If the fleeting year has not come

Rumors always spread faster than expected. The next day, the news that Gu Nanshen found a girlfriend spread throughout the Academy of Fine Arts. Fortunately, I usually keep a low profile and am not outstanding among a group of beauties who know how to dress up carefully. People I just vaguely know that there is such a person, but I don't know who it is.

There are rumors that Gu Nanshen's girlfriend is a guy with tiger stripes on his arms. I smiled contemptuously. Humans with fish lips are not stripes, but I have no intention of wasting my tongue to give them insight.

As he himself agreed, Gu Yiyan quickly selected the courses and sent them to me, carefully reminding which courses can be taken together, and which ones must be taken other courses and cannot be selected according to his courses.It is said that the teachers in each semester are slightly different, and they are better teachers when they encounter professional courses, which is very helpful to students.

Taking care of Yiyan's reminder, Gong Yu and I completed the course selection under the jealous eyes of the Chu sisters. You must know that the freshmen's understanding of the school's teachers is mostly hearsay, far less practical than their old fritters who have been around for several years.

It is said that Gu Nanshen’s class selection schedule, which was widely circulated in the campus a few days later, is a revised version based on the basis that there is no conflict with our class. The half-truth and half-fake schedule alone is enough for a bunch of admirers to crowd. Rushing to choose courses.Of course, there are also careful people who raised doubts about why the male god chose the same course this semester and last semester. I guess the reason is mostly a small mistake when compiling the revised version.

After the military training session, Gu Yiyan actually came to our class in full view and gave me a cup of hand-made milk made by the male god. Even the training cap couldn't block a wave of eye attacks with a higher hatred value than a wave, but a certain culprit leisurely asked Gong Yu and me to have dinner.

Facts have proved that Gu Nanshen is also a scheming boy. In order to isolate me and win over my roommate, he actually invited the other three people in the dormitory. Rejecting him is ruthlessly depriving the other three people of the opportunity to have dinner with the male god. I can only dare to be angry He nodded in agreement without daring to speak.

The male god left contentedly, I hid behind Gong Yu and played with my mobile phone, pretending not to see the murderous knife who wanted to poke holes all over my body every minute, and waited for the lecture on stage to finish and go home.

People don't have a good thing to believe in. This is Suzi's latest circle of friends.I wanted to click in to see the specific release time and study what she was talking about, but found that when I clicked in again, the content of Moments had become a gray horizontal line.

I can't see the meaning of the circle of friends, either she blocked me, or deleted me as a friend, I think the second is more likely.So what is unbelievable is talking about me.

Just thinking about it like this, one after another overwhelming disappointment hits my heart, followed by a sense of powerlessness like collapse.Just because I said a few more words to Gu Yiyan and caused some meaningless rumors, she felt that I failed her and that I was not worthy of trust.

When I found out, a cold smile had climbed to the corner of my mouth and germinated on my face.

What did I say when she was having an affair with other people, chasing Wen Tianyi Late Autumn, or chasing someone I don't know, running around the world.I've always been so stupid as to die, trusting even I didn't believe it myself, and standing by the side and laughing stupidly.

Many people say that I am selfish and I don’t care about other people’s feelings. I only have myself in the world. I know these shortcomings better than anyone else, and I am also thinking about working hard to improve.So with so many shortcomings, I deserve to be played by someone who is more selfish than me.

When you are happy, call it over and play a few times, and if you are not happy, you will roll away.Could it be that I am a privately-raised pet, and I can only look at the owner at any time, only the owner is in the eyes of the owner, and I can't have a little bit of my temper at all if I take the owner's preferences as my own responsibility.

Yes, I used to be like this, the center and everything of my life was such a person.I also imagined that when others said that she had a bad temper, I could proudly say that I was so dissatisfied and held back, but she never gave me such a chance.In front of outsiders, we are always just good friends, and we can't go beyond the gap, even if she wears couple accessories that anyone with a discerning eye can see.

I'm not happy, I don't have anything to be happy about, but somehow I find that I'm not very sad, as if the ending that I've been preparing for for many years has finally come, but after the dust settles, I feel a strange sense of steadfastness.

Finally, there is no need to worry that she will get tired of it someday, she will get bored someday, and she will be discovered by others. The final ending is just a simple statement without a picture, and she didn't even give a formal notice. From then on, her There is no longer me in life, and someone will accompany her through the future that I have not had time to plan for me.

Thinking of this, a feeling of boredom in the chest seems to be coming out of the body, I don't want to cry or laugh, I just want to find a place to say a few words to An Yu, you are a sabi, and then go back to the dormitory to sleep, tomorrow is a new start.

"Hey, hey, Xiaoyu, why don't you scare me!" Gong Yu's voice brought back my wandering thoughts.

