I'm arrogant at the apex of the hip-hop god

Feng Chen also saw the content of the pop-up frame at the same time, frowned, and subconsciously wanted to take the phone and take a look first, fearing that Qishui would do something wrong.

But Shen Xi shook his head lightly at him.

The white fingertips were about to swipe open the screen without any hesitation, but the moment they clicked in, they trembled slightly, and a strong premonition suddenly surged in Shen Xi's heart, making him afraid to read this letter seemed to indicate some kind of The cruel truth email, his trembling fingertips were fixed on the screen for a long time, and he bit his lower lip hard, forcing himself to open it.

When the familiar title came into Shen Xi's eyes, his eyes suddenly became sour.

"Little crying bag:

See the word as the face.

Presumably at this time, God D has told you everything, sorry, I have lied to you, but if I do it all over again, I will still make the same choice, loving someone is very selfish, I hope you can forgive me for being selfish .

I once thought that one day we would be separated, you fall in love, get married, have children, and gradually grow old. As for me, what will happen when I come and what will be when I leave, but I never thought that this day will be so early, and, in this way Way.

Not being able to say goodbye to you personally is probably the only regret since we have known each other for so long.

But I'm very happy, after all, let me stand in front of you and say goodbye to you whom I envy and deeply envy, I can't do it.

Loving someone is really the happiest and most desperate thing in the world. All my emotions are controlled by him. If he loves me, I don’t want to go to heaven. If he doesn’t love me, hell is nothing more than that.

I don't want to be in hell, so it's a relief for me to leave.

Seeing this, I guess you must be secretly crying again, you who are worthless, don't cry.

When you cry, he will feel distressed, and so will I.

In this world, not all one-sided likings will wait for a response. The person you love also loves you is already a very lucky thing with a very small probability, and I know that in this almost impossible but real existence In the luck of two-way love, there is no room for a third soul.

So, little crying bag, it's not that you drove me away, it's that I can't share the same intimate lover with you with your body.

Love him well, and love yourself well.

Don't say goodbye, maybe one day, we will meet again in another form.

PS I love you. "(Note)

Moist tears kept swirling in Shen Xi's eyes restrainedly. He bit his mouth tightly, not daring to let the tears fall, as if this would make Qi Shui leave more at ease. To him, it has always been a symbol of cowardice or even incompetence. He has never cried since he can remember, but when he met Feng Chen and experienced this farewell staged in advance, he shed all the tears in his heart at once.

Qishui left, really left, resolutely and proudly left him with his last self-esteem.

The water mist blurred Shen Xi's gaze staring at the screen blankly. The email was sent regularly at [-]:[-] in the morning. Many weekends, Shen Xi woke up in this room and looked at the [-]:[-] on the phone. Alarm clock, leave and go back to school, and then return the body to Qishui when the next weekend comes.

But after this day, Qishui will never come back the next weekend.

Shen Xi pointed to another WeChat with trembling fingers, but at this moment he suddenly remembered that he didn't know the password at all, and after finally getting it back, what caught his eyes was a blank space where all messages had been completely emptied.

He really left him, and cruelly wiped away all the traces he left in this world, as if he had never been here.

Shen Xi suddenly regretted it, why did he indifferently dislike Qishui for having too many things when the two of them still shared the same social account, and then cruelly cleared all the states left by him after Qishui had a new account .

He presumptuously distinguishes him from Qishui, but he doesn't know that those real pasts have already been deeply engraved in his mind, and they will always be with him in this life, but he will never be able to touch them, so that he wants to find them now, but regrets his ignorance. Her indifference and indifference were met with a thousand times the price of backlash.

This unspeakable grief and remorse gripped Shen Xi's heart tightly, and taught him once again to know what it means to be almost hopelessly helpless after his grandmother left.

Seeing Shen Xi's appearance in Feng Chen's eyes, it made Feng Chen feel more distressed than crying out. He gently parted Shen Xi's tightly pursed thin lips, wiped them gently with his fingertips, and then He kissed him very lightly, and swallowed the bloody biting blood gently, as if he could transfer Shen Xi's pain to himself.

