throbbing for you

Fu Sitian's affirmation, Fu Sitian's thin but warm embrace, Fu Sitian's heavy breathing like hers, overlapping heartbeats, made Shi Yi feel at ease, and his blood frozen by the wind and rain seemed to regain the feeling of flowing.

She hugged Fu Sitian's waist tightly, grasping her body temperature, and felt that she had become a rich person again.

"Shi Yi, baby, don't be afraid, I'm here, you still have me..." Fu Sitian coaxed her, but tears wet her neck.

Shi Yi leaned in her arms, closed his eyes, took a deep breath, clenched his fists, and suppressed the wanton and turbulent tears in his chest.

She can't cry, can't be vulnerable, she panicked, what to do with Si Tian, ​​how to deal with herself.

She let go of her hand, raised her body, and looked up at Fu Sitian, her eyelashes were still a little wet, but her eyes had regained her composure. "Don't cry, I'm not afraid." She reached out and wiped Fu Sitian's tears with her thumb.

Fu Sitian raised his hand to cover the back of her hand, and pressed his cheek and palm against her tightly. The tears were still glistening in his eyes, but he resisted not letting them fall.

She took a sniff, squatted down | body, so that Shi Yi could look down at her more easily. "Shi Yi, I'm not afraid either." She said with a tight voice, with confidence.

For her and for their love, Shi Yi was so firm, so brave, and so reckless, no matter how guilty or afraid she was, she would have no reason to shrink back.

It's just that she was so distressed.

She picked up Shi Yi's right hand, which was placed on her knee and was slightly held at the moment, which she deliberately avoided to let her lead her. In turn, she spread her palm, and as expected, she saw that the palm of her hand had been soaked white by the rain, The deep scar that was bleeding through the finger nails again.Tears were still uncontrollably falling from the eyelashes.

She wanted to touch but didn't dare to touch, she held Shi Yi's hand in both hands, and exhausted all her strength to hold back the whimpering in her throat, looked up at Shi Yi and said, "Shi Yi, that's enough. I'm content."

"If... If one day, you are tired and don't want to persevere, I won't blame you." These words, like digging out of her heart with a knife, she said painfully, but also sincerely: " I have no regrets, I am content."

Really.

From the very beginning when Shi Yi agreed to be with her, she didn't dare to expect that Shi Yi would be with her forever.The stars in the sky are originally a dream of the mud on the ground.Only when the low-lying water occasionally reflects the stars, the stars can fall into its arms for a short time.At dawn, the water dried up, and everything disappeared without a trace.

It was Shi Yi who used her love and determination to make her start to believe and expect that she and she could have a future.

In this life, her dreams have come true, she has been loved so sincerely and passionately by the person she wants to love the most, and she will die without regret.

Shi Yi looked at her steadfastly, retracted his five fingers, and held her thumb tightly in his hand, his thin lips were pursed into a pale straight line.

"Then you underestimate me, and you underestimate yourself too." She said word by word.

Fu Sitian trembled his lips, but before he could make a sound, Shi Yi's shadow fell.

She blocked her words, her cold lips and wet tongue took away all her breath and heartbeat.Fu Sitian tasted tears and didn't know if it was his own or Shi Yi's.

Just before he couldn't breathe, Shi Yi bit her.

Forced and severe, Fu Sitian groaned in pain, opened his tearful eyes, feeling helpless and wronged.

"Are you awake?" Shi Yi stepped back and stared at her with a cold face and dark eyes. "Fu Sitian." She called her full name, "Listen."

"I want us to go to the end."

"One minute and one second is missing, you are sorry for me, and you have missed my life."

Fu Sitian was moved, with infinite touch, shame, courage, and love surging in his heart.She raised her hand, stroked the small wrinkles between Shi Yi's eyebrows, and finally squeezed out a firm voice from her throat: "Okay."

Shi Yi and her looked at each other, the end of his eyes finally slowly raised, the deep pool water turned into lake water, gently and shallowly rippling.

She lowered her head again and leaned closer to kiss Fu Sitian.

This time, it was soft and lingering, as if kissing a rare treasure that was stolen through all kinds of difficulties and dangers. The kiss made Fu Sitian's heart and body tremble and happy together.

She thought, at this moment, in this life, she would be willing to hand over her life to Shi Yi.What else can't be promised to Shi Yi.

After a long kiss, the two sat quietly and hugged each other for a while, trying their best to put away their previously depressed emotions.

"According to my mother's request, we have to move out of here within a week, and I have to hand in all bank cards, including Alipay accounts." Shi Yi stated in a flat tone as much as possible: "So, I will soon be penniless .”

As soon as she finished speaking, Fu Sitian continued: "It's okay, we still have money in our account."

After Shi Yi proposed to share living expenses before, the money she transferred to Fu Sitian in the first year plus the money Fu Sitian deposited in, there was a considerable amount of money left in the card.Because Shi Yi didn't think that the rest of the money belonged to him, and he didn't want to take it back or split it up, so the two of them then opened a separate card to store the money.Later, she taught Fu Sitian how to manage money, and gave Fu Sitian full authority over the money, letting her buy funds to practice.Fu Sitian bought part of the fixed-term financial management, and the rest bought funds, and he has made a lot of profits so far.

Shi Yi is an honest and upright person, she promised Fang Ruohua to leave the house without trying to take advantage of her.It's just that this money, according to her original idea when she wanted to share the living expenses, she bears most of the living expenses, and most of the remaining money is indeed Fu Sitian's money.

