thirsty

"Lu Xun!" Bai Shen ran out and shouted, but no one responded in the dark surroundings.

He hurriedly went to other teachers to deal with the situation in the studio, and then ran around looking for someone.

Bai Shen ran out of breath, stopped and shouted again: "Lu Xun!"

There was still no response, and an echo could even be heard outside the lonely building.

Bai Shen took out his mobile phone from his coat pocket, lowered his head and dialed his number, the call got through, but no one answered.

There was music in the silent alleyway, it was Lu Xun's cell phone ringing. He followed the sound and looked for it. As soon as he rushed to the entrance of the alley, he saw Lu Xun standing in the corner with his back facing the outside, his hands propped on the wall, his head lowered. What are you doing.

He patted his coat pocket with his right hand, reached in and took out his phone to look at it, turned it off to silent and put it back in his pocket.

Bai Shen walked over lightly, walked behind him, and patted his shoulder lightly.

Lu Xun probably hadn't recovered yet, and didn't respond.Bai Shen held his shoulders and leaned forward a little. Lu Xun held him back, turned his back to him, and pushed him farther away.

Bai Shen was stunned, he didn't know what was going on, in the past even if Lu Xun cried like a fool, he would throw himself into his arms for him to see.

Bai Shen had no choice but to stand behind facing his back for a long time, guessing that Lu Xun had calmed down, he asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"Dizzy," Lu Xun said, "I was so dizzy just now that I almost hit my head on the ground."

Hearing his words, Bai Shen felt quite normal, and reached out to pat his back lightly: "Is it better now?"

"En." Lu Xun replied vaguely.

"Are you sick?" Bai Shen asked, "The temperature has dropped recently. You took off your coat this afternoon and caught a cold."

Lu Xun still supported the wall with his hands and shook his head.

Bai Shen opened his arms towards him: "Come and hug Papa Bai."

Lu Xun was stunned for a while, then suddenly turned around and fell into his arms.

Bai Shen's hand patted his back lightly and rhythmically, and whispered in his ear: "You can tell me what you want to say at any time, and tell me what you don't want to say when you have figured it out. You I will share all the emotions with you."

Lu Xun didn't speak or move.

"This is not a discussion, but an order, do you understand?" Bai Shen said.

Lu Xun nodded with his head buried.

The two stood still for a while, Lu Xun suddenly grabbed Bai Shen's wrist and placed it where his wrist was, and the other hand slipped into Bai Shen's hand, so that Bai Shen could just hold his own. Two wrists.

His head was still buried on Bai Shen's shoulder.Bai Shen didn't quite understand what this meant, and gently held his wrist.The wound on the back of the hand hadn't been treated, and the blood that flowed out was in the middle of their two hands, staining a large area red.

Bai Shen's fingertips were still gently stroking Lu Xun's wrist, and suddenly paused after touching it for a while.

His fingertips touched again, and touched again.

Lu Xun probably already noticed it, and rubbed his head on his shoulder lightly.

"You..." Bai Shen wanted to say something, but when he opened his mouth, nothing came out.

"Did you touch it?" Lu Xun asked, before Bai Shen could answer, he continued, "The one on the left is when I was a teenager, and the one on the right is two years ago."

Bai Shen's fingertips still lightly touched the two inconspicuous scars on his wrist.

"I've cut my wrist," Lu Xun still buried his head, took a deep breath, and then exhaled slowly, "Just now I saw that little boy's hand holding a utility knife, and I was so dizzy that I almost fell down. In the studio, the group of children must be screaming more fiercely, hearing it makes my brain hurt."

Bai Shen let go, opened his coat to wrap him in, and stretched out his arms to hug him: "At that time, Xiao Xiao asked Li Ke to let you come to me for treatment, is it because of this?"

"...Well," Lu Xun replied, "Yes."

Bai Shen stroked his fur for a while, Lu Xun slapped his hand open: "Where's petting the dog?"