Shen Xi's trembling eyelashes became a thick feather fan, covering the mist flowing under his eyes, he shamefully indulged himself in Feng Chen's kiss, and deceived himself to shield Qi Shui from leaving.

I don't know how long it took for Shen Xi to wake up from his daze, he tugged Feng Chen very lightly, turned his head, looked around the room for the last time, and said softly: "I want to continue the rent for a few more years. "

"Okay." Feng Chen wiped away the very light water at the end of Shen Xi's eyes, pressed a kiss gently, and said softly, "Leave it to me, don't worry, I'll buy it."

Before leaving, Shen Xi took the door key out of the keychain and carefully put it into the wallet. The small and cold silver metal left a light-colored scar on his palm, and then he fell asleep peacefully. The interlayer that will be used, accompanied by the last line of sight retracted in a daze, all the memories about Qishui are frozen here.

Time presses the permanent pause button here, and the singing elves will stay in this place forever. From then on, in October Bar, there will be no elf princes who come with masks and only appear at midnight.

And outside, the hourglass of time never stops its passing.

Everything recovers, the branches grow wildly, and the breath of late spring begins to get very close.

"Brother Chen, how is your hand recovering? Why do I feel that you seem to be self-reliant." Liu Chuan bit an apple, and counted the time with his fingers, "It's almost half a month? I'll get you There should be no problem with your recovery ability, hehe, the elementary school girls who ask me for your autograph are almost in line for next year, why don't you take a photo or two to practice your hand?"

The first episode of the hip-hop competition that Feng Chen participated in has been aired. As expected, Feng Chen, who improved the appearance of the contestants by himself, also contracted more than half of the hot searches in the program group. What #D神宝肌#, #Dylan仙仙色击#, #常攻No.1#, #被求旅拍的色颜星星#, all kinds of fancy entries blow rainbow farts to the new husbands of star chasing girls, Feng Chen is almost living in the heat on the search list.

Teach him to be bored.

Spending money to cancel trending searches is a trivial matter, but Feng Chen was annoyed that as soon as he showed up at school some time ago, girls from nowhere would come to him and ask for autographs and group photos, which seriously affected his private space with the children.

So in order not to affect Shen Xi, Feng Chen didn't accompany Shen Xi to class these few days, except for going to the hospital regularly for reexamination and going home to greet his mother to prove that he is still alive and kicking, the rest of the time he stayed in the dormitory to "recuperate and recuperate" and study by himself .

Tsk, it is said to be self-study, but in fact, Young Master Feng's effective study time only accounts for about one percent, and the remaining 90.00 percent is spent thinking about how to play tricks on children in different ways.

Feng Chen moved his wrist, which was mostly healed, and gave Liu Chuan a cold look: "I'll give you double the amount I charged you."

Liu Chuan, a money fanatic, was punctured, blinked his small eyes guiltyly, and said with a smile: "Not much, not much, a photo is only one yuan."

Feng Chen: "..." 9.7.9.9.

Since this man has a business mind, why doesn't he have the courage to be bold?An errand fee of one yuan for a signed photo, is he insulting the scalper business?

Feng Chen didn't even bother to talk about it, so he directly transferred 5000 yuan to Liu Chuan, which is equivalent to returning the money Liu Chuan refunded to him last time. He looked at the class schedule and reminded him: "Remember to sign in for the evening class."

Liu Chuan let out a flattering "Hey", and suddenly realized, his small eyes widened: "Brother Chen, don't you know?"

"Know what?" Feng Chen was staring at the phone, calculating how long Shen Xi would have to finish class, with an absent-minded look.

Fuck!This money suddenly became a bit hot to hold...Cai Mijing held a large amount of money that he was reluctant to lose, hesitated for a while between keeping a secret for Xishen and betraying him to justify his name and take tips, and decisively chose money Brother Wu, said weakly: "Brother Chen, what, in fact, I am not the one who helped you sign in during this time—"

Feng Chen didn't think much about it: "Oh, then you give half to Ma Zai."

"It's not a horse boy either." Liu Chuan's voice was as soft as a mosquito humming.

