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The room was dark, the curtains were tightly drawn, and even a small light was not turned on in the room. The darkness was gloomy and dignified, like the sudden calm after a storm.

Lu Xun was lying on the bed, wearing only a white T-shirt on his upper body, and the quilt was pulled up to his chest. He could see a long cut near the collarbone that hadn't fully healed from the knife wound.

His hair was spread on the white pillow, his eyes were half-opened, and his eyes were blurred. When he heard the sound of someone entering the door, his whole body remained motionless, and his whole body was so quiet that it was frightening.

Bai Shen silently walked to the side of the bed and looked down at him. When he got closer, he realized that Lu Xun's shoulders were trembling slightly. He was very scared, full of fear of the invisible unknown.

Bai Shen turned on a bedside lamp, and put his hand on his shoulder lightly. Lu Xun trembled all over, and immediately sat up and slapped his hand away fiercely. There was a loud and clear sound in the empty and dead room It was extremely harsh.

Bai Shen didn't make a sound, he really didn't know what to say.Lu Xun's slap was not light, and a slap mark was left on his arm in an instant, which was burning hot.

He leaned closer and hugged Lu Xun's neck tightly without any explanation.Lu Xun pushed him violently, but Bai Shen still hugged him tightly, the strength in his hands increased a bit.

Lu Xun had been pushing him away anxiously, but Bai Shen hugged him tightly, and finally couldn't help but bury his head on his shoulder.

Lu Xun heard the low and violent sobs in his ear, felt the T-shirt that was already wet on his right shoulder, calmed down for a moment, let go of his hand, and slowly hung it to his side.

Along the way, Bai Shen was about to collapse a long time ago. He thought that he might be sad seeing Lu Xun, but he didn't expect to cry so hard in front of him.Fortunately, he couldn't see, and didn't know what he had become.

Lu Xun lowered his head, resting his chin on Bai Shen's shoulder, and remained silent.

After crying silently, Bai Shen shook his head and rubbed his eyes on Lu Xun's shoulder, which was already wet a lot anyway.

After rubbing, he raised his hand and took off Lu Xun's T-shirt. He searched for it, but there was no change of clothes in the room except for a set of hospital gowns.Lu Xun definitely didn't like to wear wide blue and white striped long sleeves. He liked to wear short sleeves and shorts when he was lying down, which was comfortable.

Bai Shen sat by the bed, took off all his tops, put on his coat in neutral gear, and put the T-shirt inside on Lu Xun's body.It was just a pure white short sleeve, no different from what Lu Xun was wearing before.

It was already late at night, and Bai Shen moved and stood up to walk to the door. Lu Xun reached out and grabbed him. Because he couldn't see, he could only perceive the general direction, so he grabbed him casually.

This one happened to grab the fabric around Bai Shen's waist, and his fingers clenched it so tightly that it even turned white.

Bai Shen sat back and whispered in his ear, "I'm not leaving." He patted Lu Xun's shoulder reassuringly.

Feeling the loosening of the hands around his waist, Bai Shen got up and walked to the door, and opened the door. Several people were still waiting outside the door just now.

"Go and rest," Bai Shen looked at them, and in order not to worry them, he had to exaggerate, "He's better now, don't worry."

Li Ke looked at him and nodded: "Then they go first, Xiao Xiao and I will stay in the empty ward opposite, call us if you need anything."

"Okay." Bai Shen replied and closed the door, and sat back beside Lu Xun impatiently.

He still maintained a motionless posture sitting on the bed, with his head down and his shoulders drooping.Looking down, his quiet eyelids and deep eyelashes can be clearly seen.

Bai Shen got closer and reached out to touch his face, but Lu Xun turned his head away.

He had no choice but to press Lu Xun's head on his shoulder with a little force, and whispered in his ear: "There are some things, I want to clarify with you, after your eyes recover. Trust me for the last time, okay?"

Lu Xun's head moved, but he didn't answer.

Only he himself knows how much he hated him for nothing this year, and every night when he thinks about him, he will be tossing and turning, restless and depressed.

