After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

After Yu Xi finished speaking, he ignored Fu Younian again, covered his face with Fu Younian's coat, huddled in the corner of the carriage and continued to cry.

He left the hospital in a hurry and only had time to change his shoes. He was still wearing the usual hospital gown, and sat on the car seat with his knees hugged, his pale ankles exposed.He didn't even wear socks, and he was going to sleep after the infusion, so he was barefoot, with his toes slightly curled up, stepping on the edge of the black seat, making the back of his feet look cold.

Fu Younian reached out and touched it, and it was really cold.

In fact, Fu Younian didn't pay much attention to what Yu Xi said to him. If Yu Xi said what he said, he would take it seriously. When he was not together, he would be pissed off by Yu Xi.

He clearly knew that Yu Xi was always hard-spoken, and it was rare for him to be subdued and even duplicity.

So when Yu Xi said something he didn't like to hear, he took it all as irony.

There were no extra clothes and socks in the car, so Fu Younian saw that Yu Xi was ignoring him, so he lifted the coat on his head, broke off his fingertips holding the edge of the coat, leaned over and hugged him forcibly, and then Put the jacket over his calf, covering his feet by the way.

"Stop crying, your eyes will be swollen again tomorrow." Fu Younian didn't dare touch his eyes, crying wet and red.

Yu Xi didn't want to cry either.

I just started crying and I don't know why I couldn't stop it.

He pulled Samoyed's ears and looked up at Fu Younian. Tears flowed down uncontrollably, down his cheeks to his chin, and all rubbed against the top of the puppy's head, making the little piece of fur wet. Yes, twisted together into a knot.

Fu Younian was distressed and felt a little funny, so he wiped the wet tears at the end of his eyes with his fingertips.

There was a thin layer of calluses on his fingertips, which made Yu Xi's cheeks flush and feel a little pain when he rubbed against them. The tears flowed down faster. He had a cold face and pursed his lips, almost expressionless, but his eyes and The tip of the nose is red, which always makes people feel wronged.

"Next time, don't run out in such a hurry," Fu Younian saw that he kept holding the Samoyed doll to his chest, knowing that he might have a pain in his sternum, "I will definitely go back to find you."

As soon as Fu Younian finished speaking, he was pushed by Yu Xi, his tone was cold, but halfway through the speech he started to cry, and lost his momentum in an instant, "Where's the next time?"

"I'm sorry, I was wrong." Fu Younian was always quick to admit his mistakes.

With him like this, Yu Xi couldn't say anything about him, he lowered his head and frowned without speaking.

Fu Younian really didn't expect that Yu Xi would go to him at all. He was a bit surprised to receive Yu Xi's call just now. After all, even before he got sick, Yu Xi seldom contacted him, and the number of times he sent messages was normal. Phone calls are few and far between.

So the moment he saw Yu Xi in the hospital lobby, he almost thought he was wrong.

But it was expected that Yu Xi would look for him.

If he was not so lucky tonight, he might be trapped in the fire like everyone else, and he felt that Yu Xi would still go to rescue him.

Fu Younian didn't wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hands, but hugged him and bowed his head to kiss his cheek.

After kissing, she met Yu Xi's red eyes from crying, and felt that he was cute again, so she pinched his soft ears and kissed his mouth.

Yu Xi cried for a long time, his nose was blocked, and now he couldn't breathe. He wanted to push him away, but his hands were weak. Now he has no strength in his body, and his legs are so painful that they are numb.

He obediently waited to be kissed a few times, Fu Younian felt something was wrong.

Before Yu Xi could bite him, Fu Younian pinched his chin and hid back.

Yu Xi looked at him resentfully with red eyes.

The baffle between the front and rear seats had already been raised by Fu Younian, and Li Yao didn't know what they were doing in the back seat.

He went to the set with Fu Younian at night, and when something happened, he went to help.

At the beginning, we tried our best to bring out all the crew members that could be pulled out, but there was no way for the rest. The fire started to spread from the direction of the dressing room. Someone might have smoked in it, and it was difficult for them to get close to such a deep place. Corners can only be handed over to professional rescuers.

Luckily, the fire trucks arrived quickly.

