throbbing for you

"Shi Yi, I will be difficult to deal with", "Baby, I belong to you and will always belong to you alone", "Shi Yi, don't you want to come in?", "Shi Yi, I want to feel sorry for you..."

"Shi Yi... baby... Shi... Shi Yi..."

The low voice was soft and charming, Fu Sitian sat and clung to her back, his eyes were full of affection, his cheeks were flushed, his white teeth bit his red lips lightly, and his jade neck was dripping with sweat.

Shi Yi wakes up in the long-lost satisfaction.

The night is as cold as water, the room is full of silence, beside the pillow, there is a cold emptiness.

Shi Yi turned his head sideways, stared blankly at the place where there should have been a pillow for a while, then got out of bed in the dark, opened the closet, took a pair of clean underwear and went into the bathroom.

With cold water pouring down her head, she raised her head, closed her eyes, upset.

Nothing else, just desire.She unraveled herself.

After many years, she has already passed the stage where she hated Fu Sitian when she first broke up, and kept hypnotizing herself in her head to vilify Fu Sitian to make herself feel better.Now, she can objectively admit that Fu Sitian is beautiful, charming, and attractive to her.Then it was, and it is now.

This is just a physiological instinct, it doesn't mean anything.

Shi Yi turned off the shower, wiped off the water on his face, and convinced himself.

Dry your hair, it's just after three o'clock, it's still early before dawn.The night rain was ticking outside the window, Shi Yi was lying on the bed, counting the sound of the rain, not feeling sleepy.Over the years, her sleep quality has been poor. In the early years, she had to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep. It was after the establishment of the company that she was as busy as a spinning top, and her body was exhausted to the extreme. sleep.

She simply sat up, got out of bed and went to work in the study.After sitting down, I forgot the time and sat directly until the meeting time in the morning.

She didn't even eat breakfast, she put on her makeup and changed clothes and went out, and went directly to the company to prepare for a meeting.Before the meeting, the assistant Qiao Man informed Wan Shiyi of today's itinerary, and asked her casually: "Mr. Shi, is it still Nanyuan Restaurant at noon today?"

Shi Yi's signature pen paused for a moment, and then replied quietly: "No, change to another."

Qiao Man glanced at Shi Yi in surprise, and said hesitantly, "Oh, okay, what about yesterday's banquet?"

Shi Yi didn't say anything, it was a tacit consent.

Qiao Man took it out, and while preparing to order lunch in advance on her mobile phone, she murmured in her heart: Is the boss finally tired of eating?

On weekdays, Shi Yi usually doesn't care which restaurant she orders, she seems to be fully focused on her work, and doesn't pay much attention to food.But this restaurant was an exception. After eating, Shi Yi asked for the name, and said, "I can order more in the future." For this, I only ordered for two months.I also switched to other restaurants once or twice in the middle, but Shi Yi didn't have much appetite, so Qiao Man sensiblely switched back.

Unexpectedly, just as she was excitedly picking out new dishes at the workstation and preparing to place an order, the internal phone rang suddenly.

It was Shi Yi's office number, and Shi Yi said, "It's still Nanyuan."

Qiao Man: "..." What is the magic of this restaurant?Qiao Man smiled and agreed, "Okay, Mr. Shi."

She thinks that she should always consider signing a long-term food delivery service with Nanyuan Restaurant when she can make a suggestion.

The meeting at noon ended, and the lunch at Nanyuan Restaurant was delivered on time, and Qiao Man sent the lunch to Shi Yi's office.

Shi Yi didn't appear to be in a hurry, flipped through the report and said without raising his head, "Thank you, let's put that first."

Qiao Man couldn't see her expression clearly, but she felt that Shi Yi's pressure was a little low. After thinking about it, she still didn't say that suggestion and backed out.

The door was gently closed, Shi Yi flipped through the report twice, and his hands stopped abruptly.She turned her gaze to the takeaway box on the coffee table.

