sunflower in love with the moon

"Congratulations?" The familiar courier was holding a cardboard box "Express"

"Thank you"

She was talking to Brother Beast. On October [-]th, the weather was fine. Should she go to work?Xiaoyuan was reluctant to go to school, Lu Zheng lost his temper with him just now, this hasty morning, let down the bright sun

"What did you buy?"

Where did the intuition come from, she actually thought of her, and sure enough, the familiar mobile phone number

"In May?"

Brother Shou also found out, congratulations and went upstairs with a sad heart, did someone cast a spell on you and pack you up for me?She slashed open her chest with her own hands, and squeezed her fresh heart fiercely. It wasn't pain, but comfort!

"Hehe" she erased the trace of stubbornness, "How many people's passports did you use to buy so many cigarettes?"

A solid wood monitor lizard ashtray, a big pink seashell, a drift bottle filled with pink sand, and a bunch of delicious food that she gave to Xiaoyuan after her identification. The drawer, to store the presents properly, the lighter lying quietly in it, she guessed right, everything related to her can only lie in the dark in the end

"mom"

"Congratulations, is Lu Zheng back?" Congratulations sighed, this old lady didn't come home just yesterday, did she?

"Um"

"Then he doesn't want to come back to see me, isn't this young man clear-eyed?"

"You have to be there when you go home?"

"Isn't this back?"

"Oh, I see"

"It's not that you don't know why I'm leaving?"

"Um"

"Don't be so old, I know, you are getting close to them now, it's normal if you don't have time to look at me"

"Can you speak well?"

"Okay, talk carefully, then it's done, in the evening, eat shabu-shabu, you buy some food, and..."

"There are also mutton, hairy tripe, shabu-shabu, shabu-shabu"

"Ah, that's right"

"Okay, do you want something else?"

"Others? Just watch and come..."

After hanging up the phone, she sneered, life is always so funny, just now she was deeply missing a girl, tears filled her eyes, now she had to sneer at her own life, like a joke.In everyone's eyes, the mother is the victim, yes!No!She was the one who chose this kind of life back then, and she was the one who left the scene voluntarily. The old man took Gong Cheng away, and left herself to this woman who was physically and mentally wounded. To draw a clear line and divide property, in her eyes, she was the only one. The bruises and sins he left behind, no visits, no child support, and difficulty in walking, really made things difficult for this proud woman.

"I'm going to see what to buy? Are you here to play with Xiaoyuan?" Congratulations on creating conditions

"Okay, that one?"

"Ok?"

"Should I buy something? I am worried that she will say that I..."

"Hehe, do you still know how to be afraid?" Congratulations approached, and asked badly

"Who is your mother? Gong Cheng is afraid, can I not be afraid? She scolded me in a few words, if I did it well, I could hear it, but if I didn't, I couldn't even hear it, and I was so silly and happy Listen!"

"Hehe, let me see then"

"Um"

Congratulations for pushing the cart and bought a lot of things. She lamented Lu Zheng's caution while feeling helpless about the embarrassment she was about to face. In the low-temperature section of the supermarket, there was a rush to sell the newly-launched lime-flavored yogurt. An aunt was talking to her neighbor Gossiping about his daughter-in-law, he looked like a two or three-year-old child, watching Nezha with his mobile phone in his hand, and at the next corner, he met that familiar girl

"Forehead"

Like her, she should be ready to eat hot pot, right?Who was Budweiser bought for?

"Shopping for something?" It was the little girl who spoke first, the light gray hoodie was bought together, and the ring was still on her finger. It seemed that everything had changed, but she was the only one.

"Well, alone?" She always does this, and the moment she speaks, her face becomes flustered

"Oh, Leilei, we plan to eat hot pot later"

She explained earnestly that among the most beautiful words in the world, in addition to lost and found, false alarm, there should be many more beautiful words, met unexpectedly, hit it off at first sight. .

