After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

Yu Xi is a bit repulsed to face the elders, he has never dealt with this kind of thing, and he doesn't know how to please the elders, every time he goes to see his grandparents, he feels embarrassed and at a loss, but Fu Younian wants him to go, so he just He didn't refuse, and agreed to go home with Fu Younian on New Year's Day.

Seeing that he finally stopped crying, Fu Younian went to get some ointment to rub some medicine on him, although it didn't break, but when he took a bath, he felt it was very swollen.

Yu Xi hugged the pillow sleepily and huddled under the quilt. He felt in a daze that Fu Younian was holding his knee, trying to separate his legs. The tearing pain spread along the tailbone to the back, The toes curled up subconsciously, and the snow-white instep stretched into a bowstring.

He felt that he had never experienced such a tormenting thing in his life. Those few hours were prolonged by the pain, and he couldn't make it through.

He opened his eyes and looked at Fu Younian, his eyes were still a little distracted, he wanted to move his legs, but he felt a sharp pain in secret, and he didn't dare to move any more.

It was almost one or two o'clock in the morning when I got home, and now the sky outside has begun to get dark.

Fu Younian carefully applied the medicine to him as much as possible without tossing him, then closed the thick curtain with the remote control, lay down and hugged him to sleep.

Every time Yu Xi slept with Fu Younian, he would sleep very deeply, hardly waking up in the middle. Last night, he was tossed until he became unconscious again, and fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow. When he opened his eyes again, he could only I felt that the bedroom was pitch black, only the night light on the bedside was dimly lit, and I didn't know what time it was.

He shrank into Fu Younian's arms, took his hand and looked around at the darkness.

Fu Younian actually woke up a long time ago, but seeing that Yu Xi was still asleep, he was reluctant to let go of him, so he lay down with his arms around him for a while.Yu Xi turned over in his arms, turned back and buried her cheek in his chest, her warm breath swept over it, Fu Younian reached out and pinched the back of his neck.

"Aren't you going to sleep?" Fu Younian asked him.

Yu Xi had a sore throat, so he didn't speak, just shook his head.

Fu Younian went over and opened the curtains, and Yu Xi realized that the sky outside was bright, but it was still snowing, so it looked a bit cloudy, it looked like afternoon.

"Are you hungry? What do you want to eat? I'll do it." Fu Younian sat on the edge of the bed and touched his head, Yu Xi stretched out his hand to hug him. Buried in my arms.

When I woke up after sleeping, my body was only sore and limp, but it didn't hurt so much.

Yu Xi raised his head to look at him, his eyes were as bright as stars, and asked him: "Do you still remember?"

"Huh?" Fu Younian pretended to be stupid with him, eyes full of confusion, "Remember what?"

Yu Xi unbuttoned his clothes to show him the hickey marks on his body, and there were red fingerprints on his waist. Fu Younian had been pinching his waist to tease him last night, and now his fingertips still feel a little painful when they touch those marks , There are also palm marks on the calf, which is particularly glaring on the cold white skin.

His lips were still slightly red, and there was a wet blush at the end of his eyes.

Fu Younian just kissed him on the forehead as usual, just looking at his expression as if he had lost his memory, Yu Xi couldn't tell whether he was faking it, or if he really drank too much and didn't remember anything, aggrieved and annoyed, he endured that A sore kick kicked him.

Fu Younian was completely unprepared. He was sitting by the bed, but Yu Xi kicked him onto the carpet, so he couldn't help laughing a few times.

Looking up and seeing Yu Xi crying again, he didn't dare to pretend anymore, and went to coax him: "Don't cry, don't cry, how dare I forget."

"...I just cry and cry casually." Yu Xi suddenly felt a little embarrassed, but couldn't stop crying all of a sudden, and it took him a long time to get over it.

Fu Younian went to find him some clothes, and Yu Xi got up to wash himself.

He washed his face, looked at the neck and collarbone exposed under the loose neckline in the mirror, there were clear marks, and after a while, he started to feel hot, but it was not uncomfortable at all.

He moved a little slowly. When he went to the living room, Fu Younian was already cooking soup, and there were garlic eggplants in the oven.

