If the fleeting year has not come

The farewell party was coming to an end, most of the people had enough food and drink, the smell of alcohol drifted into the air under the light of the bonfire, it was a blessing that no one made trouble and got through safely.

The last project is that the crowd will surround the bonfire in the middle, one by one shoulders, and dance in circles to the music like a train. In the end, all participants will receive a bottle of water filled with paint around the stage, and each bottle will be burned The night's bonfire was extinguished.Although it is not practical to extinguish a bonfire that is several people tall in this way, people still enjoy participating in it.

"Did you cause a commotion in the past?" I forced myself to be interested, and asked teasingly, "According to what they say, you are a great college god."

"I think you are more likely to lead the trend." Gu Yiyan blinked mysteriously, and naturally took my hand and walked towards the bonfire.

Has anyone told you that your way of flirting with girls is so perfect, silently looking at the hand being held without any violation, I complained in my heart.Probably because I was disappointed with something, there was always a voice in my head teasing me, maybe it would be better to change someone, after all, I just happened to like that person, maybe I can like someone else.

If you like a man, at least you won't bother the people around you so much, and you won't have to struggle so hard to get rid of that person's conflicts.Thinking about it this way, I am not so disgusted by the fact that my hand is being held.

Although Gu Yiyan's double quotient is really touching, his self-contained gentlemanly demeanor must be recognized and given 32 likes.Probably noticing my distraction, Gu Yiyan deliberately slowed down his pace, avoiding obstacles and rubbish on the ground, so that I could think about the twists and turns of my mind without being tripped.

"What should I do? I don't want others to be with you, and I don't want you to be with others." After arriving at the destination, Gu Yiyan pursed his lips in distress.

"But the rules of this project are like this." Being incomprehensible has always been my traditional characteristic, perfect defense against some intentional or unintentional teasing.

"In this case, let's take a look." Gu Yiyan who refused to join the crowd pulled me aside.

The young men and women who twisted their bodies with the world-renowned music almost entered a state of ecstasy. On the contrary, we stood out of the crowd and seemed a little awkward. People passing by always glanced at us intentionally or unintentionally.Among them, there are not a few people who know Gu Yiyan, all kinds of eyes are like searchlights, and I feel like I am on my back.Looking at the man next to him with a gentle smile on his face, I decided he did it on purpose.

"Why don't you go, please give me a reason that doesn't insult my IQ." My tone will always change obviously with my mood.

"Desire to monopolize?" Gu Yiyan gave a plausible answer.

"Why me? There are thousands of freshmen alone. They are good-looking, good-looking, good-tempered, have special skills and understand life." I am a person without merit, and I still have this self-knowledge.

"Who knows, isn't there a saying, don't ask about love, so it goes deeper and deeper." Gu Yiyan shrugged, compared with the previous elegant appearance, there has been an essential change, it seems that his true temperament is slightly ruffian , "There is no particular reason, it just depends on how you like it."

"If you lose in a game with someone, you still bet to chase me. Please tell the truth." As a little transparent who has always coded, I said that I am too familiar with such bloody plots, as close as eating and sleeping.

"If you have love, don't lose your face." Gu Yiyan suddenly turned around and faced me, separating me from the crowd, and put on a serious tone, "It's not that you read too many novels or that I watch TV dramas too deeply. , there is really no reason, when I found out, I couldn't help noticing you."

I don't know if I should believe such a sci-fi reason, maybe I should go back and ask my roommates, or Li Zhiyang, who has known Gu Yiyan for more than a year.But some kind of conspiracy theory told me that maybe they were helping Gu Yiyan and were ready to see my jokes at any time.After all, he is a high school male god, even if he can't get it, he won't make it easy for others.

There was a gentle touch on the head, and Gu Yiyan took advantage of his height to directly touch his head to kill him. I was very puzzled why a person who has no athletic ability and can only do one, two, three, four in the gym can grow such unnaturally long legs.Looking at Gu Yiyan's face behind his back, his expression was serious as if he was performing a well-rehearsed play for a long time.

"Hey, at this time, shouldn't you come here crying and hug me for a kiss." Gu Yiyan poked my forehead, full of helplessness.

"Is this also what Li Zhiyang taught you?"

"Uh, that's how I peeked at her novel." Gu Yiyan withdrew his hand in embarrassment, "You girls can't do it, and neither can you girls. Which type do you girls like?"

Hearing Gu Yiyan muttering to himself, I was really powerless to support my forehead. There is no one who can memorize the lines so well. Gu Nanshen, if you don’t take the acting department exam, you will harm all beings. Why come here to our art department to make trouble.