"Um"

Congratulations nodded, she still likes black, so I can't tell which one is the familiar color?She rolled her arms to reveal beautiful patterns. She seemed to know all about the veins and temperature of her palms. Even if there was a happy event at home, she still looked indifferent. He came back, and they didn't go to the supermarket together. She didn't feel any different. Speaking of Budweiser, she raised her eyebrows, as if everything had changed except the two of them.

"Has Teacher Wu started drinking?"

"Huh? Oh, no, no," she waved her hand to explain, "It's also Leilei."

She nodded, and at this moment, the autumn wine was dyed, and it was suitable for the occasion, singing about the impermanence of love, singing about joys and sorrows and regrets

"Uh, did you get the cigarettes?"

She seems to be peeking, spilling a swag named Nervous

"Yeah." Congratulations nodded, "How is it? Where is it okay?"

"Well, it's very beautiful." When it comes to things related to beauty, she is as eloquent as ever, "I can't imagine that there are really pink beaches in this world! Do you know? When I lived at my grandpa's house, I saw bats, but there Bats like those in horror movies are huge, like fat rats with wings"

She described it very well, congratulations, she tilted her mouth, she is still so brilliant, so special

"Also, the delicious food there is simply designed for my stomach. It's very delicious. I ate fried ice cream balls. I ate them almost every day in those days. There are also soups, by the way, curry crabs, and ..."

The more she talked, the more excited she seemed to have forgotten what happened not long ago

"hehe"

she smiled awkwardly

“And grilled fish”

"Hehe" the woman who was on the scene smiled happily

"Anyway, it's delicious." Before they knew it, the two of them gradually pushed the cart forward.

"I remember I told Teacher Wu"

"Ok?"

"Don't be greedy for cold"

The warmth of the old days burned her eye sockets, and she opened the still festering wound in one go.

"Um, where is Xiaoyuan? Why didn't you come with you?"

"His dad took him down to play games"

"Oh" May's hand clenched the shopping cart, she could hear her sigh, the bright red disintegrated, falling down one by one

"May..." Leilei ran over with a big watermelon in his arms, "Have you chosen?" It was the first time I met Congratulations, she kept a distance from May, but the synchronization was embarrassing, Leilei asked unnaturally, "Friend ?”

"Hmm," she responded, "Congratulations?" She faltered and said her name, "This is Leilei."

"Oh, hello" Leilei is very enthusiastic, like a standard cute girl, with big round glasses, airy bangs, a black silk shirt, and a designer bag, but seeing her tattoo, she visibly backed off

"Yeah." Congratulations was not as enthusiastic as she was, she just nodded her head and said lightly, "You go shopping, I'm leaving"

"Hey" Wuyue stopped her, congratulations on turning back

"Ok?"

"In the evening, drink less..." Such silly words popped out of her mouth, Gong Xi's nose was sore, Leilei's eyes were dazed

"Um"

"Isn't this whole iceberg? I hate it, it brings winter." Wu Yue looked at her back, she had never seen that jacket worn by her before, probably it was newly bought, right?Did they go shopping?She is still so greedy for spicy food, if she does this in autumn, will she get angry if she eats too much?When Leilei complained, she burst into tears, "What's wrong? You're fine, why are you crying?"

"What did you say?"

"Huh? Just now? Why are you crying?"

"Not this sentence"

"Oh, did she bring winter, or..."

"You're right, she brought the winter"

Wuyue puffed her mouth and muttered to herself, while she was pretending to smile, tears were streaming down her face, Leilei was very smart, she guessed the truth right away

"Mayue, you said you were broken in love, wouldn't it be with her? The friend who helped me with that matter was also her?"

"No" May pushed the cart and walked in another direction

"Then why are you crying? Also, why doesn't Auntie agree to your dating? You didn't tell me when I asked you before? Also, was it because of her that you were sneaky before?"

"Don't ask me"

"Yueyue" Leilei grabbed her and peeked around, "You can't be, are you really with her? That's why I didn't panic for you, and Auntie found out about your affairs, and you had to break up, so she , were you so indifferent to me just now?"

"It has nothing to do with you, she is just like that" Wu Yue explained, her eyes still stopped at the place where she disappeared

"What is that? You say that...you, what do you make me think? You are saying, I guessed right? Are you?"