The director of "Rong Ling" was considered half of Fu Younian's teacher, and he was old. When he escaped, he accidentally burned his arm a little. Fu Younian followed him to the hospital.

But Li Yao is a little worried. Fans know about Fu Younian's special appearance in the "Rongling" crew, and the official @ all the main actors before.

He asked the studio to post on Weibo just now, and after asking Fu Younian, he reposted it on Fu Younian's account, as a sign of safety.

Not long after it was posted, someone was asking Yu Xi.

At the beginning, there were only a few sporadic questions, but later on, it was obvious that some sailors had ended up, and they fanned the flames with rhythm. More and more people asked Fu Younian to respond, and their words became more and more fierce.

[srds, are you going to fool fans like this? 】

[So some time ago, the unilateral announcement of the relationship was aimed at Yu Xi? 】

[I don't care about anything else, I just want to know if you are gay or not. 】

[It's disgusting... If it's true, his exes were all women, so Yu was cheated? 】

Fu Younian put down the gray glass on the partition and asked Li Yao to hand him the passenger's water.

From the rearview mirror, Li Yao saw that Yu Xi was sleeping next to Fu Younian, and said to Fu Younian in a low voice, "What should I do? I saw you take him into the car, and I think there will be a fight later."

In fact, Yu Xi didn't fall asleep, but was a little tired. After hearing Li Yao's words, he opened his eyes, but Li Yao didn't dare to say any more.

This time it was really a shot, every photo was extremely clear, although Yu Xi had lost a lot of weight in the past few months, it was far from unrecognizable.

And even though Fu Younian covered his face with his coat when he took him out of the hospital, Yu Xi didn't care about it when he hurried to the hospital by himself.Now there are no marketing blogs to post those photos on the Internet, and no one dares to mention that they are suspected of being in love. They are all sloppy and say that the two of them have cooperated several times, and their relationship looks really good.

Fu Younian guessed that they were still waiting and watching.

After all, there are very few people in this circle who dare to come out publicly. Once they are labeled as gay, sometimes it is no less than a catastrophe.

In particular, there is no need for Fu Younian to ruin his future. He debuted for many years, and his foundation has been established. His strength and reputation are recognized. As long as he concentrates on filming and starting a career, he will not worry about success in the future.

As soon as he clarifies, there will probably be a marketing blog posting the most critical photos immediately.

The so-called reverse slap.

Of course, Fu Younian still has many ways to explain, so that this photo will not ruin him.

But it is also enough for passers-by to eat melons and watch the show.

Celebrity scandals have always been talked about, let alone same-sex scandals.

"You can say that I live in that hospital." Yu Xi grabbed Fu Younian's wrist, pinched his fingertips unconsciously, and said nonsense, "I met you by chance."

After finishing speaking, Yu Xi felt unreliable, and when he happened to meet again, why did Fu Younian take him out? If he was sick or fainted, shouldn't he go to the hospital doctor?Or to say that he passed from another hospital is also unreasonable.

After thinking about the explanation several times, he found that there were loopholes. The only explanation could only be that he found out about the fire, so he went to find Fu Younian.

Tell a flawed lie, funny and self-deceiving.

Fu Younian was slightly itchy from his pinched fingertips, and held him backhanded. After thinking about it carefully, he asked him, "Do you want to come out?"

Yu Xi shook his head.

In the past, instead, Yu Xi was willing to disclose it to Fu Younian, but Fu Younian was worried that Yu Xi had just debuted not long ago, and being with him might not be of much benefit, and might also bear a lot of stigma.

But now Fu Younian doesn't think so much anymore.

He still harbored hope in his heart, hoping that he could find a suitable bone marrow in the remaining few months, maybe Yu Xi might still recover.

But he no longer avoids the worst ending, if there is a day, he wants to make it public with Yu Xi before then.

"When I like you, I like it openly and aboveboard, and it's not something shameful." Fu Younian said.

After he finished speaking, he raised his eyebrows and smiled, stretched out his hand to poke Yuxi's waist, and said in a very serious tone: "Or I can send a love letter @你, saying that I have been in love with you for a long time, and I can't catch you no matter what , sounds pitiful."

