Wild enough

The man he calls Mike has thick eyebrows, deep eye sockets, and a straight nose. He looks like a foreigner, but he speaks fluent Mandarin: "Long time no see, Yu."

The two looked familiar, and Yu Ye relaxed and leaned on the large armchair in the other's consulting room, and said with a smile, "It's best if you don't think I'm bothering you."

"How come?" Mike also smiled, "You are my big customer, my source of money."

With just a few words, the atmosphere heated up, and it took a while for Mike to become serious, "Really, Yu, I would rather you don't come here often. Tell me, how are you doing recently?"

"It's not that good," Yu Ye said frankly, "You know the nature of my job, when I was filming with Sheng Miaoyue a while ago, I couldn't be calm."

"Yu, you can't avoid him for the rest of your life." Mike leaned forward, revealing the psychiatrist's tag that had been hidden all the time, and his light blue eyes just stared at Yu Ye, "Yu, do you like Why didn't he say it?"

"Mike!" Yu Ye looked at him in embarrassment, and took a piece of candy to eat, "You clearly know the cause and effect."

Mike is Yu Ye's psychiatrist. Yu Ye was plotted against by Lynch and suffered from severe anxiety and some mental problems. He couldn't even go out for a long time. In addition, he suffered a huge change after breaking up and was extremely fragile. Therefore, At that time, his agent found Mike, a very famous psychiatrist. With his help, Yu Ye gradually got out of the predicament, and the two developed into good friends. Later, Yu Ye established a personal studio, and the relationship between the two It was never known to outsiders, even Qiao Luan only thought that Yu Ye just wanted to do psychological counseling on a regular basis, so he didn't worry about it.

But that’s fine too, there are a lot of people talking, and they are public figures, the less people know the better, just like at this time, Yu Ye talked about his recent psychological condition, and after being asked some routine questions, Mike mentioned again, "Yu, you should really try to tell Mr. Sheng something."

"I..." Yu Ye didn't hide anything in front of him, "The matter of Lynch is always a time bomb, I'm afraid..."

"As you said just now, Mr. Sheng seems to be willing to reconcile with you, and you also know that the idea of ​​him being a homosexual was just a misunderstanding, so why can't you believe that Mr. Sheng is actually ready , to share the situation you are facing?"

"..."

Yu Ye lowered his brows and thought, but such thinking is really extravagant for him, not to mention that he has already cheated Sheng Miaoyue, it is hard to say how much Sheng Miaoyue hates him now, even he himself is not willing to let Sheng Miao fell into such a situation.

Sheng Miao Yuehe should be the proud son of heaven, an existence that everyone looks up to, how could he let such a person, because of his selfishness, become a person like him, who is always in fear?

And how can a person like himself, who is full of filth, deserve to stand by the other party's side?

Yu Ye is rare, after chatting with Mike, he still looks preoccupied, which makes the mixed-race psychiatrist very frightened, thinking that his golden job may not be able to keep, so he insists on doing a routine examination for Yu Ye, The results showed that the anorexia symptoms that plagued him some time ago have almost healed, except that his body is still relatively thin, and he is already a very healthy omega.This somewhat made Yu Ye heave a sigh of relief, the end of the year is approaching, and it is impossible for everyone to be happy and fat, but it is his turn to lose weight instead, is that plausible?

He is not afraid of what others think of him, but he is not willing to do this for the sake of the few people in this world who still love him a little.

Soon it will be the New Year, and everyone on the street is very happy, but Yu Ye is still at home. Before Qiao Luan leaves for the holiday, he stocked up a lot of New Year’s goods and some instant food for him, for fear that this ancestor will live alone. It is also convenient for Yu Ye to be able to starve to death in [-]. Everyone else is walking around the streets, but he lives alone in a temporary residence. The rehearsal of the New Year's Gala is shown on TV. He watches it expressionlessly. , like a sculpture, deserted and scary.

Then his eyes suddenly moved, following the figure of someone on TV, his eyes rolled silently. Sheng Miaoyue didn't attend this kind of live broadcast party this year, and only recorded a video at home. broadcast, but it was enough, the two hadn’t seen each other for a long time, and in such a family reunion festival, Yu Ye realized how much he missed each other. daze.

However, the difference from before is that the unrestrained thoughts became concrete, and finally pointed to Sheng Miaoyue's face.

Yu Ye watched the whole gala by himself, and when it was almost twelve o'clock, the host was smiling and counting down on the stage. He looked back through the screen with somewhat sore eyes, and someone downstairs shouted "Fireworks are going to be set off!"