But there are also strange things. For example, in the past year, no one from other organizations has troubled him. It is very strange after experiencing such a big incident of being suspected.

"Your mother is on probation, and she will be released in another month," Bai Shen said softly, obviously feeling Lu Xun's body tremble, "It's only been a month, you want her to see her son blind because he didn't cooperate with the treatment ?"

"Also," Bai Shen hugged him lightly, and smiled, "I have stayed on the plateau this year, and lost some weight because I didn't eat well, but not as thin as you. The ultraviolet rays are strong there, and I was exposed to the sun. It’s a little darker. I feel more handsome, and even Tibetan girls send me flowers. Don’t you want to see me now?”

Hearing this, Lu Xun slightly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.

"I have a lot to say to you," Bai Shen's fingertips brushed the skin of his shoulder through the thin cloth, "After you recover, let's have a good talk, shall we?"

Lu Xun closed his eyes, buried his head on his shoulder, and was stunned for a minute before saying, "It's fake."

"It's not fake," Bai Shen didn't expect him to respond like this. He immediately grabbed Lu Xun's hand and put it on his shoulder, "Look, it's not fake."

Lu Xun withdrew his hand and shook his head: "Fake, fake."

"Lu Xun!" Bai Shen became a little anxious, and his tone became a little more serious, "My matter is settled, don't you want to know why I treated you like that and what happened?"

Only then did he discover that the "very bad mood" that Bai Hua told him was so bad that he was almost completely drowned, like drowning in a sea of ​​depression, and even his nerves were in a semi-comatose state.

He even felt that maybe Lu Xun didn't quite know what he was talking about.

As soon as his tone became heavier, Lu Xun's emotions fluctuated uncontrollably. He became more and more restless, and even started to grab the sheets and pull his clothes.

"Lu Xun! Lu Xun!" Bai Shen had no choice but to grab his hand and suppress him, trying to calm him down and understand what he was saying, "I am Bai Shen!"

After repeating this sentence several times in a row, Lu Xun calmed down.

His legs were bent, his arms were wrapped around his legs, his head was buried between his knees, and he was in a self-protective posture in a group. The whole person was very quiet, like the calm after a storm.The tide ebbed and there was a dead silence, but he was still drowning in the water.

Bai Shen called him a few times, but he remained motionless as if he didn't hear him.

Bai Shen had no choice but to pour a glass of water, then took out a tablet of pills from his jacket pocket, and squeezed out two.He raised his head, poured a big mouthful of water and put down the glass, knelt on the bed, leaned over, forced Lu Xun's head to stuff the pills into his mouth, then pushed him down on the bed and kissed him.

Lu Xun seemed to be quite frightened by this sudden movement, and kept struggling.Bai Shen grabbed him firmly and did not let go.The glass that had just been filled with water was smashed to the ground in the chaos, and the crisp sound of glass cracking mixed with the sound of clear water splashing on the ground rang out in the empty room, and both of them were a little stunned.

Bai Shen let go and stood up, the door was suddenly opened, Xiao Xiao and Li Ke rushed in and looked at them.

"What's the matter?" Xiao Xiao asked, and was taken aback when he saw Bai Shen's expression.Li Ke took a look and went over to clean up the ground with a broom.

Bai Shen was only wearing a thin coat, the zipper had been pulled to the middle, exposing half of his shoulders, and there was still water on his body.He tugged on his jacket and pulled the zipper to the top: "It's okay, give him some medicine."

"What medicine?" Xiao Xiao looked at Lu Xun who was lying on the bed, approached him and covered him with a quilt.

"Stable." Bai Shen replied.

Several people looked at it for a while, Li Ke turned his head and said: "You wear too little, go to sleep, I will guard."

Bai Shen shook his head, turned to look at Li Ke, and met his complicated and probing eyes.

"I know you have something to ask me," Bai Shen sighed softly, "I'll tell you the details after his operation."

Li Ke nodded: "Go and rest."

