For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

"Tomorrow is the performance, and he will stay with Lin Suyu overnight in the hospital today?" Lu Zhenglin folded his hands and asked with a slightly dull expression, "Is he crazy?"

"Then what can I do? When the ambulance came, the nurse yelled 'Where are the family members', Ah Xiao yelled 'I, I, I' and rushed up, and couldn't be stopped..." You Yi shrugged , "You didn't see how bad Ah Su was in that time. When he was dragged out of the elevator, I saw that his face was almost purple... If you were to leave you like this, I would drop any performances and go to the hospital to accompany you What's more, he is still a brother whose name is written in a household registration book, why don't you let someone go to bed with you?"

"...Forget it, let him do what you want." Lu Zhenglin turned his head away, with a weary expression, as if he was dissatisfied, but more like envious.

"Why do I feel that you went to the PD's place and came back in a worse condition? Did the PD scold you?" You Yi said in surprise, "Instead of worrying about Ah Xiao, you might as well worry about yourself. I saw your drawer a few days ago. There are sleeping pills in it. You are so bad, and you still spend so much time every day with Ah Xiao to catch up with the progress, do you really think you are a hard-working person?"

"That's two different things." Lu Zhenglin didn't want to express any personal opinions on this matter, his tone was low, "I may really lack sleep, I'll find a place to sleep first, so as not to do bad things that I regret when I'm awake .”

Just as he was about to leave, his body swayed and he almost fell to the ground—thanks to You Yi's sharp eyes and hands, he quickly supported him.

"No, you're exaggerating too much..." You You complained, and couldn't help but yawned, "It's noisy here, I'll take you out and open a room to lie down and sleep... Forget it, I It doesn't matter, just do what you like. Damn, this captain deserves to be the captain, it's really bald... Ah Lin, wake up, don't sleep standing up!"

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Luo Xiao was caught off guard by this "brother", her eyelashes trembled, and then her eyes widened suddenly, the sleepy expression was swept away, and turned into surprise: "Are you awake?"

"What time is it now?"

Luo Xiao glanced at the wall clock and replied, "It's three o'clock."

Lin Suyu sat up abruptly: "You didn't wait until now and didn't sleep, did you?"

"How can I sleep if you don't wake up..." Luo Xiao was startled by the range of Lin Suyu's movements, and he pressed his friend's hand and said anxiously, "Don't move, be careful that the needle slips out..."

"I'm fine, you go back to sleep now." Lin Suyu soon realized that his tone was not right, he was too irritable, he clenched his fists and tried to calm himself down, "It's useless for you to stay with me here, You might as well go back and get some sleep."

Oops.

After Lin Suyu realized what he said, his face turned pale instantly.

He said it so directly...

If it was normal, he would definitely not say "it's useless for you to stay with me here" so bluntly.Accustomed to using a cautious attitude to please others, no matter what the situation is, Luo Xiao's mood is the priority. Even her own instinct can forcefully strangle Lin Suyu in the budding stage. There was a mistake that could never have happened to him.

"I... I didn't mean that..." Even though the air conditioner was still blowing out cold wind, a thin layer of sweat oozed from Lin Suyu's back. But it seems like the tongue is tied, "I, I just..."

he just?

He just really thought so.

There is no one who is naturally likable, but only after rolling in the thorns and knowing the pain, he pulls out the thorns all over his body and pretends to be weak and harmless-for Lin Suyu, just sending someone under the fence is enough to sentence him His death sentence, Luo Xiao's will will always be above his will, and he needs to spend [-]% of his energy to deal with it. Everything else, even himself, is insignificant and boring that can be discarded at any time.

Having lived so tremblingly for ten years, forcing himself to accept the practice until he recognized from the bottom of his heart that he was only an accessory, he thought he had engraved this way of living into his bone marrow long ago, until he stopped breathing.

He lives only because Luo Xiao needs him. Once Luo Xiao doesn't need him, his last value will disappear.And what will happen to the worthless items in the end?

Whenever he passed a garbage dump, his eyes would stay on it for two seconds, and then the answer would clearly emerge in his mind.

— will be discarded.

At that time, he was despised by everyone as a hot potato, and he waited in loneliness and helplessness for two months, more than 60 days, more than 60 days and nights, and in retrospect, there were only black and white photos frozen in front of the tombstone.Until the tea was cold, Luo Zhi, whom he later called "little aunt", stretched out her hand to him-this gentle and cowardly woman showed rare persistence in adopting him, although the consequence was that Zhou Jiankang He was beaten until his head was bleeding.But when she wiped off the blood on his head, hugged him gently, and patted his back softly, he still felt the warmth he hadn't seen for a long time, and... the uncontrollable panic.

More than once when the two were quarreling, they heard the words "If you stare at me with that kind of eyes again, I will throw that bastard Lin Suyu out and sell it", although Luo Xiao always reached out to cover his ears at this time, but for Shang For the young Lin Suyu, he couldn't tell the difference, and he couldn't laugh it off, whether it was a venting during the quarrel or a sincere plan.

Only once, this feeling of uneasiness leaked a little or two in front of Luo Zhi.Luo Zhi didn't have much experience in coaxing children, so she just comforted clumsily: "A Xiao likes you, even if it's for A Xiao, my aunt will not send you away."

After being silent for a long time, she saw Lin Suyu softly showing an endearing smile, and replied crisply: "I see."

