throbbing for you

She had seen this name before—when they met by chance in the hospital that day.Jin Mingruo also made fun of Shi Yi, which is obviously Shi Yi's potential development target.

At that time, Jin Mingruo jokingly said, "Is this a drama?" After all these days, they are still in touch, it is true... there is a drama.

Fu Sitian forced himself not to change his face, retracted his eyes, and passed rice grains to his mouth as if nothing had happened.

Shi Yi picked up the phone, unplugged the data cable, said to the three people, "Continue with work first", stood up and walked out naturally.

She no longer sees Zhao Jing as a blind date.They have been promoting school-enterprise cooperation recently. Zhao Jing is the contact person in the middle. The plan submitted a few days ago was rejected by the Xinchuan Institute. The specific direction of revision, Zhao Jing said that it will take two days to wait for the dean She can answer only after returning from a business trip. Shi Yi guessed that this call should be about this matter.

Sure enough, it was this thing.

She stood in the secluded courtyard in front of the restaurant for a few minutes, preliminarily agreed on the follow-up cooperation arrangements, and then hung up the phone and returned to the dining table.

"Are you okay?" Chen Xizhu casually said a word of concern.

Shi Yi shook his head: "It's okay."

Fu Sitian was quiet and didn't say anything, but when she was about to continue drinking the soup in the bowl, he handed her a clean bowl and reminded her: "Let it cool down, fill another bowl."

Shi Yi was startled, but did not object, and a smile appeared in his eyes unconsciously.

She didn't realize at all that the state of mind of the people around her was no longer what it was just now.

Leisurely and unhurriedly, the four of them ate in the restaurant for more than an hour before finishing this sumptuous lunch.Open the curtain and go out, the sun is still shining outside the door, and the heat is overwhelming.

Shi Yi naturally opened the umbrella and walked side by side with Fu Sitian.Fu Sitian seemed to talk less, but he was as gentle and kind as he was in the morning.

After passing two more memorial halls, the four of them came to an old and elegant old bookstore.It is said to be a bookstore. In fact, in addition to books, it also sells all kinds of exquisite small objects and postcards. On the innermost wall facing the window, there are two long tables for tourists to fill in postcards immediately.

Both Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu planned to write a few postcards to their friends abroad, and Fu Sitian and Shi Yi also picked two postcards, wanting to write something casually to their family and friends.

There was already a couple sitting in the middle of the long table. Shi Yi, Fu Sitian, Chen Xizhu, and Yin Fanlu naturally sat down separately on the left and right.

It was completely impromptu, Shi Yi had nothing in particular to write, so he simply stamped a star card with the image of an ancient town stone bridge on it, signed his name, and prepared to send it to Jian Luhe; the other one, I drew a little piggy Peppa, picked the cutest one to stamp, and prepared to send it to my sister Jiajia.

Two pieces were written in less than 3 minutes.She sealed the envelope, put a stamp on it, and turned to look at Fu Sitian beside her.

Fu Sitian is still writing.

She held the pen with her slender fingers, her long eyelashes were drooping, and her expression was quiet and gentle, just like what she could see when she turned her head.The sunlight crossed the corners of the eaves and the casement, and cast mottled patterns on Fu Sitian's body. Shi Yi seemed to be able to hear how the wind outside the window passed through the corridor, and how the pen tip brushed against the paper... The flow of time became very slow very slow.

So slow that some diaphragms seem to have never existed.

"That year, what did you write to the other party ten years later?" Shi Yi's voice suddenly rang in his ears.

Fu Sitian's hand holding the envelope trembled, and turned his head to look at Shi Yi.

Shi Yi's dark eyes stared at her, there seemed to be a little light shining inside, like tenderness, expectation, and inquiry, Fu Sitian couldn't tell the difference.

Her throat moved.

The two big characters "Zhao Jing" covered the lingering love words on the postcard that year flashed in her mind, and the three words "Jiang Cunxi" brought back Shi Yi's sentence "Bad genes are indeed inherited" reverberated in her mind. ear.