How should I say when I am disappointed and move forward in May?Congratulations, I hate you, I really hate you, I miss you, no, I hate you, you don't look back at me before you leave?Don't even ask me if I'm doing well recently?Don't tell me why I lost so much weight?Don't say a word of concern?Goodbye, take care, you left nothing behind, you are an iceberg, you brought winter with you. . .

That night, Congratulations was so obedient that she didn't even drink a drop, but Wu Yue was drunk. She kept the story of the two of them tight-lipped, and seemed to be making a long-term plan. Without revealing their positions, maybe one day they could return to the four. Cold rainy night of the month!Congratulations, are you obedient?Thinking of him waiting for you with Xiaoyuan, thinking of your family reunited around the hot pot, thinking of him holding your hand, kissing you, and possessing you, I am going crazy, they are like loud slaps one after another, hard When it fell on the face, it was hot, spicy, buzzing, and the seven orifices were bleeding, but I still couldn't forget it.

"I really miss you. In every rainy season, what you choose to forget is what I hate the most. Paper is short and love is long. There are too many ripples in the road. My stories are all about you..."

"Dad, I can go back by myself, I don't need you to pick me up"

"Winter is here, and she brought all the winter..."

Watching Wu Jianguo carry her back into the door of the unit, she kept humming the short story and the long life, and she kept talking about the wine that winter is coming, May, did it make you unhappy today, that's why you drank so much wine?

But I am very happy, just like one day three years ago, you appeared without warning;

It's like seeing you in a hurry while the children in the kindergarten are crying;

Just like you and Brother Beast pushing and shoving, you, who are not good at disguising, turned into the appearance I like;

Is winter here?Or is your world already withered and faded, and love is still inside, covered in white snow, dying, waiting for the sun?

"Yueyue? Oh! Why do you drink so much?"

"Mom" May fell softly into her arms "Mom"

"Oh! How much did you drink?"

"Not much, three bottles of beer, Budweiser, no energy?"

"Three bottles is not much? When did you drink, Yueyue?"

"Do you know what this is called?"

"what?"

"Cowardly"

"This.."

"Yueyue, Dad will help you back to the house, ah, be obedient"

"I'm not going back to the house"

"Then, let's wait in the living room." Dad pampered and indulged

"I want to drink honey water"

"Mom, let's do it now"

"May's"

"what?"

"May's honey water." She slumped on the sofa, "She said, you can't use boiled water!"

"Who said that?" Her ambiguity, my father didn't understand it, but my mother guessed a little bit.

"Secret! Hehe, I won't tell you!"

"Who else?" Mom reminded in a muffled voice, the two of them looked at May with helplessness and distress

"Dad, do you think it would be great if she were a man?" Thinking of that person, Wu Yue suddenly burst into tears, "Why isn't she a man?"

"Yueyue.." Mom looked at her in disbelief

"Son-in-law like that, you will definitely like it, right? You don't even know." She stood up suddenly, knocking over the honey water in her mother's hand, "How kind is she to me? She never looks like you two, what about my tomorrow? What is for my own good? What worldly vision... Uh, too much talk..." Wu Yue rubbed her hair with tears in her eyes

"Yueyue, what nonsense are you talking about?"

"Yes! Mom and Dad reasoned with you, it's all for your own good!"

"For my own good? You restrict me and still confuse me, you pamper me but still restrict me, is this for my own good?"

"You, how can you say that?"

"She's never been like you, Dad! Just judge and determine a person's identity based on what kind of car a person drives, what kind of house he lives in, what kind of clothes he wears, and what kind of friends he has around him."

"Yueyue, you can't judge your father like that"

"And you, Mom! In the name of doing what is best for me, you have to take care of me even if I eat duck tongue. I have the car book. My dad wants to buy me a car. What about you? You don't feel relieved to let me drive it. Didn't I almost rear end? Mingzhu's mother asked me to take care of Mingzhu, mother, you always complain about her being a philistine, but you can't come up with a decent way? You two always say that you support me, but secretly ask Director Lu to exploit my dream , if I hadn’t heard from Teacher Sun, I would have been kept in the dark, thinking that what I did was not good enough! How could you be like this?”

