For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

"Whether you can make it to the top [-] or not, you don't plan to stay and record the show anymore?" After hearing Lin Suyu's plan, Luo Heze was dumbfounded, "But you were still asking Xiaofeng'er about rap a few days ago, I thought ..."

"The thoughts at that time were things at that time, and it's different now." Lin Suyu pursed her lips and turned her head away, "After the stage just now, I confirmed one thing..."

Luo Heze waited for a long time, just when he thought that Lin Suyu would not continue to speak, Lin Suyu said slowly: "The stage is really... very different to me. If this continues, I am worried... I can't help it Live like before."

Lin Suyu, who has always put Luo Xiao's wishes first and almost completely abandoned her personal will, has long been accustomed to giving unconditionally and unreasonably for Luo Xiao all the time.If he doesn't have something he likes, it doesn't matter whether he can have it or not. He doesn't need anything, and he doesn't yearn for anything, so no matter what he gets, he can give it to Luo Xiao without hesitation.

As for whether he really doesn't like it, or because he is afraid of being hated by others, he deliberately distorted himself into such a flawless appearance - for Lin Suyu, who has already rooted such a character in his bone marrow, it has long been impossible to verify things.But after so many years, he has been living like this, and suddenly one day, he found that he was actually not as indestructible as he imagined, and even more eager to touch the sun than ordinary people——

Lin Suyu was unusually confused.

"...I told you before, I wanted to buy a navy marketing company but Xiaoxiao rejected it." Seeing Luo Heze nodding, Lin Suyu was extremely embarrassed to speak, and said in a low voice with a flinching posture, "I was at that time I don't think it matters, although I personally think that hype is an indispensable part of becoming famous, but in the end, Xiaoxiao's wishes must be given priority...I will never do what Xiaoxiao doesn't want me to do."

It is rare for Lin Suyu to confess his heart to others. It seems to be for the sake of discretion. After he finishes speaking, he will pause for a long time before continuing: "Actually, I have always...don't believe , I don't believe that Xiaoxiao and I can maintain the current state until the moment I die. I don't believe in the word 'forever', even my parents can't guarantee 'forever', and I don't dare to use eternity to bind others. I can pray that this day will come later... But people will change after all. If one day he feels bored with our current state, I think this may be the most normal future development trend. Although I don’t want to How will I continue to live after that time, but I have always been prepared for this, and I have dreamed of this scene more than once in my dreams. I am already surprised that he has endured me for ten years..."

After a long pause, he said in a low voice: "So, I couldn't bear it even more. It turned out that I wanted to change first."

I want to really stand on the colorful stage and burn my blood and sweat as "Lin Suyu".

He can still control his thoughts now, and put Luo Xiao in the absolute first position, but if he continues like this...

What if one day, the stage and Luo Xiao are placed on both sides of the balance, and the balance is balanced?

Even... His inclination gradually fell to the stage?

No, Lin Suyu, you are a heartless monster, you are just an accessory living for Luo Xiao, how can you have your own will to pursue your dreams.

This kind of thing... How could he continue to let it go.

"I... always thought that I wasn't afraid of any changes." Lin Suyu laughed at himself, "Now that I think about it, it's probably because those changes don't matter to me, and I don't care. Once I start to care, I seem to be no different from others. .”

Therefore, Lu Zhenglin hates him, he doesn't care, he doesn't care whether others like him or hate him; he can call the high-level without any scruples and claim to be a newspaper reporter. He doesn't care whether he loses face or not; he can be courteous and obedient to others without hesitation. He doesn't care what others think of him, let alone how he is criticized behind his back.

Because he doesn't care, he is Lin Suyu who has no weaknesses.

But now...he started to care.

He really didn't expect that he would do such an almost evasive behavior one day, but standing at the crossroads and having consideration, he finally felt the difficulty of other people's hands and feet when making choices.It was as if the gods had suddenly ordered him to stop breathing--for him, this was such a subversive change that it was enough to destroy the world he had been living in.

Luo Heze tilted his head and looked at him for a while, then suddenly laughed and said, "I'm sorry, I know you must be very troubled now... how should I put it, few people would discuss this kind of thing with me, it's a bit inappropriate, but... I still Very happy."

Hey, what should I do? He used to think that Lin Suyu was so calm and calm that he didn't look like someone who was a year younger than him. He seemed to be able to find a solution as quickly as possible no matter what situation he was facing. His maturity once made him feel very frustrated. ...Now that he still shows such a cute look, and is still seriously troubled, hesitating like a younger brother at last.

Luo Heze, who had always been raised by the head of his family as a child, unexpectedly now has a sense of superiority as an older brother.