Bai Shen laughed, and belatedly took a breath of cool air: "It hurts my father to death."

Only then did Lu Xun leave his shoulders and stand up straight, took his hand and looked carefully: "It's not deep, there should be no need for stitches, go back and apply the medicine and tie a bandage."

Bai Shen nodded, sat in the back seat and raced with him all the way back to the courtyard.The yard was deserted and lonely, even little Baijin went to the uncle's house next door to tease the little bitch.When Lu Xun lived alone before, he never wanted to come back and face this courtyard alone.But with Bai Shen here, he wants to stay here with him forever, even for a lifetime.

The two of them returned to the bedroom. Lu Xun took out a medicine box from the bedside table, disinfected and applied medicine to the wound on Bai Shen's hand, and finally tied it with a bandage.

Lu Xun lowered his head and didn't say a word the whole time.Bai Shen looked at him, and suddenly said: "Two things must be done, the first is to live well, and the second is to remember that I love you."

Lu Xun tied the bandage, let go of his hands, packed up his things, and put the medicine box back to its original place.

"Did you hear that? Squeak." Bai Shen frowned.

Lu Xun nodded.

"I want you to squeak!" Bai Shen stretched out his hand and pushed him.

With a flick of his hand, Lu Xun swung him onto the bed to lay flat, threw himself on him, leaned close to his lips and said softly, "Squeak."

Bai Shen turned his head, and Lu Xun reached out to turn off the light. There was only a small bedside lamp emitting a dim light in the room.

Lu Xun rushed over again and kissed Bai Shen's chin fiercely. After a fierce kiss, he kicked off his shoes, took off his coat, and unbuttoned the black shirt one by one.In the darkness, he glanced at Bai Shen, and then untied the belt.

Lu Xun hugged him and turned over, took off his coat, and said, "Don't you want to know about my past?"

Bai Shen didn't speak, and was a little dazed and dazed amidst his high and low breathing.

"Bai Shen, I can tell you anything." Lu Xun unbuttoned his shirt and stroked his back with his fingers, "I can give you everything..."

Including this can also be given to you.

Bai Shen only felt that his head was hot. He lifted the quilt to cover the bodies of the two people, and the tightly hugging bodies in the quilt burned up, igniting their hearts.

Lu Xun opened the bedside table, took out a square box at the farthest corner and handed it to Bai Shen: "I asked Xiao Xiao, all of these can be used."

Bai Shenhong took it over, and the hot breath of the two sprayed on each other's body, and their hot bodies were entangled.Lu Xun's fingertips lightly brushed across his back shoulder, and a burst of numbness followed his fingers all over his body.

He wants them to be honest with each other, both physically and mentally.

Bai Shen's hand moved down gently and slowly, grabbing Lu Xun's skin.He raised his head slightly to rest on Lu Xun's neck and said softly, "Hold on."

In the heavy and deep panting, they had long since lost their minds, leaving only a feverish disorder.Lu Xun pinched Bai Shen's back with his fingers, and his deep voice was mixed with chaotic breathing.

After a shameless twilight, Bai Shen reached out and patted Lu Xun's head, gave him a comforting stroking, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?"

"A little bit," Lu Xun said weakly. He felt that Bai Shen was already very gentle, the warmest he had ever felt... No, he hadn't felt anyone else before, so he added, "It's okay."

"Oh, that's right," Bai Shen suddenly remembered, and straightened his waist with his elbows, "What happened."

"What's the matter?" Lu Xun raised his head and grabbed Bai Shen who was about to rush outside.

"Little Platinum!" Bai Shen said impatiently.

"Still molesting the little bitch at the uncle's house next door," Lu Xun said softly, "I'm sure I won't come home tonight, and I can't move my legs when I see the little bitch."

"Okay." Bai Shen frowned, glanced at the door, and stood by the bed, "I'll take a shower first."

