After the humble spare tire set the car overturned

This dream is also very long, longer than that dream.

He dreamed that he became a baby who fell to the ground and grew up stumblingly in the palace after the death of his biological mother.At first, the content of the dream was the same as his memory, until he was 13 years old in the dream, and began to diverge from reality.

Originally, at the age of 13, Zhaohua found him and told him a lot of important information, which made him secretly develop a lot of his own power.But in the dream, he didn't meet Zhaohua.But at the age of 13, he was no longer that child who was bullied by others. In his dream, he relied on his own strength. Although he was not as smooth as in reality and experienced some twists and turns, he finally came to the same goal by different routes and also had his own power.

At the age of 16, he invited himself to the military camp, rode his horse away from the city gate, and never looked back.

Without Zhaohua, everything would not go so smoothly, but in his dream he was also ruthless and lucky enough to take 30 Northwest Army into his pocket and train him to be his own tiger and wolf division, and then he would use this extremely sharp His white blade was wrapped in unremarkable strips of cloth and entered Beijing.In the bloody battle to seize the throne, no one regarded him as an opponent. In the end, he became the fisherman on the night when the fourth prince forced the palace.

All of this, except that there is no Zhaohua in the dream, is exactly the same as Lou Yue himself experienced.

Lou Yue does not take Lou Yue in his dream as his perspective, but stands beside "Lou Yue" like a ghost, watching these things with cold eyes.

He didn't understand why he had this dream, a dream in which everything was normal except that there was no Zhaohua.

Until the self in the dream married Chao Ci in order to win over Chao Mingzhi.

The bifurcation reappeared.

Different from Chaoci in reality who was full of admiration and tenderness towards Lou Yue when they met for the first time, when the "he" in the dream met Chaoci for the first time, Chaoci was cold and alienated.he presses everything

According to the rules, he never objected to what Lou Yue asked him to do.Neither stubborn nor indifferent, but there is no warmth in the eyes.

Although Lou Yue felt it was strange, he felt some inexplicable joy in his heart.

Although the person in the dream was him, for some reason he had a strong sense of alienation and alienation from himself in the dream.This person who has the same name, appearance, life experience... and most of the same experiences as himself cannot give him a sense of identity and substitution.

It's like looking at another person who is exactly like yourself.

When he saw "he" in his dream marrying Chaoci, in fact, he was very repulsed to see him and Chaoci falling in love.The eyes were full of tenderness at the first glance, he didn't want to be possessed by another self.

Therefore, when he saw Chaoci in his dream alienated from "himself", although he was strange, he was secretly pleased.

The "self" in the dream is the same as Lou Yue, suspicious and cruel.At first, he was only planning to find a mascot for Chaoci, but later he seemed to be attracted by Chaoci, and he couldn't help but go to Linhua Palace to talk to him, and then make things difficult for him a little.

He felt that Chao Ci was... very bullying.It doesn't mean that it is easy to bully, but it is very pleasant to be bullied.Chao Ci is a cold beauty on the surface, but actually she is soft on the inside.What you ask him to do, even if it is difficult, he will find a way to do it, and he will not say a word.

They have been getting along for a long time, and Lou Yue in the dream gradually fell in love with Chaoci, who is cold on the outside and soft on the inside, and Chaoci is a very gentle person, Lou Yue has shown more kindness to him, and his layer is not so hard The shell was easily knocked off.

Two years into their marriage, they confessed their hearts to each other.

In the dream, Lou Chen was still a threat lurking in the dark.But because there is no Zhao Hua as a pawn to use, Lou Chen didn't play tricks with the Chao family at the beginning.Even if it spread to Chao's family later, Lou Yue in the dream tried his best to protect it.When they were fighting secretly, Chao Ci didn't even know about this incident, only that his personal maid, Bi Luo, made a mistake and was sent away.

Chaoci in the dream was pregnant almost at the same time as in reality.This time, he was not imprisoned in the cold palace, nor was he slumped outside the palace, nor did he kneel all night.The unborn child was loved by Lou Yue completely, and he was born safely.

On the day he was born, Lou Yue in the dream was so excited that he pardoned the world and named his child "Jue".

Lou Yue's heart trembled when he heard this word.

Is this... the Jue'er that Chao Ci spoke of?

Yes, this is no coincidence.All the details of the last dream have been verified in reality, and Lou Yue has always been vaguely aware that that dream is the life of another "him".

So this dream...was it another one?

Another possibility about "Lou Yue" and Chao Ci happened in a place so far away that Lou Yue could not see it.