After eating so many times, this is the first time she has seriously looked at the packaging of this takeaway—the light walnut-colored wooden lunch box, wooden chopsticks, and wooden spoons that are in line with the restaurant’s decoration style are as delicate as gifts that can be given away at any time.

Thinking about it carefully, this lunch box, as well as the dinner plate and tableware I saw in the store yesterday, are very similar in style to the set of tableware that she insisted on buying when Fu Sitian liked it when they first lived together.

The aesthetics in this aspect are quite affectionate.Shi Yi scoffed coldly.

She put on the pen cap, got up and sat down on the sofa beside the coffee table, and opened the lunch box.

The dishes are still the ones I usually order, but the mood when I look at them is no longer the mood that I usually eat them.

Shi Yi picked up the chopsticks, picked up a small mouthful of rice, picked out a shrimp ball with chopsticks, and chewed slowly.After taking two bites, she hesitated in chewing. She stretched out her hand and picked up another shrimp ball. Then, she picked up the fried lamb with scallions and stewed pork ribs with black garlic, her brows gradually furrowed.

Is it an illusion?Why does she feel that the taste of each dish is slightly different from the previous ones.

The shrimp balls are sweeter, the lamb meat is drier, the taste of the stewed ribs is a little lighter...every dish is more palatable than the original one.

Shi Yi didn't know whether to trust his taste buds or not.The quality control of restaurants in this category is generally very strict, and it is almost impossible for there to be deviations in taste.For a second, a guess floated in her mind.

But in the next second, she immediately dispelled this guess.

She didn't want to be affectionate like a fool at all.

Yesterday, Fu Sitian didn't act like they had any old feelings.

Shi Yi took another two mouthfuls dumbly, then suddenly lost his appetite, put down his chopsticks, went back to his desk and made a phone call: "Order another meal, um, yes, my stomach hurts a bit, let's order the noodles from last banquet."

She hung up the phone, leaned on the back of the chair, stared at the delicious meal with stern eyes, and her mind was in a mess.

Fu Sitian's smiling or angry, annoyed or ashamed, familiar and unfamiliar figure, dangled in her mind again.

Why show up.

Since you left, why did you show up again.Obviously, she almost forgot about her after all the effort.

Shi Yi rubbed the center of her eyebrows. After a long while, she couldn't overcome the entanglement in her heart. She sat upright and did what she had always wanted to do since meeting her yesterday.

She moved the mouse and retrieved the contract signed with Fu Sitian just yesterday from the company files.

The words "Haicheng Shishan Catering Co., Ltd." in black and white on the contract came into view, and Shi Yi's heart trembled.

Seasonal meals?What is the registered name of her company?

She was almost going to think in the direction of fantasies again.Timely meals - four o'clock, timely meals are purely coincidental.She stabilized her mind, tapped the keyboard with her fingertips, and was about to type the name of the company to check the details on the computer company search webpage. Just after typing the four words "Haicheng Shishan", someone knocked at the door.

Shi Yi stopped, frowned and said, "Go in."

Jin Mingruo was wearing a small red sachet and leaned in, leaning against the door frame, and asked with concern, "Xiao Qiao said you have a stomachache?"

Shi Yi frowned slightly, and said "Mmm", "I didn't eat breakfast, it hurts a little, it's okay." She looked at Jin Mingruo, and said with a faint smile, "Are you off work again?"

Jin Mingruo was right at all, and smiled: "How can I, I am an outsider, to broaden the company's channels. I met a female doctor who came back from Cambridge some time ago, and now she is a literature teacher at Haida University. Her father is the new biography of Haida University. Dean, I am thinking about building a good relationship, and it may not be useful someday in the future, didn't you say that you want to engage in school-enterprise cooperation?"

Shi Yi nodded, and his smile became more sincere: "Then you have worked hard. Is the car repaired? If it doesn't work, let Xiao Liu take you there." Xiao Liu is the company's driver and is responsible for the pick-up and drop-off needs of high-level entertainment.

