Fu Sitian's expression of indifference and forced smile in those days was just the sad life and the pressure of family urging marriage.

All kinds of emotions rushed into her heart, making her throat choked so that she couldn't speak.She turned sideways and pressed her cheek against Fu Sitian's heart, her eyes wet with tears.

How much bitterness and tribulation she had to endure, things that would make people cry, now, she can say it with a smile like this.

She missed so much.Also wrong too much.

"There will be no next time." Thousands of words merged into a nasal announcement.

Fu Sitian lightly rubbed her head, did not ask "No next time what", but replied: "Okay."

There will be no next time of concealment, no next time of mutual distrust, no next time you don't tell me and I don't ask, there will be no next time of separation...

Be it a warning, an apology, a promise, anything.She can read them all.

"Never again." She lowered her head and kissed Shi Yi's hair.

Shi Yi sniffed lightly in her arms.

"What about your father?"

Fu Sitian paused for a moment when he rubbed the back of her head, and then said softly, "It's gone."

Surprised, Shi Yi raised his head from her embrace and looked at Fu Sitian, "I'm sorry, I..."

Fu Sitian pressed Shi Yi's lips with his thumb, shook his head, and gently stopped her words: "It's okay. You will know sooner or later."

"He was released from prison in June of the year we graduated, and died in October. Liver cancer. It was discovered too late."

Shi Yi's throat tightened.She could see that there was a hint of sadness in Fu Sitian's eyes.She hesitated to speak, wanted to ask in detail, but was afraid of making Fu Sitian more sad.

While hesitating, the phone on the table suddenly vibrated twice.

Fu Sitian immediately hid his emotions, showing a soft smile as usual: "It seems to be a text message from Fanlu, maybe it's telling us to pack up and go down for dinner."

Shi Yi had no choice but to swallow the question he was about to say back into his throat.Without looking back, she touched the phone with her backhand and opened the text message to check. Sure enough, it was Yin Fanlu who told them that the dinner had been delivered to the balcony downstairs.

"Let's go, change clothes, let's go down." Fu Sitian let go of Shi Yi.

Shi Yi stood up facing her, across a round stool, with one hand on her shoulder, telling her not to move yet. "One last question."

"Ok?"

"Sleep together tonight?" Her tone was steady, but her eyes flickered.

Fu Sitian was stunned.

Shi Yi pretended to be calm: "Your bed is not wet."

Fu Sitian stared at her, and the end of his eyes slowly turned peachy.

"Okay." She agreed.