sunflower in love with the moon

"Why did you go?" Lu Zheng waited at the gate of the community. She got out of the car at nine or ten o'clock, with a smirk on her face and sadness all over her body.

"What are you doing? You don't sleep at night"

"Isn't this waiting for you?"

"Hehe" she passed by, in the relationship with Lu Zheng, Gong Xi knew that he had done a lot of wrong things, "What are you waiting for me for?"

"Uh..." Lu Zheng walked up to her, the congratulations at this moment made him feel a little sad "I'm afraid you will be unhappy"

"Because of my mother?"

"Ok!"

"Hehe" Congratulations looking at the desolation around, the man exudes a warm breath, it seems that these six years are very long, and it seems that these six years have never been passed before. , why didn't I call you, ready-made drinking buddy!"

"Ha ha"

"It's been so many days since you came back, it seems like we haven't had a drink alone yet?"

"Um"

"Let's go, sister please." He put his hand on his shoulder like a congratulatory elder brother. This was the most intimate thing they used to do, but Lu Zheng couldn't laugh.

"Congratulations.."

"Ok?"

"You...remember, how long has it been since you said something like this?"

"What did you say? Oh, you said I'd buy you a drink..."

"Um"

"It must have been at least six years! Brother, you have had six Spring Festivals in your house,,,"

"Hehe, before, when we were buddies, you often put my shoulders like this, but later, it seemed..."

That Navara exudes heat, the moon is cunning, and there is no star in the dark sky. This is more like myself at this time. That love makes me unable to avoid the moon. The weather changes, but it always shines on people's hearts. Panic

"Hehe..." How could Congratulations not understand what he meant, winter was coming, her words were buzzing in her ears, and she dragged his arm to her shoulders, "Let's go!"

"hehe"

Nearly 50-year-old women are humming old songs, some are dancing ambiguously, some are sad while drinking alone, some are quietly appreciating, some dare not think about it, congratulations, take a bottle and "have a drink!"

Lu Zheng's hand was always in the pocket of the sweater, feasting and feasting, flashing neon lights, and hitting her unruly face.

"Okay" According to the usual practice, two people never drink glasses, he picks up the beer

"Welcome home"

"Thanks"

Congratulations, she drank a whole bottle of alcohol in one gulp. Lu Zheng wanted to stop her, but she just followed her pace. She was no different from before, smoking, drinking, just changed from 520 to Black Ice Jue, and her tattoo area was slightly smaller. She has strengths, she is still so quiet, she just laughs more and is sadder

"How's work? No one's bullying you?"

"With you here, how dare you?"

"Ha ha"

"Unexpectedly, Da Peng has been following him"

"Um"

"It's still that kid who has the vision to follow the right person. If he had followed me back then, he would probably be similar to me now. Either he was just released, or he would accomplish nothing."

"Taught in there? Are you talking so sourly?"

"Hehe" he opened another bottle of beer

"According to your logic, I'm probably the one with the worst eyesight, right? Hmm? Not only have I just been released, but I've done nothing?"

"hehe"

"Swearing doesn't involve turning around or hurting yourself." Congratulations ordered another dozen beers, and opened them skillfully with a lighter. With the sound of "bang", she saw the little girl clapping her hands and applauding, "Remember you said that if you think you can live for 20 years, then why should you care about how to live the rest of your life? If you have lived enough, then why not live well? I will accept this, and I will give it back to you now, Lu Zheng?"

"Ok?"

"People will make mistakes, and they will even forget to eat and not fight, and repeat the same mistakes over and over again. The mistakes you made in fighting have been paid off in six years. The mistakes you made in cheating, as I said, are two years old. Clear. If you keep pulling your pigtails, it will only make the six-year prison sentence lifeless. It reminds me of the hurt and disappointment you gave me back then. You are a smart man, I You don’t need to speak clearly, you should be able to comprehend it!”

"Um"

"You are a father now, if you are temporarily unable to work, but I hope you can adapt to the role of father as soon as possible"

"I also know that I shouldn't lose my temper with Xiaoyuan in the morning"

"Um"

"Is he particularly disappointed in me?"

"It should be!"

"You... haven't lost your temper in all these years?"

"Hehe" She thought about it seriously, "No"

Lu Zheng felt even more ashamed. Compared with a temper that was similar to his own, compared to the hard work of raising a family and taking care of children for six years, he only came out for ten days, and he broke their peace in the past

"But father and mother are different, father should be more majestic"

"You don't need to comfort me. I regret it after I've done it. It's just such a trivial thing to get up and let him go out crying. Everyone comes from the child's meeting. It's normal to stay in bed."

"Hi" she sighed, if the old man is here, I'm afraid he will go crazy "hehe"

"why are you laughing?"

"I was thinking, look at my dad, he has always been a failed father before, now? It seems that he is the most competent one next to Xiaoyuan. He knows that Xiaoyuan will stay in bed, so he wakes up half an hour earlier , anyway, they have to be called several times; there is also the problem of playing mobile phones, the old man is very smart, take him to the playground, go to the world, ask the driver to play football with him, play chess with him, go to the library, sometimes He also took him to the company, asked the secretary to watch him play golf, and told you that you might not believe it. Once Xiaoyuan was so bored in the company that he had no time to play. Him? There are denominations of one hundred, fifty, ten and twenty, and fifteen cents."

