After wearing a sick and weak white moonlight, I collapse every day

There was such a commotion outside that even Yu Xuecheng, who was drinking tea and reading the newspaper in the living room, was startled. His heart skipped a beat, thinking that something was wrong, he hurriedly got up and went out to read.

Under the dim light in the courtyard, Gu Bozhou looked up at Yu Xi, his throat felt sore and astringent as if something was blocked.

He hasn't seen Yu Xi for a long time, and he doesn't know that Yu Xi is at home today.

Ever since Yu Xi's accident, it seems that he has begun to have a grudge against him. No matter how much he apologizes and explains, Yu Xi is unwilling to look at him again, and he doesn't believe his words.

At the beginning, Gu Bozhou was actually full of guilt, even if the rest of the people didn't care about Yu Xi, how could he not save him?But then it dragged on for a long time, and the guilt faded with time. He felt that the punishment he had suffered was enough, and it was a bit too much for Yu Xi not to forgive him.

No one can understand the torment he is suffering in his heart, but if Yu Xi is in better health, or is a girl, they will not keep silent about their feelings.

He thought that Yu Xi knew his embarrassment. After all, they grew up together, and Yu Xi knew the temperament of the elders in his family very well.

But after waiting for so long, he accidentally found out that Yu Xi was with that celebrity some time ago, the person he met when he went to pick up Yu Xi from the hotel more than half a year ago.He didn't want to embarrass Yu Xi so much, but now he couldn't help but began to wonder if Yu Xi really became the lover of the other party?

He would rather believe that Yu Xi was doing it for resources than to think about whether Yu Xi fell in love with someone else.

He tried to contact Yu Xi again, but Yu Xi didn't answer his call even once, and blocked him directly in the end.

Forget it, Gu Bozhou thought about it countless times or stop here, but his eyes still fell in the direction of Yu Xi's house involuntarily. He couldn't get it, so he wanted to find a short-term substitute.

If he was with Yu Xi, he had to be serious, even if he had a falling out with his family, otherwise Mr. Yu would not let him go.

But it's not so much trouble for Yu Yan, it's just for fun, no one will think he's serious, his family won't care, even if Yu's family finds out, they won't say anything, Lin Baiyi may still wish for himself The son of my son went to cling to someone he could rely on.

"Bozhou? Why are you here?" Yu Xuecheng was surprised when he saw Gu Bozhou.

He turned his eyes to Yu Yan who was at the side, his expression became a little complicated.

"Uncle Yu, I'm passing by after get off work," Gu Bozhou's expression showed no flaws, "I heard that Xiaoxi has returned home, and I want to see him."

Only now did Yu Xuecheng see the pile of broken debris on the ground, and his brows frowned even tighter.

He thought Yu Xi was really crazy.

Yu Xi leaned on the balcony railing and looked down, suddenly felt nothing interesting, so he turned and went back to the room.

He found that Yu Xuecheng was too impatient, with so many companies under him, there was no need to rush to snatch him, unless he was waiting for money.But the business on the surface, even if it loses, is supported by the old man. After all, it is his own. In the past, old man Yu would not refuse to borrow some funds for turnover.

Unless Yu Xuecheng didn't dare to say it, the students he did would be shameful.

Yu Xi knew that he had no experience in this field, so he couldn't possibly be Yu Xuecheng's opponent, so he didn't intend to confront him head-on, and it was better to leave it to the elders.He didn't ask the housekeeper to disturb the old man's rest, but after the matter is over, the housekeeper will probably tell the original owner's grandmother that she is such a smart person, and she will understand what's going on better than him.

Regardless of whether she wants to protect Yu Xuecheng after she finds out, or she has a clear distinction between public and private, as long as Yu Xuecheng has no time to escape, she will be safe.

The conversation downstairs gradually died down, followed by the sound of a car starting, Gu Bozhou should have left.Yu Xi took another look, there was no one in the courtyard, and in another half an hour, the person who came to pick him up would almost arrive.

The original owner's room is on the second floor, with its own small living room, study room and bedroom are also very spacious.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows of the bedroom, there is an open-air balcony full of various green plants.

Just below the balcony, there is also a corresponding platform on the first floor, which is a bit higher than the ground, less than two meters away from the upstairs.

The villa was renovated recently, and the platform built there for the convenience of construction has not been demolished yet.

A thought suddenly popped up in Yu Xi's mind.

He stared at the platform for a long time, and there happened to be a few lights next to it, which illuminated clearly and allowed him to estimate the distance.

It was easy for him to jump down from here.

He used to climb over the gate and wall of the orphanage together with others. The wall was too high for him at the age of seven or eight, but he learned how to land unscathed after only falling a few times. Now there is no difficulty.

