After the humble spare tire set the car overturned

After a big dream, when he woke up again, he was leaning against the bed in Linhua Palace, beside Chaoci who was asleep.

After drinking the medicine, Chao Ci's complexion was not so pale, and his cheeks were still slightly rosy.He eased his brows and eyes, as if he was dreaming something that made him happy.

Was it the same dream as him?

Dream about that self.

As soon as the dream started, Lou Yue seemed to understand everything.

Chao Ci may have had this dream a long, long time ago—at least before their wedding.He might not even be dreaming, because everything about that dream was really scary, and it didn't feel like a prophetic dream, but something that had already happened.Chaoci may not be a dream, but he used to be the Chaoci in the dream.

When Chaoci and "Lou Yue" in the dream met for the first time, they were alienated and defensive.But he fell in love with "Lou Yue" in the end, and a hundred years later, he became his own chaoci, so there was that unreasonable, gentle chaoci.

The more Lou thought about it, he became a little dazed and startled.

They turned out to have the best start.

But now...how could it be like this?

His eyes were bloodshot, almost oozing red.

A few tears fell on Chaoci's cheeks.

Chaoci's eyelashes trembled, and the next moment he opened his eyes.He touched his cheek and found that it was wet, looked up and saw Lou Yue's hideous and mournful appearance, he was startled.

"Why are you crying all of a sudden?" Chao Ci couldn't help standing up, and wiped away the tears from the corners of Lou Yue's eyes with his cool fingers, feeling very distressed.

Lou Yue looked at the young man in front of him greedily, and felt that the young man was just like that dream, and the next moment it would be like a puff of green smoke, a mirror of water, and he could never be found again.

Mingming felt pain in his heart, but he still forced a smile on his face: "I had a nightmare last night, dreaming that you were leaving."

After Chaoci heard the reason, he was taken aback for a moment, and then he couldn't help laughing.

"Where can I go?" He smiled and kissed Lou Yue's lips lightly, and comforted him, "Okay, don't be afraid. The dreams are all fake, they all come in reverse."

"You dreamed that I was leaving, but you actually wanted to tell you that I would never leave."

Lou Yue raised his head to look at him, then hugged him vigorously into his arms.

Only when embracing, can one feel the warm body temperature of this person, and can give some weak comfort to his restless soul.

Only when he can't see his own face can he regret and mourn unscrupulously.

Chao Ci, dreams are not reversed, you are really... going to leave.

How can I redeem those sins, how can I keep you.

Powerlessness and panic filled his heart.He has never been so powerless, even when he was a poor wretch who was bullied, he dared to seek the most honorable position in the world, even if he escaped death on the battlefield, fell in a pool of blood and was covered in a mess, he was never afraid , Never accept fate.

But now?

Only then did he know that there are some things that no amount of power can do.

He got up, and kissed Chaoci's brow one after another.

How can I keep you?

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The Imperial Medical Center has been searching for Rumeng's solution day and night, and Lou Yue is constantly looking for people who are proficient in medical skills from the people and abroad, and even found many people from the barbarians.

But still little progress.

And the situation is getting worse.

After Chaoci took the medicine, he would wake up every day for about four hours.Every time he wakes up, he only has the memory of Chao Ci that Lou Yue saw in his dream.What's even more shocking is that Chaoci's memory is rapidly going backwards.

When he woke up for the first time, he said that it was Jue'er's three-year-old birthday, so he was only about twenty-six in Chaoci.When he woke up the next day, Chao Ci mentioned to him that Bi Fei had reached the age of 25, and it was time to leave the palace to be betrothed to someone else.Bifei is one year younger than Chaoci, so the memory of Chaoci at that time is stuck at the time when he was 27 years old.

On the third day, Chaoci said that he was going to pray for the child in his womb, and went to the Putuo Temple outside the palace to ask for a peace talisman.Jue'er was five years old when Chaoci was pregnant with the twins, so Chaoci was 28 years old.

In this way, Chao Ci wakes up day by day, and his memory is pushed back year by year.Even on the sixth day, Lou Yue found some fine lines in the corners of Chaoci's eyes.

It's very small, and it doesn't affect the appearance of Chaoci at all, but... this shouldn't appear on Chaoci.

He asked the imperial physician to make a diagnosis, and the imperial physician told him that the queen's body was indeed aging with the delay of memory, and his bone age was already 30 years old at this time.

Lou Yue's whole body was icy cold, and there was a chill in his spine.