Bai Shen took a look at Lu Xun, turned around and walked towards the door, opened it and walked out.

He is very tired now, but he doesn't feel sleepy at all. In this situation, it is estimated that everyone can't fall asleep.He walked to the opposite ward and sat on the bed in a daze.

After being dazed for a while, he walked back to the opposite side, opened the door and looked at the person lying on the bed without any movement: "I have something to say."

Li Ke glanced at him, got up and gave Xiao Xiao a hand: "Let's go out."

"Sit down," Bai Shen looked at them, and closed the door behind his back, "Listen, too."

The quiet Lu Xun suddenly said, "I don't want to hear it."

Bai Shen turned his head to look at him, and said through gritted teeth: "If there is a kind of fight, let me not talk about it."

Xiao Xiao clicked his tongue, he probably didn't expect that he would start arguing violently if he didn't hear such a thing.

Lu Xun sat up, looking in a bad mood, as if he was going to be furious in the next second, pointing his nose at his mother-in-law and scolding him.

Bai Shen tried his best to calm himself down, took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, but failed;

He stepped forward with two big strides and squeezed Lu Xun's chin suddenly, pressing him down and kissing him brutally.Lu Xun was pushed down on the bed suddenly, and the fragile single bed creaked all of a sudden.

Lu Xun pushed him violently, and the angle was so tricky that Bai Shen bounced off him unexpectedly and hit the wall next to him.

Bai Shen got closer again, rushed over, pinched Lu Xun's chin firmly, straddled him with one leg to hold him down, leaned over and kissed him brutally.Lu Xun struggled unsuccessfully, raised his head slightly and bit his lip.A few streaks of blood ooze from the corners of the mouths where the two are close together.

Li Ke and Xiao Xiao on the side were stunned. Of course, the directions of their surprises were different. Li Ke, the two of them kissed, and Xiao Xiao, Bai Shen was so aggressive?

The two of them sat on the side stupidly, and didn't bother to lament that the two of them turned their kiss into a sumo wrestling. At this moment, they didn't know whether to cheer or persuade them to fight.

Bai Shen let go, and threw Lu Xun back on the bed.Lu Xun fell heavily, his hair covering his eyes in disorder, and spread it on the quilt.

"If you don't listen, you have to listen." Bai Shen wiped the corners of his mouth, and there was blood on the back of his hand. He pulled a chair from Li Ke and sat down. "Bai Yuexian, the founder of Shenhai, I am his eldest grandson."

As soon as this sentence was said, the other three people in the room were stunned, as if they had been thrown one, two or three wooden people, and they were all fucking fixed balls.

"I have received all kinds of training since I was a child, including fighting." Bai Shen didn't look at other people's reactions, and stared at his fingertips with lowered eyelids, "During a desert island survival training, my cousin Bai Hua escaped After that, I announced to the whole world that I had died on the island, just like what you have heard, but I don’t know what the rumors have become.”

The other three still didn't say a word, and they didn't know whether they were stupid or shocked.

"In short, after I was discovered again, my family did not clarify the news that I died on the island, and I even attended my own funeral," Bai Shen said very calmly, "As an outsider, I act like an ordinary Go to school like a kid, but still have to go to training on weekends. After college and then join the deep sea as an outsider. My 'clean resume' can take a lot of shortcuts for me, and do some for people who are too high up Things they can't do."

The other three remained silent.

"When I quit Shenhai last year, I didn't join Jiutian, but was asked to continue to do things for Shenhai as a bystander," Bai Shen said, "but I had enough, so I went to find my grandpa and stayed there. One year, now, I am no longer from the deep sea. In 27 years, I am going to live my own life."

Li Ke looked at him, blinked his eyes, didn't seem to know what to say, and just called out: "Bai Shen."

Bai Shen stood up, walked to the bed, touched Lu Xun's side face, and leaned close to his ear: "You should have the operation as soon as possible, and take a look at me anyway. I really... miss you very much."

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⊙v⊙!Teacher Bai should be a beauty attack? ? ?