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There was a gentle breeze, and through the narrow gap of the thin window, a long and narrow figure was drawn on the floor. The shadow was very thin and trembling slightly. He stretched out his hand tremblingly, wanting to touch Feng Chen, but it was within reach. The twilight is only a short distance away, as if it is hopelessly frozen in the darkness, and it will never be close.

Feng Chen recovered from the aphasia-like shock, immediately grabbed a blanket on the sofa, wrapped it around Qi Shui, clasped his wrist with one hand, and said sharply: "Are you crazy?!"

Qishui smiled wryly, raised his eyes full of pious enthusiasm, as if praying: "You said that the best gift is myself,"

Feng Chen: "..."

At that time, he didn't know that Xiaojieba had become Qishui!grass!

Feng Chen pressed Qishui on the sofa, endured the pain in his legs and stepped back to the opposite side, keeping a distance from Qishui.

Qi Shui was deeply hurt by his attitude as if he was facing a great enemy. Qi Shui had never been so frustrated like now, he almost looked at Feng Chen with that kind of almost despairing eyes, and said in a panic: "You don't want to Do you want it? You like Shen Xi so you don’t want to have sex with him? Why can’t I? Obviously we did it from the beginning. It’s over..."

It is said that boys are lower-body animals, and that love and sex can be completely separated, but this sentence does not apply to Feng Chen——for Feng Chen, all intimacy can only happen on the basis of liking. Basically, if you don't have feelings, you won't get up at all.

Therefore, when Feng Chen was awake, he could not only control himself, but he was always cruel to people he didn't like. If it wasn't for the fact that this face was Shen Xi whom he loved, he would have thrown Qi Shui away with one hand. It's outside.

Feng Chen said with a cold face: "There are not so many reasons, I don't like you."

I know you don't like me, but I thought you liked this body...

A strong sourness surged in Qi Shui's throat, and his fingertips were pinched blue and white. He raised his eyes, let go of his thin lips that were almost bitten, looked at Feng Chen expectantly for the last time, and said softly: "If, This is how I saw you at the beginning, will you like me?"

Feng Chen was stunned for a moment, he had never considered this question before, after being suddenly mentioned by Qi Shui and had to think about it seriously, he finally shook his head resolutely: "No."

Qishui had heard Feng Chen's rejection many times, but this time, it was the last support to take away the soul, and all thoughts were lost.

After an unknown amount of time, Qi Shui managed to recover a sliver of reason from his collapsed mind. He tried his best to straighten his body so that he didn't look so groggy, and stared blankly at Feng Chen with eyes full of sadness: "Why? Don't you like this face, don't you like this body?"

"I like it." Feng Chen answered decisively, he had to admit that he really fell in love with this face at first sight at first sight, but it was Shen Xi's unique soul that fell in love with him again.

Maybe for others there is no difference between Qi Shui and Shen Xi, but for Feng Chen, there will always be only one Shen Xi.

The stars in Qishui's eyes burned instantly, with glowing fluorescent lights, but soon, they were completely extinguished by Feng Chen's second sentence.

"But you are not him."

In just five words, it taught Qi Shui to wake up completely from the absurd dream - the moment of pleasure he prayed for was after all a self-deception of the flower in the mirror and the moon in the water.

Feng Chen's indifference that melted unconsciously when he mentioned Shen Xi, and his absent-minded perfunctory when he was with him, wasn't it enough for him to realize the cruel truth?It's not that two people who look the same can have the same feelings.

He always thought that what he missed was the wrong start, but he didn't know that as early as the day he met Feng Chen, fate had already written the ending that they would miss by the slightest.

Thin clouds and mist lingered in the night sky, carrying the sun that was about to break through the window screen, and fell into the room that was as quiet as an abyss. Qi Shui raised his eyes and waved his fingertips lightly in the air. He was the only one from beginning to end. The wish list that I knew, or the last wish before death, closed the last item that would never be completed, and disappeared.

"When I saw Shen Xi, tell him that I love him very much." Qi Shui looked at Feng Chen with attachment for the last time, solemnly and extremely restrained, suppressed the mist in his eyes, and whispered, "He I took away his past, and his future, I hope you can take good care of him for me."

There seemed to be a very soft voice saying, why not stay?

Qi Shui moved his Adam's apple slowly, and smiled wryly.

Why stay?

His appearance was never to hurt Shen Xi, but to protect him was the only reason why he came to this world. If there must be someone who breaks the deadlock first in this game that is destined not to coexist, he chooses to leave by himself.

Feng Chen instinctively frowned, saw that Qishui turned around after talking to him, put on his clothes, closed the computer, looked around slowly, and then walked to the window, staring at him with his slightly upturned face. The sky that was about to be filled with sunrise seemed to be in a silent trance. After a long time, he turned his head and smiled softly at Feng Chen.

Goodbye, myalmostlover.

The light finally splits the night, travels through the vast universe, and reaches the vast planet that has never been touched by anyone. At the same time, something falls into nothingness at this moment.

Without a trace.

Feng Chen was still leaning against the wall staring behind Qi Shui in a daze, and then he saw those slightly bent eyes, he closed them gently, and when he opened them again, he was a little dazed, but with the same clarity as always: "Feng Chen , Feng Chen?"

