If the fleeting year has not come

No matter what happens, the gears of time move forward without hesitation.On the last weekend of September, I arrived at Cadu to watch the concert as agreed. I originally agreed to come with Gu Yiyan, but the tsundere man asked me to come first.

I don't know what Gu Yiyan has been busy with these days, so I can only hand him the ticket and embark on the journey of Cadu by myself.

I stayed in a hotel near the gymnasium one day in advance. When I went in and out of several surrounding hotels, I was wearing black T-shirts with logos. Everyone came for the same purpose.

Sure enough, as Gu Yiyan said, the world’s corn is a family, and people from all over the country gather here, as if spontaneously holding a grand carnival. No matter where you are, you can see people from different cities walking together. I felt a little lonely among them after walking around in circles.

It is a signal that can be understood with a glance, and can be understood with a nod. It seems to be the most basic relationship between people, a tacit understanding between people of the same way.

For Chengdu, a slow-paced city that is especially suitable for life, my biggest impression is that it only costs [-] yuan to eat a large pot of skewers.When I left after paying the bill, I felt very guilty. I always felt that the store had made a mistake in the calculation, and I struggled to ask him to do the calculation again. In the end, I received the inexplicable stares from the other party. There are not many people who are as straightforward as me these days.

I wandered around Kuanzhai Alley by myself with nothing to do, and felt that the more famous the scenic spot, the easier it is to deceive outsiders. The food is not as delicious as it is said in the legend. Only a few ancient houses of Ming and Qing Dynasties are sold, but unfortunately I am not interested at all.Of course, it is also possible that my way of playing is wrong.

But in any case, I have a very good image of the city of Chengdu, probably a person with a laid-back personality like me is especially suitable to stay here.

Thinking of this, I remembered the agreement I had made with Su Zi many years ago, and we would go back to our hometown to farm and raise chickens together.It is estimated that she would agree at that time, just for the occasion, without thinking about my sincerity at all.

When I went out at [-]:[-] p.m. on the day of the concert, the roads were already congested. Ant-like crowds were densely distributed around the officialdom. There were face groups, selfies and live video broadcasts. I felt that everyone enjoyed this party. .

I ate something casually at a nearby hotel. This was the first time I went to a concert by myself. Before, I was with Aunt Ye. Although she couldn’t sing many songs, she definitely couldn’t lose to the professional Mifensi when she made a fuss.

Gu Yiyan hasn't called me until now, I don't know if he missed the plane or something.I went to collect the support items distributed by the support club, and I sat down on the side of the road to wait for time, and feel the joyful atmosphere by the way, anyway, everyone is sitting on the ground like this.

Don't look at a bunch of people outside waiting for the opening to be chaotic as if there is no order, but when they actually enter the venue, they are orderly and orderly.

Walking along the crowd all the way to the venue, there was a small bag of things, posters, fluorescent sticks, and a small beige-colored envelope on the VIP seat in the infield. I don’t know what a special surprise it was.I put the envelope in my backpack, took out my phone and started taking pictures everywhere, wondering if I should make a call to check on Gu Yiyan's situation.

The stage construction this time is very meaningful. The set composed of four numbers in 2005 seems to symbolize the [-]th anniversary. Returning to Chengdu, the city where life and dreams start, is probably the meaning of not forgetting the original intention.

The seat on the left was empty, and Gu Yiyan hadn't come yet.On the right side sat a man in his early twenties, took a few symbolic photos with his mobile phone and then sat there in a daze, looking bored.

"Are you alone?" The man seemed really bored and struck up a conversation with me.

"My friend hasn't arrived yet, are you alone?" Waiting and waiting, I answered.

"No, my girlfriend is in the first row. She said it was a waste of tickets for me to sit in the front, so she exchanged my ticket with a girl she met online." The man smiled awkwardly, rubbed his head and continued, " But I really don't have any interest, but she likes it."

If this word gets out, I don’t know how many people who didn’t get the tickets will feel sorry for them. The crooked tickets are harder to get than the Olympic tickets.

"That's it..." I was not good at chatting, so I didn't know how to continue.

"So, if I fall asleep later, you won't blame me, will you?" the man asked tentatively.

"Uh, no, after all, everyone has different hobbies." I was in a mess.In fact, he held back for a long time and told me so much, just to remind me that he might fall asleep, so I don't mind?

Well, I said I was speechless and the short conversation ended with no.As if he had my promise, the man became more confident, and began to take a nap with his backpack in his arms.I was thinking that if I took a picture and posted it on Weibo, would it cause a piece of corn to hold grudges.

