For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

No matter how successful the disguise is, it is impossible to pretend to be impeccable all the time—especially in a way of life that is too different from myself, in terms of thinking mode, there is an essential difference with the person I pretended to be , As long as you don't pay attention to it, there will be a sense of disobedience in the details.

Not to mention that Luo Heze himself is a delicate and sensitive person. Although he is protected innocently and innocently by his family, because of his older sister, it is impossible for him to be as unsuspecting as a child from an ordinary family—or rather, Because he has been educated for a long time to be careful of those around him who approach him with ulterior motives, on the contrary, he can perceive the true thoughts behind the mask better than others.

"Well, in fact, I also discovered during this time... Su Yu, you are not the type who is very enthusiastic and willing to take the initiative to help others." Although the crying has stopped now, the crying was too hard just now and you are still crying. I couldn't stop sobbing and choking.

He wiped the tear stains on his face indiscriminately, knowing Lin Suyu's true thoughts, he calmed down a lot, and continued: "I found out before that when you get along with others, you always keep a distance from each other. Although you can talk to everyone, you don't actually have a deep friendship. You just stay at the level where you can talk to everyone and let others have a good impression of you. But it's not for me..."

"Looking back on it now, it seems weird that you came to me on the day of the first grade evaluation. According to what I know about you during this period, although you can't do anything to leave me there, but At most, please inform my elder brother or the people in the program group. It is impossible to miss the bus to record at such an important juncture just to help me... And you are smarter than me. Notifying the people in the program group is definitely more efficient than helping me in person I'm much taller."

"But the strange thing is that no staff came to the water room from the beginning to the end that day... I thought it would be embarrassing for me to be seen like this, and I am grateful that you came to help me, but in fact, if you didn't come , I should have called the staff for help a long time ago. If you really want to help, it should be the normal way of thinking to find the staff... Unless, your purpose is not to help me at all, but just want to take this opportunity to have a separate relationship with me Contact." Luo Heze paused for a moment, then sighed, "I am a person who knows myself. I know that I am a very ordinary person. The only thing that is not ordinary is that I have a very powerful elder sister. If it wasn't as urgent as the program recording that day, I probably wouldn't have thought about it, but..."

What's more, Lin Suyu is not the kind of good person who can't tell the priority of things at all. He naturally knows which is more important than the recording of the program and the slightly ridiculous face problem of a young boy at the time.

But Luo Heze has a special status. If he is absent from the recording, he will definitely make up his shots afterwards. In order to show fairness—at least the superficial fairness, the program team will most likely make up the shots of the people who were absent with him.Therefore, it is not a loss for him to be absent from the recording for a short time, and he can still leave an impression in front of Luo Heze.

Although Luo Heze didn't know what Lin Suyu was thinking at that time, he felt that this guess should be close to ten.

After hearing Luo Heze's words, Lin Suyu's eyes became more complicated, and he really wanted to say something, but he just felt that what he said at this time seemed like a meaningless excuse.

It turned out that he knew everything...

The other party knows what he did, but he just doesn't say it.

"……sorry."

He thought he had covered everything up well, and thought that others were fools who couldn't see his true intentions, but in fact he was the one who was really foolish.

Mingming knew it clearly in his heart, but every time he saw him, he would stretch out his hand to hold him, and his indifferent expression suddenly turned into a bright spring sun with flowers blooming.

This will make it appear...his mind is extraordinarily like a shady mouse in the gutter.

Luo Heze twisted the corner of his clothes: "But I also know... I really don't have anything that can attract people to come to me and make friends with me. How should I put it, I was naive before, and I thought that making friends should be Without mixing anything else, if the idea of ​​getting to know me came about through my sister, it would feel like this friendship has gone bad.”

It is precisely because of this that Luo Heze's social circle has been extremely narrow since he was a child.Especially after my sister became popular, for a period of time, all kinds of people came to the house all day long, and there were not a few people who found a breakthrough from him.It wasn't until I moved to the imperial capital with my sister and changed my school and house that such things became much less common.

Although Luo Bingxi became popular during that time, there were also many controversies that followed. The entertainment news on the front page was criticized in different ways all day long, and countless pairs of eyes were staring in the dark, waiting to find a reason to get rid of it. She pulled into the water to create a national carnival.In order to fear that their son's ignorance would cause trouble to the eldest daughter, the parents of the family kept admonishing them all day long. As a result, after the most difficult time passed, they realized that, well, the son is well-behaved and does not cause trouble, but he has a tendency to be autistic.

And Lin Suyu, who grew up in an ordinary family, naturally didn't know the situation in Luo Heze's family. The young boy who had never had such an experience didn't understand what Luo Heze, who grew up in such a depressing environment, had in mind for those who approached him proactively. Defensive mentality, so there should be deviations in estimation and action that should not have occurred-this should have been a fatal flaw.