When Gu Yiyan was annoyed and about to give up the front seat and walk back to me, as far as I could see, across the bonfire that reflected half of the sky red, I saw the person I hadn't seen for a long time.She has long hair and a shawl, and a denim vest over a white dress. The temperature of the flames merged to form mottled light and shadows on her face, and her unreal expression seemed to have a smile that had not yet dissipated.

She must have seen us. Everyone around the campfire saw me and Gu Yiyan, so she had no reason not to.So her smile is written with ease and relief. She feels that she can finally get rid of the big burden of me as brown sugar, and she can return to the life of a normal little girl, make boyfriends and go shopping, instead of avoiding me and taking care of me when doing something. emotions.

Not daring to continue thinking, I grabbed Gu Yiyan's hand and dragged him back to where he was, still standing between me and Su Zi, pretending that I hadn't noticed her existence.Tiptoeing to help Gu Yiyan straighten his slightly messy hair from the wind, I raised the corners of my mouth and gave what might be called a sweet smile in response to Suzi's expression.

"What... what's wrong?" Gu Yiyan obviously couldn't adapt to my sudden change in attitude.

"Your hair is messed up, you are a school idol, please pay attention to your image." The words are obviously ordinary, but you have to pretend to be sweet, I will become so hypocritical at any time, it is really tiring.

"Thank you." Gu Yiyan smiled shyly, raised his hand and continued to touch my trimmed sideburns, as if he was encouraged, "Will you go to the movies on weekends, or go shopping? Before you came here just around the school After turning around, the imperial capital is more than this big."

"Could it be that you want to climb the Great Wall?" I curled my lips, probably with a hint of coquettishness.

"Then it's settled, I'll come pick you up on the weekend." Gu Yiyan's face was full of satisfaction.

However, what I was thinking in my heart was, how long can the male god keep freshness for me who is so easy to hook up with.Sometimes he is shy and innocent, and sometimes he shows his sternness. If he is said to be a Gemini, some people must have opinions, so I can't care about which one is the real him.

Acting seriously, I looked behind Gu Yiyan again, only the carnival crowd remained there, as if the existence of that person was my illusion, fleeting.

My heart is filled with unprecedented loss and emptiness, and I deliberately pretend to be intimate with Gu Yiyan, isn't this the result I want.I don't know, I feel that my actions have been completely controlled by emotions, and some kind of pleasure of revenge is hidden behind the complex emotions. .

Should I continue to indulge, driven by inexplicable aggrieved emotions, doing things that hurt others.But the devil in my heart told me that what I did was just to let Suzi change his name more quickly, and he didn't have to resist the pressure from the circle of friends around him. After all, everyone thought that I fell in love with others first.

If this was the case, then the only one who was hurt was Gu Yiyan.But what kind of person is Gu Yiyan, is he hurt by me or will I be hurt in the end? I thought that the whole world is a good person. Delivered to your door, no wonder I.

My three views are collapsing, maybe Su Zi is just the inducement, and the real reason comes from myself.I have never seriously thought about life and the future, and I take everything for granted. Once I leave the beautiful world in my fantasy, I will become unbearable.It seems that there is no hope in life anymore, only indulgence as one pleases.

With a glass heart of 24k, should I go see a doctor and take some medicine to prove that I can still be saved.

"Being in a daze is your hobby. I thought so before, but now it really looks like this." Gu Yiyan waved his hand in front of my eyes a few times, "It's time to put out the fire, do you want to go? "

"Okay." Shaking my head, I forced myself to stop thinking wildly, and followed Gu Yiyan to the side of the stage.

I got a bottle of water with dye, the original goal was to pour it into the bonfire, but I don't know who led it first, the colored water just spilled on Gu Yiyan's white shirt inadvertently.The white front was stained with a patch of fruit green, and the water-soaked clothes stuck to her body obediently, revealing her not-so-small chest muscles.The splash is definitely from a scheming girl who wants to see the male god show his flesh, I am so sure.

That being the case, as Gu Yiyan's companion, I probably have no choice but to run away quickly to avoid being harmed by innocent people.Resolutely sprinkle the rice-colored water I just got on Gu Yiyan's shoulders, and I ran all the way to find refuge beside Gong Yu, who was about to find the best place.

Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of someone who hadn't gone far. I didn't want to put my mind on it, but just laughed and watched Gu Yiyan's innocent face change from a white shirt male god to a colorful palette.