Withdrew his hands that were a little itchy and wanted to stroke Lin Xiaomiao's hair in frustration, Luo Heze suppressed his smile, and said seriously: "I think you are thinking too much, can I touch Luo Xiao's words?" There are many, but no matter how you look at him, he is a very pure and simple kind of boy... If you tell him that you want to continue to perform on stage to fulfill your dreams, he may support you very much."

Luo Heze has a really good impression of Luo Xiao, but it is better to say that few people will have a bad impression on Luo Xiao. The aura from this seemingly indifferent young man is extremely comfortable, and because of his timid and shy personality , It's easy to let the aunt's heart overflow, and she wants to do something for him unconsciously - if Luo Xiao takes the initiative to ask, almost everyone will nod and agree to him in a daze, and they will help him very happily.

But Luo Xiao is afraid of life, and rarely asks for anything from others—probably because of this, Lin Suyu has developed a character that will take the initiative to help him no matter what, whether Luo Xiao says it or not.

"...Yes, if I tell him, he will definitely support me." Lin Suyu sighed, "But... how to continue like this? I have my own ideas, and one day, we will have different opinions Time... at that time, what should we do?"

"You think too much...!" Luo Heze felt incredible, "A real brother, of course, will help you when you go astray, and support you unconditionally when you are on the right track! Opinions are contradictory On the contrary, I can't guarantee that I can always keep pace with the other members of our bright family, and even my parents and my sister's expectations may not be the same... For family members, don't they just want to do it Do you understand each other?"

He really couldn't understand what Lin Suyu was worrying about. In fact, his family had always expected him to be a businessman. He used to follow his family's wishes and prepared to go to a higher education institution in the Lighthouse Country. Unexpectedly, the second year of high school suddenly became a rebel. During this period, she insisted on entering the entertainment circle like her sister, and she still wanted to be an idol.

After fighting with the family for two days, on the third day, he was packed up by his elder sister and thrown away to become a trainee.

Regarding this, Luo Bingxi said: "Anyway, with me, he won't starve to death if he doesn't do anything, and he can do whatever he wants."

With the full support of his family, Luo Heze, who has absolute freedom in choosing the future, can't understand Lin Suyu's entanglements at all.

As far as he is concerned, no matter how good he is, even if he says he doesn't want to be a trainee now and wants to go to the remote African savannah to fight freely with orangutans, it is estimated that his sister can wave her hand and get her passport and plane ready The flight dropped him directly into the savage tribe.

Seeing that Lin Suyu still looked sad, Luo Heze knew that turning a person's ideas around is no less difficult than letting a sow learn to walk upright, so he decisively changed the way of persuasion: "Just, you say it, you can't say no to the future Yes, I’m not sure. Didn’t you say that you don’t believe in ‘forever’? Then even if you go home now, you can’t guarantee that you will never have such thoughts again. Maybe one day a stimulus will cause you to You want to come back to the stage, don't you?"

"……Um."

"I mean, if... if you quit like this, you will always think in your heart from time to time, hey, if I hadn't taken the initiative to quit back then, when would I get you crooked melons and cracked dates... I can't help it Just imagine, if I didn't quit, maybe I would do something... Right, right!?"

"...???"

"But if you are stuck because of the competition system, at least you will be convinced. I, Lin Suyu, am a hot chicken, and I only deserve to go home and farm - yes, right! At least I won't always think about it, in case I enter Now, my future may be so... yes, that's right, isn't it?"

Lin Suyu was silent for a while, expressing that he understood: "Just like those who don't usually study, they make excuses and say, 'I'm not bad at school, I just didn't put in the effort to study hard', but in fact, if I work hard, I will only be at the bottom of the exam. It's just that if you work hard and fail in the exam, you won't even have a fig leaf, so you just imagine that if you work hard, you can save the key points... so?"

"..."

For some reason, this very appropriate metaphor made Luo Heze feel as if he had been shot in the knee by an arrow.

"You mean, in order to make me completely give up, I should stay on this show until they let me go, so that I can realize the fact that I am a useless piece of trash, right..." Lin Suyu nodded, "I Got it, Kawasawa, thank you, I feel much better now."

Luo Heze: "...No, you're welcome."

Always feel that something is not right.

He obviously didn't want him to think in this direction! ?

He wanted to put less pressure on Lin Suyu, and just enjoy the stage to the fullest—why would he think about such a place! ?

"It's almost time, and the stage vote count is about to be released." Lin Suyu tilted his head, "Heze, you'd better touch up your makeup before recording the show, you are now... as if you were thrown into the water colorful panda."

Luo Heze, who was still struggling in his heart, was taken aback when he heard the words, touched his face, took out his mobile phone and looked at it, and screamed: "Wait, ahhh, this kind of appearance is absolutely not allowed to be photographed, right? I will be scolded to death by my elder brother...! You go back to Luo Xiao first, I'm going to ask Sister Chai for help..."