It's Shen Xi.

Feng Chen immediately stepped forward, hugged Shen Xi tightly in his arms with one hand, lost his tone as if he was holding the most precious jewel in the world, and kissed Shen Xi's ear: "It's me."

"Where are we now?" Shen Xi had a headache, rubbed his temples and looked around blankly. Before Feng Chen could speak, he suddenly realized that they were in Qishui's room at the moment, his eyes opened wide, A bad premonition faintly emerged, "Where is Qi, Qishui? Isn't he going to meet someone? Did you see him? Why isn't he here?"

Feng Chen was speechless: "..."

This is so fucking tricky, how to explain to the child that he accidentally fucked a fan before, and that the fan is the child himself? ? ?

No fucking tongue twister is that complicated.

Feng Chen rubbed his nose, took Shen Xi's hand and sat down on the sofa, and decided to make a detour first: "Are you hungry? Do you want to eat something first?"

Shen Xi shook his head, seeing that Feng Chen seemed a little hungry, he stood up and prepared to cook for Feng Chen.

Open the refrigerator, it is empty.

Shen Xi stood there blankly, staring at the empty refrigerator. At this moment, he felt more strongly than ever before that Qishui really seemed to be gone.

He's not coming back, never again.

Shen Xi started to look for the phone with trembling fingers, his fingertips were trembling uncontrollably because he refused to accept it, Feng Chen sensed something was wrong with Shen Xi, immediately stepped forward to pat him gently, and pulled him into his arms, Holding Shen Xi's wrist firmly with the palm of his hand, he whispered, "Don't be afraid."

Shen Xi's floating heart calmed down a little, he unlocked the phone and clicked into the folder shared by the two of them, but there was no new news.

Shen Xi didn't give up, and flipped through it from beginning to end, but the latest message still remained on the sentence Qi Shui left when he drove Qi Shui away last time, "What's wrong?"

He really left without even saying hello and leaving without saying goodbye.

Why did I drive him away with my own hands, but there was no relief at all as I imagined, but it was like being tightly strangled by the throat, unable to cry or shout.

When Feng Chen saw Shen Xi who was completely in a puppet state, his heart ached terribly, but he didn't dare to provoke him, so he could only hold Shen Xi tightly in his arms, and coaxed softly: "Before he leaves, let me tell you You, say that he loves you very much."

Shen Xi's eyes finally moved slowly, and there was a warm, hot, uncontrollable mist. He raised his eyes, looked at Feng Chen in a daze, and felt like a knife twisting in his heart: "When he left, didn't he feel very sad? sad?"

Feng Chen was speechless, probably, how could a person who was rejected be in a better mood.

"It has nothing to do with you." Feng Chen took all the responsibility on himself very frankly, telling the truth, "Do you still remember what I told you that I slept with a fan?"

Shen Xi nodded mechanically, not knowing why Feng Chen mentioned this suddenly.

"This fan is Qishui." Feng Chen leaned against Shen Xi's forehead, kissed his eyes tenderly, and told Shen Xi the whole thing in a complicated tone, "I didn't know until yesterday that he was with you. It's that kind of relationship."

Shen Xi didn't understand at first, as if he could understand these words separately, but he didn't know how to digest the too much information involved.

Until Feng Chen met his gaze again, looked at him without blinking, and reflected his figure in the depths of the vortex: "Although I regret what happened before I met you, but I'm very glad that the fan I fucked was you."

Shen Xi's long reflex arc finally circled the whole earth, his eyes were wide open, his voice trembled slightly because of unbelievable surprise: "So, the person Qishui wants to meet is you?! I'm not unclean, am I? ?”

Feng Chen smiled softly, nodded, hugged the lost and recovered treasure tightly into his arms, and kissed Shen Xi: "You have always been the only one, always."

The light, soft, extended kiss smoothed away the warm mist in Shen Xi's eyes. Until now, Qishui's anomaly, the quarrel that broke out suddenly during the Chinese New Year, and why he insisted on letting him take Feng Chen with him, everything Doubts dissipated.

Shen Xi's heart was full of violent ups and downs. On the one hand, he was extremely glad that Qi Shui and he loved the same person, and on the other hand, he felt extremely guilty for Qi Shui's voluntary departure.

But at this time, this ending, which is not a happy but optimal solution, seems to have finally settled.

Shen Xi closed his eyes extremely slowly, silently suppressed the loss in his heart, and embraced Feng Chen.

"Buzz-hum-" The sudden vibration of the phone woke up Shen Xi and Feng Chen. Shen Xi found the phone, and when he saw the new message that popped up on the screen, his eyes widened.

[You have a new email from Qishui, please check it. 】

The author has something to say: Thanks to "Che Shiyi" who watered Wenwen and the cuties who have been waiting for a long time, bow!Sorry for Pudding’s recent update due to work reasons and personal physical conditions. The number of words is small and unstable. I’m sorry to the cuties. There’s nothing more I can do. I’ll send a small red envelope to the cuties who commented on this chapter to express my apologies. Well, love you all the time!