This kind of bright and heartwarming smile lasted from Lin Suyu's six-year-old to his 16-year-old, as if he was born with the sun that can give people dazzling sunshine.

And now, the sun teeters on the verge of falling.

Seeing the reluctant look on Lin Suyu's face, the smile was so dim that it seemed that it would go out at any time, Luo Xiao, who didn't think there was anything wrong with this sentence, frowned in trouble, and after thinking for a while, said: "Well, but at that time you Let me sleep, and I can't sleep... My mental quality is still too bad."

After he finished speaking, he reached out and touched Lin Suyu's forehead, and smiled reassuringly: "Well, I don't have a fever, it's okay. Are you hungry, do you want me to buy you something to eat?"

Having said that, he got up and wanted to leave, thinking about going downstairs to buy something——

It didn't work out.

He looked at Lin Suyu's hand that was tightly held by Lin Suyu in astonishment, and when he looked up, he found that his friend was also in a daze, as if he didn't know what he was doing.

"Where do you want to go?"

The tone of aggrieved is more like coquettish.

Luo Xiao said inexplicably: "I, just, go downstairs...bring you something to eat..."

"You nonsense... Do you want to leave me here and go away alone?" Lin Suyu's current attitude can fully bear the four words of nonsense, "Are you finally tired of me? Finally, you think I can't send you?" Is it just household garbage? Why don’t you just let me be dragged and crushed? I’m already worthless and I’ll be angry. Look for a trash can marked recyclable on the curb. , you can stuff me in. If you feel tired, I can get in by myself."

Luo Xiao: "...it's all here! If you don't want to eat, just say it, what do you want to do if you talk too much!"

Seeing that Lin Suyu didn't speak, Luo Xiao tentatively asked, "You're not scared alone, are you?"

"Nonsense! I'm not afraid!"

...Sure enough, I was scared.

Lin Suyu, who was usually able to make people out of a flower by playing tricks, and who never blushed when talking about nasty words, unexpectedly had a quarrel.

Luo Xiao was speechless and wanted to laugh for a moment, he hadn't seen Lin Suyu like this for many years, and he really thought that Lin Suyu's thick skin had been trained to be invulnerable in the past few years.When the two were young, as an older brother, he could still take on the responsibility of protecting his younger brother.But with Lin Suyu's amazing learning ability, he will soon no longer need his protection—at least in terms of pleasing adults, Luo Xiao, who is dull and boring, is far behind Lin Suyu.

Especially after Lin Suyu discovered that Zhou Jiankang would slap him less as long as he smiled a little better, his smile never disappeared, and Luo Xiao rarely saw his friends biting their lips and looking angry. It's awkward.

"Okay, I'm not leaving, don't worry, please don't pinch me again." Luo Xiao only felt that her hands were about to be crushed by Lin Suyu. This kid had just woken up, and he was supposedly in a weak state, but his hands were so strong amazing.

After hearing this, Lin Suyu was not only not at ease, but instead said furiously, "I didn't pinch you!? Did I pinch you? You go, I didn't stop you!"

——Then you let go!

Luo Xiao patted him amusedly: "Okay, okay, I really won't leave, I know you're afraid, so there's nothing to be embarrassed about..."

The tone was soft as if coaxing a child who was frightened by thunder.

"...you won't abandon me, will you?"

Facing his friend's hesitant eyes, Luo Xiao firmly said: "No."

After speaking, he still couldn't hold back and yawned.

After staying up until three o'clock in the morning, seeing that Lin Suyu still had the energy to fight with him, when he relaxed, his eyelids immediately twitched violently.

He wanted to go back and sleep on the seat on the bus for the night, but he didn't feel at ease in Lin Suyu's state. He just planned to put Lin Suyu to sleep first, and then find a corner to curl up and sleep in a corner later.Who knew that Lin Suyu looked at him for a while, then jumped off the bed consciously: "You sleep here."

Luo Xiao: "...What about you?"

"I am not sleepy."

After speaking so confidently, Lin Suyu yawned.

...this is very embarrassing.

"Go to sleep."

"You sleep."

"You sleep and you sleep."

"Here you go, I'll sleep."

The two looked at each other for a while, Luo Xiao couldn't take it anymore, and pointed to the hanging needle in Lin Suyu's hand: "You say you're going to sleep, do you want me to sleep well...?"

"Then you slept in the empty bed next to you?"

"Come on, this is a hospital, it's not good to occupy someone else's bed."

"Okay, don't discuss it, let's squeeze together tonight, and it will be dawn if we keep arguing." Lin Suyu glanced at the time on the wall clock, and pushed Luo Xiao over decisively, "Sleep, sleep quickly, if you don't sleep, I'll beat you up you."

Luo Xiao: "...Why are you so fierce all of a sudden!?"

Fortunately, although the beds in the hospital are not spacious, it is still enough for two young boys with the size of bamboo poles. However, Luo Xiao still feels a little flustered, afraid that he will turn around and sweep Lin Suyu directly Kick down.After erecting the railings on both sides of the bed, he felt more at ease—although this made the already narrow space even more crowded.

So crowded that he felt like the squashed lettuce in the middle of a burger.

Luo Xiao tucked the quilt up for Lin Suyu before lying down, but when she lowered her head, she found that he was already asleep.Probably feeling cold, he arched his furry head, and leaned against his chest consciously, breathing shallowly against his chest, his blonde hair falling down like gravel.

"Good night."

After a long time, Lin Suyu's voice sounded vaguely: "See you tomorrow."