Loving you is an unrepentant journey

The big house of Yi's house was built around 2000, and after that, some decorations were modified according to Yi's mother's preferences. The whole house is a combination of Chinese and Western, and the layout is warm.

But Yi Qian didn't have much familiarity with this place.

When this house was built, he was attending high school in City B. After high school, he went abroad to study. He only lived here once a year during the holidays.And when he finished his studies and returned to China, he didn't stay here for long. Not long after he came back, he was thinking about what to do well. His father asked him to go to the lower level of his group to practice, so that he could be his brother's right-hand man in the future and contribute to his family's career. do one's best.

Yi Qian was unwilling right away, he had no interest in his own property at all, and he couldn't bear the restraint, so he had a fight with the old man, and the old man didn't have any good looks towards him afterwards.

He quickly took the savings he had saved over the years to tinker with his car dealership.

Running a car dealership is not his interest, but he needs to get away from home, so he has to have his own business. As for the car dealership, he is more familiar with it, has a way, and can do it well, so he just goes about it.

After all, he was born in a merchant's family, and he has been familiar with it since he was a child. He is also very familiar with starting his own small business, and knows all kinds of key points, so that he will not be deceived by others. Although he has suffered a lot, the business has not lost money. Excessive.

Since then, he has separated from the family, bought a house to live in, and moved out of the family.After moving out, only come back at certain special times.

Calculated in this way, the time he lived in this house was really not long.

And he is a thoughtful and affectionate person, so it is really difficult for him to have a feeling of belonging to this place in such a short period of time.

Speaking of which, he grew up the same way, where he always went to school, and lived in a nearby house, with his mother and nanny, but he felt vague about where his home was.

He asked his mother when he was a child, where is their family? A house in City B, or a house in City Z.

His mother said that wherever his father wanted to settle down, their home would be there.

But his dad doesn't like him, he's afraid of him, and it's a fucking home that doesn't feel like his.

Yi Qian sat in a daze in the living room, Yi's mother was a little worried, and didn't know what to say. She knew that she couldn't persuade her son to obey his father's wishes, but she couldn't persuade his father, or she couldn't disobey his father's wishes , So while she felt that she had let her husband down and failed to teach her children well, at the same time she felt that she could not help her son gain autonomy. I am sorry for her son. She is a gentle and considerate person, but the more she is like this, the more difficult it is for both sides.

Mother Yi brought tea to her son and asked him, "Xiao Qian, what are you thinking about?"

Yi Qian held the tea and didn't drink it, and said, "I don't know what elder brother is talking to Lu Feng, it's been so long and I haven't finished."

Mother Yi said: "I won't make things difficult for him, don't worry."

Yi Qian smiled, at this moment, the hall door was pushed open by the driver, and the old man walked in.

His face was expressionless, and his whole body was full of momentum, as if he was engulfed in the cold winter outside the house and rolled into the hall.

"Ah, you're back." Mother Yi got up immediately and greeted him.

Yi Qian also stood up, took two steps towards the old man, and called him, "Dad."

The old man looked at Yi Qian, and Yi Qian knew that his father didn't like him making fancy dresses, so he came back wearing a black sweater and trousers, looking very solemn.

But if the old man doesn't like him, it's not how he dresses that can be changed.

He frowned, who was still expressionless, and said, "You know how to come back."

When Yi Qian met him, his heart was blocked like a big rock, and he said: "If you want to see me, I will come back."

The old man snorted coldly and said, "Come to the study with me."

There is a nanny at home, and talking in the living room is a public scandal, so it is natural to go to the study.

However, his tone of ordering his subordinates made Yi Qianxin blocked again, but he resisted the urge to reply and followed.

Walking into the study, Yi's mother personally brought the tea. After Yi Qian took the tea, Yi's mother signaled him with her eyes not to talk back to the old man, but to follow him first. Yi Qian smiled and nodded to her, expressing her knew.

When Yi's mother left, she closed the door. Yi Qian walked up to the old man with the tray, put the teapot and cups on the coffee table, and then sat down opposite the old man.

He poured tea and put it in front of the old man, and said, "Dad, drink tea."

The old man said: "You know how to waste energy on these things. If you have the heart to do the real thing, what can't you do well?"

Although what he said was harsh, Yi Qian was already used to it, and it was really difficult for him to have any psychological fluctuations.

When he first started the car dealership, he wanted to show it to the old man and refute his useless arguments, but the car dealership was doing well, and the old man didn't agree with it at all, and still thought he was not doing his job properly.