There were 5 minutes before I left the venue, and I turned my head to look at the entrance anxiously. When I called Gu Yiyan, my phone was turned off, and the link was lost at a critical moment.

Until the countdown words appeared on the big screen, the audience shouted louder and louder, and a familiar figure appeared within the field of vision.

The weather has been gloomy all day, and it seems that it will rain at any time.The mood of the audience rose with the beige-colored silver moonlight on the stage, and my mood also fluctuated because of the sun running towards me.

I think I probably don't love the man on the stage as much as the man running towards me.

It is said that the beige-colored suit was specially designed by Givenchy for this concert. It is said that several sets of costumes for this performance came from private orders of top international brands. I think I will regret if I miss the beautiful scenery in front of me.

But compared to this kind of regret that can be made up by video data, if I want to miss the person next to me, I will regret it so much that I can't make it up.

Tall and thin, with elegant light makeup, she looks a little charming under the dim light.Wearing a T-shirt with the same logo as me, a thin transparent raincoat, and holding a fluorescent stick and a palm lamp with crooked characters on it, Su Zi came prepared.

"Why are you here!" Regardless of the sideways glances of the people in the front row, I asked a little excitedly.

"Come if you have a ticket." Su Zi said lightly.

I gave Gu Yiyan the ticket, and I don't know whether the relationship between her and Gu Yiyan should be described as acquaintance but unfamiliar or subtle embarrassment.But Gu Yiyan actually gave her the ticket, which shows that Gu Yiyan's shutdown was premeditated.

"I seem to have a low IQ and be easy to deceive?"

"It's okay." Su Zi smiled calmly, and pointed to the stage, "Didn't you come to see her, why are you always staring at me?"

She curled her lips self-deprecatingly, where did she get the confidence to feel that I am still in the mood to focus on the performance on stage.In other words, she was clearly here to disturb my hearing on purpose, why did she pretend to be innocent.

"Don't you think you owe me an explanation?" I stared straight at her, hoping she would say something to end the repetition that can drive people crazy during this period.

"Really?" Su Zi picked up the ending, and Su Zi didn't intend to say anything nutritious.

She owes me more than one explanation. Too many strange things have happened recently, and the answer seems to be coming out, and I feel that there is something missing to prove it.Probably only through Suzi himself, or Gu Yiyan himself, can I get a definite answer as the person involved.

"Yes." I nodded.

Regarding Suzi's frivolous attitude during this period, I really wanted to push her against the wall and ask questions, but she always avoided it casually.

"Go and ask Gu Yiyan." Su Zi looked back at me with a smile, "I gave him a chance, but unfortunately he couldn't do it himself, so that's it."

What does it mean to give Gu Yiyan a chance? It means that because Gu Yiyan likes me, she chooses to avoid it for a while and take care of Gu Yiyan's fortune?But what right does she have to do this? In her eyes, I am a commodity or a thing, and can be handed over to others at will.In other words, she just has such self-confidence that she feels that I will not run away with other people.

"Maybe you can open the skylight and speak up." I think my patience is at its limit.

What song was sung on stage, "I Didn't Know I'd Meet You in 1987", followed by "The Moon Is Like a Lemon", praising a love that had been delayed for more than 30 years.It used to be my favorite song, but now it sounds a little ironic.

"Guess." Su Zi calmly spit out two words and then stopped talking. She looked at the stage intently, as if nothing had happened.

I made a bet with Gu Yiyan on who would get me in the end, because I was thinking about her all the time, so Gu Yiyan lost, quit automatically, handed over the concert tickets to Su Zi, and made up with him, this is all the plot I can think of .

Then, after so long repeated torture, just one sentence for me to guess, can resolve the embarrassment and estrangement generated invisibly, that's what she thinks.

Why don't you go to the sky and stand side by side with the sun from now on.I really wanted to slam this sentence on her face, but in the end I could only think about it in my heart, and felt that it was great to reconcile without any backbone.

It's probably because of my weak character and my wandering in the imaginary world of emotions that Su Zi has the confidence to do these absurd things.I spurned myself in my heart, but there was nothing I could do about her.

"When did you come?" I asked calmly, with a little helplessness.For her, and for myself.

"Yesterday, you were in the first class, and I was in the economy class at the back." Su Zi smiled, her eyes still looking at the stage, "You sat in the lounge until the last to get on the plane, and I was already queuing in the departure hall , and this is our gap."

I looked at Suzi in surprise, when did she start to care about these things, this unstoppable gap in manpower is the reason why she treats me so close?