"Actor." Yu Xi was speechless.

"Then what do you think we should do?" Fu Younian was still slanted in his seat just now, but he suddenly sat up, sat sideways and put his arms around his waist, with his chin resting on his shoulder.

When Yu Xi was usually happy, he would occasionally lean over to hug him like this. Fu Younian was learning and selling, and also acted like a baby with him, anyway, he was shameless.

Yu Xi was most annoyed by his cheating, wanted to push him but couldn't push him, they were so close, when they turned around, their eyes collided, and their noses could touch each other.

Fu Younian's eye sockets are deep, and he has a slightly mixed-race appearance.

A few years ago, he filmed a drama that was regarded as a classic by both fans and passers-by. In it, he played a scumbag and sullen male lead.For a long time after the broadcast, when mentioning scumbags, everyone's first reaction was Fu Younian.

There is a set of animations that are often sent out by marketing blogs to catch the heat. It is the eye scenes that fans cut from the show.

There is also a matching word - when he looks at you, he seems to be moved.

Yu Xi has seen it several times in the super talk of 'You Yu'.

The comments all said why he fell for the scumbag, some were joking, and some seriously felt that he was cheated by Fu Younian.

It seems that most of the CP fans who really feel that they are together think that he was fooled by Fu Younian's seduction.

Although there are a few people who think that Fu You was just a human design a few years ago, real people may not be like that.

Yu Xi blushed and pushed him away, feeling that she might be seduced sometimes.

"If you come out to me now, no one will dare to be with you in the future." Yu Xi said to him.

If Fu Younian got to that point for him, he would die in the future, and if Fu Younian couldn't forget him, he would have to live the rest of his life alone, Yu Xi couldn't bear it.If Fu Younian could forget about him and fall in love again, some fans might find it difficult to accept it, and the criticism they faced might be more intense than today.

After all, everyone wants to see unswerving feelings until death.

Yu Xi knew that Fu Younian didn't care about these things, and if Fu Younian wanted to be with someone in the future, he would definitely take care of these things.

But he is dead, there is no need to leave these troubles for Fu Younian.

Fu Younian didn't speak, and planted a kiss on his shoulder through the material of the clothes, before speaking after a while, "It's only a few decades, it's not that long, don't you want me to live well by myself? During this time I have learned, when the time comes... I will raise Snowball for you, and you will wait for me."

Yu Xi suddenly shed another tear.

But strangely, he didn't feel too uncomfortable this time.

He leaned on the car seat, held hands with Fu Younian, leaned his head on his shoulder, and said, "I want to be your little goldfish in my next life."

"Huh?" Fu Younian glanced at him, "No, I ate so much and I didn't touch it."

"Then I can spit bubbles for you." Yu Xi raised his head and gestured to him.

Fu Younian smiled, bowed his head and kissed him.

"Then I'll post on Weibo." Fu Younian said to him.

Yu Xi didn't stop him this time.

Fu Younian edited that Weibo very quickly. He had already typed many drafts, from long texts to short ones, and he had thought about it publicly. When it really came to this day, he didn't have so many fancy ideas.

[Fu Younian V: Thank you for your concern, I am not injured, everything is safe.I saw a lot of comments, so I don’t want to say much about the rest. Let me introduce my boyfriend @禹旧 first.We met on the crew of "Green Cliff", and I started to pursue him during the recording of the variety show, and we were together before the end of the last episode, and it has been nearly a year now.

Xiaoyu went to the hospital at night to find me. He called me, but I was still at the scene of the fire and didn't hear him. He was a little worried about me.

The choice to make it public is the result of my discussions with him.

Some people ask me why I don’t feel ashamed, but I don’t think it’s hard to say that I love him, even if it’s the same for people of the same sex. Love itself is a very calm thing, and there is no need to put on any shackles.

It has been 11 years since I debuted. Many fans and friends have accompanied me along the way. I am very grateful. If you feel disappointed, I am sorry. Whether you accept it or not, I can understand.

As an actor, I have acted in many different roles, and I hope to bring you more good performances in the future, but I am just an ordinary person, and emotional matters cannot be controlled. This is the first time I fall in love with someone. There is no way not to love him.