After the two of them washed hastily, one was wearing a white T-shirt and white shorts, and the other was wearing a black T-shirt and black shorts. The black and white pair lay down on the bed and fell asleep in a mess.Bai Shen lifted the quilt to cover Lu Xun, patted his head, and kissed him lightly on the forehead.

"Good night." Bai Shen said.

Lu Xun hummed twice to show that he heard it.

When he woke up, the sun was rising, Bai Shen opened his eyes, and Lu Xun was still sleeping in front of him, his breathing was very steady, and he had no intention of waking up.

It was rare for Bai Shen to see him sleep so well. Lu Xun usually slept lightly and woke up earlier than him.He looked at the face in front of him quietly, calm and gentle, without hostility, like a child who doesn't know much about the world.

I don't know how long I watched it, but Bai Shen was already in a daze. Lu Xun opened his eyes, closed them, and opened them again.

He nervously read aloud: "Kumquat and lemon, add ice in a big glass, not too sweet."

After finishing speaking, he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Bai Shen propped up his body and looked at him from a distance, but there was no response for a long time, he smiled, got up to wash and put on clothes.

He first went to the uncle's house next door to pick up little platinum who was still having fun chasing and fighting with the little bitch, and walked around the neighborhood with the dog.

He has lived in Lu Xun's house for so long, and he rarely takes a walk in this community. This is a very healthy place, and Lu Xun still listened to his words, and lived in this good place for self-cultivation.

Every shade of a tree, every pavilion for viewing the view, every moored boat, every bright flower garden... Bai Shen imagined Yu Sheng and Lu Xun standing side by side.

He finally wandered to a milk tea shop and bought a glass of kumquat lemonade, a large glass with ice, not too sweet.

When he and Xiao Baijin came back, Lu Xun had already woken up, but it seemed that he was just getting up, wearing short sleeves and washing his face with cold water in the bathroom.

"Would you wear more clothes for me!" Bai Shen shouted standing in the yard looking at the bathroom.

Lu Xun looked back at him, and also shouted, "Right away!"

The yard is too big, and the communication basically depends on shouting.

Lu Xun quickly ran out and hid behind Bai Shen.

Bai Shen turned around, and Lu Xun also followed him and took two steps behind him. Bai Shen didn't see anyone, so he clicked his tongue, "What are you doing?"

"...I'm shy." Lu Xun scratched his hair and said.

Bai sighed deeply: "The skin is thinner than the wallet."

"What's in your hand?" Lu Xun quickly changed the subject.

"Lemonade," Bai Shen turned around again, Lu Xun followed him and took a few steps to hide behind him, "Is it over?"

"...I said I was shy." Lu Xun said.

Bai Shen put the lemonade on the stone table: "Drink it, it's almost done."

"You didn't make it for me, did you?" Lu Xun finally walked up to sit in front of Bai Shen, took a sip of lemonade.

"You said that the big cup with ice is not too sweet. Can I meet such a strict standard?" Bai Shen said angrily.

Lu Xun smiled while biting his straw with his head down, but didn't speak.

"Come and give me a hug." Bai Shen opened his arms towards him, "You won't be shy when you give a hug."

Lu Xun raised his head and was stunned for a while, then jumped up and threw himself into his arms, leaned closer and kissed him: "Are you sour?"

Bai Shen pouted and pouted for a moment before saying, "Sweet."

"It's good to know," Lu Xun glared at him fiercely, "I told you not to be too sweet."

"Kumquat tastes like this," Bai Shen said, "it's sweet."

Watching them, Little Platinum barked twice, wagging his tail quickly.

"Little Platinum wants to drink." Lu Xun took a big gulp, squatted down and handed the lemonade to Little Platinum's mouth.

Bai Shen hurried over, but was too excited to stand still, and threw himself on Lu Xun. Lu Xun fell to the ground as a pad for him, and groaned in pain.

"Dogs can't eat lemons." Bai Shen got up and stood up in embarrassment.

"Ah? Is that so," Lu Xun looked at him and sighed, "Then don't drink."

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