There was a yogurt and pumpkin crisp on the dining table, Yu Xi ate some of it, went to the kitchen to find Fu Younian, and helped him.

Yu Xi was able to rest at home for a week, Fu Younian didn't ask Li Yao to answer any announcements for him, and stayed at home with him, and the affairs of the studio were usually handled online, unless there were more important meetings to attend. Might have to go out the door.

Yu Xi is actually a bit of a nerd, basically watching movies or playing games at home, or playing with the snowballs with a cat teasing stick.

He didn't understand what Fu Younian was doing in the study every day, but he didn't go in to disturb him.

Except for one afternoon, when Yu Xi almost finished watching all the movies he wanted to watch, Xueqiu was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, and kept sleeping and ignoring him. He also slept on the sofa for a while, and woke up to find that Fu Younian was still in the study , wearing glasses and bowing his head to write down things in his notebook.

Yu Xi made him a cup of tea, and brought a small dish of snacks from the refrigerator.

Then he found that when Fu Younian heard him enter the study, he subconsciously closed the notebook, and felt something was wrong.

"...Give me a look." Yu Xi went to flip through the notebook in his hand.

Fu Younian had no choice but to hand it to him.

Yu Xi looked at him suspiciously, always feeling that nothing good happened.

Then he opened it and almost couldn't hold back and threw the book on him, his ears were burning hot, "Why do you read these things all day long?"

"No," Fu Younian felt a little wronged, he only started watching it in the afternoon, and was just reviewing the company's newcomer's contract a few days ago, "I just watched it for less than an hour."

Fu Younian didn't want to hurt him so much every time, he always felt that something went wrong the first time, so he went to the Internet to check the information for a long time, and even downloaded a few movies, and carefully took notes according to the steps , but before trying it, Yu Xi discovered it, and was immediately frustrated.

Yu Xi glanced back a few times, and actually wrote seven or eight pages densely, blushing and amused at the same time.

The notes are arranged on it one by one, and a few small triangles are marked in a few places, which is so serious and rigorous that it makes people feel silly.

He lowered his head and hooked Fu Younian's chin with his index finger, with a smile in his eyes, and said, "Then try it as you do."

Fu Younian rolled his Adam's apple, took his hand and kissed his fingertips.

Yu Xi only felt dizzy for a while, and Fu Younian pressed his shoulders and pushed him down on the sofa in the study. He lowered his head, buried his nose in the soft sofa cushion, and felt Fu Younian's hand land on his thin back On, couldn't help but hum in a low voice.

He doesn't have much shame in this kind of thing, he can let go of whatever Fu Younian wants him to do, even if his face is red and hot, he can't learn to refuse, he is so meek and obedient that he doesn't look like him.

Fu Younian gradually figured out his temperament, and found that he was like a white fish hidden behind a reef or sea mud, soaked in cold water, repulsive and unreasonable, every tiny scale Against the cold light, but in fact, it only needs a little bit of fish food, and slowly he can learn to get close to people, let go of his guard and swim to the palm of his hand.

Only then did he discover that under the cold scales, the flesh and bones were soft.

This time Yu Xi finally didn't cry, Fu Younian wrapped him in a bath towel and carried him to take a bath, Yu Xi even turned his head and kissed his collarbone.

The most important roles in the film have already been contacted with the actors, and the contracts have been signed. Zhang Feiran started to prepare for the filming, and asked Yu Xi and Fu Younian to go to his place to film when they had time. Make-up photos, see what is more suitable, and whether there is any need to adjust.

The blind man is called Song Xigu.

Zhang Feiran gave them the printed and bound script, and Yu Xi turned to the title page, and saw a line of small characters printed with a seal, "The white rabbit is running around; clothes are not as good as new, people are not as good as old." '

"This film is mainly filmed in two stages, focusing on the period when Song Xigu saw his eye disease when he became an adult," Zhang Feiran said, "but there must be some things in high school interspersed."

Yu Xi is just in his early twenties, and there is no problem in acting in high school in terms of appearance or age, mainly because of Fu Younian.