Hearing this sentence, Feng Chen finally withdrew his attention from the phone, feeling something was wrong: "Who is that?"

"It's God Xi..." Liu Chuan trembled from Feng Chen's suddenly sharp eyes, afraid that Feng Chen might mistakenly think that he was looking for some fanboys and girls to sign in, and confessed everything with a mournful face, "Xi As long as God is free, God will attend classes for you and organize your notes. Now His notes are a hot-selling product for our professionals. Many people come to me to copy them, and the industry chain has expanded to freshmen and sophomores , I made a small fortune by reselling notes.”

After speaking, he raised two fingers and swore to the lamp: "It's not that I concealed it on purpose, it's because God Xi didn't let me tell it before. I always thought he was going to tell you personally to surprise you."

Tsk tsk tsk, Liu Chuan is really a little genius who made his fortune from his roommates.

Feng Chen couldn't help cursing "Fuck" in a low voice.

He said why Shen Xi has been so busy lately, he has endless classes every day, so half of the time is spent worrying about studying for him—God knows that whenever Feng Chen is in school recently, he will excuse his inability to write and ask the children to accompany him Watching the courseware and taking notes together, he wondered why the children’s note-taking style was so familiar, but the photos of notes that Liu Chuan posted in Moments every day were all produced by “deck cards”.

It's fucking superfluous.

Isn't it fun to do something meaningful in bed with a child who spends double the time studying with him?

Feng Chen stood up and strode out.

"Brother Chen, where are you going?" Seeing Feng Chen going out with a cold face, Liu Chuan peed in fright, and hurriedly moved Shen Xi out to protect himself, "Is God Xi coming back from class soon? Let's go, Brother Chen, wait for Xishen in the dormitory, I will sign in for you at night, and I promise not to disturb your two lives."

As he said that, he hurriedly packed his things, but just as he grabbed an apple and was about to stuff it into his schoolbag, Feng Chen pulled his coat and hat back.

"No need." Feng Chen glanced at him and reminded him calmly, "It's not too late to leave after ten o'clock in the evening."

Liu Chuan first said "Ah?" in a daze, and immediately understood: "Ah! Brother Chen, come on!"

Feng Chen ignored Liu Chuan's wretched smile, took out his mobile phone while walking outside, clicked on the shopping cart, checked out the small things that had been in it for a long time, and placed an order - his hands are almost ready, and some things can also be put on the agenda right?

Damn, Young Master Feng endured very hard, and there was always the illusion that it was for nothing.

The twilight outside the window was getting darker, the orange street lamps exuded a soft halo, and a black figure hurriedly walking was reflected on the ground, Feng Chen stepped on the moonlight made of water to go to the Faculty Building of the Law School, just when he arrived downstairs, the get out of class bell rang suddenly .

He simply slowed down his pace, because he knew that Shen Xi had the habit of asking the teacher questions after class, so Feng Chen unhurriedly made way for the swarming students, during which time he rejected dozens of students with cold eyes. Passers-by asked for signatures, and before they reached the classroom, they saw Shen Xi who had just come down from the podium from a distance.

As soon as the teacher left, only Shen Xi could be seen in the empty classroom. He started to pack his schoolbag with his back to the door, holding a mobile phone in one hand, as if he was typing.

Immediately afterwards, Feng Chen's phone rang.

[Small stammer]: I'm out of class, what do you want to eat tonight?

Young Master Feng's three meals a day are taken by Shen Xi, and he doesn't even move his hands. Every day, he is just a good-for-nothing who waits for someone to feed him. Now when a child asks him what to eat, the wolf's paw hidden in his heart immediately twitches. , flirtatiously towards Shen Baa, who is still ignorant.

He slightly raised his eyebrows and typed a word.

[D Chen]: You.

"Buzz-hum-" The slight vibration echoed in the quiet classroom, Feng Chen walked in through the back door without a sound, and saw Shen Xi unlocking the screen clearly, and when he clicked on the message he sent him, his ears instantly famous.