Jin Mingruo said: "It's fixed, I'll go there by myself." After a pause, she said with a smirk: "Don't just work hard on me, you will also contribute."

"Ok?"

Jin Mingruo said: "The female doctor is two years older than you. She is quite beautiful and has a very good temperament. I chatted for a while. She is single, like you, and likes girls. May I introduce you?"

Shi Yi was stunned for a moment, amused: "Go and do your work."

In fact, Jin Mingruo seldom introduces objects to Shi Yi.One is that Shi Yi has many suitors, many of whom are excellent women, and they don't have much need for this.The other is that although she loves to play and looks like a fool, she is still very reliable in major matters, and she is not really a promising person. She will not introduce it to Shi Yi easily.In the past few years, she has only introduced three or four. The first two were introduced by Shi Yi when he was a graduate student. At that time, Shi Yi was still relatively easy to talk to.Later, I don't know why, but suddenly let it go, and if I introduce it again, Shi Yi will not go at all.

Jin Mingruo didn't give up: "She is very interested in you. She said that she was impressed by you when she saw us taking a photo together in my circle of friends before. She wants to get to know you if you have a chance. You should just make more friends, otherwise you will When meeting a potential customer, it’s not a loss anyway.”

"Besides," she joked, "you see that Qixi Festival is coming soon, do you want the whole company to look at a lonely lamp in your office and feel sorry for you for three seconds when they get off work and go back to celebrate the festival?"

Shi Yi tapped his knuckles on the table twice, without changing his expression: "Is that so? Then I won't let them go on vacation this year, and let them accompany me. Take it as Boss Jin's kindness to me."

Jin Mingruo: "???" She wanted her to be drowned in saliva, Jin Mingruo surrendered: "Ah, forget it, forget it, I don't know good people! I don't care about you anymore. I'm leaving, hmph."

Shi Yi made a laughing voice from his nasal cavity: "Let's go, pay attention to safety on the road."

She watched Jin Mingruo close the door, her eyes fell on the words "Haicheng Shishan" on the screen, and her smile faded again.Closing her eyes, she reached out and closed the page.

One is different from the other, and each has a happy life.As Fu Sitian introduced yesterday, they are just classmates.What does she know so clearly?

She got up and threw the unsightly lunch box into the trash can, returned to her seat, opened the report, and continued to fill her mind with work.

But that night, after four o'clock in the morning, she woke up from the dream all over again sticky.When rinsing, the body was still sensitive, and Fu Sitian's soft panting sound seemed to still linger in his ears in the dream.

Fu Sitian in the dream, at the beginning was the gentle and soft appearance in the past, and gradually changed into the fully grown appearance when they reunited. Her indifferent and handsome eyebrows and eyes were finally dyed with other colors under her movements. , It seems comfortable and unbearable, fragile and beautiful.

make people crazy...

Shi Yi turned off the shower, and leaned against the cold wall to cool himself down, his head ached.

She is an adult woman in her late thirties, and it's not that she can't face her own needs in this regard.It's just that such frequent and out-of-control feelings made her anxious, resistant, and at a loss.

She didn't want to know what she was thinking.

She thinks that she should be a rational person who knows what to do to be the best for herself.

I still have lingering fears when I think of those days when I was in so much pain, I pretended to be in the past, and I suffered from insomnia every night.No one with a brain would jump into the same mud pit twice.

Tossing and turning until dawn, at dawn, she sent a message to Jin Mingruo:

"I'll see the female doctor you mentioned yesterday."

The author has something to say: After a long time, Jin Mingruo eats melons:

10ee, does your face hurt?

Shi Yi frowned and said nothing.

Fu Xiaotu was gentle and soft, and said, "Kissing doesn't hurt anymore."

Jin Mingruo blinked, the melon in his hand suddenly became stale:

Huh!Didn't see it! (Wooooow, I'm sore)