She couldn't speak.

Things are different, time has changed, what's the point?

"I don't remember." She smiled lightly, turned back and continued to pack postcards without paying much attention.

Shi Yi's smile froze on his face, and the tenderness in his heart was suddenly chilled.It was that cold, resisting breath again.It is obviously such a good topic that can open up the situation with such tenderness.But Fu Sitian refused to accept it.

Shi Yi looked at her deeply, feeling embarrassment, coldness and pain in his heart.She felt like an upside-down, hot-haired fool again.

it is ridiculous.

She didn't say anything, grabbed the two postcards in the envelope, stood up, went to the mailbox and delivered the postcards.

When Chen Xizhu, Yin Fanlu and Fu Stian also delivered the postcards and were looking around to find Shi Yi, Shi Yi came back from the door.

She grabbed an opened sun umbrella and explained calmly: "I just saw umbrellas next door, so I went to buy one."

Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu looked at each other, their eyes lingering on Fu Sitian without daring to be too obvious.what happens?But two or three 10 minutes, why did the two froze again?

Fu Sitian cast a forbearing look at Shi Yi.She vaguely knew what Shi Yi was upset about, but she didn't know how to coax Shi Yi.She was afraid that if she said the words on the postcard, it would break her last bit of strength and reason.

Therefore, silence became the only choice, and the scorching sun couldn't melt the frost and snow between Shi Yi's eyebrows.

Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu didn't dare to meddle rashly, so they just pretended that they didn't notice anything, and tried to act as relaxed as they did in the morning.

The heat of the sun gradually diminished, the sunset glowed across the sky, and the lights on both sides of the river gradually became apparent.

The four stopped on the bridge to take pictures of the river view in the sunset. Yin Fanlu said that he was thirsty and wanted to drink some cold drinks. It happened that there was a milk tea shop not far under the bridge. Chen Xizhu and Shi Yi went to buy milk tea together, and Fu Sitian stayed on the bridge. Went to accompany Yin Fanlu to take pictures.

I don't know if it's hotter and more suitable for sightseeing. There are more tourists in the scenic spot in the evening.

Pedestrians shuttle back and forth on the old stone arch bridge in an endless stream.Fu Sitian was standing by the guardrail of the bridge, ready to take a photo with Yin Fanlu after the wave of pedestrians passed by, with the sunset glow all over the sky and the lights all over the river. Appeared below, running crookedly and bouncingly on the bridge, about to go down the steps on the right.

Suddenly, the soles of the child's feet slipped and turned slightly, and he was about to roll down the stone steps.

In a panic, Fu Sitian took a step reflexively, leaned over and wanted to reach out to grab the little boy, but before she could stand still, her other hand holding the camera was bumped by the anxious parent of the little boy who ran over. .

Caught off guard, Fu Sitian lost his footing and bumped into the low stone slab guardrail. He was suspended in the air and fell backwards.

In an instant, there were screams everywhere.

"Si Tian!" Yin Fanlu's frightened shout pierced through the noise and reached his ears.

Chen Xizhu's heart tightened, and he followed the prestige, and saw Yin Fanlu shouting to the people around him on the stone arch bridge in a panic.The water surface under the stone arch bridge is violently swaying, as if something just fell.

Chen Xizhu reacted, his whole body was weak, and he was about to run to the bridge when he heard another exclamation from beside him—Shi Yi jumped over the guardrail of the promenade like the wind and jumped into the river.

The moment the cold river water touched his skin, Fu Sitian instinctively grabbed at the void, wanting to struggle.But it was too late, the feeling of darkness and clamminess engulfed her instantly.

She fell completely into the river and couldn't breathe.

She had learned swimming with Fu Siyu for a while, she subconsciously paddled her body to get out of the water, but after a slight movement, she felt severe pain and her legs cramp...