Seeing the young boy rushing away covering his face, Lin Suyu stood alone on the aisle, dazed for a while, and then walked out slowly.

He was sure that he would not stay on this show for too long. Luo Heze's words just found a temporary balance point for his hesitant heart, which was enough for him to use this reason to continue to numb himself and try to get lucky before he collapsed. Get out of the way.

but if……

What if, really, in?

He smirked endlessly, only thinking that he was worrying unfoundedly.

From far away, he saw Hua Qian waving to him, and ran over to stop him in two or three steps: "Let's go, Brother Su, it's just our turn to announce the number of votes..."

When he made eye contact with Lu Zhenglin, the peach-eyed boy looked away in a flat and unremarkable manner, unable to see his inner thoughts.Zhu Xuanzhen looked at him for a while, then turned his head and continued talking to Ke Guning.

Luo Xiao asked in a low voice: "What's wrong?"

He held his friend's hand instead, and smiled slightly: "It's okay, just chat casually."

Seeing the person standing at the door, Lin Suyu was taken aback, but smiled: "Sister Jinhuan, I haven't seen you for a long time. Hey, I changed the color of the nail polish. This color is beautiful, and it makes my sister's skin white."

It's just that I met Luo Xiao once when I was applying lip balm for the first time in the rating, but I didn't expect to be remembered by this kid...

It's no wonder that Mina also protects him a lot, she really is likable.

Jin Huan smiled softly: "Since all of you are here, go in."

Several people entered the room and sat down in twos and threes. Before they could say a few words of nonsense, they saw the countdown words popping up on the central display screen.

After a five-second countdown, the names of the members of Group AB were neatly displayed in two rows on the screen.

"This is too fast..."

Just as Hua Qian's complaints came to an end, a pale gold "46" was stamped on the side of the box marked "Lu Zhenglin" on the screen.

Lu Zhenglin couldn't help himself: "This is also...give me some time to prepare mentally..."

The ten people present really didn't know whether the number of votes for 46 was more or less. After all, in the first performance, none of the 27 audience members who participated in the voting knew each other. It was almost entirely based on the performance of the trainees and the personal performance of the audience. For those who vote intuitively, upset is nothing more than normal.Therefore, several people just applauded symbolically, and before the applause stopped, the words [-] were posted next to [Zhu Xuanzhen].

The eldest brother's expression was the same, as if this "Zhu Xuanzhen" did not refer to him, just looking at this action, he really had the atmosphere that a trainee from a big company should have.

【cruising】——14

【Ke Guning】——19

On the contrary, when Luo Xiao's votes were announced, there was a little exclamation.

"31 votes..." Hua Qian enviously said: "He is good-looking and sings well, if you want me, I will vote for him too..."

Bai Hongyu: "..."

Too many slots.

So far, all the votes of Group A have been announced, and they will enter Group B.

【Chi Qiyan】——5

Chi Qiyan couldn't hold back, and was amused by the number of votes: "I said, why don't you lose face like this...I'm sorry, I've dragged everyone down."

Bai Hongyu said coolly: "Brother, we are thankful for having tickets. If it weren't for the sisters helping the poor, I would be afraid that I would be a piece of shit..."

Before he finished speaking, Bai Hongyu's ticket was displayed - 11.

"...better than I thought."

【Qu Bohan】——13

"Brother Bohan is amazing!" He applauded Qu Bohan very much, and Hua Qian muttered, "I don't ask for a high number of votes, anyway, just don't give me one vote... one vote is enough It's so embarrassing..."

I don't know if I heard his words, but in the next second, Hua Qian's votes were announced.

【Flower Potential】——2

Hua Qian raised his forehead and lamented: "My God, what is this? Is this a public execution... Can I apply for a temporary recusal, I am really afraid that I will fall to the ground due to embarrassment and cancer."

Although he doesn't care how many votes he gets on this stage... But for the time being, he can be regarded as an underage boy in his teenage years, okay?

Can the sisters give him some face!

Everyone present let out a short laugh that could clearly hear the tension.

Logically speaking, Lu Zhenglin should feel at ease with this almost overwhelming number of votes.But the fact was on the contrary, the more he looked at the announced votes, the more restless he felt.

Although in practice, the number of votes is often not fully recovered, there will always be invalid and abandoned votes, resulting in discrepancies between the actual effective number and the original number.

But, counting the number of votes now, no matter what, it's...

Now the only thing that is still empty is the box marked [Lin Suyu].

In just a few seconds, Lu Zhenglin's spine was chilled, and the air in the room was almost condensed, and he could vaguely smell that bad smell.

Three seconds later, pale golden numbers surfaced, causing Lu Zhenglin's pupils to shrink violently.

【Lin Suyu】——109