"Like your dad"

"Do you think you gave him money to eat, drink and have fun? He asked him to count." Congratulations smiled very proudly and mischievously, "He said that his grandson Gong Shiwang couldn't even recognize money!"

"hehe"

"Xiaoyuan is very good, and he counted correctly at the first time. Later, when the parent meeting was held in the first grade, the teacher actually suggested that the children should familiarize themselves with this in advance."

"Ha ha"

"Later the old man taught him how to use the banknote counting machine, and taught him to identify the authenticity. Anyway, he was not allowed to be idle. As a result, the problem of playing with the mobile phone was solved without any effort. Do you have to admit that ginger is still hot?"

"hehe"

"So sometimes, it's not that we don't do well, but time and experience determine our methods and methods. We don't realize everyone's needs, but if we know that we can solve them in this way, I may not have him. Well done. First of all, I don't have that kind of time and financial resources, nor do I have that kind of atmosphere and mood, so Lu Zheng, if people want to live a happy life, they don't necessarily have to achieve what kind of height? What kind of person should they be? What mistakes have you made? What have you lost? Those are not important. The important thing is how we look at ourselves? I will not have the vision and pattern of his 30 years old when I am 60, let alone how to behave, know and understand, Only when you live in peace with yourself can you live in peace with others.”

"I didn't expect you to say such a thing!"

"Hehe" Congratulations drinking wine, listening to Brother Beast's frequent rampage of K, "The entanglement between me and them has only recently begun to let go, don't embarrass yourself, and don't embarrass others, not to mention, we have no hatred. It's mostly just a lack of emotion. This blood relationship is constantly being cut and messed up. You give each other a chance, so we can forgive each other. This also applies to you and me..."

"Ok?"

"Don't you want to know, where did I go just now?" She lit a cigarette with her hand, "I ran into her just now when I was shopping in the supermarket."

Lu Zheng listened to her quietly. She had known her for more than ten years, and she hadn't done this before. When talking about a person, there would be tears in her eyes.He waited outside for two hours, intuition, suspicion, all fully affirmed her frankness just now

"I waited for a long time like you downstairs at her house. I wondered if she would come home? You wanted to know where I went? But what I waited for was her drunk, and what you waited for was I'm telling the truth, I'm sorry, Lu Zheng, I'm also sorry for exposing this relationship to you, and I can't control myself, so, look, do you want to forgive me?"

"Hehe, are you still the same as before?"

"You've been saying this since the first day you came back"

"Congratulations.."

"Don't rush to answer me, and don't judge by the past, whether as a buddy, friend, lover, confidant, I don't need it"

"If, in our current country, same-sex marriages are allowed, would you be with her?" Congratulations couldn't answer, "Or, if we were separated, would you go to her?"

"No" Congratulations firmly answered

"Then what else is there to say? In current China, homosexuality is not recognized as legal, and you will not be with her when we are separated. Putting aside the previous grievances, let's only look at the pros and cons of the present. Congratulations, you are not only my child. My mother is also my benefactor, Lu Zheng, and the woman I have been thinking about all the time. You have fulfilled my duties as a son and a father on my behalf. After the accident that year, you ran around and sold the house , I know, you actively tried to have a private relationship with the other party. After I was sentenced, my mother became seriously ill. You took the money from selling the house to see a doctor for my mother. During that time, you lost weight and returned to your original weight, hehe, The breast milk is gone, if you didn't listen to my parents and my sister, are you planning to hide it from me for the rest of your life?"

"It's not done, what can I say..."

"You're always like this. You keep everything in your heart, and what you say is less than one-thousandth of what's in your heart!"

"I can't help it. I practiced it since I was a child. I guess I can't change it in this life!" Listening to his hot and deep love words, congratulations on the warm tears that scalded me

"I kept saying inside, when I come out, I will stay by your side and grow up with Xiaoyuan, so there is no forgiveness or unforgiveness, I just want to keep my word and live up to myself and you .I know you are not feeling well now, but you don’t have to feel guilty towards me. If you lose you because of this, it can only be said that I should be like this. If I lose you and regain it, that is the greatest favor God has given me..."

"hehe"

Congratulations seemed relieved, and he slammed into his wine bottle. The two talked to each other through alcohol. Fortunately, the light was dim, so they couldn't penetrate each other's sadness. Lu Zheng gradually approached her. Congratulations also encouraged him not to be afraid. Years old" woke up the caution of the two of them, everyone was tacitly shy and synchronized awkwardly.

May, tomorrow is the night of the full moon, the day you were born should be such a quiet and clear time, right?

do you know?There is an allusion between Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai. Liang Shanbo asked, if Yingtai is not a daughter, why is there a ring mark on her ear?Yingtai explained: There is a reason for the scars on the earrings. Brother Liang, why should he be suspicious? There are many temple fairs in the village, and I play the Guanyin every year.Since then, with that love story, I have never dared to look at Guanyin.

May, I know the origin of your name, so for a long time, I especially like looking at the moon, smoking with the wind, wandering after drinking, sober but not frank, obsessed and flustered, I imagine you as it, sometimes clear, sometimes silent .Lu Zheng said that I always like to keep my words in my heart, and what I say is less than one-thousandth of my heart. He underestimates me too much. Regarding everything about you, the one who can make a sound is not as good as the one-thousandth that cannot be said. One!But that's fine so it doesn't scare you.

But from now on, I want to return the moon to the galaxy, to the universe, to love, to the darkness, and never dare to look at Chanjuan and the moon again.