The state of holding her breath was broken, she choked on a mouthful of water, the pain of suffocation spread infinitely in her chest, she felt like she was on the verge of death.

This one thing that I had been looking forward to day and night really happened, but it seemed that I was not as happy and relieved as I imagined.

But, really tired.

She struggled a little.

She stopped paddling, wanted to escape, wanted to give up, a strong hand wrapped around her waist from behind, lifted her, and dragged her out of the water.

The scorching air was inhaled into the lungs, Fu Sitian reflexively vomited a mouthful of water, and coughed violently.In the misty mist, Fu Sitian saw the swaying afterglow in the sky, the woman's red eyes and pale lips.

"Shi Yi..." She murmured in her throat, unable to make a sound.

Shi Yi turned around, dragged her, and swam towards the nearest river bank with one hand.

The bank of the river was already full of people, and the safety officer lowered the rope to meet the rescue ring. Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu also stretched out most of their bodies to help.

Fu Sitian was conscious, supported by Shi Yi, and cooperated with the rescue of the security guards, was dragged to the river bank, and collapsed on the ground.

Someone was patting her on the back, someone was wrapping her clothes, someone was asking her: "How is it, how is it, are you out of breath?" She just shook her head weakly and stared intently at Shi Yi being pulled ashore , Kneeling down to his side with one leg.

"Shi Yi..." She opened her lips and shouted silently, her weak pupils were full of reflections.

Shi Yi looked at her without blinking, dripping water all over his body and trembling almost imperceptibly.

She almost lost her forever.

She was always like this, always turning around and leaving in the next second; always making her feel that she could grab her by reaching out, but when she really reached out, it was always in vain.

What exactly does she want from her, what does she want to do with her?

Grievance, fear, and despair all rushed to his heart. With red eyes, Shi Yi stood up abruptly, turned around and walked out of the crowd.

Fu Sitian's face turned paler, and he struggled to stand up, but was pinned down by Yin Fanlu next to him.

Chen Xizhu came to his senses, left a sentence "I'll go and see", and hurriedly chased him out.

"Shi Yi..." As soon as she followed, Shi Yi stopped, turned his back to her, and said in a low voice, "I'm fine, you go and take care of her."

Chen Xizhu's persuasive words stopped suddenly in his throat.

Shi Yi cried.She heard it.

Shi Yi also knew that he did not hide well.She didn't want to do this, but her tears couldn't be restrained at all, just like her love for Fu Sitian.

She no longer cared whether Chen Xizhu followed behind her or not, bit her lower lip tightly, and staggered out of the corridor, into the crowd, into the vast world without Fu Sitian.

One street, two streets, three streets... The little rabbit pendant next to the trouser leg was always stuck to her leg, hurting her.She finally couldn't hold it anymore, turned into a long and narrow alley, leaned against the wall and slowly squatted down, hugging her knees, curled up, sobbing exhausted and panting in the strange alley .

Cried away all my grievances, anger, fear, decency and pride.

As night fell, she wiped away her tears, stood up, sent a text message to Yin Fanlu, and walked back to the hotel in a mess.

In the homestay, Yin Fanlu had already opened the door and was waiting for her.

"Si Tian is fine, he is taking a bath. You should also take a bath quickly, don't catch a cold." She didn't ask anything.

Shi Yi thanked her without asking anything.

She raised her limp legs and walked upstairs, and the lights on the stairs came on in response to the sound.At the end of the stairs, on the right side of the corridor, the door of Fu Sitian's room was open.

She seemed to have taken a shower, turned off the lights, was wearing pajamas, with wet hair, and was sitting with her back to the door, motionless, as if she had merged with the lonely night.

Shi Yi's heart felt hollow and hurt.

She stepped into her room step by step, knelt on her bed, and hugged the thin body from behind into her arms, tightening it inch by inch.

"Come on."

"You win."

"Shall we start over?"

She coaxed in a low voice, and her warm affection burned into Fu Sitian's soul through her back.