When Fu Younian was 30 or [-] years old, all the roles he played were mature, prudent and unsmiling. He even played a drug lord who was in his [-]s in the play that year. His youthful appearance was concealed by the skills of the makeup artist. Other than that, there is no sense of incongruity.

He really hasn't played much of a teenager.

"It's more immersive not to change people from the beginning to the end. Let's take a look at it," Zhang Feiran said to Fu Younian, "Go try on the clothes first."

Yu Xi was left behind by Zhang Feiran to give a performance, and Fu Younian went to the dressing room by himself first.

The makeup artist made his eyebrows messy and natural, and did not cut his hair for the time being. After all, there was still a month or two before the machine was turned on, so he simply made a shape according to the image required in the play.Fu Younian finally didn't wear his shirt and trousers, and changed into dark blue school uniform trousers and a white T-shirt. It didn't look much different from when he was in high school, but his eyes were different after all.

"Brother Fu, where will you show this movie when it's filmed?" The makeup artist is from Fu Younian's studio, and he is usually familiar with it.

"Ask the director." Fu Younian didn't know Zhang Feiran's plan.

Fu Younian turned his head, saw the tattoo on the right hand of the make-up artist, and asked her casually, "Tattoo stickers?"

"Where is the tattoo sticker?" The makeup artist smiled. "This is a real tattoo. I just had it done last week. It's pretty realistic, right?"

The tattoo is of a long-tailed chickadee, with a little color, and the tail feathers look fluffy and natural.

It didn’t take long for the makeup photo to be taken. Before leaving, Zhang Feiran asked Fu Younian to start the machine to lose weight, “The character in the play is a patient with terminal cancer, so he must look a little weaker, but he can’t lose too much , otherwise there is no way to reduce it later.”

Fu Younian nodded in agreement, and went home with Yu Xi.

In the evening, Fu Younian made Yu Xi a roast leg of lamb, and he ate light and less oil beside him, with a small dish of shredded cucumber noodles.

"Do you want to lose weight so early?" Yu Xi asked him.

"In order not to lose too much weight all of a sudden." Fu Younian stole a small piece of mutton from his bowl.

Fu Younian took time to go to his uncle's house by himself, and came out to them while chatting. Fu Ying and Fu Le were also there at the time. After listening, they didn't dare to speak, and they all ran to the study to stay.Uncle and aunt seemed to be very frightened, let him go home first, they had to think about it for a few days, and then it was almost a week, and they haven't spoken to him yet.

Not long before Christmas, Fu Younian's studio has moved to a new office building. The company has officially started. In fact, it is equivalent to expanding the size of the previous studio and making it more formal.

At the end of the year, we held a meeting with employees and distributed bonuses for the month and apples for Christmas.

Li Yao came to the office to ask him about the company's logo. Fu Younian caught a glimpse of the little fish drawn by Yu Xi on the cover of his script, handed it to Li Yao and said, "That's it, find someone to do it."

"..." Li Yao didn't dare to speak anyway, he was just a humble beater, the boss said what he said, he felt the bonus in his pocket, it was just a logo, he took it to the design department to redraw it A line draft, filled in and colored, and hung on the company's homepage.

In fact, the effect is quite cute, but no one knows the special meaning of this logo.

Fu Younian booked a hot spring hotel next to the ski resort that Yu Xi showed him last time, and wanted to take him out to play, and by the way, stay there for a few more days, and come back on New Year's Day.

Yu Xi entrusted the cats and dogs to a friend, and then went home to pack with Fu Younian.

He also put the script in and read it whenever he wanted.

In the end, he only spent two days at the ski resort, and the rest of the time, Fu Younian always pestered him to stay in the hotel, either on the bed or in the bathroom.

"Suffocating you?" Yu Xi's ears were hot, and Fu Younian twisted his arms against the mirror, and couldn't help grinding his teeth.

He heard a rustle of fabric, and then his wrists were tied with a tie.

"No," Fu Younian bit the back of his slender neck, "Don't you want to have a sex scene? Help you with the sex scene."

Yu Xi's legs finally stopped hurting, and he didn't have to go to dance practice during this time, Fu Younian wanted him to have a good rest, but Yu Xi always wanted to go to the snow field to play, the place was icy and snowy, and the sled shoes It's not good for your knees if you wear it for a long time.