And what's even better is that just behind the platform, there are several clusters of lush flowers. As long as you stand a little farther away, you can't see where he fell, as if he fell to the ground.

Surveillance cameras are installed everywhere in the villa, and he wants to put on a show under the surveillance so that things can get bigger.

He didn't want to startle the people who came to pick him up, so now should be the right time to start.

Yu Xi went back and took the plaster figurines left in the room to the balcony.

The original owner liked all kinds of strange animals when he was young, because at most he had seen cats and dogs. Sometimes he heard Yu Yan say that the school organized a trip to the aquarium, and he was very envious.

At that time, he was still young, and Gu Bozhou was only a teenager. Although he hadn't developed any feelings for him yet, he still treated him sincerely.

After Gu Bozhou knew about it, he bought him various animal stickers, picture books, and popular science CDs. Later, he happened to see a program where someone was making a plaster statue of this small animal, and he promised the original owner that he would definitely make it for him after he learned it.

As a result, this "later" waited for many years, until the original owner died and did not see it.

Gu Bozhou probably suddenly remembered this, in order to coax Yu Xi to change his mind, he used these childhood promises to impress him, and really went to learn how to make plaster figurines. A lamb's eyelashes are all done.

It's kind of clumsy love.

But it's a pity that they didn't know that person was dead. No matter how good Bai Yueguang was, he could only stay in front of the window forever in the end, and no matter how much he missed him, he would never come back.

So looking back, I just felt mocked.

Yu Xi picked up those plaster figurines, sat by the railing and threw them downstairs one by one. There were loud cracking noises one after another in his ear, and finally there was nothing left. He jumped off the railing and went back, carrying a few The white porcelain bottle that Xie Xuan gave him also fell to the fountain downstairs.

"Are you crazy! What on earth are you trying to do!" Yu Xuecheng suppressed his anger when he heard the movement, walked into the yard and looked up upstairs.

Lin Baiyi followed behind him in fear.

The servants in the villa also ran out one after another, and ran away in silence.

A smile appeared in Yu Xi's cold eyes.

The original owner thought about suicide countless times, when his heart throbbed repeatedly, and when he beat his legs desperately but there was no response, he stayed in the ward and withered day by day, the world around him began to fade, and finally only a weak paleness remained.

He revealed it to the people around him, but no one cared, they all looked at him like they were looking at a vexatious child.

How many more years will I live like this?

Why can't he die?

Yu Xi has also thought about it countless times. He can feel the feeling of darkness. Standing on the rooftop, he has lost the instinct of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, and retreating in the face of danger, just like wanting to embrace the hard-won Just like freedom, I just want to run forward and practice the weightlessness of falling repeatedly in my heart, so that I can have a good dream.

The moonlight tonight was very clear, making Yu Xi's finger bones pale on the edge of the railing.

His face was also as cold and pale as usual, his brows and eyes were so calm that they seemed to be emotionless.

Yu Xuecheng finally started to panic. He was sweating profusely, and his heart sank suddenly, feeling that something unpredictable and irreversible was about to happen.

He couldn't imagine what he would do to face Mr. Yu if something happened to Yu Xi.

"Quick... Hurry up and stop him," Yu Xuecheng grabbed the servant behind him, "What are you doing standing here?!"

The awakened servants and bodyguards ran towards the villa almost instantly.

But it was too late, Yu Xi nimbly leaned on the railing and turned over. His figure was light and agile, like a cat used to sneaking at night, wrapped around his shoulders amidst the exclamation and screams of everyone The flowing moonlight fell into the overlapping flowers downstairs.

Yu Yan's pupils shrank slightly, and the moment he saw him fall, he was almost suffocated, just like when he was kidnapped and locked up in the suburbs.

Lin Baiyi didn't even notice Lin Baiyi tugging on his sleeve in a panic, until her arm was pinched so nervously that it was almost bleeding, and then she came back to her senses.

Yu Xi's time card was very accurate. Within a few minutes, before Yu Xuecheng had time to see him alive and well, the housekeeper who came to pick him up arrived. He didn't see him jumping off the building and was frightened, but also caught up with the surveillance.

His back hurt a little bit when he hit the ground and rolled over with force, but Yu Xi didn't care at all, and even showed a little smile at the corner of his mouth when no one was there. He pressed his shoulders and moved a few times. With a pale face, Aunt Liu helped her up.

His eyes were still a little distracted, as if he had also been greatly frightened, but when he looked carefully, his eyes were not the aftermath of a disaster, but a faint revenge-like madness.

The old butler has been with Yang Yuzhu for many years, he said he was the butler, more like an old friend, and the younger members of the Yu family didn't dare to speak abruptly when they saw him.

"Uncle Tang," Yu Xuecheng was a little apprehensive, "Why are you here?"