How could this be? !

No one knows the answer.Perhaps Chao Ci has been completely immersed in that dream, and his body is also aging naturally according to his will.

On the tenth day, Lou Yue saw several white hairs among Chaoci's black hairs.

It is not uncommon for ordinary people to occasionally grow a few gray hairs in their teens.But Chaoci's hair is as black as silk, never gray hair.

Lou Yue couldn't tell what his mood was that day, when Chao Ci hadn't woken up, he pulled out the glaring white hair for him little by little.

It's panic and self-deception.

Chaoci didn't care about his own aging at all. The rush of time in the eyes of the world was long and full in his eyes. In the years, he aged calmly, without fear or turning back.

Every day, Lou Yue is desperate and embarrassed.He can't let Chao Ci find out what's wrong, Chao Ci often wants to see Lou Jue and his twin daughters, but how can he find these three children?When Chaoci mentioned them, he could only keep looking for various reasons to fool them.

Not only should he be happy or sad, no matter what he said the day before, when he woke up the next day, Chaoci would not remember what happened yesterday.In his memory, the corresponding day has been replaced by the memory in his dream.

No matter what Lou Yue does, it is impossible for him to leave any trace in Chaoci's life.

Even when Chao Ci woke up, the Lou Yue he saw was not Lou Yue, but the Lou Yue who had been with him all his life.

Lou Yue sometimes thinks in a trance, maybe from the beginning to the end, in Chao Ci's eyes, he is regarded as that person.

So in those two years, he was so kind to him.

But Lou Yue himself knew that he and the Lou Yue he dreamed of... were not alone.

So to him, it was just a dream, and he couldn't see it as the life he had ever had.

His court speeches always regarded him as another person.His love and kindness are not for himself, but for that Lou Yue.

Until he used Chaoci to lure Lou Chen out, allowed him to be slandered by Chaohua, even became an accomplice, and imprisoned him in Qionghua Palace without giving Chaoci any chance to defend himself.He clearly knew that the Chao family was innocent, and even had enough evidence in his hands, but he still chose to put the Chao family in prison, and let Chao Ci kowtow overnight in front of the Qinzheng Hall.

After that, Chaoci looked at him no longer with stars in his eyes, but gradually extinguished like burnt coals.

Maybe at that time, Chaoci discovered that he and the Lou Yue that Chaoci thought were not the same person.That person is absolutely beautiful in the eyes of Chaoci, he has never hurt Chaoci at all, but he not only hurt him to the bone, but also his blood relatives.

But even if he figured it out, what could Lou Yue do?Even if it's jealousy, I can't take care of it now, even if I regret it, what's the use?His eyes turned red, he struggled and roared like a trapped animal, but there was no way out.

It's easy to pull out the gray hair, but it's harder than going to the sky to block the years.After another day, Chaoci's hair still had Huafa.

Lou Yue bent his fingertips unnaturally, and finally stopped doing that self-deceiving behavior.

After Chaoci woke up, he talked to him as usual as in the past few days.Chao Ci's life is regular and simple, he seldom goes out of Linhua Palace, likes to tend to his medicinal herbs, and takes care of his three children, except for Lou Yue, this is almost all of his life.

Today, for some reason, he kept staring at Lou Yue.After breakfast, he couldn't help but said: "Is it my illusion? Why do I feel that His Majesty has become much younger all of a sudden."

Lou Yue's heart skipped a beat.

Fortunately, Lou Yue doesn't look old.At this time, according to Chaoci's memory, he should be around 35 years old.But Lou Yue saw the appearance of "himself" in the dream when he was 35 years old, which is not much different from him at this time.

So he casually made up a reason to evade it, and Chao Ci didn't pursue it any further.

But this matter was on Lou Yueji's mind. The 35-year-old "Lou Yue" can still be fooled like this, but what about 40 years old? What about 50 years old? ...

No matter how much he doesn't want to think about it, the court speech is still postponed year by year, and he should make a plan as he grows older year by year.

Therefore, Lou Yue can only ask Lin Cheng to change his appearance for him, and grow old with Chao Ci.

Lin Cheng looked at the emperor who had become haggard and embarrassed in just a few days, and felt inexplicable and sad for him.

This is a loneliness and despair that only belongs to Lou Yue.

No matter how much pain he felt in his heart, no one else could share the situation for him.No matter how regretful he was, the time of court resignation would not stay for him.