Roughly speaking, they still have around 1 on hand.After deducting the tuition and accommodation fees for the two of them in the next school year, there is still more than [-] money.Shi Yi calculated that after the end of the graduate school summer camp, she started to work part-time, worked harder, survived the graduate school last semester, and then she could go out for an internship in the next semester, and she would get a lot of internship salary.After studying in graduate school, there is a scholarship for tuition and living expenses.Hold on, they can do it.

She was silent for a while, and said, "I'm sorry, it was agreed that this money will be used as our travel funds."

Fu Sitian frowned and coaxed her: "It doesn't matter how you use it. It's fine to save it when we feel more relaxed in the future."

She stood up, took her hand and said, "Baby, go take a bath and change your clothes first, don't catch a cold. We'll talk about it after you finish washing." Shi Yi's hair and clothes were still wet.

When Shi Yi saw that her expression was peaceful, he could no longer find the panicked and heavy appearance just now, and his heart relaxed a lot.

"Okay." She stood up with Fu Sitian.

After Shi Yi went into the bathroom to take a shower, Fu Sitian sat by the bed, sorting out the unexpected events of the night.It's not that she didn't think about the day when the guillotine would fall, but she didn't expect that this day would come so quickly, before she and Shi Yi were completely ready.She didn't know if it was because the matter of Zhang Lulu was still on her mind, but she had a faint feeling that the timing of Fang Ruohua's attack was a bit of a coincidence, but she couldn't tell why.But things have already happened, and there is no point in pursuing them.She thought of Shi Yi's unyielding determination, and tried her best to drive all the negative and restless emotions out of her mind.

Three years passed quickly.They must be able to do it.

She moved her right index finger subconsciously in the palm of her left hand, silently calculating in her mind how she should spend the past three years, and how much she would need as a minimum monthly income from part-time jobs.She didn't want Shi Yi to suffer hardships with her, at worst, she also wanted to provide Shi Yi with the best life within her ability.

Time passed by without knowing it, and Shi Yi sent it wet.

Fu Sitian got up to get the hair dryer and helped her dry her hair.

Under the warm warm lamp, under the gentle caress, the two discussed the next plan in a harmonious voice.

Shi Yi expressed his idea of ​​preparing for a part-time job, and immediately received objection from Fu Sitian.Fu Sitian said that based on their current financial situation, it is enough for her to work part-time alone.During the summer vacation, Shi Yi still had to prepare his thesis, prepare for the postgraduate summer camp, prepare for the next semester's postgraduate guarantee and re-examination, so he couldn't take care of it.She didn't want Shi Yi to be distracted, and lose the big because of a small one.

Shi Yi thought it was too hard for Fu Sitian to bear it alone, and she would share a little bit of it, so it wouldn't affect anything.

Fu Sitian still disagreed, thinking that this situation is only temporary, and everything will be fine after the end of senior year. You don't have to make it so clear, don't worry about it so much. I took it seriously and listened to it in my heart. You are so fussy with me now, so you were just coaxing me before?"

Shi Yi was dumbfounded by her, although he still felt a little uncomfortable, he finally closed his eyes and sighed, and stopped arguing with her.It's a tacit consent.

After resolving the differences in these general directions, the rest is the actual affairs that need to be implemented in the subtleties.

In addition to packing things, the most urgent task is to find a house.

It's not that I haven't considered moving back to the dormitory.It would be fine if it was just Jian Luhe, but since Yin Fan went abroad, only Jian Luhe and Fu Sitian are left in the dormitory. A transfer student transferred in before, and the school saw that their dormitory was very empty. , and asked if they could be accommodated in their dormitory, they wanted to find a partner for Jian Luhe, so they didn't object.So this strange classmate they hadn't met a few times lived in their dormitory.

Now, if they go back, it will obviously be inconvenient in all aspects.

The two discussed it and decided to live outside.Due to limited funds, the highest acceptable rent is set at [-]. I may not be able to rent a community room, but I can rent a decent single room near the school.

Both Fu Sitian and Shi Yi had no experience in renting a house. Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu had rented a short-term rental house near the school and lived together for a period of time before the summer vacation.

Chen Xizhu quickly replied to her news. After learning about it, she felt worried for them, and said that she would find out about the house with her classmates who live outside later, and talk about the rest after meeting.

After dealing with this matter, Shi Yi turned on the computer to deal with matters related to Zhang Lulu's online public opinion.Even though he was implicated because of this, Shi Yi still wanted to keep going from beginning to end.

Fu Sitian sorted out the things he was going to take away, and remembered to ask her: "Why did Auntie find out about us all of a sudden?"

Shi Yi's mouse paused for a moment, and said lightly, "It wasn't all of a sudden, she was suspicious before, but she didn't make it clear."

Since Fu Sitian didn't know about the school talking to Shi Yi, he didn't suspect him.

There are too few things Shi Yi can take away.Although Fang Ruohua didn't expressly stipulate what she wanted to keep, except for books and two sets of necessary clothes, Shi Yi even planned to keep her computer and tablet.Fu Sitian didn't bring many things with him, so naturally he didn't have many things to take away.

Obviously there are not many things put away, but looking up, the bedroom seems to suddenly become empty.

Just like their hearts suspended in mid-air, if you think about it as if nothing happened, it will inevitably come to nothing.

The days and nights of living together for the past year suddenly became like a dream.After dawn, what will tomorrow be like?

They didn't know it, but they found the courage to fall asleep and wake up peacefully in the warmth of embracing each other.