In addition, regarding the previous scandals, whether you can believe it or not, I can honestly say that there really were none.

I was busy with work in those years, everyone knows how often I take on plays, almost every month is full, I don't have time, and I haven't met the right person.

He was my first love.

I feel that the explanation is almost clear. If you have any questions, you can ask them in the comments, and I will try my best to reply.

In the end, @娱乐解决, has filed a lawsuit, or the same sentence, stay away from my boyfriend. 】

Seeing that Fu Younian had finished posting, Yu Xi went online to forward and respond.

Then the two turned off their phones and looked at each other. They both felt a little rebellious and couldn't help laughing for a long time.

Li Yao was still worried at first, but when he heard that the two of them could still laugh, he was speechless.

Yu Xi told his agent before posting on Weibo, although he would post regardless of whether the agent agreed or not, but unexpectedly, the agent didn't say anything.Just like when he learned that he was going to take a gay movie, he was silent for a few seconds at most without stopping him.

Yu Xi always felt that something was wrong. He thought that his manager knew the background of his Yu family, so he let him go and didn't dare to control him.

But thinking about it later, although he didn't deliberately cover up like the original owner, he didn't blatantly present his family background in front of others. The possibility that his agent knew was too small.

"Did you tell my manager something?" Yu Xi looked at Fu Younian.

"Huh?" Fu Younian still played dumb with him, "What?"

Before the filming of "Green Cliff" was finished, Fu Younian knew nothing about Yu Xi, he just couldn't bear to see him being bullied by Chang Che, and he had a vague liking for him, so he went to a friend to help Yu Xi change his agent , although it was later discovered that Yu Xi did not need his help.

At that time, he had told him that he didn't have to worry too much about what Yu Xi wanted to do, and it wasn't too much of a request. Yu Xi's manager would follow suit, and there was no need to make things difficult for him.

Later, when he realized that Yu Xi might be with Fu Younian, he didn't care much about him. After all, Fu Younian might sign Yu Xi away at any time, so why waste effort.

Moreover, after Yu Xi became popular, he didn't need to take resources from him very much. Instead, he could omit some inappropriate schedules and leave them to other artists under him. He continued to bring Yu Xi, and the thought he spent on Yu Xi was not a disadvantage. .

Yu Xi glanced at him suspiciously, ignored him, and took an ice pack to apply to his eyes.

Fu Younian waited for a few minutes, trying to reply to the comments, but found that the Weibo could not be refreshed. There was an uproar about the messy things tonight, but when he posted Weibo, it completely added fuel to the fire, and now the server crashed completely , everything is blank.

It was barely possible to turn it on when we were approaching the hospital.

Fu Younian opened Weibo again and took a look, and found that the comments had skyrocketed by hundreds of thousands. His phone was stuck for a moment before the screen recovered.

But the result was much better than he imagined.

He thought that there would be a lot of insults, whether it was towards him or Yu Xi, so just after Yu Xi reposted his Weibo, he took Yu Xi's phone away, fearing that he would feel uncomfortable when he saw it.

I didn't expect that the first few hot comments were all fancy blessings, and the contents of the latter one were almost the same.

[Hundreds of years together! ! ! 】

Fu Younian first liked the top one.

There are still many fans of Yu Xi who are asking when Yu Xi's health will recover.

【Mr. Fu, what kind of disease does Yu have? Why is he still not ready to come back after a few months of rest? 】

[Is Mr. Fu taking care of Xiaoyu in the hospital? QAQ]

Fu Younian replied one by one:

Soon, it will be fine in a while.

Well, I'm accompanying him back to the hospital.

There were some comments below that questioned the two of them acting as a show, or breaking the cans. The fans were arguing with them, and Fu Younian also replied.

Seeing that the replies were almost complete, Fu Younian was about to quit when he caught a glimpse of a message asking if he could take a look at Yu Xi from the corner of his eye.

Because Yu Xi has no news at all for several months, does not participate in activities, and does not have a selfie business. He says he is recuperating, but keeps it secret. If it is a minor illness, it will not be like this at all, which makes people feel very worried.

Fu Younian was a little familiar with that id, he remembered that he was Yu Xi's big fan.