"Yueyue!"

"She doesn't even eat duck tongue. Every time I pass by, she will buy it for me no matter how troublesome it is to park!"

"Additives inside..."

"Yes, additives are additives, don't I know? Doesn't she know?" Her messy hair and sad face "But I don't eat it every day..."

"Yueyue, mom and dad won't talk about that anymore, okay? Isn't it just a duck tongue? We can buy it for you too!"

"Hehe" Wuyue smiled awkwardly, "you still have to drive, don't you know? I'm driving very well now. When I go to Hangzhou, I can run up to 360 on the expressway, and I won't scratch when I go to the basement. , do you know what's going on?" Mom and Dad looked at her in disbelief, the [-]-degree transformation of the good girl who used to be "She encouraged me, believe me, let me drive the car I just bought, I can't park it well on the side She doesn't lose her temper when I get angry, she searches the Internet for videos to show me, takes me to the driving school to practice to gain confidence, and, because she saw Li Li driving our car so imposingly, so it should be taken for granted, she was so angry that she wanted to buy me a car "Wu Yue said more and more sadly, "Isn't she worried about what you are worried about? And Mingzhu, she can't solve this problem like you, but she will please me and tell me that this is the normal state of normal people, take me to eat Shabu-shabu, pretending to be the meat of those people..."

"What and what are you talking about? Why are you still messing with human flesh?"

"Also, you don't know about the two of you. How sad was the day I found out the truth? But she never said a bad word about you. She asked me not to expose Dad's affairs, and she asked me to keep it safe. Mom, your self-esteem and face, she asked me not to be the person who forced you to divorce, and you, Dad" Wu Yue pointed at Wu Jianguo "You are too much, how can you do this? Do you know, my How disappointed is Time with love and marriage?"

"Yueyue..."

"There is also the matter of you looking for Director Lu, you have never discussed it with me"

"Did she tell you?"

"How much I want her to know! Let me get some comfort from her like before, but it's impossible..."

"Yueyue, this father didn't tell you. We heard that you were bullied, so we..."

"That's why you let me be a class assistant or a childcare worker for the rest of my life? Is it because your May is so precious that you can't stand a little bit of wind and frost? You couldn't protect me when I was bullied, and you never thought about why I was bullied? Is it because those people are bad? Or is it because I am easy to be bullied? After I was bullied, why did I choose not to tell you? I am afraid that you will suppress me with the result, saying that if you listened to my father, you would not have encountered such a situation. I am afraid that you will persuade me to give up, saying that it is too much money and not enough money. What about you? After so long, you have stabbed me hard again on the only scar I have on the kindergarten teacher industry. Why? You don’t want to learn to be strong like she taught me?”

"Yueyue..."

"You guys asked me if I went with her on Eleven? Let me tell you, I hope so, woo woo..."

"May"

"I hope that's what you think. Even if you call me cheap and stupid, even if you say I'm a pervert or mentally ill, I will admit it. You have never been me, so how do you know? In life and life, I would have died a long time ago Now, are you afraid of what you will say or think?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? Yueyue, you can't humiliate yourself like this! What do you want your mother to do?"

"Yueyue, Dad knows you're not feeling well!"

"You don't know, if you know, why force me to drink Mengpo soup..."

Mother could no longer hear a serious word about life and death. She cried bitterly and begged, hoping that Wuyue would not do stupid things or say stupid things. She swallowed that cup of green honey water, and she fell asleep. Wearing her clothes, I will lightly scratch her hair when I can’t help myself, she likes to drink the tea she bought, she went to Komodo Island with her, she is in everyone’s photo, there is her, diving , sea motorcycle, all the thrilling and exciting projects become fun and memorable, even if you wait in the airport hall boringly, it becomes meaningful to have her, listen to the same music as her, wear the same size clothes as her, Stepping on the pink sand beach with her, with her. .