Fu Younian knew that Yu Xi didn't like people always mentioning his illness, and since he was obviously getting better, there was no need to remind him from time to time, stab him, and tried to coax him to stay in the hotel.

This hotel has Japanese-style tatami mats, and the floor heating temperature is just right. If you look out of the window, you can see the entrance of the hot spring pool not far away.

Yu Xi rubbed his wrists and lay down on the tatami to read the materials he had downloaded on the tablet.

He deliberately found many documentaries about the lives of blind people. Although he had been blind before, all he knew was his own condition after being blind. Most of the patients around him were elderly people with cataracts, and he didn’t know much about the experiences of other people after their illness.

Fu Younian sometimes read with him for a while, but most of the time he read books beside him. According to the recommendation given to him by the screenwriter, he read a few books related to eye diseases.

Fu Younian actually found it a little strange that Yu Xi told him that he had been blind before, but he didn't mention it at all in the medical records he got from Yu Xi's attending doctor.

He didn't think Yu Xi was lying to him, and he didn't ask any more questions after hesitation. Yu Xi obviously didn't want to tell him.

At night, through the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can see the vast river of lights beyond the ski resort.

The end where the light disappears almost meets the night.

Fu Younian took a bottle of soda and put it beside him, and hugged him from behind, Yu Xi got a little itchy, and smiled and avoided.

"I want to look at you like this, not from behind." Yu Xi reached out and hooked his neck, and raised her head to kiss him.

Fu Younian didn't refuse either, but when Yu Xi's eyes fell on him, he covered his eyes with his hand.Yu Xi was reluctant and kept kicking him until Fu Younian let go.

Yu Xi took Fu Younian's coat and draped it over his shoulders, and lowered his eyelashes, only to see that there seemed to be something on his waist, which passed by without seeing clearly.

Fu Younian simply moved his hand away to show him.

Fu Younian originally had a not-so-long scar on his waist, which was caused when he was a child, and since it didn't get in the way if he stayed in this place, he never cared about it.But now that scar is blocked by the tattoo, it is a small fish as long as the palm of your hand, with light blue scales glowing, and the thin fish tail spread out to the hip bone, as if floating in the water, it looks extraordinarily beautiful under the moonlight.

"Do you like it?" Fu Younian took his hand and touched it.

It took more than ten hours for threading and coloring, and at the end of the day, the skin was so painful that he couldn't feel it. He didn't dare to go home. He slept in the studio all night and walked the next day. It won't hurt your hip bones.

"Does it still hurt?" Yu Xi shrank his fingertips and didn't touch him.

Fu Younian shook his head.

He went to the makeup artist and asked for the contact information of the tattoo shop, and then asked Luo Chen to recommend a few for him, and picked one that felt more reliable.

"...Are you crazy? With so many tattoos and coloring, it will be difficult to clean them completely in the future." Luo Chen couldn't understand.

His own tattoo is just a pattern he likes. For such things, who can guarantee that the relationship will not change in the future. Once they break up, the marks may stay on the body for a lifetime. Watching the torture by himself, and then falling in love with other people, I can't even explain clearly when asked, there is nothing more emotionally affecting than this.

Fu Younian simply ignored what he said, being stubborn and determined to go his own way.

He was only worried that Yu Xi would not like it.

Yu Xi touched the tattoo carefully, and found that Fu Younian really didn't hurt, so he reached out to touch it. The scales that spread from the fish's back to the tail were fine and delicate, and it took an unknown amount of time.

Fu Younian looked down at his eyebrows and eyes, and rubbed the dark red tear mole at the end of his eyes with his fingertips. He asked the tattoo artist to tattoo one on the fish, hidden in the layered scales and the scar. Yu Xi might It's hard to find out, it's his own secret.

Yu Xi kissed his tattoo, but didn't get up, pressed Fu Younian's knee, pulled up the clothes that were originally on his shoulders and covered his head.

The author has something to say: Note: The lonely white rabbit is running around, clothes are not as good as new ones, and people are not as good as old ones.

"Gu Yan Song"

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