That comment has nearly [-] likes, and the number is still rising.

Fu Younian saw Yu Xi lying sleepily in the back seat, holding the Samoyed in his arms, half of his face was blocked by his snow-white ears, only showing his beautiful eyebrows.

"Honey, can I take a photo of you and send it?" Fu Younian tickled his fingertips.

Yu Xi had no objection, but questioned his photography skills a bit, and said in a word: "Then at least you can't make a blur."

"..." Feeling unconvinced, Fu Younian took out the best photo-taking skills in his life and took a picture for him, then handed it to him.

Yu Xi glanced at it with a bit of disgust, and reluctantly let him post it.

But Fu Younian felt that he took a good shot. Yu Xi was still covered with his coat, and his pair of plush ears were blocked in front, only above the tip of the nose, so he didn't look so thin, and the light in the car was dim, so it was simple just now After covering his eyes, it can't be seen in the photo that he has cried.

The eyelashes hang down and cast a shadow, which is the red mole at the end of the eye, which is a little dull.

He posted it directly in the comments and couldn't help but add a few words.

—Take the baby back to the hospital.

The car had already parked downstairs in the hospital, so Fu Younian didn't care about Weibo anymore, he took Yu Xi out of the car and went back to the ward for the doctor to check.

"We must avoid strenuous exercise," the doctor looked at them with a bit of reproach, "Fortunately, I didn't fall and touch them."

Yu Xi was sitting on a chair taking blood pressure.

Standing behind him, Fu Younian reached out and touched Yu Xi's head when he heard the doctor's words, and then apologized repeatedly to the doctor, "I'm sorry, I will pay attention to it later."

It was getting late, the doctor shook his head helplessly, without further words, and asked him to take Yu Xi back to rest.

Yu Xi was very sleepy, and he was going to sleep when he lay down after washing. Fu Younian sat next to him and took a towel to apply to his eyes. When he got up to go back to the bathroom, Yu Xi subconsciously grabbed the corner of his clothes.

Fu Younian held his hand, leaned over and kissed him, and said, "Brother won't leave."

Only then did Yu Xi let go.

Fu Younian was a little drifting.

Yu Xi usually always ignores him, or is willing to talk to him, but still has to keep a cold face and say nothing.

Occasionally relying on him seems invaluable.

He went out from the bathroom and found that Yu Xi seemed to be asleep, so he gently moved the chair, then sat down beside his bed, and touched the temperature of his forehead.

She couldn't help but bowed her head and kissed him again.

Yu Xi asked him to sleep in the accompanying nursing ward, but Fu Younian didn't want to leave for the time being, so he lay down beside his bed, took the back of his hand, and stuck it to his neck.

After closing his eyes and resting for a few minutes, Fu Younian remembered that he hadn't read the comments after posting the photos just now.

In his imagination, it should be fans blessing, CP fans screaming, or Yu Xi's fans caring about Yu Xi's body, so a few black fans can be ignored.

But after opening it, his eyes paused.

Yu Xi usually dresses in cool tones. Unless he is filming, he doesn’t have much expression at other times. He feels very cold and distanced. Moreover, he is very beautiful and aggressive, not a gentle appearance. First Seeing it, I'm afraid it would be difficult to associate him with words like softness.

It was even more like hip-hop dancing before.

From the beginning to the end of the whole game, the most commonly worn is black, with a punk style at best, and some metal ornaments are sporadically added to the body.

Only in this photo taken by Fu Younian, it looks like a soft cat curled up on the seat, with all its fangs and claws put away.

Fans are crazy about saving pictures, thanks to Fu Younian.

【Ahhh!baby!Mom loves you! 】

[Hurry up, come a little more, don't be ignorant of flattery]

【Whose baby is this! 】

【It's yours, it's mine, it's everyone's/doge】

The last one followed countless +1s.

Fu Younian: "..."

The author has something to say: Mr. Fu: So sour. :)

感谢在2020-12-0616:55:06~2020-12-0723:54:58期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: deepfish1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：万丈红尘心不死46瓶；云梨落20瓶；再也不熬夜12瓶；林深滩浅、花样划水运动员5瓶；Sparrrow3瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!