Little stutterer is really thin-skinned, even though he hasn't seen Feng Chen yet, his face is flushed by him through the screen, it makes people feel numb.

Feng Chen raised his lips silently, suppressed the deep tears in his eyes with a smile, approached Shen Xi, and lightly patted Shen Xi's left shoulder. Seeing that the child turned his head to the left in doubt, he stubbornly approached him from the right, Steal a sweet kiss on his cheek.

Shen Xi was shocked, turned around and saw it was Feng Chen, then gave him a helpless and doting glance, and said softly: "Why, why are you here now?"

"Too hungry." Feng Chen's breath gently wrapped around the tip of Shen Xi's nose, and said unhurriedly, "I can't wait to eat something delicious."

Shen Xi looked up ignorantly, before he understood what Feng Chen meant by delicious food, he was sent to the cloud by his violent kiss.

His heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and his body softened suddenly, he subconsciously leaned back, and was immediately held firmly by Feng Chen's waist.

Feng Chen smiled and carried Shen Xi to the table, his right arm was still firmly protecting Shen Xi, and his left hand clasped the back of his neck, deepening the kiss.

He kissed domineeringly, yet gently, and walked, walked, and teased along the familiar city without haste, and within a moment, he gently and softly destroyed Shen Xi's little reason.

Shen Xi's whole body was floating above the clouds, all he knew was that he was instinctively holding Feng Chen tightly. After a long time, he managed to regain a sliver of reason and then suddenly sobered up. He covered his forehead in shame and anger, and said incoherently: "Yes, there is surveillance."

Tsk, not paying attention, it seems that the kiss was not deep enough.

Feng Chen narrowed his eyes slightly, and stubbornly bit Shen Xi's soft lips, punishing the child who was not attentive enough, but he obediently carried Shen Xi off the table, without letting go, went straight to the door and pressed the switch, In the classroom that suddenly became dark, he arrived at Shen Xi again.

"There is still class in the evening?" Feng Chen's left hand was still firmly protecting the back of Shen Xi's head, and he approached Shen Xi with his breath, entangled with his lips in the night.

The rationality that Shen Xi had just regained was thrown away again, the only thing he could remember at the moment was that there was a professional class for Feng Chen in the evening, so he nodded subconsciously.

Feng Chen laughed silently, his amber eyes raised slightly with the flying eyebrows, and immediately filled with a doting smile.

"Classes are so boring, let's play something interesting?" Feng Chen rubbed against Shen Xi lightly, and when he successfully teased the child in his arms to the point where he was helpless and unable to resist, he whispered in his ear, "For example, Xishen can teach me on the bed, what is the Pythagorean law, the pinching criterion, and how to do the Lagrange theorem."

The author has something to say: Note: 1) PSIloveyou, "Note: I Love You" is an old movie, very touching, if you are interested, you can watch it;

2) In the previous chapter, I saw some cute questions. Let me explain them in a unified way. The existence and disappearance of Qishui are all pudding’s private creation (in other words, they are all pudding’s fiction and deceit, cover your face), It's very different from the real situation. I really need to see a doctor and take medicine. It's very painful. I hope the cuties don't take it too seriously. I love you!

Thanks to "Qian Liuli", "Ning Zhi.", "Che Shiyi", "Qing Chuan." and all the little cuties who supported the pudding.

ps: Actually, when I wrote about Qishui, Pudding felt very uncomfortable. Here, I would like to give a hug to all the cuties who like Qishui and feel sorry for Qishui. Although I am sorry, Pudding cannot give him a perfect ending. Because Qishui is Qishui, and Shen Xi is Shen Xi, as Qishui said, the emotional world cannot accommodate a third soul, so it is impossible for Qishui and Shen Xi to exist at the same time. Shen Xi will not be the original Shen Xi, the unique Shen Xi that Feng Chen loves very much.

pps: Qishui’s attitude towards feelings is the attitude that Pudding himself admires the most. He loves passionately, pursues bravely, never regrets even if he gets hurt, and will leave proudly after being rejected (of course, the premise cannot be a third party. ), I hope all the little cuties can have a happy love that will be responded to~