If the fleeting year has not come

During breakfast, the atmosphere was subtly dull. Su Zi kept looking at Aunt Ye and me from the corner of her eye, as if wanting to know the conclusion of our conversation. Aunt Ye and I ate in silence tacitly, no longer Ask questions about responsibility and non-responsibility.

I deliberately didn't say clearly, it was like a thorn in her heart, I couldn't get it out, it was uncomfortable, maybe Suzi would pay more attention to me as time went on.I think I'm really developing in a perverted direction, 36 tricks in love.

After breakfast, Auntie Ye went to the mourning hall, and I took Su Zi to wander around. It was rare for her to sneak out once, and she would probably return to hell-style make-up classes when she returned.

The land in my hometown is not too big, and there are mountains in front and back of the village. Except for the two ancestral graves, which are bare, the other mountains are planted with fruit trees. Someone firmly disagreed with going up the mountain, so our journey turned into walking along the small river next to the village.

There are frogs jumping around the river from time to time, and there are farmlands on both sides. I don’t know what is being planted this season. Some villagers squat on the ground and bury seeds in the fields.I have always longed for the life of farming and herding sheep. I have played a game called "Harvest Moon" on my handheld for many years. I have played almost every generation, from Nintendo to Sony.I feel that my preferences are the same as my personality. Once I identify something, I will always like it, no matter whether it is good or bad in the eyes of others.

"I have a lot of shortcomings, I don't know how to speak human words, and I don't know how to care about other people's feelings, so..." Su Zi, who seemed to have been deliberating for a long time, suddenly spoke.

"Do you think farming is very interesting?" I interrupted Suzi's long-planned words, pointing to the crop field by the river, "It's amazing that a small seed can grow such a thick seedling."

"I've only played "Harvest Moon" before." Su Zi froze for a moment, and successfully picked up my topic.

"Well, I like that game too." I nodded, but I didn't want you to finish everything, I felt a little excited thinking about it because I was bored in my heart, "Let's go and have a look?"

Those who are planting seeds are all distant relatives in the village. They probably all know me, a child who cried earth-shatteringly on the first day. From time to time, some people look up and smile at me.

Approaching the person who was planting seeds in the field, he held a large bag of black seeds the size of a fingernail in his hand, and carefully buried them in the loose soil one by one.The seeds only need to be buried in the soil to a depth of a few centimeters, which is more conducive to rapid germination without affecting the absorption of nutrients by the seeds.

Seeing us approaching, the farmer smiled and said a lot of words. However, Suzi and I stared at this peculiar dialect, and almost didn't understand it at all. It seemed to be introducing what kind of flower he was sowing. After flowering, there is a large white lump of something that is very useful.

Since it is the seed of a white flower, I took a handful of it and planted it back as a matter of course. My grandma likes to play with flowers and plants. I grew up with her and I also planted dozens of irises on the balcony of my home in late autumn. Thin vines have already covered the railings built on the balcony. When I go back to see it when school starts in autumn, it must be a beautiful view.

"You can plant it too." I distributed a few seeds to Su Zi. Isn't this a common plot in TV dramas, couples plant the same plants at the same time, and enjoy them together when they bloom. "Flowers planted in the countryside are easy to feed." Things definitely don’t need to be taken care of.”

"Okay, I'll give it a try. I'm good at playing games. I haven't tried planting flowers in real life." Su Zi took the seeds, wrapped them in a tissue and put them in his pocket, and wanted to return to the previous topic, "Speaking of it , I have a bunch of things I don’t know, almost as many as shortcomings, and then..."

"Just try slowly, no one is born with it." I interrupted her again, but I didn't know if she understood the pun, "I really like the life in the countryside, raising pigs and farming. Collecting vegetables, although most of the practice is in the game. You said that when we get old, how about we raise chickens and ducks in a circle here?"

"It's a good idea. Let's build a small pond to raise fish. When you're bored, you can fish by yourself." Su Zi took up the topic again, "But there's no such good thing. I don't know where the future will be."

"If you also think it's good, of course I will carry out the practice." No matter what she thinks, for me, this is a promise about the future.Even if we are not together after a few years, I can still live on what I have agreed upon, a yard, a small flower field and a pond, some poultry and a dog.I suddenly remembered that little native dog named Qiuqiu raised by my grandmother. I haven’t seen it for a long time. I don’t know where it went. It can also stimulate the late autumn of narcissism in the second year of middle school.

"Okay, when we get old, we'll come here to raise chickens and herd cattle."

