throbbing for you

In the elegant, romantic and luxurious Italian restaurant, Shi Yi sat opposite the female doctor.

The female doctor really has a good temperament and extraordinary conversation. She looks gentle and introverted, but she is very cheerful and talkative when chatting.Maybe it's due to her experience, maybe her career, or maybe it's because she cares about Shi Yi very much. She seems to be very good at communicating, her way of speaking is very relaxing, and she finds topics that Shi Yi won't have nothing to talk about.Shi Yi couldn't find anything wrong with her.

But when she was sitting and listening to the female doctor in silence, her mind would still drift involuntarily.

She looked at the female doctor's lips, and the thought that crossed her mind for a moment was, is the color of Fu Sitian's lipstick that day very close to this...

That moment passed, and a sense of powerlessness suddenly emerged from the bottom of Shi Yi's heart, raging rampantly, making her lose her appetite and the desire to continue deceiving herself.

Useless, whether it was a few years ago, or now.She has never been a person who can deceive herself with novelty and transfer old feelings with new people.

Her eyes fell on the bustling and bustling night scene outside the French windows behind the female doctor, and the men and women holding hands and laughing happily. Her heart was suddenly deserted, as if she had returned to a few years ago when everyone was alone, homeless and unable to find after the excitement ended. To the long night of one's own existence in this world.

All the excitement and happiness belong to others, but she has nothing.

Shi Yi lost all interest.She found an excuse and ended the blind date party early.They went down to the parking lot with each other, and they said goodbye politely, and then separated to find their own cars.

In the closed parking lot, it was dark and silent.Shi Yi sat in his car, changed his high heels, held the steering wheel, and his heart was silent.

For no reason, she remembered many old things.She thought of how clumsy and cute Fu Sitian was when she first got in her car many years ago, and how she couldn't wait to put the car on the day she first tasted love that year later, when she took Fu Sitian back to school. Parked in the garage, pressing Fu Sitian recklessly on the seat, wanton tenderness, kissing so hard...

She thought she had forgotten all about it.

It turned out that it was just a thought.

She turned on the car stereo, put on her seat belt, turned on the turn signal, and was about to shift gears and go out.In the stereo, the radio station is playing songs, and the sad and melancholy Cantonese echoes in the small compartment: "Being with anyone is for you to compare with. Even if you are great, you can only be my confidant. Whoever hopes to replace you will eventually be If you want to give up, you have to retreat..."

Shi Yi's movement of shifting gears stopped again, and his emotions were completely brought into it.The singing sounded like weeping, and every word and every word in the lyrics seemed to be singing Fu Sitian and themselves. Shi Yi endured and endured, and finally sighed, rubbed his forehead, and surrendered to himself.

She let go of the shifting hand, took out the mobile phone from the bag in the passenger seat, opened the browser, and skillfully entered the words "Haicheng Shishan Catering Co., Ltd." on the enterprise query page.

The company details page popped up quickly, Shi Yi rubbed his fingertips, frowned and clicked in.

The company was established last year. The legal person is Fu Sitian, and the shareholders are two natural persons. One is Fu Sitian, who holds 30% of the shares, and the other is... Jiang Xuemei.

Shi Yi looked at the word "Jiang", and subconsciously stopped breathing.

Jiang Xuemei, surnamed Jiang... Is Fu Sitian's biological mother, or someone from her biological mother's side?

She clicked on Jiang Xuemei's entry. Jiang Xuemei's name was also associated with three companies, and the registered capital was not low.

So, maybe she relied on her mother's connections and resources?

Jin Mingruo also said that Fu Sitian should not be married yet.

She still wears the love watch she gave her on her wrist, and she named the company "Shi" Shan, and she still remembers her taste...In an instant, an uncontrollable conjecture emerged in Shi Yi's mind, and she couldn't help herself. The joy of bullying spread endlessly in her heart.Shi Yi bit his lip contradictoryly, but the coldness on his brow melted unconsciously.

She carefully reviewed the other information of the company for a long time, but couldn't see anything.

She turned off the screen, sat on the seat holding the phone for a few seconds, put down the phone, turned off the stereo, and drove out of the parking lot to Huaibei Road.

She didn't know what she was going to do here, but there was an impulse in her heart, hot and eager, that drove her to come here.

She didn't really drive to Nanyuan Restaurant, but parked the car at a stop diagonally across the road from Nanyuan Restaurant. Sitting in the car, against the halo of street lights and neon lights, she looked at the city in the night. A building containing Fu Sitian.

This is a branch road, next to an artificial lake, and the entire building complex is full of mid-to-high-end restaurants and hotels.The traffic flow is not too big, but from time to time, a brand-new luxury car will turn around the intersection and drive into the parking lot of this complex of buildings.

After stopping for an unknown amount of time, just as Shi Yi was about to get out of the car and go in, another black car drove into this branch road.It didn't continue to turn and drive into the parking lot, but stopped at the gate of Nanyuan Restaurant.

