After the humble spare tire set the car overturned

Beside Zhao Yi, there was a suitcase piled up.

Chaoci paused as he entered the door, as if he knew what would happen next, but the answer was rejected.

Zhao Yi squeezed his eyebrows, he was very disappointed and helpless with such a self-willed and depraved court speech, but at this moment, he didn't want to talk about it.

"A Ci, Nan Xiaojin is back." Zhao Yi said, "I'm going to move out."

He waited for Chaoci all day and all night just to say this farewell.

"It's good for us to be separated for a while."

Chaoci looked at him steadfastly, without speaking.

After Zhao Yi finished speaking, he didn't want Chaoci's consent, so he stood up and took the suitcase and went out.

When he passed by Chaoci, he still couldn't help but feel depressed in his heart: "You like to go out and hang out, I know I have no position to stop you, but you'd better know for yourself."

After he finished speaking, he walked out the door.

The sound of the heavy door being closed echoed in the living room.

Chaoci still stood there dumbfounded.This action has not changed since he entered the door.

After a long time, the eyeballs blinked, and finally there seemed to be a little more vitality in front of him.

But more is the melancholy lifeless look on his brows and eyes.

He knew what Zhao Yi meant.

He thinks he is dirty.

Chaoci looked down at himself, there were mottled bruises under the neckline.No matter how many times I washed it before I came here, I still couldn't wash off the disgusting smell on my body.

It's finally here.

Chaoci raised the corners of his mouth, but the arc didn't look like a smile, but rather like the arc of a puppet pulled by a rope.

He stepped up the stairs step by step.The sole of the shoe hit the solid wood floor, making a moderate sound.

One sound after another, the time interval seems to be carefully calculated and accurate and cold.

Or the bathroom.

That night, he put all his eggs in one basket, crashing into Zhao Yi's arms like a solitary fire holding his last extravagant thoughts.

But in the end it was pushed away.

—He went into the bathroom and turned on a light.The light was not bright, and the people in the mirror looked blurry.

He liked that person for seven years.

—He walked to the bathtub and looked at it calmly.The wide entrance looked like a dark hole in the dim light.

No, maybe much earlier.

When the boy was protecting him behind him regardless.

He has established the only connection between the world and the self who has never received any kindness.The thin transparent thread held him dangerously like this.

——The faucet of the bathtub was turned on, and lukewarm water trickled out.

He told Zhao Yi that he loved him.

But in fact, such emotion is not love, but something heavier than love.

He is everything to him.

Only by absorbing his power can he survive.

The world is filthy, and others are filthy, including Chaoci himself... the same is disgusting.

But if you can be with Zhao Yi, all these can be tolerated.

But no if.

——He stepped into the bathtub and lay down slowly.

It's disgusting, it's disgusting, it's getting more and more disgusting...

I really want to have a knife that can cut off all the flesh on my body, and then burn it clean.

— He raised his right hand, as if thinking.

But he has no knife.

—He put his wrist to his mouth and bit down hard.

The hand was instantly bloody, and thick blood flowed down the wrist.

——The blood gradually merged into the water flow, and the water flow slowly submerged him.

Ah Yi, I'm sick.

But I don't have the strength to cure it.

…………

This was all he had experienced the last time he came to do this task.

Chaoci raised his head, his eyes were on the snow-white ceiling, but his eyes were out of focus.

[I seem to be sick. ] He said to the system.

[...? 】The system displayed a line of question marks silently, and then couldn't help being surprised and said: 【! !You finally figured it out! 】

【Get out, I'm talking about my role in this world! 】Chaoci said angrily.

Yes, he discovered it when he was doing this task before.His mental state is obviously not a normal person, it is very dangerous.

His depravity after being rejected by Zhao Yi is actually an act of self-destruction.

The person who hates Chaoci the most in the world may be himself.

【Why.It's so miserable, it's so miserable, I have to be pulled back. 】Chaoci said depressedly,【It doesn't make sense at all! 】

While Chao Ci was lying in a daze on the hospital bed, Tan Lie was talking to the doctor outside.

Don't look at how relaxed he was on purpose in front of Chao Ci just now, in fact, this day and night, he has suffered more than anyone else.

He couldn't get in touch with Chaoci the day before yesterday. He felt a little uneasy in his heart, but he didn't think deeply about it.Maybe it's just that I was in a bad mood that day and didn't want to read those news and phone calls.After all, it is not a matter of a day or two for Chaoci to ignore him.

But yesterday he still couldn't get in touch with Chaoci, and even turned off his phone directly later.This was a situation that had never happened before, and Tan Lie became more and more anxious.

He couldn't help but take the initiative to find Chaoci.He looked for many places that Chaoci often went to, until midnight, but he couldn't find it.Finally he went to the apartment where Chaoci lived.

He knew that it was the apartment where Chao Ci and Zhao Yi shared, and Chao Ci had also bluntly said before that he was not allowed to go there to find him.

But this time the situation was urgent, Tan Lie couldn't care less.

The door of Chaoci's apartment was obviously locked.In the middle of the night, he also called the master lockpicker, finally opened the door, and searched for Chaoci all over the room.

Eventually he saw him in that bathroom.

At that moment, the blood in the limbs and bones seemed to freeze.

The young man lay quietly in the bathtub, only his head protruding from the water.

There was still a pale smile on his face.Underneath is a pool of bright red.

He no longer cared about mourning, and forced himself to stumble over to the bathtub with his frozen body, and hugged the young man out.

He trembled his fingertips and put them under Chao Ci's nose.

And breath.

He didn't have time to feel relieved, because the young man's wrist was still seeping blood.

Tan Lie picked up the towel in the bathroom, and tightly covered the young man's wrist.

He didn't have time to look at the young man's wound, but a quick glance was enough to shock him.

The wound was turned out with blood and flesh, and the edges were even completely white. It looked irregular and hideous, and it was not scratched by a sharp weapon, but was bitten open by a human being.

It was Chaoci who bit him.

He stared at Chaoci in a daze, but didn't dare to think too much.After pressing Chaoci's wrist, he quickly called an ambulance, holding Chaoci and waiting in a daze.

Fortunately, Chaoci's apartment was in a good location, and it was also very close to the hospital.

After a whole night of rescuing, he finally snatched him back from the clutches of death.

…………

"The patient's physical condition should be stable now, but his body is relatively weak, and he can take care of it later. But his suicide is very special. He bit his wrist open with his teeth. In suicide cases, Few people have such courage. It shows that his world-weariness is already very serious. Such psychological problems are sometimes more serious than physical problems. If we don’t solve them, we can save him once, but we can’t guarantee the second time, or even The third time, so my advice is that he'd better have follow-up psychotherapy."

In the corridor outside Chaoci's ward, the doctor said this to Tan Lie.

Tan Lie is from Country D, and has always paid more attention to psychological issues than Hua Country.He naturally knew the seriousness of Chao Ci's self-destructive tendencies.

He just didn't expect that Chaoci had come to this point without him noticing.