"Ah, I didn't do it..." I gave up, and suddenly found that it was difficult for me to speak a complete sentence.The screen of the phone that had been blacked out was filled with large water droplets. I looked up at the sky, and the sky in the imperial capital was gray every day, but it didn’t rain.But I don't like this kind of sky, why do I come here.

"What's the matter, what's wrong with you?" Gong Yu rummaged in his pocket a little at a loss, and found that there was nothing but the phone, so he could only touch my face with his sleeves, the rough camouflage uniform was rubbed The face hurts, "I didn't expect you to hate Gu Yiyan so much, at worst we won't go to dinner, don't do this."

It had nothing to do with Gu Yiyan, I shook my head, trying to speak but found it difficult to make a sound.What happened to this strange state, I had no idea at all, so I could only go back to the dormitory with the help of the flustered Gong Yu.What strange rumors will spread among the freshmen group, this is actually the first thought that came to my mind.

I always felt dizzy and unwilling to think about things. I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze.The wall above the head was originally graffitied with strange patterns by people from the previous sessions. After we checked in, we asked someone to paste the textured wallpaper in rice colors, and the whole bedroom showed a girlish color.They learned that I like beige color separation, so they specially asked someone to paste the four walls, even the ceiling.

There are still so many good people around me, but I foolishly look forward to the person who stands in front of me and will drift away to the sky at some point.I thumped my head, forcibly interrupting the thoughts that were about to fly to that person again.

"Headache?" Gong Yu immediately grabbed my hand.

"No..." I made a weak voice, and I shook my head.

Just a simple shaking of the head, but my head hurts like someone drilling holes around with an electric drill. I think I need to rest, both physically and mentally.

"My God, it's really you. I still don't believe what others say. What happened!" Chu Ge's voice broke through the door before he even entered.

"Could it be that bastard Gu Yiyan bullied you, my mother will fight with him!" Chu Yao was rarely excited.

"This time I support you, let's go together!" Before entering the door, Chu Ge said that the wind is like rain and he wants to go out, "This time, I have to let that guy kneel at the door of the girls' dormitory to admit his mistake."

"You guys can't do something serious first!" Gong Yu raised her voice and interrupted impatiently, "She has a fever, it's so hot."

It turned out that I had a fever. No wonder it had a headache and it also had a 3D colorful effect. I almost forgot the feeling of having a fever after not daring to get sick for a long time.But the inability to speak and the constant tears are also side effects. I said that I don’t have enough experience to understand.

"Send it to the school hospital? Why don't you call the hospital and ask them to pick you up by car." Chu Ge suggested.

"Don't..." Squeezing out two words from my dry throat, I gave the three of them a smile that I don't know if it's a smile, as if it took all the strength in my body.

Leaving from the military training graduation ceremony in tears has already caused a lot of rumors, and let the school hospital bring the ambulance over. After all, I still have the title of Gu Yiyan's girlfriend that everyone hates. I think I really can't get along in this school. down.And more importantly, I don't want to worry her who heard the rumors, such as saying that I am dying of illness, which will increase her psychological pressure in vain and make her sympathize again.Of course, there is also a possibility that she doesn't care at all, but I don't intend to delve into this aspect, life is already so difficult.

"Then what should I do, why don't you drink more water first?" Gong Yu asked anxiously.

"I'm going to boil the water." Chu Yao could basically keep calm, walked to the water dispenser and turned on the water switch.

"Gu Yiyan said he was trying to get in." Chu Ge dropped the explosive message, "I just called him and asked him to come and take responsibility."

Even if I jumped into the Yellow River, I couldn't wash it off. I had no choice but to close my eyes and wait for death.Gu Nanshen broke out of the girls' dormitory for me. The picture is so beautiful that I dare not even think about it. It is a hot topic when it spreads. Maybe in a few days, the vicious gossip about cohabitation without marriage and first pregnancy will explode. Who am I to offend? who.

"Don't..." I seem to be able to repeat these two words repeatedly.Wiping his eyes desperately, it must be the damn tears that frightened the roommates to their wits, and they couldn't do anything through their useless brains.

"I suddenly felt that it was a mistake to introduce Xiaoyu to Gu Yiyan." Gong Yu decisively admitted his mistake.

"Gu Yiyan is obviously a good person. What happened that we don't know that made it like this." Chu Ge frowned, and his voice was distressed and dissatisfied.

Poor Gu Nanshen, I have been shot so many times as your girlfriend, and now I will let you taste the feeling of being covered in arrows. You can't get rid of this pot.Although when asked later, my friends will say that I have no backbone and made myself sick because of a man, it is much better than being made by her.

I am the one who is sick, so why bother others.