"Are you ready?" I looked into her eyes seriously, and I just wanted to tell her that this is really a promise about the future. If you are unmarried and unmarried, it would be nice for us to go back to our hometown and enjoy the rest of our lives together.

"It's an appointment." Su Zi also looked at me and nodded with a serious expression, as if to give me an explanation.

The sky is still gloomy, and the air pressure is dull and suffocating. I feel that a storm will come at any time, but my mood is completely opposite to the hazy weather.Although this kind of agreement is a lie, as long as it contains a little sincerity, I am willing.

"By the way, why didn't you see a cow? We have cows plowing fields in the countryside, and they can still be ridden." Su Zi was relieved of her worries all morning, and her expression became relaxed. After relaxing, she thought of having fun.

"There are cows and sheep, do you want to ride?" I remember that I came to ride a sheep a few years ago.It was on a large piece of grassland behind the village. Someone contracted that piece of land, planted a lot of grass there and built a pasture, raised dozens of lambs, and went early in the morning to drink milk.It is said that there is a legendary leader sheep in the sheep house. When the sheep are herding, as long as you lead the leader sheep well, the other sheep will follow.

"Can you?" The excitement on Suzi's face that couldn't be concealed made it hard to refuse, and of course I wouldn't refuse either.

"Don't look at the river anymore? Didn't you say that you want to catch a few loaches and go back to make soup." I pretended to be reluctant.

"The loach is so cute, how can you eat it!" Su Zi acted cute with a strange accent that he learned from some movie, which made me get goosebumps for no reason. It's better for a tough person to speak normally.

"Okay, let's go goat riding." I silently wiped the goosebumps on my arms, thinking that luckily she was going to ride a goat instead of an alpaca, otherwise the more than 1 grass and mud horses in my heart would be enough She enjoyed it slowly.

July is the season when the grass grows the most luxuriant. The grass in the meadow hardly reaches the calf. Although it is not as grand as the wind blows the grass and sees the cattle and sheep, it is also a rare experience for those of us who have never been to the prairie. See.

Every time I come back, I have to go to the ranch to buy goat milk and ride sheep. The ranch owner already knows me, and after saying a few words of condolence, he let us go into the pasture.A sheep is a kind of docile, or arrogant animal, as long as the action is not too offensive, it can continue to eat grass in spite of everything.

Going straight inside, under a tree, I saw a ram covered with black hair and obviously larger than other sheep. It was the legendary head sheep. It was pacing in an arrogant manner, as if examining itself Did the younger brothers go astray.

I took Suzi closer, wondering if I had gotten to know me too much, the head sheep started to snort as soon as it saw me, which I took as a gesture of friendliness.I raised my hand to smooth the hair on its back, and it arched my hand with its head in a human way, as if wanting me to touch its head.Why does this guy look like a dog? I quarrel, so I can only scratch his head to please him.

The next action of the head sheep made me think that this guy can definitely be taken to the zoo for people to ride, just like riding a camel for ten yuan at the zoo to take pictures.It first half-kneeled down on its hind legs, then knelt down on its front legs, and sat directly on the ground, obviously to invite people to ride it.

"I'm just going to ride it like this?" Su Zi hesitated.

Is it possible that you still need the rein to let you run away? Although I thought so in my heart, I still nodded and helped Suzi climb up the sheep's back.A whimsical idea took shape in my mind. Would it be very romantic if I also rode on it to form the effect of two people riding together?Before the head sheep could react, I also climbed onto the sheep's back.

After all, it was just an ordinary sheep, and it was too crowded for two people to sit on it with a wide back. I could only go around from behind and hug Suzi's waist.Pat the sheep's buttocks to indicate that it can get up and run a few steps. The head sheep staggered and wanted to stand up, but the weight of the two people seemed to be unbearable for an ordinary domestic sheep that has not received weight training. After several efforts, it still failed to get up , and threw me and Suzi off our backs in a rebellious manner.

Fortunately, I sat behind Su Zi and put my arms around her. Even if I fell, I could still put myself under the first place.What a great self, I silently gave myself a thumbs up in my heart, as if I was not the one who had a sudden whim and made people carry two people.

"Are you okay!" Su Zi hurriedly got up from me, trying to check my situation.

"No... Pain, pain, pain!" My first thought was that I could pretend to be dead and be cute and sympathetic again to take advantage of it. However, just as my body moved, a piercing pain came from my abdominal cavity. Joy turned into sadness, and I silently nodded for myself in my heart. lit a candle.

"Lie down and don't move, I'll find someone." Su Zi blamed herself, got up and ran to the exit.