The old butler was also more than seventy years old, his temples were all white, and the corners of his eyes were full of frost left by the years. He ignored Yu Xuecheng and went to check on Yu Xi's condition first.

He didn't see how Yu Xi fell, but he heard about it outside the villa.

"Young master, did you hurt yourself somewhere?" the old housekeeper asked Yu Xi.

Yu Xi only jumped when he knew he couldn't fall, and when he went to find Grandma Yang, the old housekeeper treated him very well, so he shook his head obediently.

Yu Xi glanced at the surveillance not far away, and the old butler understood, and asked someone to save the backup of the surveillance and take it back later.

"Uncle Tang, isn't this inappropriate?" Lin Baiyi finally couldn't help but ask, she felt that Yu Xi was all pretending, but the balcony was three meters high from the ground, and Yu Xi's legs were not good enough, the cost of this outfit was too high She hesitated again, "After all, it belongs to my family..."

The old housekeeper interrupted her politely, "You may not have the right to interfere."

Lin Baiyi's face turned blue and then pale, and finally he gritted his teeth and closed his mouth.

It was already late, the old butler confirmed again that Yu Xi was really not injured, and then he asked for Yu Xi's cell phone back, and took him out of the villa together.

Yu Xi doesn't want to take care of the rest of the matter. The trouble is already so serious that not only the original owner's grandparents will pursue it, but even the rest of Yu Xuecheng's brothers and sisters, who should come to make trouble, must have heard the news. There was no time to pester him any more.

"Thank you." Yu Xi thanked the old housekeeper, and declined the other party's plan to send someone to take him home, and prepared to go back by himself.

There was a sense of joy in his heart like emptying out.

Taking revenge on Yu Xuecheng for the original owner is only a small part.He himself had wanted to do this for a long time, but he didn't think it was as fun as he imagined until he tried it.

Yu Xi walked along the deserted street in the middle of the night, and suddenly saw the familiar license plate at the corner.His heartbeat quickened, and he looked up at Fu Younian's dark eyes, speechless for a moment.

"Get in the car." Fu Younian looked at him, said calmly, and extinguished the cigarette that he hadn't touched since he lit it with his fingertips.

"Why are you here?" Yu Xi sat in the back seat, he liked the seat behind Fu Younian very much, he looked up just enough to see Fu Younian's face in the rearview mirror.

Fu Younian was silent.

Han Cheng was still adjusting the script. He said at night that he would add a flyer to Yu Xi, and he would shoot tomorrow. Fu Younian took it and sent it to Yu Xi, but he never got a reply.

Yu Xi almost never goes to bed so early, and always responds to his news in time when he sees him. Even if he is going to dance practice, there is also a rest time in between, and he never ignores him for a few hours.Fu Younian tried to call Yu Xi, but Yu Xi's phone was turned off.

He was not willing to check on Yu Xi, but the situation at Yu Xi's house made him really worried, so he finally located Yu Xi's cell phone, wanting to take a look, so that he could feel a little more at ease.

As a result, when he rushed over, he saw the scene just now through a long silent street and the brilliant lights in the villa.

"I didn't really want to jump," Yu Xi explained to him from the beginning to the end, "I definitely can't fall in that place."

Fu Younian noticed that his fingertips were still trembling, so he parked the car on the side of the road first.

Seeing him really angry for the first time, Yu Xi got out of the car and went to sit with him in the co-pilot.

Fu Younian took Yu Xi's hand and saw a small scar on the back of his hand that was accidentally scratched by broken porcelain, and a few drops of blood seeped out. He wiped it with his fingertips, but wiped the blood It opened, looking very serious, and the eyes were full of blood.

"...It hurts." Yu Xi didn't notice the scratch at first, but it hurt a lot because of him.

Fu Younian rubbed his wrist with intact skin, almost morbidly and nervously rubbing against that piece of skin. Yu Xi was originally fair-skinned, and the blood on the ears and cheeks was particularly obvious when he blushed. Now that his wrist was rubbed like this, It also easily turned red.

"What's wrong?" Yu Xi couldn't break off his fingertips, and reached out to hug him, but Fu Younian still didn't move, "Teacher Fu? Brother?"

Fu Younian slapped his hand, he looked up at Yu Xi, and said, "Yu Xi, you don't need to treat me as a good person."

Yu Xi didn't understand what he meant.

"You can either say you like me, and even if you die, I can live my whole life and wait for you," Fu Younian said in a calm and deep voice, "or you break up with me now, and I won't care anymore You, you can do whatever you want, I will accompany you when you die, and you don't care about me."

Yu Xi's breath was short for a few seconds, before he could speak, Fu Younian grabbed the back of his neck and kissed him almost fiercely, refusing to let go even if he couldn't breathe.

Fu Younian's scorching breath passed over his ears, and he said softly, "Sometimes I really want to bite you to death."