A tall man with neat hair got off the driver's seat holding a large bouquet of fiery roses. At the same time, a woman walked out of the wide open glass door of Nanyuan Restaurant.

The long hair is slightly curly, the red lips are beautiful, the long skirt reaches the ankle, and she takes a step by step.

Shi Yi straightened her waist unconsciously, pursed her lips tightly, and watched her come out step by step, and stood in front of the man. With a gentle smile, she took the bouquet of roses that the man handed over.

On her slender wrist exposed to the air, there was no trace of the platinum watch.

Shi Yi's thin lips were drawn into a line, his eyes sank, and the fingertips holding the steering wheel gradually turned white.

After starting the car, without even turning on the turn signal, she kicked the accelerator and rushed out, disappearing on this clean Huaibei Road in the blink of an eye.

Along the way, she kept replaying the scene just now in her mind.From such a long distance, she could feel Fu Sitian's sincere smile.It turned out that facing her so alienated and calm face now, the real smile is also so soft.

The more Shi Yi thought about it, the colder he became.

The more I think about it, the more my face sinks.

She thought she was ridiculous, and she thought Fu Sitian was funny.

What the hell does she mean?What do you want to do?When she found boiling point media to cooperate with, did she know that the boss was her?The "time" of Shishan, the appearance of the first meeting, and the deviation of the taste of the dishes are all coincidences, or did she do it on purpose?

Is it interesting to let others follow her thoughts?

It was so before, and it is so now.

She was the one who teased first, and she was the one who started and never ended.Come when you want, leave when you want, mess up other people's lives, but you are free and easy.

Shi Yi's unwillingness to dissipate for a long time surged up again.

For a long time after the breakup, she hated her.She rarely had such strong emotions in her life, Shi Yuanmian was the first, Fu Sitian was the second.Those days and nights when she was nestled in the rented house and didn't want to see people, talk, eat, sleep, or go to graduate school, she was supported by this hatred.

She doesn't allow herself to give up on herself for someone who doesn't deserve it.She forced herself to go on, and to go on very well, even if she never wanted to see Fu Sitian again, she had to make sure that one day, when she saw Fu Sitian again, she would be decent and beautiful, Live better than this traitor.

Later, time passed and the hatred cooled down. During many sleepless nights, she began to miss her, began to wake up, and began to face up to their past.No matter how much you can pretend, some things cannot be pretended.She believed that Fu Sitian really liked her at the beginning, but later on, he was really tired and couldn't hold on any longer.

They lost to themselves and to reality.

As a result, this hatred gradually turned into resentment.

Later, all the strong and hot feelings receded, and she just wanted to seal the past and start a new life.She doesn't go back to Shencheng, doesn't accept the help of Shi Yuanmian and Fang Ruohua, she is self-reliant, works hard, and hopes that one day in the future, when she meets someone she wants to cherish again, she can completely control her life and don't have to be trapped in the past. that kind of reality.

But, later on, she never met such a person again.

She thought that she might never be able to love someone like Fu Sitian again.

Even Fu Sitian couldn't do it.

At one o'clock in the night, it started to rain lightly outside the window again, and Shi Yi suffered from insomnia again.She was wearing a suspender dress and sitting by the bay window, staring at the rabbit doll opposite, letting the slanting wind blow her long hair, and the drizzle fell on her face.

She leaned her elbows on the window sill, playing with a whiskey glass with her slender fingers, her brows were cold, and she only lifted it occasionally to take a sip.

Fu Sitian's smiling face at the man chased her all night in her mind.

Shi Yi drank the last sip of wine in the glass, closed the window, and gently placed the wine glass on the window sill, sneering.

She was the one who provoked her first.

So what if she plays with her.

She didn't have the character of looking forward and backward and wronging herself for others, so why should she make an exception for her.

I can't make her so proud every time, and get out of it every time.

On the second day, her assistant, Qiao Man, reminded her that in the near future, she could make contact with people from Wanli Travel Company and have a stable cooperation.Boiling Point Media was the host, and without thinking, Shi Yi set the address at Nanyuan Restaurant.

During this period, she ordered lunch at Nanyuan Restaurant twice more, and the taste of the dishes stabilized, becoming the one that was more suitable for her taste.She asked Jin Mingruo to order it once at home experimentally, and helped her bring the company, the taste, and it returned to the original taste steadily.

She was sure that Fu Sitian adjusted her dishes.

However, Fu Sitian never contacted her.She even added Qiao Man's wechat but didn't add her, let alone send her a text message, as if they had never met before.

Shi Yi couldn't tell what it felt like.In the game, she has always been very patient.

A week later, when the appointed day came, Shi Yi brought people from the PR department to Nanyuan Restaurant as scheduled.

The author has something to say: The lyrics come from "Actually Very Unhappy" by Zhong Jiaxin

Shi·Self-Deception·Yi: I want to take revenge on her.

Jin Mingruo: On the bed, the kind that loses his wife and loses his army?

Shi Yi: ...

Jin Mingruo smirked: Tsk.My eyes have seen too much.jpg

Little cuties, Happy Double Day, okay?