If so... Did Zhaohua also have this dream?

Yes, it must be.Otherwise, logically speaking, the information Zhaohua gave him was not accessible to Zhaohua's own class at all.Chaohua should be just like in this dream, just a concubine of Chaoci, who was greedy for wealth and honor and married a prodigal son.After the aristocratic family was liquidated by Lou Yue, they were sent to a rural Zhuangzi under Chaoci's plea.

Perhaps, the 11-year-old Zhaohua also had such a similar dream.

What about Chaoci?Did Chaoci also have this dream?Otherwise, why would he name that three-month-old child Jue'er?Is it really such a coincidence?

Or... this is a dream for him, maybe it's not a dream for Chao Ci and Zhao Hua...

—Would that be the case?

Obviously there is no entity now, but Lou Yue feels his mouth is parched and his heart constricts suddenly.

He didn't think about it anymore, but continued to look at the dream.

Jue'er grows up soon, this child looks a lot like Chaoci, and also inherits Chaoci's talent in literature, Lou Yue in the dream loves him even more because of this.The time in the dream passed very slowly, so slow that Lou Yue could see every moment clearly, but also very quickly, as if several years had passed in the blink of an eye.

Chaoci in the dream gradually noticed Lou Yue's headache and insomnia, and sought remedies for him everywhere.Gradually, the Chao Ci in the dream coincided with the reality, he started to grow those medicines, started to make sachets, and started to learn how to cook for Lou Yue.He is far less proficient than Chaoci in reality, and he was also very clumsy at the beginning, many herbs were killed, the stitches were always crooked, and he always stayed up late sewing under the lamp, Lou Yue felt sorry for him and advised him not to do it again. It's the same to let the people below do the work.

But Chao Ci smiled and said: I have nothing to do with you, I can do something for you, but I am also making myself happy.

Lou Yue in the dream didn't say anything more.Instead, the backlog of official duties were also moved to Linhua Palace, and the two held candles together, one embroidered the bag, and the other worked.

After midnight, Lou Yue said nothing to let Chao Ci suffer, if Chao Ci refused, Lou Yue would directly carry him back to the bed.

Chao Ci scolded him a few words, and he kissed Chao Ci's forehead instead.

Jue'er will soon be three years old.On the day before his third birthday, everything in the daytime reappeared.Zhaoci, who didn't win Rumeng, woke up early and went to the kitchen to prepare some ingredients.When he got downstairs and came back early, after lunch, he went to the kitchen to make hazelnut cakes.

After the hazelnut cake was finished, Chao Ci sent it to Lou Jue.Lou Jue, who was only three years old at that time, was white and plump like a jade snow dumpling, holding a hazelnut cake in his short hand and chewing on it, and said thank you mother in a childlike voice.

It turns out... this is his child.

His child is so well-behaved and cute, no wonder Chao Ci cares about him so much.

That scene flashed before Lou Yue's eyes again, Chao Ci cried and begged him not to hurt the child, he cried hysterically and mourned extremely, but he held his jaw and forcefully poured the medicine into his mouth.

Lou Yue, standing like a ghost, touched his eyes, but there were no tears, only a piece of coldness.

When Jue'er was five years old, Chaoci became pregnant again and gave birth to a pair of twins.

Lou Yue just watched like this, watching the three children grow up gradually, watching Chaoci and "himself" grow old.But their relationship grew stronger and deeper.

The "self" in the dream gave way to Lou Jue when he was in his 40s, and he traveled all over Dachu with Chao Ci.

Eventually, they lived together into their 80s.Chaoci left in Lou Yue's arms with a smile on his face.Lou Yue kissed his forehead and closed his eyes.

Mingminglou has a much better start than the self in this dream.Chaoci in the dream was alienated and wary of Lou Yue at first, but the Chaoci he met loved him from the very first moment, wholeheartedly and tenderly.

But they had completely different endings.In the dream, he and Chaoci knew each other and loved each other, and stayed together for a lifetime, but he injured Chaoci so badly that he even... had a short lifespan.

This is not fair.

If he didn't have Zhao Hua in his life, then Lou Chen would not have chosen to attack the Chao family first.As long as he doesn't choose to attack Chao's family first, even if he gets involved with Chao's family later, Lou Yue is confident that he will be like himself in his dream, and try his best to protect Chao's family.

This is not fair.

Is this... really unfair?

How can there be so many ifs!

In front of the tomb where the two were buried together, the soul-like Lou Yue squatted down, roaring silently and without tears.

He was wrong.

It wasn't until now that he realized how wrong he was.