A little commotion was caused, and Yu Ye stood curiously in front of the French windows. He lives on the roof and has a wide view. Soon, he saw a small cluster of lights burning in the distance, and huge fireworks illuminated his pupils. , which made him stunned for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, he had already called Sheng Miaoyue.

This kind of behavior is actually very illogical, but love itself has no logic at all, just like at this time, I just saw a beautiful firework, and I can’t wait to share it with you, even if maybe You don't care.

The time waiting for the call to be connected was difficult. Yu Ye held the handset of the mobile phone and paced back and forth in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror. There were countless thoughts of retreating, but he persisted tenaciously. The call was finally connected, and he He heard the other party's voice with no ups and downs: "Hello."

"Hey......"

"Yu Ye, what's the matter?" Sheng Miaoyue's side was very quiet, he couldn't even hear the sound of fireworks, Yu Ye swallowed his saliva in such a quiet atmosphere, "Ah, it's all right...Happy New Year."

"...Let's have fun together." Sheng Miao's deeper voice seemed to sweep over his ears, making Yu Ye tremble all over, and then he heard the other party ask: "Are you at home by yourself?"

What happened next was like a dream. When he came back to his senses, he had already sat in Sheng Miaoyue's co-pilot. The man who was talking on the phone just now simply wore a mask, his brows were calm, and he noticed his Gaze, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." He shook his head and turned to look at the speeding scenery outside the car window. In the middle of the new year's night, the streets were empty. Even the paparazzi had probably gone home to celebrate the new year. All the shops were closed. Going back to Yu Ye's house and cooking the quick-frozen dumplings that Qiao Luan bought together can be regarded as a simple New Year.

Yu Ye had just moved, and the house was still in a mess. He tidied it up and went to serve Sheng Miaoyue cooked dumplings, but when he got up, he was held by the arm by the other party. Quiet, you can almost hear the beating of the heart, which inevitably reminds people of the night when "Together Pillow" was finished, the atmosphere gradually became ambiguous, the temperature gradually rose, and finally Sheng Miaoyue let go of his hand and coughed to cover up, " fine."

"......Um."

The two ate the dumplings without saying a word, and watched the side show after the party together. Yu Ye watched absently while eating, and peeked at Sheng Miaoyue. The other party came out from home, wearing loose clothes, It's not as formal as usual, but this kind of homely temperament makes him more excited. He swallowed dryly again, and turned down the temperature of the air conditioner, "Well, it's a bit hot."

Sheng Miao gave him a heavy look, but didn't say anything, but asked, "Can I wash up?"

"Yes." It was late at night, and it would not be safe to let the other party go back. Yu Ye had already made preparations for the other party to stay overnight, and nodded clearly at this time, "The new toiletries are in the cabinet over there. Just take it yourself."

Their state is so similar to before that Yu Ye looked at Sheng Miaoyue who came out with the back of his neck bare after washing, but he didn't react for a while, until he smelled the other party's pheromone smell, he turned away a little embarrassedly :

Sheng Miaoyue's pheromone is a fatal attraction for him, especially in winter like this, the heating makes the smell of sake on the other party's body spread to every corner, steaming people drunk, Yu Ye smelled it for a while Feeling a little overwhelmed, he closed his eyes dizzily, and suddenly felt Sheng Miaoyue's palm on his forehead, "Uncomfortable? Why is your face so red."

"..." Yu Ye pressed his hand against him, grabbed it just as the opponent was about to withdraw, impulsively said, "Miao Yue, I..."

The same scene, but the roles were reversed, happened twice in a short period of time. Rao had no distracting thoughts at first, but now it is inevitable that he was distracted. Sheng Miaoyue's eyes seemed to be darker, luring the other party to continue Say, "What, Yu Ye, what do you want to say?"

Yu Ye and him met their gazes, and were thoroughly dazzled by the other's deep gaze, suddenly excited, subconsciously let go, "It's nothing."

"..."

I don't know if it was an illusion, but when the temperature suddenly dropped, Sheng Miaoyue seemed to snort vaguely, and then continued, "Lin Qi has been ill."

"Ah?" Yu Ye didn't understand, the atmosphere tonight was so good, why did Sheng Miaoyue still mention this person, and Sheng Miaoyue continued to say, with a hint of gloom in his tone, "he said, You know best about his illness."

Yu Ye's eyes widened in astonishment, of course he knew this matter all too well, but why would Sheng Miao know about it?

He suddenly felt chills. When he was trying to restrain himself and stay away from Sheng Miaoyue, the other party still found Sheng Miaoyue in a way he didn't know. has no meaning?