Yi Qian knew that the old man's main job was to inherit the family's business, and that everything else was trivial, so he couldn't agree with it, but he had no intention of arguing with him.

Seeing that Yi Qian didn't respond, the old man became angry again: "What's the matter, who do you want to show this look to, you can't be more straightforward like a big man, look at your squirm and chirp."

Yi Qian couldn't bear it any longer, and said, "Dad, if you have something to say, just say it, don't blame me with irrelevant words. And what you said is very sexist."

Old man: "..."

The old man is not the kind of person whose leader talks endlessly outside, on the contrary, he cherishes his words like gold, but as long as he is facing his younger son, he is easy to get angry - if Yi Qian disagrees with him and quarrels with him, it will naturally be Being very disrespectful and unfilial makes people angry; if Yi Qian holds his breath and keeps silent, the old man can see that he is slanderous and frivolous, so he will still be angry-so the final result is that no matter whether Yi Qian speaks or not, He had to teach his son a lesson, otherwise Yi Qian's situation would only get worse.

The old man resisted the urge to beat Yi Qian with a stick, and said with a sneer, "I don't expect you to do anything like this, but can you restrain yourself so that you don't embarrass your family with your moral corruption?"

Yi Qian was concerned about Lu Feng's side in his heart, and he didn't want to really quarrel with the old man, so he went straight to the topic and said calmly: "I have no self-discipline and moral corruption. I don't know who charged me with this crime. The outside world The general public, or you? Since you are charged with this crime, then you are saying, what did I do wrong? I am gay and I like men? So it is wrong?"

The old man said with a sullen face: "I know what you want to say, don't tell me that you like men and can't be with women, and don't tell me that same-sex people in foreign countries can get married, and don't tell me that you have human rights. You just have to Think about it, as a descendant of the Yi family, there is nothing wrong with the Yi family, but you have made the Yi family famous like this, and you let your parents and elder brother be laughed at in front of people outside, saying that it is my Yi family's tutoring problem, no Teach you well and make you what you are now, tell me whether you are worthy of your family."

Yi Qian looked at him, feeling powerless, and said, "Then what do you want me to do?"

"What did you say I would ask you to do? I see you like this. If you come home to do things, I'm afraid you won't be able to do anything. I don't count on you anymore. But don't go out to shame yourself, you and you Now that boyfriend hastened to break up and find a woman to live a good life. There is no shortage of you in the family." The old man said firmly.

Yi Qian was so powerless that he had nothing to say, he looked at the old man with a wry smile and said, "Then why don't you just issue a notice saying that I'm unfilial and expel me from Yi's house."

"You..." The old man was so angry that his eyes were sharp, and he really wanted to beat him up.

Yi Qian smiled very happily, but his eyes were very sad, and said: "I know, it's useless to say anything to you, maybe I can't understand your painstaking efforts, and you can't understand me either. Let's not force it, You will be fine without my son."

"You've always been like this. You're irresponsible, weak, and you want to run away from things. How can you say that? Well, why don't you go to a lawyer? Ah!" The old man suppressed his temper at first, At this time, I couldn't hold it anymore, I grabbed the teacup on the table and threw it towards Yi Qian. Yi Qian let the cup of tea hit him on the head. It was sixty or seventy degrees, and when it was spilled, it splashed on his face and body. Although it was only slightly hot, it gave Yi Qian a painful feeling of being scalded to the bone.

Seeing him picking up the teacup that fell on the floor, and then reaching for a tissue to wipe his face and clothes, the old man became even more angry, "You are non-violent non-cooperation, right? Ah! You have the ability to say no." You are a descendant of the Yi family, what right do you have to say such things, ah! You were born in the Yi family, is there anything wrong with the Yi family? Does everything in the family follow your mind? What do you want to do, let you do what you want, is this worthy of you?"

Yi Qian frowned in pain and looked at the old man, his heart was as desolate as a desert, and said, "Dad, what am I in your heart? Am I a person with thoughts, feelings and a life of my own? Or am I just a life In Yijia, so it can only be used for Yijia? Shouldn't I have any right to choose?"

The old man was about to refute him, when he saw water stains on Yi Qian's wiped face again, and tears flowed from his eyes, but Yi Qian smiled and said, "Have you ever loved? Did you treat me as a Has your son ever loved? Or do I have to conform to your requirements before you will love me?"