However, the young man who had planned to take advantage of others actually hesitated when he was about to kick the door.

Originally, he had planned well. First, he had to get online with Luo Heze in various ways, and then try his best to interact with him during the recording of the show. It was best to have a plot that would make people laugh at first sight and easily cause a variety show effect. In private, I also want to have a sense of presence in front of Luo Heze. It would be great if I could reconnect with the resources behind him...

As a result, the more he came into contact with, the more passive he would be, and he even began to faintly resist his original ideas.

Luo Heze continued: "The main reason is that before, I never really made friends with others, so I always considered this matter too sacred... So, when I met you, I was really happy, thinking that after so many years, I finally waited for you. I met someone who didn't come to know me because of my sister. At that time, I didn't realize that your motives were not pure. Later, when I figured it out, I felt that this matter was not as unacceptable as I thought..."

After a pause, he said a little embarrassedly: "After all, there is always an opportunity to make friends. I didn't think about it before, but now that I think about it, if there is no point that can impress people, who would want to dig you for no reason? The real heart under the appearance. No matter what is the reason for this point, good-looking, rich family, or because you think you look good, it is just an introduction. I am very happy to be friends with you, so what was your motivation in the first place , I don't think it's important anymore."

"Besides... because I'm actually a very boring person, if you can come to contact me because of my sister, it's actually quite good, and it proves that I still have value." Luo Heze hesitated for a while before he got serious. Said, "I think it's normal for friends to help each other. If you think there is anything in me that you can use, I'd like to be used by you, you can just say so."

Obviously the other party's expression was very sincere, but Lin Suyu lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

"Are you a repeater?" Luo Heze twisted the flesh on Lin Suyu's cheek with one hand, and said angrily, "Say something else!"

"...Heze, you are my first friend besides Xiaoxiao." Lin Suyu uttered words very slowly, as if he didn't know what to say, "In fact, I have never liked socializing very much, even when I was in school. Try to avoid deep friendship with people, just maintain the kind of superficial communication. Sometimes I feel that I have been in contact with a certain person recently, and I may develop in the direction of a close friend, so I will take the initiative to distance myself from the person and wait for the two to distance themselves ...So, I didn't expect you to come to me..."

He always thought that his feelings for others would always be such a calm pool of stagnant water, and that others should treat him like this.

It wasn't until the moment Luo Heze burst into tears in front of him that he realized that his thinking was almost outrageously wrong.

"You are also the first friend I decided to make on my own initiative, so of course the meaning is different." Luo Heze said angrily, "I don't know what you are thinking, but you didn't come to tell me face to face, let my elder brother pass it on and think about it." Send me away? How can you do this? If you can do this, don't stalk me and say you want to be friends with me!"

"Where are you stalking, your memory has been beautified too much!" Lin Suyu laughed, and then said with a bitter face, "I just don't think I can go on like this anymore, anyway, I'm going home soon... I thought you should be very concerned about this matter, I really have no face to say it in front of you."

"Before I met you, I really cared." Luo Heze glared at him again, "Now I don't mind, but you came here to rub the camera in a fair manner."

"..."

I wanted to say sorry again, but thinking of Luo Heze saying that he was a repeater, I swallowed it.

This matter has been on Lin Suyu's heart for a long time. The moment he saw Luo Heze coming to look for him, he felt that today was probably the time for a showdown.

As a result of this turn of events, all his previous hesitation and hesitation, and even his self-serving statement of severing diplomatic relations, seemed to be disturbing others.

Although he has encountered many times before when the results were completely different from what he expected and he was slapped in the face, but this time he actually felt... very happy.

"But I have already promised your elder brother that I will never come to play with you in the future." Lin Suyu whispered, "It's not good if you slap your face so quickly..."

"It's okay, then don't come to me, I'll come to play with you." Luo Heze, who has always been obedient and obedient in front of his elder brother, played a game of words with confidence at this moment, posing a rare elder brother's posture and taught, "What's the matter?" Can't we talk about things directly, how big is the matter, look at you, think about things..."

"I'm sorry." Lin Suyu said obediently, "I know I was wrong."

"But my heart has been hurt."

"...I, I can make it up." Lin Suyu racked his brains to think of words of consolation, "Then... I plead guilty? Or, you beat me until I calm down?"

Luo Heze thought for a while, then nodded heavily: "I think it's ok, then come here."

Lin Suyu leaned over resignedly, closed his eyes, and was thinking about whether he should cry a little bit later to pretend to be pitiful, but who knows, what fell on his body was a hug as soft and gentle as down feathers.

— with a hint of mint flavor.

He was at a loss and asked: "...what are you doing?"

"Charge."

"……Hey!"